felt quite happy today! hmm. as usual, i feel moody in the morning, not because I didn't sleep enough but because the lessons are so damn boring. erg. mr johari didn't come - on mc - and it's so sickening 'cause i rushed through my maths hw in science lesson this morning! erg. ms chan also wasnt here, so i had two free periods... for the even numbers of the class, they had five free periods loe 'cause their home ec teacher didn't come but mine did.. yuckk. so sick. 5 free periods = more than half of the whole day's periods. the class, as usual, was in the state of chaos, and I dunno why, I was appalled at some people, they were like mad, reallie mad. They usually were the ones sitting down, not caring abt anything at all. But then, Jasmine Thian was like running around killing Ervin with the broom and plopping it on his head every now and then [which she normally does not go doing while on classrm duty] and Jiayun, usually she's quite loud but today, it was exceptional! She was cackling like a hyena and 'laughing and screaming' at the same time, sounds like a chickenn. heh. *no offence jy. =) bwahaha.

woohoo! today is jeralyn's birthday *winks and hints to those tt have not wished herr* heh. her present - happily sitting on my table, put in a nice box and tied with gold and silver ribbonn... ooh nice! =) One of the nicest presents I've ever done up. HEH. Am at Friendster noww. Omg, jh wrote mee a testi, whadd a dumb testi - abt us being megalomaniacal people then later we insult the megalomaniacal people. helloss. don't get me wrong jh but since when have i insulted some people with you? All i insult is youu! Okay, okay. Just joking around. We are not megalomaniacal! Today had a lot of homeworkk! erg. Mr Johari was suchh a pigg man! He said he'll only give us 3 qns for maths and you know what? It was 1a,b,c,d..... that sort of qns. So altogether we have to do more than 30 over sums of standard form which i so totallie don't understand a heckk he's saying throughout the whole lesson. So, mee being naughty, am not going to do it! I just can't believe beiyu and wentheng can actually do it during the free last period [assembly period replaced to discuss class decoration but mrs lim didn't come in .. so free period! wahaha!] while I was busy pigging out and just lazing.. After school, I didn't go for band but I stayed back for a while to drink ribena but oh suckyy, i had cramps after that, mee, heck care again.. hohos. So went home from there and later eat lunch then left for the dentist. She cleaned my teeth.. it's so clean now [lyk duh].. heh ... I've been lame and crapping around. Oh goshh.. I'm becoming like Michelle, tan/qua ... works anyway..! Hmm, boredd to tearss. Come back later... BYE.

Councillor duties beginn. erg. I had duty but I didn't do it... oops. I din know okay! It's carpark duty, and I dunno what the hell I'm gonna do there. Duty with Rudy.. OMG, that's totally gonna suck.. erg! Wednesday - linkway duty.. I think I'm going to DIE. 'cause the dumb sec ones are gonna be tryin to push past and everything else.. erg.erg.erg. today i did/helped in duty for beiyu and michelle, just helping .. 'cause they couldn't control the 'kids' .. the kids were being annoying laas.. pains in the butts. wednesday, i think it's gonna be funn doing the linkway one. at least better than patrolling! I'm doing with mirliana... she's also 1/3's class leader... woots. =) gonna stay up til 12 to msg jeralyn happy birthday... yay! hrmm *faiints* tomorrow I got dental appt.. so I carnt go band practice.. half gd, half bad.. I dunno what to do!!! boohoo.. being SL totally syuckks.. LIKE YUCK man. The first job I did, I got scolded by weifong.. roarrs.. ! forget it.. I dun wanna do anything anymore! *dies on floor, tumbless off chair*

Okay. Went church. I was first at sunday school like I was rushing all the way there, and i refused to let cheryl by breadtalk. hee *innocent smile*. As usual, go service etc etc etc. We went lunch together at Loy Kee! Michelle, Cheryl, Jing Han, Jeralyn and I! It was so funn. But during the service Michelle was being really 'dirty' ... yugh. I just carnt bear to think about it. I think I better send her for counselling. ahhs. That's gonna be so perfect. OUCH, stomachache! I wanna shit. Oops.. wrong way of saying. = excuse me, I would like to go to the toilet. Ahh. Hey, I'm busy crapping so just ignore me okay? =)) *huggs!

during service today
something got me thinking
[so I wasn't really paying attention to ps. ong]
but after that
my passion and flame for joy & etc
was extinguished
fine here.

hey, hey, hey. today, hrmm, was quite an eventful day, that's what I can say. Well, woke up at 5.30am, damn early. Just to get ready for school/band performance. Although it's the five-day week thing, this is exceptional - sec one cca orientation. woots. =) - Many CCAs (performable ones. *griins) performed! Band performed first after the CCA talk by Mr Wong. He was so naggy and I totally can't stand him, he's so stubby and fat. hohos. After performance, everyone packed up to go home except NCOs, one of them is me *-.-'* We had to go and attend to the band booth [it's actually a classrm.. heh] for like 3 hours plus. yuck. so little people came to the percussion area except when shikin played the jazz set then she started attracting sec one boys and even sec four boys! +) *griins cheekily and chuckles* Feeling so tired noww. erg. Gotta wake up early for church tomorrow and carn't be late - erg again - if not i'll get punishment... erg. lol. okay. so after band I went home for like half an hour only then left for yf, we reached there early 'cause my dad fetched cheryl and I so we went to shaw plaza and walked around sportslink and etc. After that, bought sweets from ntuc then went back to church, it was 3.50 already. Half the people were already there. +) then we sat down, it was really weird. heh. okayy then we had praise and worship, then testimony timee, then sermon by ps. lindsey. It was about getting your priorities right and et cetera. Really suited for my needs, surprisingly. Gee, after the sermon, we had to write our top five priorities in our life and then find a partner of the opposite gender to share it with and pray for the person. I got Jamin, hohos, 'cause he's sitting in front of me. *griins. So prayed for him and his sister to get along well and strengthen the ties between them etc. After that, socialized for about twenty minutes then went orchard to meet uncle david and auntie veron at jack's place. I ate chicken and mushroom spaghetti. Shawn, Cheryl and I took 130 [which supposedly was supposed to go novena which it did not anyway] then later dropped and took 166 to novena! We took opposite trains, he took to Bradell while we took to orchard. heh. So i think that's all for this day of mine.. Tiredd to tearss.

heyhos! I'm bushed. Band practice was really... exhausting man! We didn't even do music. All we did was drills, drills, drills then formation. But of course, I don't have to do formation 'cause I'm in the formation comm. hee. so tt's half good. Imagine, four different groups of people sharing the quadrangle : ncc cadets, npcc cadets, councillors and psls and band members. npcc was doing baton drills [is that what it's called -heard frm ervin-], ncc was doing drills, band was doing drills too and the councillors and psls, just sitting there, crapping around and occupying space! lolls. before school ended, during lit period, jasmine and i stole ervin's track pants for npcc [he's sitting in front of me, talk abt convenient! bwahaha!] we were being childish laas. but lit was kinda boring and we were falling asleep so we resorted to entertaining ourselves. ervin is so easy to bully 'cause jonathan is not there. [anyway, jonathan and ervin are always bickering childishly but they're best of friends. odd. =)] I was falling asleep in mrs yusoff and mrs lim's periods. omg. i can't believe myself. I've got three ulcers and my mom said it's due to lack of sleep. she is so totally trying to spite me and say 'i told you so.' that sorta thing. yughhs. hmm. so damn tired. I think I'm gonna go and slp at ten .. so early but whatever, i'm beat! Just wrapped my journal in a nicee 'sophisticated' wrapper and made it look sophisticated too! Hohos. Mrs Ong is my art teacher, she's so nice, million times better than that 'gay ah sam' ... [original name: mr sam lim] hohos. he looks gay okay. see for yourself if you don't believe.. hohos. okay. amm going to pack my stuff for art tomorrow! Byee!
`haven't done my children rights artwork..!

michelle.jinghan.jeralyn.cheryl.louisa 

I am on the verge of being very pissed.
alternating between pissed and super happy
is making me feel disturbed.
please.
i'm practically dying already
I was pissed with band peeps today
to be specific, those megalomaniacal people.
SUCKS.
Ernest said tt word was cheesy ... like fyne.
That started the getting easily pissed thing
Yuack. Yuack. Yuack.
Help me.
*dies on floor*

finally proper lessons! I kinda like my chinese teacher! =) although most of my friends prefer mr. ong chee teng, hohos. mr wong is like so totally gay man. yuckks. like *faiints. okayys, nth much to blog today = will blog later!

jesse mccartney.beautiful soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I want to chase
You're the one I want to hold
I won't let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

You might need time to think it over
But I'm just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just want to know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

second day of school - another busy and hectic day. -yawns- i'm tired. The student leaders met up in the morning at seven then we went to the quad to hold those little white cards for the classes to queue up properly. I had to hold it for 2/5 and they were being such baddies, watching me from the second level and refusing to come down immediately. Made me so stupidly standing there waving the 2/5 plank card. Doreen was being equally annoying 'cause she poked fun at me, just because I was holding her class plank card. erg. I was sick today, had a slight fever so after school, I didn't go band, I just went home with Michelle and after I reached home, I ate lunch, took panadol and took a rest. Well, the nap did wonders! I am feeling perfectly fine, inwardly and outwardly. *griins I feel so good now, all energetic and everything, no backaches! Okay, lets go to the fun parts of today's sec one orientation program. The early morning segment was really boring, they had a discipline talk and I heard the last part, handphones are allowed and you can only use it during recess and after school, rest of the time, switched off! I am elated! Oh I love Mrs Chua! No wonder I saw students whipping out their handphones during recess openingly, without a care in the world. After that it was time for doing the class mascot, flag and cheers. Was quite bad, attitude-wise and time-wise. They took their time, didn't take any initiative, totally needed to be spoon-fed and got shouted at by all of us and Sean's brother Bryan was being such a pain, he refused to be the mascot but everyone voted him and he said they sabo-ed him. fine. after that was picking berries aka recess! what a nice name for recess. hohos. after recess, they changed into their pe attire and got ready for the trail. Oh it was so annoying, our class was the last and it was embarassing! Ms Foo kept asking who are 1/3's class leaders. *scowlls There was a problem with the register and everything, the girls were in class, the boys refused to go back to class, so there was a mess! The trail was really fun! Our first stop : the Cybrary. They had to put their arms over each other's shoulders and spell Deyi Secondary School out with their butts! The sight was hilarious. There were couple more stations and we didn't complete all though. There were a few black sheep and a couple of 'act cool' ones, which were all so annoying. Because, the black sheep tried so very hard to piss us off and the act cool ones, simply put, refused to play, saying it was childish and all. But after that, they got scolded by Thapa, quite badly. ouch. Okay, then went back to hall then to the canteen, cheered a lot, shouted a lot today too, at the sec ones. hohos. Student Leaders were excused from assembly like yeah! So we 'played' with the sec ones laa. So that's all for today! I think. Anyway, there's one more new girl in my class : wonder what's her name though. I wasn't around the class the whole day from 8.30 onwards. Oh yeah, the previous post, I talked abt my class's leaders. There's one more - Mirliana and Thapa too! Fang Shuai - I dunno whether he's my class one la, but he's always around so okay!

first day of school

really busy!

first day as a councillor

it's quite fun actually

but it's quite hot wearing the school tie for the whole day!

oh, i got a normal academic class and i'm a class leader.

i nearly died - they are such monstrosities.

they are ruder than me, ruder than me and ruder than me.

Talk about no respect man! *roarrs

Okay, I got class 1/3 with Rainer, Rachel, Joanna, Brenda, Suman, Simone and Sarah [i think that's all?] Rainer was good with the boys la, 'cause he is the only guy in our group. But also he is able to joke and control the boys at the same time, quite amazing!! The boys were totally ignorant to us and they practically didn't give a damn about us! Talk about no respect again. *roarss again. We played a game with them - fruit salad! - it was really funny [it's something like blow wind blow] they got pasang and they didn't snatch a seat like so totally silly! the student leaders are just basically there to be lame and silly and organize the games and stuff. the class was really naughty! hmm, after school, we went to band [so called nco meeting] to make the wire thingys for the sec ones.. my thumb and index fingers are like so totally friction-ised, red and sore. ughh! the wires are totally killers. but they are nice. hee. hrmm. so bored out. so come back later!

I just changed my skin and it totally rocks! Actually, i didn't have a choice whether to change or not, 'cause my previous skin was spoilt - as in the only things tt appear are the blog posts which = no tagboard, no nothing!!! Today, church service was, uhh, a little on the boring side but it was abt why tsunamis and earthquakes[totally sounds like geog lessons!] and yada. Today's worship like no momentum liddat, nobody jumped at all at one way, shout your fame etc. Like only Ronald and Ernest were -obviously- jumping. The rest - hmm, tiptoeing?. Tomorrow's school's reopening, and I gotta be in school at 6.20am 'cause I got some councillor meeting to prepare for the sec one orientation!!! Wow! My mental clock is like spoilt - can't sleep now and then body is used to sleeping after 12 and waking after 10. - totallie sucks man. I half wish that it's still the holidays but I half wish it was school 'cause the holidays - if i'm stoning - is so boring! Today was the first sunday school lesson and they told us the expectations and the first one was 'be punctual' and then sharon said it to specific people - me and jerall!! like whadd rubbish okaess. lols. my eldest sister is screaming outside my rm for whatever reason - hohos. hmm. I gotta sleep soon and 'bank up' on my sleep. *sighhs* I'm quite sleepy now though 'cause just now I was at bugis then later took train down to tp to buy my bks. 2 books still not bought! Like whatever loess. My favourite book somemore -- GeoGRAPHYY! Yay!
`btw, change my tagboard to doodleboard so tt jeralyn can tag! roarrss

Just came back from Cheryl's house at 11.38p.m. It was rather fun. We had like a new year's dinner - three tables of steamboat/teppanyaki. Two tables had both while one had only teppanyaki. It was quite funn and it was filling laa 'cause all I ate was sotong, chicken and mee siam. Cheryl was supposed to stay over at my hse, then tomorrow go early to take bus together to church. yupps.. I'm talking to jeralyn on msn noww. Like finallie she can come online - tt tyme was URL blocked.. sad. I hope can take bus with jeralyn to church tomorrow! But she is like so totallie reluctantt 'cause she wanna take cab and be 'chauffeured' to church - i think. It's like nowadays we are going church so often. I'm bushed mann but I really don't feel like sleeping although I know I have to get up early, yada yada. Oh yeahH!! I went parkway parade just now with my aunt, uncle and my mom. They went Giant laas, as usual. But i got my school shoes and I just tried it on - the socks [they said it was ankle length] , it is totally toot loess. so high, i even have to wear it halfway - tt sorta thing... haiz.. so siann. Yawnns.. I think I'm going to sleep soon. *mwahhs. then later my aunt fetched around and picked up people... Joel and Jonathan came up the car and like squished me on my left and right and mind you, i totally had no breathing space! *claustrophobic* .. they were eating mac's .. and they totally did not offer me, although before tt my aunt gave me like more than ten fries.. hohos. -stolen from their 'dinner'. yupss. heyy! I'm going off now.. so SIAN. Btw, my new sunday school teachers like Thomas and Sharon. *bleagh* I hope I like them.. *prayss*

bored. my comp's nuts man. the post abt the grade 7 thing cannot be seen in my edit posts area and the time is all wrong. it was at 12.52 not 1.48! Like whatever loess. *faiints a thousand tymes

i came back in less than half an hour - 10 minutes!
HMM! I have loads of stuff to do,
+write out ensemble scores for weifong
+buy sec 2 books [leftovers]
+buy school shoes
I think everywhere's closed? 'cause it's a public holiday today wadd..*sigh* so complicating!*faiints

i'm like so totally happy and exhilarated!

I so like passed my grade 7 piano! Like phew!

The marks weren't so good but

anyway, i passed! That's what i wanna hear!

~

I can't believe I slept at 3 last night. after watchnight, we went to yio chu kang/serangoon rd to eat roti prata. i ate two egg pratas. so nice but filling. hey! I was starving since nine plus okay? the indian man that served was kinda dirty like yuk! Really yuk! He stacked the curry plate on my prata and carried it to my table... like the plate is dirty! I was mortified, goodness man. Can't stand unhygienic people, whether chinese, indian, malay or what. hmm, last night was really fun and jh was acting so totally desperate at midnight. possessed or something? hohos. budd anyways, she kept saying I want to kiss her like yuack, yuack, yuack. I don't even want to touch her! My face was in utter mortification when she hugged me - [oh, i'm like being so mean - must change!] *recites 1 corinthians 13:4-7 to herself* my mom was bugging me to go eat my lunch so byee! == Will be back in half an hour. =) *griins cheekily

I'm officially logging off

tired!

find me here

tomorrow

ciao.

goodnights everyone and

a blessed new year to all!

[i sound like a radio host! hohos]

Happy new year everyone! I was at church from 5-12am! Because we went to help decorate the church from 5-7 and at seven, we went to eat dinner then 8pm was the watchnight service. i was practically falling aslp while they said testimonys and jeralyn was totally rude man, she was doing her eng lit homework, talk about rude! bwahaha, and whenever uncle david took a picture, she would start whining[literally], 'cause it provided evidence [like who would actually notice her?] we were sitting down at main sanctuary and it was really weird laas. there was nearly not a soul when we first arrived. hohos. i'm so lazy to tell you the details. i'm currently writing my resolutions. hohos. i want to thank god for a lot of stuff laas in this year. basically these:

+ making me go to deyi sec [will elaborate later]

+ giving me leadership roles in school

+ strengthening the relationship

+ toning me down by putting me in a not so good school

+ moulding me to be a better person

i feel my resolutions for next year are kinda lame, but hey, better than nothing. i think the youths are not going to go home the whole night tonight, they've gone to watch a movie yada and they were planning to walk to town from church, like tt's gonna be so tiring! hmm, i'm bushed man, after tying all the strings to nearly tons of balloons! And during the countdown, they were supposed to burst it [which they did] all 66 balloons [i counted] in the main sanctuary were burst to bits and also, our efforts were go 'poof!' into the air. oh yeah! kevin cut and dyed his hair back to original colour. he looks so young, just like isaac! how adorable.. bwahaha. okay okay, will not say anymore things to bore you out. so goodnight!