Home is heaven.

It's time to cock our heads to the left and laugh, haha. Guys, don't shit all over the toilet... Haha!

School was good today, and Lina, Lydia and I spent English chatting about Manchester United (Oh, be surprised), Fido Dido and the Crimson Chin (Fairly oddparents). Don't accuse us and say we're childish (we don't really care anyway) but we were laughing at the cartoons (and how Lydia looks like Crimson Chin). Haha.

Dogs. River. Doggie cages! Haha, go go Dora! Oh lameness. -cracks up-

You can tell I'm deliriously happy, but this morning was quite a oh-no-i'm-so-bad. Oh betrayals, betrayals, I don't know when will we ever get enough of you. I felt so bad that I snapped at someone yesterday night but I repaired a dismissed friendship last night as well. Haha, I guess you can't have 'the best of both worlds' (Yes I know the meaning's off, but I mean it as something else) Hahahahahahaha.

Something about two worlds being together all the time, and breaking up and becoming not-really-the-worst of enemies, then both are hilariously sensitive towards each other's names. Ha. So nice to sit back and watch them cat fight, or more like, throw shit at each other (from the shitty toilet)

Cheeky, and there's more to come.

Home.

The last post written seems like centuries ago. Apologies.

No hurling my principles into the back of my wardrobe, not this time. I need to talk to somebody. I need to tell someone about it. I need a break.

I'm beginning to feel a need to talk about old times, be happy a little and get all sentimental all over again, instead of having this reality that I cannot sleep away and to wake up not remembering.

Cards thrown on the table for all to see. This game is not meant for me.

Then again, lying in the yellow fields blown out cold doesn't seem so bad after all.

Love 3/7!

Had a joined upper sec ACEs today, it was quite funny, and we liked the cobra position, where we just lied on the floor and I was exclaiming "Ooh, mass sleepover partay!" Hahaha, and Julia Bensily was doing quite funny stuff, quite amusing (Haha, not laughing at her, but with her!).

I got 10/20 for my Circles test, and 19 people got full marks, oh careless me :(

Hmm, had last-minute assembly where the principal addressed the issue of irresponsible blogging and such. Of course, I believe that everyone should exercise restraint in the way they blog, and of course not spew vulgarities in every post, like you have a total lack of vocabulary that only starred words is in your mind, none other than that. Also she talked about students blogging about teachers rudely and calling them names, and what consequences there is for doing that - Instant suspension. So everyone, let's go spring-cleaning because people have different definitions of insulting comments, so I'm cleaning up everything I've said about any teacher - Negative, of course. I don't want to ruin the content of my blog posts. Although I don't find any of my comments very negative or rude. In fact, I only talk about their bad moods. Haha.

Today is a nice day, and Function remedial was cancelled.

I've given alot of thought to
The nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given alot of thought
On how to write you back this fall

With every single letter
In every single word
There will be a hidden message
About a boy that loves a girl

Do you care if I, dont know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight?
Or will you think of me?
Will I shake this off
Pretend its all okay?
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Hello, this song reminds me of you, 'cause he's just like you.

For played cards,

More gossip is to come.

Frantic.

Chemistry + History tests tomorrow, so I'll just write a short post and run along soon, the problem is that blogger can't get connected, yeah so I'll just write this and publish later. I'll be doing PA for a month.

Had E Math common test on Circles. Haha, oh, oh careless mistake. VE was just all about boisterous laughter and unfunny jokes. Oh, and Johnson Loser!

Haha. I just checked out the class picture - I dislike the formal one but basically everyone doesn't look obnoxiously doing-something-wrong or out of place so it's alright. But haha, I look so short! -makes a face- Either I was standing supported on one leg, or Melissa and Lina are tiptoeing (We planned to tiptoe, hahaha, cheaters, but I didn't - eh I taller than Mellabello leh then become shorter). No fair, I look tiny. You can view both on Xinyi's blog haha. I can't post pictures now, my computer is a bit laggy.

I'm feeling cheeky today, and for the first time, I actually like Thursday.

Anything But Ordinary.

Chinese letter writing + English summary + breezy E Math + Physics test + return of SS test - copying of descriptors + video + History powerpoint slides.

That's about all for today. I thought it was dreadful, what with every lesson being a brainy lesson, requiring the use of my overused brain. (Yes, yes I know you can never overuse your brain but I was exhausted + I skipped breakfast this morning)

I don't like doing PA duty. I'm being deprived of social interaction in the morning. :l Haha yet it's fun doing it with Bei Yu.

I've been a mad insomniac for the last 2, 3 days. I have trouble sleeping at night, and I end up sleeping at 12+ to 1 even though I'm so tired, and then I wake up at odd hours like 4am, 4.30am or 5am, which is way too early for my still-craving-for-bed-body. (Some background info: I would jump out of bed the moment my eyes open because I always think that I'll fall asleep again & oversleep) The awful thing is that once I jump out and realise it's so freaking early I get so peeved and go back and sleep, and once I wake up the rest of the day is ruined 'cause I'll be so tired.

Today was even worse. I woke up and switched on my phone to do a time check. 4.30am. I was like "What the-" and I put my phone up on my table and you know what? It slid right off and hit me slightly higher than my forehead. So I was tired, my eyes were quarter-shut and I was peeling them open and a heavy 7260 bombs my head and I dropped my head into my pillow like a block of wood.

Ok I wave my white flag. Don't bite the hand that feeds you, phoney (pun intended).

After school, Mel and I were headed to our respective bus stops and then there were this group of 5 guys and a girl attacking a tree with tiles from the construction site, and then when we walked, the girl squealed "Hey, don't walk here! There's a beehive!" We looked at her quizzically, haha, her tone was hilarious. We looked at it then we walked out on the road, then we sped up a little because the boys were still attacking it with broken tiles. Haha. Hit then they all come out and attack you all ah, tomorrow I see you all red, spotty and ugly uh! Then I will stand there laugh at you. Haha, no I'm not so mean, I'll just laugh at the 2 boys who threw the tiles (the rest were calafare you see, gawking at the brown furball on the tree)

I make a good maid, seriously. What with all the housework I do now without complaints. Heh.

That everyone I knew
Was waiting on a queue
To turn and run
When all I needed was the truth

Give in.

Tuesdays are lovely, and I have fallen in love with Chemistry. Chemical equations make good friends.

Assembly was kinda corny, with some 'professional storyteller' telling us 2 stories, one about Kama Suran or something, and it links to Sang Nila Utama and another one about 2 lame brothers. Haha, Melissa and I were trying to pretend to be kindergarten kids haha, and I slouched down and cradled my face with both my hands, looks kindergarten-kid-dish right? Haha, okay never mind. Ignore what I said.

Ever encountered love as bribery?

Life's so ordinarily exciting.

Take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I'm with you

Stains on my t-shirt.

I miss blogging. All thanks to my screwy internet connection, I was abandoned out of cyber world for 3 days, straight. Perhaps it was a good break, after all this weekend was pretty eventful and interesting, with so many strange happenings happening. Had planetshakers on Saturday and it was hilariously fun, pictures won't be posted, since there's too many.

School was fun today, with our class pictures taken (at the goal post) and breezy speedy lessons. Haha, I need to do my long-owed E Math homework, because he's checking tomorrow. Aye. That's a drag but it's okay.

Heh Loulou is a happy girl, and just like the song I learnt in my primary school choir "A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you're fast asleep." I was reminded of it suddenly after school.

Let me tell you a secret, I'm in a horrible dilemma.

Haha, this is funny. You told me about your problem because it made you sleepless, now that you've told me and released your unsleepability. I can't sleep because of it. Heh - oh crap.

I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties

Take it to the floor.

Here's my MSN chat logs for the past 3 days, everyone I've talked to is a mere less than 15KB of log, and a random unusual one of 45KB which is still very little. Haha.

A short school day before the weekend. Heh I love this week!

Went out for dinner with Lynette at chomps and had oh-so-yummy-yum-yum fat-carbo-full laksa. Haven't eaten that in years and the ones in school & the usual foodcourts sucks, with the school one being so concerned over the non-chilli-eaters that it is so bland and the foodcourt one flooded with coconut milk the soup/gravy is too light-coloured and weird-looking. Oh and the humps were huge. Haha, maybe I'm dense but they were twice the size of my usual charkwaytiao humps. Heh.

Ate another half a plate of carrot cake too. Heh, Friday nights are supposed to be happy, especially with that overused slogan "TGIF!". YES. But my idea of spending it is hilariously ha-ha. (:

Random >> Here's a picture of the old dirtier chomp chomp before the renovation and before it got way more famous & 'commercialised'. Haha.

>>
L: Yes when you go offline. I will go and bathe. See - you come online ah, then I sacrifice my bathing time ok. See - I am so nice, so you must thank me.
HT: Hey I'm going offline.
L: Hey that doesn't mean immediately! ... Fine
HT: Ya???
L: So mean - ha, go go go!
HT: ..........
L: Don't dot me, I hate it!
HT: ............................
L: Do not!
L: DOT me. Haha, you stupid mcnugget.
HT: ............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111
HT: Mcnugget!!!!!!!!!
L: Lol. What, sensitive huh?
HT: My primary school friends used to call me that.
L: Huh why!
HT: Ha I've got a lot of names.

Haha you & your identity crisis. Ahem, ahem, cough, cough - Do not DOT me. :D

Emplguitarist.

Hello everybody. This is my cousin.

Louisa is a Sloth - I haven't started on my homework, the English and Chinese essay. Am I even planning to? You know I really hate it that the teachers always modify holidays into pseudo ones, by piling some homework on us and acting like they are supposed to be piling stuff on us. The final year papers are coming soon, the 'O' levels are coming soon, and Christmas is coming soon. Out of which, only one of it is actually something you'd be happy about.

I went out in the evening to the library and got another 3 books, and returned the other 3. One is Pictures of You by Matt Thorne, Eight Minutes Idle also by Matt Thorne, and another one by Scarlett Thomas called Going Out. One thing that got me pretty annoyed was the previous person who borrowed Pictures of You. Let me explain why.

I opened the cover to start reading when I got back, and to my utter mortification, it was missing the first 2 pages, that means all I saw on the first page was the title of the book, and the next page was page 5. Ha ha, so funny. Thankfully I flipped some more and found the missing pages, so because I find it an eyesore, I taped back the pages and realised that the entire inside of the book was like eaten by silverfish (destroyed, more like) or something - it was falling apart, and I spent a good deal of time plus used scotchtape to mend the book. Now I can read it in peace. Haha.

I don't want to do my homework, can I skip school tomorrow? Obviously not. -.-

Pissum Mode.

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What an awful way to wish everyone a Happy National Day and thanks for tagging (those wishing HND) heh. Lovely fellows.

Need. To. Go. Out.

Also, He Twin is sick.

Oh and agreeing with Joyce, the NDP this year was a bit, boring, like there's no interesting highlight. The song's quite nice, but besides that, not much rah-rah at all.

Kaira Gooooonggg.

Cake.

Had National Day celebrations today, some programme, some NE quiz, some muster parade that was so freaking boring with so many long pauses that my classmates and I were all armed with a book. Read, read, read!

Oh well. Went home after that and did my journal. I have no idea what's for homework for the holidays, but I know it's quite a bit of stuff. Boy oh boy, I miss the thought of freedom, both mine and yours.

The lack of it is sucking the life out of us.

When you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine

I am not a dog, hahaha.

My internet is going to die soon. Oh hurry, I have to speed this post up.

PE was fun, with the new petite adorable cute short teacher. For once, this skinny/sporty teacher is the only short one who isn't annoying. God bless her. We had to play captain's ball, and my team was Lina, Melissa, Wanyi, Debbie, Rebecca, myself and Liyen. Strange isn't it? Haha, we didn't even know we were teamed up like that. Haha, but it doesn't matter anyway. It was probably the only game I've ever played that I've been one of the more active players. Haha. Debbie's pretty good at her shots.

I think Serene, Meixuan and Denise are super adorable. Haha, I was teasing and annoying them the entire game, jumping and doing weird antics in front of them just to defend. Hahaha. I don't know what has got into me, but I just felt like doing something stupid. Hey, senses of humour, they laughed, and I like to make people laugh.

Math was a bore, with properties of circles. I never did like circles since their introduction to us during primary school, what with pi and its stupid 3.142 value.

Triple Lit was good, we had half our lesson at the library, and I got teased on the way there. What a laugh. I even smiled at that stupid fat boy who likes to laugh at me. Hahaha.

Okay la. I still like to make people laugh. So laugh lor. It's okay.

I sound ridiculous today and I don't know why. Hahahaha.

Well I think I'm getting a stupid flu, and my earlier part of this post sounds like I'm perverse. -chuckles- Liyen has msn! :D Angeline and Shandy too! Yay, for... well, msn. Haha.

Oh well toodles. Nothing much to say today.

So hey, wear your red tees tomorrow okay? :D

Midget.

So I didn't spend my Saturday morning buying stuff and borrowing books from the library, I was too stony to do anything at 10.30am when I woke up. So much for the belief of weekend-sleeping-in. I tell you that is the biggest scam anyone can ever tell you.

Everything went better than fine, the surroundings were unusually chilly (both connotatively and denotatively) and I was feeling normal though, without the usual awful suppression of my chest. It is disturbing to find yourself unable to turn--

But it was all but a dream, I insist.

Dinner was spent with the girls at Yoshinoya, with cloudy thoughts of tummies wailing for grub. Then we complained how unsatisfying it was. Yoshinoya, you overpriced shat. Even this kid (I'm guessing six years old?) next to us could finish that $6 Bento Setto, and so you were saying? What about fresh-salmon-goodness & what other sales gimmicks? We're growing, yoshinoya. We NEED our grub.

So basically, an odd Saturday. Perhaps we need some Michelle who's gone on sec 3 camp.

As some Vanessa Mae accompanies me while I type out this post, I'd like to mention my day's activities, nothing too fascinating I'd like to delve into. Had care group in the morning, this time more interactive with more points to think about and learn from. Samuel didn't get to finish his devotion again, haha, it's quite a laugh.

I bought 1 litre of water chestnut & sugar cane drink at $1.60, and was happily dragging around everywhere I went. It's quite heavy y'know. Anyway I paid a visit to my long-lost friend, the library. I'm beginning to think of my relationship with books as a love-hate relationship. Pretty interesting, don't you think?

Much to my accomplishment, I have finished 1 out of 3 books I'd borrowed, in less than 4 hours. Not to mention with my piano lesson in between. It's called Cherry, by Matt Thorne and I like the way the illustration/design on the cover has to do with the story. It pictures, interestingly, a bloody cherry. Unfortunately I can't really look at it properly because of the stupid library barcode slapped on it. What a shame.

Basically the synopsis only links to the start of the story, and it's a fascinatingly grosteque story, and I like it. My piano teacher commented that I am a sadist, after hearing what books I'm interested in. So let me enlighten you, and perhaps you might (dis)agree with her. I like books about social misfits, mystery (not Nancy Drew type, I hate how she never dies) and especially those which talks about Mao's China, most of the time involving disturbing elements of violence, rape, prostitution, madness and murder. So after the last line, you'd probably think I'm some perverse psychomaniac. Of course I read other genres, chick-lit, one of my more favoured genres. Yup.

Well there is a reason why I take history in school, and it's not because I don't wanna take Geography.

I didn't know Cherry was going to end so weirdly, with the protagonist going to jail and what not. If you'll read it, you'll be confused. Haha. But it's a very interesting thought pattern, like I'm fascinated how the author thought of the storyline. Highly unusual. It did sound like a romance book (which I hate, but I like Matt Thorne stuff) although I didn't realise until now that it didn't have that silly pink heart shape at the spine.

Dinner with the folks was a weird. Besides that, life's never been happier and this post is not strange, just for once, less censored. We should practice self-control shouldn't we?

Sympathy, where have you gone!

Parcels or punches. Please don't punch me. Haha.

Louisa is happy. Louisa is mad. Louisa is a bimbo. Bimbo. Bimbo. Bimbo. Bimbo. Bimbo. Bimbo. Bimbo. Bimbo. Bimbo. Bimbo.

Excusemoi. I think my brains and all the white matter in my brain has flowed out of my left ear. Yay for Joy Luck Club! :D

Yawn.

Just done with bathing and the drying of my hair.

Festival of Praise was a blast. (: But no elaborations. The CCC Band was good, and Don Moen still sounds and looks the same since when I listened to his albums when I was, say, seven. Coincidentally, in the queue to get into the stadium, Crosby, Joel, Jenalyn and friends were behind me! Haha, surprise, surprise.

Flargh, I've got something like a flu. Nose on a marathon, yet they blow nothing out. (Slob slob)

Tomorrow morning will be spent borrowing library books & buying stuff, then church in the evening. I hope I do not have that stupid rush of time again. Heh.

Miss you for sixty days.

But with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me
Right before I hit the ground
With nothin' but a t-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you

You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke
Just meant for us to know

I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me

Come and take me
Love you, save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself with you

One smile, one laugh & we're quits.

The last 2 classes to settle down during morning assembly - 3/7 and 3/8. Yay, we were embarrassed in front of the whole school, not that I'm actually complaining. It was quite fun actually, in fact, it was also thrilling.

We were sent back to our classes on the 4th level and were to return to the quad and form up again. Haha, we were given 2 minutes, but we obviously slacked longer than that in class before going down, haha, but Shafain chased us out of the classroom and down. Haha, yes a very good epitome of a good chairperson. Unlike somebody. Hohoho. :D

So yeah we're supposed to settle down 15 mins before the second bell actually rings for the rest of this week and next week, sitting according to our index numbers, which means Erica and I are first up. Ugh, what a drag.

Oh yeah, we had to stay back to climb up and down the stairs 20 times, yeah but Mr Goh cut it down to 4 times, haha, don't we just make his heart melt? Lol. Then Hiew punished us with 300 lines of "We will not be late for morning assembly again from 4/8/2006 onwards." Haha. It was hilariously funny, everyone rushing to write out that stupid thing and get it done and over with. Oh and that punishment (the walk up and down one) was supposed to be humiliating, but ha! We all felt the opposite way - we basked in the attention! Man, we are terrible things to discipline.

So we had debates today, and hoho, I screwed up big time, but I feel pretty okay - don't know why. Haha, I was the bloody reply speaker because I was saving Dacia's butt. Our debate was stupid, Johnson's team defined gambling as a risk, but we were defining gambling as slot machines, mahjong and whatever games. Yeah, it was totally out of point. So how do I actually rebute?

Besides, Johnson was such an obsolete character, with Benji writing all his rebuttals. -.- Chee, and I had nobody to help me, in addition my 1st & 2nd speakers were rebutting and using up my points. Crap.

Anyway, no hard feelings about it. I felt quite accomplished actually. Like I spoke without that idiotic hiccupy feeling/noise, for once. So that's a good sign. :)

***
After the punishment, got daddy to pick me up to go and get stuff. Yup, he was so hungry he dragged me into Gelare, where I ate an oreo cheesecake and he ate a raisin scone and a new york cheesecake washed down with latte. Spent so much money today. I was pretty xing tia (heart pain)

Oh well, just got back a while ago, and I'm bushed.

Festival of Praise tomorrow, and I've got remedial and I need to go and get something from town. Gee, rushed for time rushed for time! Perhaps I wouldn't go fo remedial. :l I hope he doesn't remember I told him I'm coming. Hurhur.

Bloat for the feminity.

One disconsolate morning can spoil your track record of joy luck in a week. The day was spent very much unproductively, with 2 tests, Social Studies & Chinese, both of which I refused to study, despite a lot of time to do so with all that free periods. Yeah, forgot to mention we had free periods the entire day (tests & watching debates are brainless activities) because our teachers just decided to skip out on us.

Sure, free periods are spent with Melissa, and we just talk, and talk. We don't bitch except for recesses, when we see the people who dedicate their lives to either making our lives miserable, awkward or just plain weird. Song En then came along with Kennard and yeah, we had a chat. The highlight Song En said is that I'm the ultimate anti-social. Ha, perhaps, perhaps.

What a depressingly emo day. I hate emo shit.

By the way, I haven't been writing in my diary, and my sides are suffering excruciating stabs & stabs of pain. Napfa, I hate you.

So far, the most accurate.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing.

The Reconciliation.

We discussed a slogan and a caricature of heads & arrows drawn and thought out by someone. It was something special, and I wondered how many of these people would go unnoticed in our lives, those people with gifts & talents, all priceless & not something able to be taught but something innate.

Innate talent, doesn't this phrase just make you pop on your thinking cap and think about how many people you know actually are hiding some potential or talent in them?

Can you imagine how many people out there, that are strangers to you, but they are such nice, beautiful at heart and sweet people, with gifts, like being able to draw well, write prolific good poems, sing until your heart melts in your hands or maybe just have such a simple yet powerful gift? The ability to love, anyone?

It's sad to know that you'd never have the time to know all these people.

Won't we never discover these, if we didn't take the time to love and share our own lives with them?

I wouldn't have found anything if I had switched off my mind to these people.

The reconciliation. It's like I've finally learnt to love.

And it's all because of you.

*This post is in reference to my school, not anywhere else*
Yes, I love my school for this year. For once I'll say it without a cringe.

It's times like these you learn to live again
It's times like these you give and give again
It's times like these you learn to love again
It's times like these time and time again

TGIM.

Nose. Itchy. Ugh.

Napfa 5 items tomorrow, only starting at 4.30pm for my class & 2 other classes. What a drag. Schools never understand what productive things we can do during that four hours of extra time in the middle. Hey, doesn't mean we're older we start later right.

An enjoyable day, with no PE and 1 period of Lit spent sitting outside the classroom filing (haha, not punishment, just that the room key was stolen) and 'having a lesson outside the classroom'. Hahaha.

Mondays, my favourite! Melissa was a giggly wiggly (what! She was extremely fidgeting) cheeky girl today, it seems unusual. (She's never madder than me) We were like perfectly in frequency this time haha, both laughing cheekily at every single funny (or not so funny) thing, and speaking with strange accents & lowering our voices accompanied by ugly funny faces.

Function homework is easy, yet so hard. Sure, concepts are easy - the questions? I don't understand one bit.

New skin, yeah after all, I still like colourless, boring, simplistic layouts. Never been into colourful, gaudy designs. Except maybe some red. So what, say I'm a boring person. Haha, I kinda like that.

Besides, parties all night, everyday & towning all day doesn't make you unboring. There are people like that around - all the glam & the spotlights but they're the most boring people around, worse still - with absolutely no depth.

So get a life people, and it doesn't mean one with these.

Old.

My mother is annoying the life out of me, you know she really shouldn't have changed her phone if she's gonna have such problems with it. It's after all the same brand, how much changes can there be?

Old absent-minded people who can't tell anything apart 'cause they're so blur, don't be so vain about how fanciful your gadgets are. For all you know, you're gonna be absent-minded and lose it tomorrow, or some cute little thief is gonna rob it from you. Don't any cute polite boy make your heart melt?

Ugh, don't know how to use, don't buy and bother the whole world.

This goes out to all the old vain people. Ur super irritating siah.

See, technology can be so horrible at times, and so not for old people.

***

Random: I saw Bevis & his family at Serangoon MRT just now. Hoho. Oh, and my arms are sore from sunburns. Grr.

So right.

Everything is going so, so wrong yet so, so right.

1. My computer is screwed up.
2. I am using my sister's laptop.
3. It can't open Friendster.
4. My computer cannot access the internet or MSN.
5. This computer account I've access to, has no music.
6. I hate typing on a laptop.
7. My tagboard does not load for me/anyone else?
8. I feel like Charlie has died.
9. This is depressing.

Yet on the other hand, (evil grin) I've managed to secure a sweet silent agreement & sneaky trade. Hahaha, and it's so, so successful. I am not anticipating an annoying phonecall next week. Hahaha yes we love our ahpek! And I AM YOUR MOTHER. YOU'RE GONNA LISTEN TO ME. Heh, oops, did I say that out loud?

Yes, this is true. Happy Charlie never felt better, and who is Charlie?

That's for me to know, for you to find out.

Would you ever guess it is yours truly?

Give me a square of lies
I'd smile for you

***

Swimming in the morning + afternoon, then stoned all the way until church in the evening, and I bought 2 tops. Oooh Outfitter! Haha. We had BK for dinner, the usual people plus Glenn. Hahaha, so strange 6 girls and a silly boy. Oh well, JH left, after Jeralyn and I were searching for the stupid nonexistent Pepper Lunch.

Sunburned on my arms & a little of the neck, ow, it hurts like a 1000 ants nibbling off your skin! Now I have arms looking like lobsters. Who knows maybe I'll wake up tomorrow with some huge pincers!

Hahaha, random. My sense of humour has been silly these days.

I'm a happy girl, with my best companion.

Do you know that your TWIN, cannot be your boyfriend & vice versa? It's just different. So stop calling your boyfriend your twin. It's stupid.

Hawhaw, stupid!

Screeeew. There's something wrong with my laggy computer & my internet connection.

Where have you gone, honey?
Pick up your phone, thank you.

Shall blog about my disastrous 2.4km run later on, when my computer is not screwing itself. Damn technology.

Basically I ran an extra round all because of that Mr Loke. He forced me, that barnacle head. I've got 4 ice cream sticks & a chip, and he made me run another round. Wheeze, jibber, dies. Ugh, thanks Wanru, Meiyi, Sibani, Shital, Sindiya for cheering for me, haha, it did actually give me a kick in the butt. So, 7th position in class with a sucky timing of 15.07. Hahaha, counting the extra round, my timing is actually about 17.55 haha. My goodness.

Boy, bad staminas and such. You know what, I feel accomplished, but I'm half fed up with Mr Loke as well. Nyeh. -.- Forget it.

I just don't feel like talking about it.

By the way - I'm out of remedial, yet I wanna stay for it.

Post will be edited later. So wait on.

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Hello lovelies, here's something tasteful for you guys.
Ultraviolet Planetshakers concert @ the MAX Pavilion at Expo - organised by FCBC.
Tickets are at $4 each and it's on the 11 and 12 of August 2006.
If you want to come and shake the planet (haha, cheesy), tag me, or give me a ring by tonight + tomorrow.
Note that tickets are limited alright.

Love actually.

I'm actually beginning to like Chemistry and Mrs Ng.

Triple English was such a lullaby with that SJC mid-year english paper to do.

Break time was a blast! We just sat there, Mel and I, on those high chairs and observed the people coming into the canteen. After some 'bird-watching' (no dirty meanings intended), with random bursts of laughter, I whispered something into her ear. She didn't catch it the first time. I whispered again. Then we grinned, and we laughed super loudly, nearly toppling the chair over 'cause we were rocking hard. Haha. Weren't we just predicting when her sky will fall?

Melissa is so sloow.

E Math was alright, for once we didn't get to hear his boom blast voice bellowing in the depths of our tummies. Haha - except for those who didn't hand up some A Math book.

There's that Napfa 2.4km run tomorrow. I have no stamina and I'll probably be so slow I'll be bouncing along with the fat people. That's no fat joke, it's just a fact. Hahaha. May God bless me that I do not tear my ligaments or die from an asthma/heart attack.

Sometimes I wish I'll just faint, then I can skip it, like how I did last year. (Sick last year) Boy, I'm super. Lol.

Oh, happy birthday Genevieve & Glande! You two, also have a blissful fifteen.

Ahpek was saying I'm an ahma 'cause I was saying that I'm a senior citizen, in terms of fitness. Well he has a total lack of stamina too, and we both feel like senior citizens. In fact, all we unsporty people are senior citizens, isn't that right?

We don't even know osteoporosis is creeping up our spines. Lol.

Turn a blissful fifteen.

Basically, I decided that it'd be better if I just kept my mouth shut about their failing love lives. Just for you - for every heart he breaks, someone better awaits. Yeah, so you guys chill okay? Nono, no more tears.

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Hiew yelled at us today again, this time 100 times the volume of the quadrangle drama. But he kinda praised Xinyi and I for improvements + work attitude improvement. Quite an accomplishment, so I applaud Xinyi. :D (Applauding myself would be self-worship, so no praise for me haha)

I argued with Mr Chia about my source based questions haha, then he argued back and I rolled my eyes at him, then we laughed. So silly. Lol.

Just came back from Pepper Lunch + Old Chang Kee + Green Apple Ice Blended.

Man, the sun is shining in my eyes, and once again "Wednesdays for the Achievers!" Suddenly, I don't feel like blogging. So I'll end off with a Happy Birthday wish, to Wai Eng, Lin Qiang and Pei Shan.

So turn a blissful fifteen.

Rules & Such. Break em.

Cynicism is quite a hard habit to break, isn't it?

There was spot-check in the morning on the girls' attire, and the guys were annoyingly cheering while kiasu paranoid girls who didn't wanna ever ruin their (im)perfect reputations were stuffing in their shirts when they already looked like insects (short body, big bottom = shirt super tucked in, skirt a mile long).

Losers.

Hiew was in a bad mood today, perhaps (most probably) because of half our class failing E Math last Thursday. He stood in front of Melissa and I and yelled at the girls in my class, oh the shame, everyone was looking at us, especially Melissa and I since we were right in his face. Damn.

Z for Zachariah by Andrew Leigh, that's what we spent our entire hour of precious Lit reading. Ironically the prose had nothing to do with the letter 'Z' or Zachariah, and it was somehow a diary entry of a female. Yeah, but we are reminded repeatedly that Andrew Leigh has hilariously annoyingly* profound stuff, and it's difficult to just do an analysis of his prose/poems.
*Hilariously annoying because it complicates your thinking, and each person will have a different analysis. While doing it, you want to laugh out loud at your stupid analysis or you get super annoyed.

Oh there was a false alarm of fire drill, I imagine the day the school really gets burnt down, and everyone, thinking it's the usual false alarm hangs around in class and acts oblivious. Then we all die, quite tragic eh? Delinquents, don't smoke where smoke sensors are, you're gonna cause them to sound, and everyone will just go "Oh shat, I was having such a good sleep, darn that alarm, and the person who sounded it!" Haha, imagine that! Plus that united jeer of the school.

Boy do I love that jeer.

We had that singing competition, it's the second 'season' and it ain't that good, but I'll refrain from any sardonic, mean comments. Diana (4/5) was okay with 'Unfaithful' by Rihanna, the rest sucked quite a bit, I'm sorry, they all just went out of tune, and I have perfect pitch hohoho. Seriously, pick the right songs that match your voice, not something totally out of your range because you wanna be a yaya papaya, action-packed banana. We were commenting about the girl who sang "One for Sorrow", yeah, she IS One for Sorrow.

I guess that's about all for today. From now on, I'm gonna be that toot girl with her shirt in and her skirt looking a mile long, even our socks has to be changed. Guess Hiew is coming down hard on us, and I really wonder what goes on in his mind.

So "How are you?"

All the assignments with red alerts have been handed up, unfortunately there's two more.

There's even that A Math common test tomorrow.

It's funny to get punished and not feel guilty about it. Questioning every moment, questioning the apology you didn't know you spoke of.

Randomly, today we discussed the effects of face pinching and his interesting vignette on his non existent exes, the bgr chain, chubby faces and how you can look like a terrorist with just a pe shirt.

So maybe my short story was based on 2 people, with extremely contrasting lives, and the lesson learnt from their entire nasty encounter. In reality, they have same names, spelt differently, that point highlighted in the last paragraph of my story. The part when they become the best of friends, and they share about their lives together, about how they learn lessons from life - that was based on our discussions together, you, me & our silent arguments.

My story description in just mere words is simply,
"One life,
One beautiful friendship,
Lessons for eternity"

I keep wondering today's Monday or Wednesday.

And if I jumped off the Brooklyn Bridge
Tell me would you still follow me?
And if I made you mad today
Tell me would you love me tomorrow please?
Or would you say that you don’t care
And then leave me standing here
Like a fool who is drowning in despair and screaming

I can’t let you go
My little girl, because you're holding up my world
So I need you
Your imitation of my walk
And the perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million things
That I love about you
So I need you

For a heart so pure, so honest
It's amazing how genuine you are
And how depressing it is to grow older
So thank you for what I'll remember of you

Exhausted.

A huge load off my chest.

I've been waiting all day here for you
So won't you come sit and talk to me

Cinq Neut.

The bulk of today's events, spent running around the whole of Singapore with Meiyi, searching for something important and heading down to church and celebrating Dad's b'day with a whole load of prawns with cereal and pepper crabs. For once, there is shells on my plate (I never eat prawns or crabs). Heh, plus a whole load of longans and mini cornettos. Mint & Tiramisu! Yum.

And that wonderful Tiramisu cake. :D

3rd picture: I have no idea why everyone's eyes are tiny. My mom's and eldest sis' eyes are huge. Lol. Please ah, we're not a whole family suffering from a bad bout of mimiyan. :D

Come on now, let's all get boyfriends with huge eyes, if not worse mimiyans. Bring it on! Lol, random.

Make me laugh.

TGIF can't be used for today. Cause today + the weekends are gonna be busy + bad.

I'd spent so much time on Math today, and I'm feeling so accomplished yet so unsatisfied! Suddenly Math has become food and there's a hunger for it. Zi Hui thinks I'm going mad. Lol. I've just spent 2 hours from the time I reached home til dinner time on Math homework. That's 4.30 - 6.30.

Today's schedule is
7.30am - 7.45am Assembly
7.45am - 9.10am Racial Harmony Celebration
9.10am - 12.30pm Lessons as usual
12.30pm - 1.10pm Chinese Listening Compre
2.50pm - 3.45pm Math Remedial
3.45pm - 4.00pm Packed the locker
4.20pm - Reached home
4.30pm - Started work!
6.30pm - Dinner

Therefore I was supergirl today, especially with my late night last night I had not enough sleep, yet I could do so much Math.

Hmm. Well, the racial harmony concert was a joke, with the most memorable things being Ruby's 'vital' pronounced as 'veetal' and Genevieve's 'cohesion' as 'cohehsion' and 'mutual' as 'matual'. So as we were saying? Triple-science drama club girls? This is terrible.*

That's about all for today - with me walking Mel home and then going back to school. I had too much time to kill y'see, and during that free time I did more math!

This weekend is gonna be busy, busy, busy!

Post-note: I'm sorry this post is so choppy. I'm laughing at a secret told to me by the victim, observing my sister wrapping my dad's present, talking about the secret, and laughing more about it.
* I foresee that this will welcome the same anonymous from last time that slammed my attitude towards the new SL board to slam me again.

Death in sight.

Oh I forgot to type this in just now.

That bunny living in my house (I wouldn't call it a pet) finally died after 5 years with us, oh and we've always been wishing for its death ("HEY let's cook rabbit soup!") , because it was such an angel for the first 2 years, after that it prolly got infected by some mad bunny disease and started attacking everyone.

Ironically, every person in my house has been attacked/bitten except me, oh I'm so hilariously careful at manoeveuring myself around its territory! Haha, it did open its mouth to bite down on my finger - but it missed. Hohoho.

Oh now it's swell. You little monster is buried.

Some basic info: My dad hates it because it stinks up the place with its putrid urine, my god, it's terrible, and then it bit him like thrice. Lol while he was harmlessly eating lunch (we let it out in the backyard). Haha so he always cracks a joke about rabbit soups and all. Last night we were even saying it. Then my dad said "Thou curseth words!" and then whoa. Our cursed words. Now it dies. I don't know peaceful or not. Lol.

I've finished my second litre of Magnolia milk. Now that's scary.

D&D.

All thanks to my eldest sister, I got kicked off the computer and I'm using Lyn's laptop now. Haha if the skin looks funny, blame it on the laptop, 'cause it has different screen resolutions as my computer.

I can't remember what happened today, my god I feel senile, but anyway in the afternoon I went out with Lyn to get my dad's birthday present. Gosh - we just got him a Fathers' Day present, now this! I'm so broke already, and ironically I am using his money to buy his present. Lame right - so much for the 'it's the thought that counts'. Poo.

Now I'm back at my own computer. Hahaha, boy I was terrorising Meiyi with her tales (she told me them, I rubbed them in) and annoying another friend by imitating whatever he usually says. Surprisingly he responded with a chirpy "You learn fast!" Ooh, complimentary.

Boy I don't know why I don't really feel tired despite the day out - oh well. It's a surprise considering how I'd rather pig(sleep) around than eat.

Well well well, today is a good day even though I got robbed of $1.30 haha, so watch your pockets baby. Because they don't rob you, they demand it from you.

Ugly blogger bar.

For you.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Loulou & anything along that line.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Louisa
2. Lxuisa
3. Lou ('square' sign)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Fingers
2. Weight
3. Legs

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Nose
2. Eyes
3. Thin hair / Legs

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Heights
2. Mad people
3. Dobermanns

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. God
2. Computer
3. Magnolia Milk

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Hillsong United
2. Death Cab for Cutie
3. Stereophonics

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. How to save a life
2. What Sarah said
3. Put your records on

THREE OF YOUR FAVE COLOURS:
1. Gold / Bronze
2. Earthy tones
3. Black / Red

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
The other half has to
1. Understand me
2. Be sweet
3. Not stick to me like glue (but of course be around)

2 TRUTHS 1 LIE
1. I like to tease
2. I like to be with people
3. I like to think

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Height
2. Eyes
3. Lanky body

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Finish this up.
2. Write about something else.
3. Be deaf for 10 minutes.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
I don't think you need to know, honey.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Break all the rules in school
2. Own a black car.
3. Dress in a guy's formal shirt with fbts and head to town.

Ooh, thrills and spills.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I think like a male.
2. I like to keep quiet when I don't see the need to speak.
3. I don't like girls clinging onto me.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. Gossip / I talk alot with my closest friends
2. Vain
3. I wear skirts 93% of the times I'm out

THREE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SEE DOING THIS:
Maybe I don' really want to torture any of you.
Hmm, how about Julia, Clarence & Michelle Q?

It's a start.

Monday - Car Wash

Tuesday - Assembly

Wednesday - Buzzbits meeting

Friday - Math Remedial
Monday - Math Remedial

How much I dislike staying back after school, this week on these days I am/have already stayed back after the 1.35pm mark on the clock. Heh heh, I'm such a homie, enjoying the time I get to fly home and just stone in front of the television, or to take a long pig, like today.

I just woke up from my 4.30 nap. Therefore I have slept for 4 whole fulfilling hours. Haha my friends also sleep at around the same time - it's quite interesting to imagine looking at our lives at aerial view and see all of us turning on our aircons and going to sleep. Heh - and we even have the same mentality! (Well most of us) "Aye, must turn on aircon if not I'm gonna wake up sweating". That's a fact and I don't know why we don't sweat when we sleep at night - perhaps the temperature!

Something interesting to add, I drank 1 whole 1 litre carton of Magnolia milk yesterday, and Darren, Lydia and Lina were playing a renamed game. You know B-I-N-G-O, B-I-N-G-O, B-I-N-G-O, and Bingo was his name oh. They changed it to Bimbo, Slut and Bitch and played the game. Ended up Darren was all three. Lol (whoever 'won' is the so called loser. Lol) Yup, too bad they forgot about the W-H-O-R-E.

Oh disappointment - I have been shortlisted for structured Math remedial until the end of the year on 2 days of the week. That's a first, bleh. Never been shortlisted for remedial! Except for those which the whole class attends (you do realise that's not exactly remedial it's more like - extra classes) Yes yes, the feeling of being singled out. Yay.

Well, well, today's one of those days when I really melt into some substance and know why I've melted.

Maybe I'm even happy that I'm getting busier in school.

I'm gonna get myself more Magnolia to drink - Want some?

S&V

www.songsandvignettes.blogspot.com

Daughter blog.

Red Light.

Had assembly with Royston Tan, Patrick (aka the Careless Whisperer) and watched 3 films by R.T himself. Patrick performed, school cheered - and for once you see our school so united. Hohoho.

Didn't see the need to cheer though, so I didn't, but Mel and I praise his courage to perform despite his very whispery and not-so-star-quality voice. Also, it's interesting to see how he was previously from my school.

I have E Math Common Test on Thursday & Math remedial on Friday. Darn, and I'm so tired now. Don't think I can finish anything that needs to be handed up. Screw projects.

I would have stayed up all night with you
If I knew how to save a life

Take One.

A 1000 word short story due next Monday. This is gonna be fun.

I've already got some inspiration from the discussion Mel and I had about the morbid and weird films we've watched, and I'm studying lyrics from songs which link to the genre I'm doing.

Lit is fun, because it involves drawing, music and graphics, yup, both sides of the mind.

Maybe I'll want to be a barbie doll
Pretty, confident & stylish
Superficial! But impression counts.
Even standing around nude is alright.
The reality of a Barbie Doll.

Paint me with words.

Cartel to have Michelle's belated birthday treat.

Michelle and I are wearing the same shirt if you don't notice.
Lol, coincidentally!

I am a pig.

We are pigs.
(We were too hungry to take 'before' pics)
We ate a waffle after that too.

Spendthrift x 4

Paul Twohill Squared
I am not a fan thank you, but this actually
proves he's famous for his trademark look.
That's good. Every star has to have his look :D

Later guys, I'm too lazy to wait for slow, slow Blogger to post my pictures.
Timecheck: 1.42am

Wrong!

I have decided to set aside Saturday morning to get started on my Math project, but, but ...

a discussion on where we're going to have Michelle's birthday is way more interactive and fun, and it's about good food.

Who cares about similar triangles and set squares? Bleh.

Hah and I'm listening to Klaus Badelt's soundtrack of Pirates of the Carribean He's a Pirate! Haha, so climax-cical and I'm doing work - I ought to be flying out of the house with all that momentum and going to watch Pirates 2!

I love Pirates.

And I am sure I am the one who started using Luhs instead of lahs, and now everyone is using it like it's their trademark word. Damn you pirates. Don't you start using Berrrrbye (certain accent used). That's mine.

Train of Thought.

Hold fast to what you have

Lucky bucky has a kuku mucky.

After slugging around for quite a while, it's only 2pm on my computer clock, gee.

Today's an out-of-place day because we just had 2 days of pseudo-holiday and then we're back to school for 1 day and then there's the weekends. Unfortunately there's quite a bit of homework to finish, and they're all maths. Darn, two Congruency worksheets + this + that + the Math Project. I never got around to how to write reasons for the answers, like SSA, SAS or whatever.
M to the power of four! MATH MAKES ME MAD.
Lol, that's what Zeslene used to write in my autograph book. Oh good ol' times.

Aces was hilarious, Mel and I were running and heads started popping out occasionally from the classroom windows, we yelped and we found out it was someone we knew. -.- Hahaha. Oh yeah, so many people got caught today for hiding in the toilets, classroom and anywhere hide-able. So they have to wash the PE room after school. Happy washing, loves!

I think I'm going out later to get a pair of shoes. Hohoho, and after that I'll officially be b-r-o-k-e. But it's okay, next week's allowance is coming. Oh shuck, I need to top up my card. -.- More money gone.

Heh, Bei Yu I am not a spendthrift, and Melissa thinks I like kukubirds. Hahaha.

And you twitch in your seat
'Cause you wanna hit the street

Blonde leading the Blonde.

Cleavage is not good for your perverse eyes

I'm glad seeing people participating in my silly morning jibber-jabber. Haha, raise your hands and say Yippee - that's silly. :D Oh why does it appeal to the masses? 'Cause no one wants E learning. Haha.

Am quite done with E learning work and I gorged myself silly this afternoon, together with Lynette at Yuki Yaki and bought 2 tops. Quite happy with my buy, but well, spent money on food, again. Pictures, nah. Putting pictures of food is just gonna make people feel bad and salivate. Haha, I'm not about to let you guys get your keyboards gooey.

Hahaha, but everytime I look at the sign at the side of the table saying "Do Not Waste Food, $5 per 100g", it sends me on a whole new guilt trip, again and again. Haha, I didn't waste any food, but it just makes you feel like someone's saying "I'm watching you! Don't waste food. Grrr."

Well, haha, spare my very vivid and wild imagination tonight. I'm feeling a little grouchy and lazy to talk to people. Can be quite a chore at times y'know. Heh. The ice cream buffet was hahaha-funny. I'm not gonna explain more.

How about you go down to Yuki Yaks to try it yourself? I'm sure your experience will just be as hahaha-funny as mine. :D

Postnote: After that, went down to Agnes B to visit again, and Shawn was there too!

All the lights, put out the sounds

Retrospective Fun.

Retail therapy's good - I bought a bag, a super bimbo purse and a shirt.

I'm feeling happy today, and I've actually finished most of the E-learning work on Monday and Tueday, so well. These 2 days are kinda for play! :D Loulou's a silly kiasu girl, but she doesn't care. Heh, but I still have that superboring&torturouslame Math project. -.-

Hohoho, I have such a huge appetite, and I wish to grow taller (I don't believe in heels :D). I also miss the times we got to play badminton with Sharon, Kenny, Christopher, Glenn and Kai. Growing older is not fun.

Shield us from frigid blight. I'm waiting.

Well I'm sending a letter to God
How will it be when I'm gone?
And what if everyone is wrong?

Pseudo-holiday.

E learning days tomorrow and the day after. I'm not in favour of it, what with Math projects and the most unappealing activities to do within 2 days. Obviously, there's tons of work. The school seriously wants to ensure you stay home, glue your eyes nerd-style to the computer and have no fun. Like Miss Chan said, pseudo-holiday.

Happy 15th Birthday Michelle!

I've just had dinner and orange slices, and had much more for lunch, with 1 bowl of instant noodles, 1 size-of-palm pineapple 'tart' & 2 packets of seaweed. Haha, the pineapple 'tart' is huge and super filling. You can even eat that for a meal, but well, I felt like a hungry ghost when I went home so yup.

My skirt got drenched in the rain and it looks like tie-dye. I was rushing home, because it was going to rain, and when I was within 100m of my house, it started drizzling, so I thought, "Oh run home since it's so near." Then came the pouring. Damn, I was carrying such a heavy file that I couldn't move my limbs the right way to get my umbrella out. So I got wet (even with or without the umbrella), even though I was so hilariously near to destination.

Haha, and I was peeved with the stupid clouds that decided to rain on me.

Life, an irony.

Sunday was Charlie's Angels Mission Day.

Happy 15th Birthday Julia aka Supergirl.

Today was pretty cool, school was going on just great, and Mel and I were making spastic comments like "No Monday Blues! No Monday Blues!" and being absolutely happy. Started off school with a double dose of PE and honestly, I feel pretty accomplished. We took H&W and I put on 1 kg and grew 1cm! YES. Then we did quite a bit of push ups and super painful stretching (Well Ms Lee smacked our butts or sat on us) then we had this pairwork thing where number 2 would elevate number 1's legs and number 1 will crawl to the 'finish line'. She extended it longer after the first round, and I paired with Lydia. Hahaha. It was hilarious, all of us laughing so hard, and collapsing on the floor, and laughing at the guys who treated it as a competition, and all looked like ant eaters & giant cockroaches crawling at superspeed on the floor. Joyce even mentioned that we were helping the school mop the floor. Yeap, our hands were black after 2 rounds each. Heh, and Ms Lee did debrief. She said we were actually doing something like push-ups. But worse.

Oh man, I think I have absolutely no stamina for Napfa. I don't wanna get NIL like last year (I just disappeared and didn't run for the stupid 2.4km because I was sick, and I got 0.0min timing)

Well had Chinese then Physics, which are basically more laxed lessons. Then we had break, then triple lit. Then VE, which we went to the hall for a talk, but the speaker was nowhere and we were dismissed. Maybe he stood the school up! Heh.

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We've obviously got our bearings right, either way. So don't treat us like the direction-less.

We even thought we had the best Monday since the start of the year, but we were so, so wrong. There will always be something to stick out like a sore thumb that you'll remember for quite a while that spoils your day won't there?

Well then, my afternoon was spent chomping on snacks after lunch, and eating some salted seaweed. Oh it's quite yummy. World Cup is over, and so many people were missing from class today, either coming late or not coming entirely. Heh, oh well. Get your rest! (The absentees were actually, girls. (: )

With every single letter
In every single word
There will be a hidden message
About a boy that loves a girl

So fair a day.

So I watched Superman Returns last night. Hilariously corny storyline, but that's how Superman is, right? Haha. Really slow-moving movie, I was even shuting my eyes at some parts (You wouldn't even miss out on anything.). Heh, well, we had a silly Osim goodie bag with Centrum (?!), Calcium pills, a notepad and Robitussin Cough drops. It's good. I mean, the honey candies (cough drops ahem ahem!)

Heh well, went to say hello with Lynette to Jeremy & Thomas and Ian was busy serving a customer. Haha! Met up with Thomas later, went for a little supper, and yeap. Reached home at 11.30pm.

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Julia and I were lamenting all morning + afternoon + anytime we could whine -- that we were so bored. We indeed were! Let me describe to you what duty we were assigned to: It's called. Bag Duty. (signals for laughter) Haha. When we heard it we were like "Wwwwhaaat?" First thing you think of is garbage bags! Haha, well it was to give out something like goodie bags, with only one map of the school in it, and a school propaganda brochure. Haha, yes, a pathetic goodie bag. Teachers + parents were curiously poking around in it and laughed at what they found. Haha = embarrassing.

Basic Info: People were streaming in at the estimated rate of 3 people in 15 minutes.

Mr Goh gave us an interesting briefing, what with references to Paul Twohill & charming sales ladies he would have married. Later on we were instructed to collect 1500 'goodie bags' from the 'Switch Room' Hahaha.

Tell you what. All in all, we only gave out an estimated value of 8 boxes of 70, which is equivalent to 560. Originally we had 21 boxes of 70. You do the math.

So we set up the bag booth and yeah. Started giving out + stoning + sighing at 1030. Man! We were in the same few positions for 2 hours until lunch break, when we were starving & going-to-die-orelly. Heh, lunch was pretty good, and I heard it cost $1.20 per person. Yup. Went back to rescue Agnes, Jasmine, Nura & Cheryl from the bag booth and then stood in the same few positions (as the same few positions) for another 4 and a half hours. YES. JULIA + LOUISA = SUPERGIRLS. Haha.

I'd politely like to add. We were grouped with Rainer, Michelle and Xian Da. Rainer disappeared every time. Michelle left (and never came back - predicted & true) and Jules and I were left with Xian Da, who didn't know nuts about the workshops or anything (didn't remember notices on the board), so he's as close to being a wood block, or a chair, for today. Haha. So we two girls took charge! -whistles Superman soundtrack-

Heh, well it was fun. Running away from Normila to get refreshments, leaving X.D (this is not a emoticon haha) abandoned at the table, sneaking 3 metres away to watch some performances and having a little Pepsi for the day. Julia dragged a trolley of more than 40 water bottles to the SL slack room, and I carried a box of food for 35 people. Song En commented "Wha, Louisa the tai tai's doing some work!". Thanks uh. Haha.

The NCC Performance (the most memorable since I never watched it before) was hohoho-funny. Julia and I were laughing at this fellow who couldn't stop laughing & grinning (initials: M.C), while 99% of them were having straight, stern faces. Well, after that a couple of them also had want-to-burst-out-laughing-but-cannot-burst-out faces. Haha, that was even funnier. We started cracking up, and I think that made them want to laugh somemore. Haha.

Balloon pops. Julia and I cheer. Haha, lame joke.

Oh well, went home after that, even though had time to rush&beabitlate for church. Was too sticky to bear. Yup, that's about all for today.

It feels strange to be home on a Saturday.

Picture Credit: Xinyi
Some sneaks at yesterday's opening of the MOE ExCEL Fest. Those red 'chillies' are also my dancing charsiews and Meiyi's dancing prawns. Btw, the guy at the top looks like he's posing Superman style. :D

Under her skin.

Well you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I wanna go to you

So I had 2 free extra tickets to Superman Returns, and I had to find 2 people to get rid of it. Preferably a couple. I offered a couple of people - and one of them told me this:

"Eh I don't like to watch movie with 1 person only. If watch with a guy that's like so gay. That's why I like watching in big groups. Watching with a girl still fine."

So I told him "I give you, you go with * * * * la! -pokes-"

"Eeeeee. I'd rather go with you."

"Of course everybody wants to go with me. Haha, where got gay? Cheey, you're lame!"

"Yayayayayayaya. Everyone wants to go with you. Ha!"

Is it really very gay? Heh. Perhaaaps.

Well Superman Returns, tonight! Free! (:

Oh yeah, Meiyi's just done with her charsiew fountain dance. Well she argued it's more like prawns. Suit herself. Haha.

Melissa! Ob-veioous-leey. (Private joke thank you)

Hello there for love.

So I've met a Louis, and I've said hello. (; Haha, hello there pair, and he was hilarious.

It was a long day, but I am feeling much happier than the last few days. It's wonderful to say that.

How do I ever thank them for making my life, so, so miserable? Every attempt makes me feel better, and better about myself. Thank you guys. You guys are the best, of the best.

For one, I miss 2/6 quite a bit right now. Not for nostalgic reasons, but because 2/6 is a very happy, jolly class. Never letting anything get them down. They're happy, and want to have fun, yet not going overboard. They slack, but they don't slack until it gets overboard. Yeah, they're almost the more fun class, with a whacked out sense of humour and a typical jeering thing going on which makes even the rocks laugh.

So this is for 2/6'05 and whatever it had. Now gone, but still, remembered. :D

Easier Kill.

Wednesdays for the Achievers! Pep phrase for long Wednesdays, when school lasts another half hour longer. Haha, we felt as though we've been in school for a month - Time passed the slowest today, and Hiew was still on MC.

Nothing interesting really happened today. Yup. Except for some French 101 and "je m'appelle rafi mon ecole est deyi".

I have no idea why Mr Justice is on the rage, and Anoynomous, teachers have their strange reasons for appointing councillors & PSLs whom you think are unworthy of their positions. Personally I think we were chosen, instead of you, because we fitted the critera in sec 1/2 and passed our interviews. (That's all that matters, really.) If that still doesn't make you happy, then okay. Be disgusted, be that way. You're only making yourself bitter. What for?

Clear-up: I do not hate the new student council (Yes I agree I wasn't too happy with the merge because the teachers didn't even tell anyone before the merge (except new council + sec 4s), you do not just shove new introductions into the council like that, do you? Haha, how unadaptable I am.) I do not hate PSLs & I do not hate the new president (Yes Nurul, I DO NOT have a problem with your new power haha).

I have no intention of wasting half a post (I'm aware I already did) blabbering lame rationalisms to anoynomous. Don't see a need to justify myself - and don't see a need to slam you with malicious comments back 'cause it's gonna be a lame, childish vicious cycle. Yes. So this is the end.

***

Been pretty disinterested in everything since last week, reason for why my posts are incredibly short and with a total lack of detail, unlike my usual. Excuse me for that. I'll be back soon, with better, more action-packed stuff. (Oh this is already pretty action-packed bananas) Haha.

Thanks for making me smile, lovelies.

An eyesore, true to your name.

Hiew was on MC again today so there was 4 periods + 1 free assembly period, and there's only 10 periods in a day. Double English was our reading period, so yes, another free brainless period.

As I'm writing this I'm tearing so much I can't see my screen properly. Don't know - I foresee an infection in my right eye, pretty soon, and I'm not doing anything about it. Haha, been tearing so much in school that it overflowed and I kinda looked a wreck, crying for no reason.

Zoomed home after school, and took a 3.25 hour nap. Gee, I'm trying to relive the night I was forced to roll around in bed for 2 hours, sleepless. Poo, that night was horrible.

Am supposed to go Yuki Yaki on Thursday but I have SL stuff - rehearsal for Excel Fest. -.- Damn, Lyn and I keep planning a day, and things keep cropping up. Now I'm salivating as I see the pictures on Xinyi's blog. Haha. Bleeh.

Can you actually scream until your heart stops?

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame
The shame, the ones who died without a name
Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called "Faith and Misery"
And bleed the company lost the war today

All rolled into one.

Violent tendencies sprinkled with mini volcanic eruptions.

Revivals, World Missions & Uncensored Prayers. That's about the highlight of the day's events, and someone's leg cramp + forbidden fruits (lunch). Yeah.

So I looked on at the same place I fell on Friday and a woman was walking there, somehow I was hoping to see her fall and repeat history. Like dejavu. But oh well, she didn't.

Hurray away. This is the best day of my life. Poo.

#1346 Sweltering Hot Thangs.

Arrived in school sticking out like sore thumbs with uniforms instead of PE shirts, but heh Lina and I discovered other uniform-wearers, mostly sec 3s! Slacked in the hall for a quite a while before leaving for the National Stadium.

At the Stadium, Jonathan, Sheng Wen, Zhenru & Erica were having a fun time messing around with the primary school kids. Honestly I don't know what they were there for, it's the SYF Opening Ceremony and they only look like trouble! They're tiny and look so miserably easy to get lost. Gee.

Didn't know there was such a school called Pioneer Primary.

Reached there at 3, sat at the most annoying place that was facing the super-hot afternoon sun and 99% of us were complaining so much that everybody got fed up with each other. Haha. Hot weather always brings out the worst in all of us. For me, I kinda sulked so much in 2+ hours that I think I'm wrinkly now. Haha. I was being oh-so-tai-tai, sitting up straight, holding up my umbrella for the 2 pigs (Lina & Mel hahahaha) and fanning myself with a postcard. Heh, but after an hour of that, I kinda just slid all the way into 'bored' mode + position.

I happened to check my phone every hour at 1651, 1751, 1851, so surprising.

Deyi won the Best Drum Major of the Year award (I was pretty surprised, GO SHUN WAI!) & TK, the usual with Best Display Band of the Year award. Congratulations to both! Personally I don't have any hard feelings for TK.

Rushed off after that, but got caught in the crowd, spent 50 minutes walking to Kallang Mrt, spent quite a bit of time thinking which crowd to follow (2 routes) and got a drink before heading off into the train. Boy when all the smelly people met at the bus stop, it smelled so bad!

Trained back with Lina & Kennard, then yeap, just got home at 8.40pm.

Ate seconds for dinner. Yup, and it feels good.

The Merger, and the Split Up.

Prepare yourself for a long post.

School was incredibly short, with 4 periods taken over with the leadership handover ceremony, it seemed so odd, like you question yourself "Didn't I just attend this ceremony?", and now a year has passed for the incoming to take over the outgoing.

It was a very dull ceremony, with muster parade via 'live telecast' (WHA SNAZZY NAME SIA) & the ceremony itself. I tell you, the live telecast idea is stupid. We had fun ignoring the emcee (at the muster parade) and making our own goo-goo-gaa-gaa imitations.

All I have to say. I am fully disagreeable to this - THE STUDENT COUNCIL MERGE WITH PSLs. But of course I congratulate Sean, Liyan and Mirliana most sincerely for snagging your CCAs' 1st or 2nd positions (aka President, Vice-President) AND the New "Student Leaders Council" Vice President position. Btw, I miss Liyan so much, and Beiyu and I are so proud of her! Everything, all these. Done by the work of her own hands. YES she ought to be admired.

Oh yes, I think Genevieve is super girl! (; Positively. I didn't even know she was in the executive chairperson council. Gee. Now she's President. I doubt she'll read this. But yes, congratulations to her.

***

Today is a strange day.

Went for piano lesson and at my house bus stop, I met a boy. A mad primary school boy. He was loitering around the bus stop like a little mini pervy, and then when I sat down, he walked around me countless times, he was talking to himself, making strange actions, and playing with his (I later found out in the bus) bookmark. Apparently he was talking to his school bag and his trusty bookmark, which he clutched oh-so-steadily in his hand.

Boy: -points @ schoolbag- Don't bluff! I don't believe you cannot see her. Come, shake her hand -shakes imaginary hand-

That's one eery conversation I overheard. Another cute adorable boy, his school mate, was also there, and he thought I was mad to sit next to him. Well I didn't know he was mad! I think he has imaginary friends, so yeah, and it's rude to ostracise him because he's, queer.

Got there. Crossed the road. In the middle of the road, (with the curb, not those painted on lines) I fell down. Strangely, I fell in push up position, and I have this weird feeling that I was pushed. I heard footsteps, running. My imagination was running wild (I was like, omg, is that person chasing after me?) and then, I fell. Then I stood up, and crossed the road. Then I looked back. Empty.

Result: I grazed my knee, damn.

The even stranger part. It didn't hurt that much as I expected it too. In fact, it didn't hurt at all. I was aware it had that very acid feeling like acids destroying your skin, but, no, no pain. I just took a tissue and blotted the secretion (It's like 15% blood, 5% skin, 80% yellow secretion). No blood! My god.

Well then, went for my lesson. On the way home, took a bus of horror. I sat in front of a undermatured long-pants boy, who talked, very much like Yong Liang x20. If you thought YL was quite disgusting, wait til you meet this guy.

He was blasting his 10000-decibel voice in my ear (the whole bus could hear his damn childish conversation). He was talking to this little soft-spoken boy from primary school, and I thought he was lower sec, HE WORE LONG PANTS. Ah, ah, ah, disgraceful uh.

Blasterboy: You know when you are my age you will know. It's very easy to get A1 and A2 but I got 56, don't know why though! ... ... I tell you when you get to lower secondary, everyone will get into Friendster and all these web programs and stuff ... ... My god, one day I woke up at about 8am, no, 7am, ah, normally I wake up at 8am then I used the computer and do like all the games + Friendster + I have a lot of friends on the net so I chat and then suddenly my mom came in and told me it's time to sleep. I was omg! I used the comp the whole day already. Now it's time to sleep?! AHHAHAHAHA (10000 decibels X5) -louisa dies- Oh yeah you know what is blogging? Oh it's like you know diaries right? Then it's like a diary you put on the website! Yeah. You know I got A2 for one of my subject la then the girl got like super bad and I'm gonna post on my blog and say I got A, MAYBE she'll read this then haha! She'll feel so horrible. Oh yeah those girls in my school ah. They pretend they like me, call me honey and dear and all that, but I told them "I have a girlfriend", "My girlfriend is my computer"

I was covering my face with mock horror and the rest of the people in the bus felt horrible too. It was RESOUNDING ah his voice. -.-

1. He acts like he's senior of the world - an old man! "When you are my age, you will know"
2. He talks about a lot of computer stuff and all the kinds of browsers, Firefox, IE, Opera... etc. WHATAGEEK.
3. He is knowledgeable but super annoying with it.
4. HE IS SUCH A LOSER.
5. He misunderstands females' flamboyant bimbo chatter.
6. HIS GIRLFRIEND IS A COMPUTER. Even when my sister says it about me (my boyfriend), I know it's such a loser statement. But he thinks he's so cool when he says it. Off!

***

For the strangest fridays of my life, isn't it 7th month tomorrow? (Or so I've heard from Lina)

***

What would you feel if Happy was stripped away from you?
What would you feel if your loved one was torn away from your heart?
What would you feel if your friend betrayed you more than once?What would you feel if you lost what you invested in?

You would not feel.

***

We are not happy about it.

GOOD LUCK TO THE BAND MEMBERS TAKING PART IN THE SYF GRAND FINALS of ALL SCHOOLS AND YOUR EFFORT IS KINDLY APPRECIATED. Well I know how much pain you've got to go through.

Even if your hope burned with time
You will be fine

1343 Deeper.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams
Just go ahead, let your hair down

Here's (from left) Jael, Michelle, Lou, Cheryl, Valencia and Rachel. (;

Emory, you've got me singing for you.

Pangs of neglect, with confused mind a whispering, "I feel you."

Then he sang for me,
"When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you'll do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
. . .
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your hands..."

Fiancee of lonesome Night

Thriller Madness.

Oh my god I'm going crazy. My mum is like imposing her stupid wills on me, which is really ridiculous. It's not that I don't want to honour my mom and all, but it's really lame. -.- I just got up at 7.30pm after a 3.5 hour nap and she forces me to go and sleep now. I think that's crazy. I mean, she'd rather want me to roll around in the bed for another hour than go read something.

Now I'm just playing hide-and-seek, switching off my screen/monitor whenever she comes by the room, or knocks wildly on my door. I locked my door, she questioned why it was locked.

Damn, this is worse than a thriller or hiding from Godzilla.

A toast to loving you.

A show of my love for what was closer to heart;
For a facade turning 9.

Feeling a tad bit accomplished, having learnt how to do Completing Perfect Square (Quad. Eqn.) all by myself following the examples on the handout. Heh, perhaps if I continue this, I'll do better. (Used to slack off ah :l)

I like school.

Picture: That's me when I was six. Not a googled image thank you.

All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now I'm set

Oh stomp on the Hichew.

Timetable's changed and the arrangement sucks.

Seating's changed, and I am still where I am always, The Corner.

Wow. My intimate corner, where my only friend is the white, clean, empty bookshelf.

Hello bookshelf, you know I love you.

How about I call you Chelsea?

Dear Chelsea,
Do you like sitting at the corner by yourself with no one but me to entertain? I sure do, you are the sweetest thing I've ever met. Always listening, always quiet, and you never interrupt! That makes my criteria of a good friend, really! Ah, over-chatty friends get on my nerves, so you're the best. Don't always signal to me to put my books on you, because that isn't something you would do to your best friend right? Yup, ah I'm so happy to be able to see you, every weekday, and I hope you always hope to see me too.

Well then, toodles dear Chelsea, and have a good night's sleep in school. (:

Love, Lou.

***

Spent a whopping long time of 3+ hours to clear out my huge cabinet just now (It's not that huge). Now it looks great, all neat, tidy and organised. I hope I don't mess it up again.

I want to be a racecar.

Vanity shoots.

School's in, all over again, and time to get the blues on.

Damn my ponytail's hard to manage. When was the last time I did my hair ponytail-style?

Well Bobo, it's time to get yourself some Frodo.

Eyes, so dead.

Having an honest conversation with a friend, where I'm acting all laughter & fine & dandy at the start (which I was) but after a while, well, reality kinda hits you like the Judge whamming her mallet following "Court Adjourned!".

Well, we were talking about the times we've had. How much we've drifted. This sounds so damn cliched, but that's what we talked about anyway.

In one year, I lost the ones I loved.

Everything seems so happy yet so sad. We're laughing yet we're hurting.

Hey there friend. Thanks for talking to me.

Post-note: This is really true, don't be a wuss and think that I'm trying to act emo. Please, I've got better things to do.

Negativity in Princess Cut.

Save me from gorging myself with Mamee, I'm not feeling quite myself today.

It's time to say goodbye to the last weekday of this June holiday. Crap. My weekends are packed, with a full-day cousin's wedding tomorrow (yes, I so anticipate the good food) and with church, piano lesson and gram's lame birthday party on Sunday.

Did I mention the birthday party was supposed to be on Saturday (YES, we were supposed to miss it) but they rescheduled because this time, it isn't celebrated in a restaurant, but in her house with cheap buffet dinner.

There's still homework too.

So much for being contented with what you have.

You know, holidays suck shit. Because, when it's time to go back to non-holiday status, you can't let go. Don't you agree with me?

Lose yourself.

It's Hard to Say

... a lot of things.

I thought about school and coincidentally I saw this picture of Mr Goh, my DM.


Hilarious, I'll say. Maybe going back to school ain't that bad after all.

Picture from Alvin.

Reality sucks, dunnit?

I'm enjoying the eat-sleep-splurge vicious cycle of a lifestyle and regretting it as well, actually. I have less than four days to fix my biological cycle back to it's original. Man, I forsee only difficulty. I know I'm quite a pessimist and a realist, but gee, this is really hard.

I woke up, disgusted at my pig-alikeness, at 2pm. I only slept at 2am! My god, it's really gonna be hard to push the alarm right back to 6am, or earlier. This holidays have been really badly wasted. I've really done nothing at all.

Lemme evaluate myself:
I did not read my Joy Luck Club lit text for the second semester.
I did not get a job and earn any money.
I did not do my homework until the last minute. (yes, now.)
I did not revise or catch up on any work.
I did not collect my report book. (until now, uhuh)

Damn! I kinda hate sec 3 life with all that work and prep for the O level, and it's almost over already, and then next year we can wail about how time's passing way too fast for it's own good. Hmm, does that make any sense?

Let's see how much homework I have finished:
English Comprehension
English 6 Journal Entries
English Essay
A Math Paper '02
A Math Paper '03
Chemistry Worksheets (Not collected)
Literature stuff (Accidentally passed up with my Lit file -.-)

Result: That is pathetic. damndamndamndamndamn

Complain Queen.

Piano lesson, fairytale night.

It didn't turn out as fairytale-like as expected, as usual. Haha, in fact we ended up casual and stuff, and those that brought stuff to change into didn't change into them. We started off with some games, Blow Wind Blow & Whacko. Man, I hate stressful games. I think if I'm older by a few more years I'll prolly get a heart attack and die at the event! Haha.

Renee was kinda the unofficial emcee and she made the stuff we were gonna do pretty silly-sounding heh, but oh well. It was fun, even though Jinghan was like cackling into my ears with her thousand-decibel-trademark-wahaha continuously. Eeeegh, I think I've lost my sense of hearing.

Did some skits, and my caregroup actually won! I was pretty surprised. Well, we tied with TP cell - haha they were hilarious, and Stacey was so funny with her fruit basket and pigtails! Heh. The other groups were funny too, with Yogi being zhu ba jien (that pig from Sun Wukong) and Benjamin (I can't remember what he was, shan zi?). The JR cell was funny too, with Nicholas acting super spastic at the pubbing scene and in the 'house'. Haha!

Had a load of fun there, and I realise Gie is Aggie! (;

Oh well, goodbye for now! I remember I've got homework to finish in four days. Eeegh.

Draw Lots.

It's time to 'rekindle' old friendships all over again.

***

Here's a funny conversation - I think I'm mad today.
Nick: Eh you know what happened on sun?
Nick: I was supposed to put the capo on for the 3rd song
Nick: And as it was difficult to press, I got stuck in the middle of 2 frets & I started playing hahaha. Then it made this croak croak sound. Damn funny.
Lou: Ha ha ha very funny ah you - you lousy! HAHAHA
Lou: Ok shall not be mean.
Nick: Ya lo, say me until like that. You know how much balls it take to start one song? Haha.
Lou: Two, no matter how difficult, still two. Unless you don't have any to begin with. Kua kua kua...
Nick: Evil...
Nick: ...
Nick: Nothing to say
Lou: That's because what I said is true. Haha!

Wicked.

Went out with Melissa today to catch a Movie: RV - Runaway Vacation. Interesting show, but not exactly fantastic. The starting part of the story, was so not hilarious - and too draggy. It makes my heart melt to see the kids and wife treat their daddy so mean! Lesson learnt: Don't put too much pressure on the bacon bringer aka daddy! I think I look absolutely ugly in the picture, by the way - my eyes were exceptionally puny. (I think I look a little like Sam!)

Walked her home after much walking around in Far East and stuff. We saw Kui Jien (the malaysian actor in Singapore, who used to do Gotcha! with Rui En) and Fiona Xie, and then I saw Jeremy at the Marriott Hotel area, and Xinyi at the school bus stop. Haha! I refused to go home, so I walked back to the MRT to take train to Toa Payoh to change bus! I know I'm so lame, but I was dragging time, and also looking at some stuff at Toa Payoh.

Sent her home at 6.30pm, reached home at 7.30pm. See it's dark - and yeah sat around and ate a sandwich - then I went out to meet my sister at gardens and went to eat carrot cake with sugar cane juice. Yum.

Well that's about all for today.

Tomorrow's Fairytale Night, and argh I have piano lesson before that. Ew.