Sweet.

[ The Cranberries - Zombie ]

This was my Mom's green tea birthday cake from BreadTalk! Yum.


One sumptuous lunch at home
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School ended at 9.30am today. Yes, early, and what am I doing at home this early?! Flargh! I actually went straight home after school. Man, I've got to say this to myself "Hey you're such a loser." Haha, yeah, it's unusual if I ever get home this early, unless I'm feeling totally beat that I want to pig before dinner.

So we had our Teachers' Day Celebration. I found it overrated, but oh well, school's like that, with silly celebrations for almost everything. Namely Racial Harmony Day, International Friendship Day, etc etc. Everyday's racial harmony day, it's not like we're all rioting and fighting among the races right? Why commemorate it at times? But heck, we get a half-day too, so just as well!

Awards were given out, and Mdm Kapana (ICC-In Charge) clinched two of the awards. The whole school was shocked! She is pretty low-key in my school, despite her ICC getting A LOT and I mean really A LOT of awards from here, there and everywhere. Bleagh.

Had a couple of dance presentations. From Movement & Dance, Art Club (?!), the Parent Support Group (Omg, they did cha-cha! LMAO) and the Indian Cultural Club. FYI, Timothy's mom's in the Parent Support Group - HAHAHAHA. =p

The ICC & the M&D's performance was nice. The ICC did some relatively modern dance, they didn't do it in their usual gold/silver garb, but instead this time in white tops and black bottoms. Gayathri as usual, was REALLY flexi. Haha, they are ALL uber flexi, even more than the M&D girls, I think. I LIKE MY SCHOOL'S IndianCulturalClub. Wish I could join, but I think only Indians are allowed. (RACISM!) Haha, just kidding. But really, I like the ICC.

I didn't go back to OLGC! I wanted to, but Rachel wasn't picking up her phone, and Celine switched it off. -scowl

Miss Rini from Cheryl's house has just left my house. Maids! Miss Wanti (a.k.a my maid) is getting terribly annoying these days. Bah! I think all the maids who come to my church (following their employer) are staging a rebellion! I'm sure Aunt Jasmin & Cheryl will agree with me! Ha, they're all abandoning Singapore and going back to Indo end of September. I wouldn't mind. I mean, my maid has been dressing so wildly, and she knows all these clothes will be dumped when she goes back to Indo 'cause she'll get raped (sometimes I really wish she does get raped, I mean, you deserve it whut) If she leaves now, she'll stay at the Embassy. Gah, she'll be in Singapore until Jan 05. Ha, my mom said if we wanted to be evil we could force her to work til Jan then she has to go back immediately when her contract expires, but neh, my mom allowed it anyway. Pooey.

I think I'm having a breakout. Pfft.

Ha, ha.

This is Michelle's, but I squished it on the way home. Oops.

Never ever use triple 5 notebooks! I wanted to tear a page out to write a note,
and yeeha, look at it now, totally destroyed. Ha. Cheapskate!

A very silly survey.

[ ] I've run away from home. For a miserable four hours? Yes.
[X] I shut others out when I'm sad. Nothing more to that.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You know I don't
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world. Haha.
[X] I watch the news. SOMEtimes
[ ] I own an I-Pod. I really wished I did
[X] I love(d) Disney movies. We were all kids once right?
[X] I am a sucker for hair/eyes. That is a total fact.
[ ] I don't kill bugs. Hey, if you don't know I'm a serious bug-killer. So beware roaches.
[ ] I curse regularly. Oh NO I do not! I find it uncivilised.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ringtone. I wouldn't.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name. Yucks.
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam. Nah, if you're talking about the ham, maybe. I don't know. Ha.
[X] I bake well. Relatively well compared to my schoolmates. All they know is Home Ec.
[X] I would wear pajamas to school. Comfortable! Anyway I only wear a top and shorts.
[X] I am in love with someone. Who isn't? Besides the typical geek? No, even geeks have crushes.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. Aw nonono. Not even close to that.
[X] I am self conscious. Totally.
[X] I like to laugh. Totally.
[ ] I can't swallow pills. Pfft, I love swallowing them!
[X] I have many scars. I think.
[X] I've been out of this country. Duh.
[ ] I believe in ghosts. Stupidity. Only wandering spirits.
[X] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. Makes me feel icky, but after I kill them, it's all clear.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[X] I love chocolate & french fries. Pig!
[ ] I bite my nails.
[X] I am comfortable with being me. It offends people though.
[X] I play computer games/video games when i'm bored.
[ ] Gotten lost in your city. Singapore's SMALL
[ ] Saw a shooting star.
[X] Went out in public in your pajamas bottoms last week. Hey I wear proper shorts to sleep
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[X] Hugged a stranger/acquaintance. CHURCH.
[ ] Been in a fight with the same sex. Verbally yes.
[ ] Been arrested.
[X] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator. Out of sheer boredom
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts. I want to & I wish I could.
[ ] Played spin the bottle. Truth or Dare?
[X] Gotten stitches. My Chin.
[X] Bitten someone. Zeslene to be exact.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls.
[X] Gotten the chicken pox.
[X] Ridden in a taxi. Who hasn't?
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. Perfectly normal.
[X] Lied to a friend.
[ ] Been married.
[X] Been on a plane.
[X] Thrown up. On Calista's bag in Primary 4, ha, that was funny.
[X] Eaten Sushi. Yum
[ ] Been ice skating.
[X] Met someone in person from the internet. My cousin's friend.
[X] Taken painkillers.
[X] Been so bored to take this survey. TOTALLY.
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snagged from cheekyprof / with changes

Ah, mad.

6.48am
I haven't been getting much inspiration to write, after I reach home, my mind just goes blank and everything I plan to write (about some interesting stuff) is totally forgotten. Am I getting dementia?

Tsk, I never ever want to wear my PE shirt inside of my uniform, it's terribly suffocating.

Listening to the radio - Sigh, life's so boring at times.

Later.
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School = boredom. Book checking, yada yada. How boring!

Well school ended uber late, at around 3.15pm. 15 students were selected to take a survey after school when everyone was in the hall having assembly period, and I was selected. Gah, how annoying! Do you know how many surveys I've been draw lot-ted to take? Unfair! We had some absolutely annoying questions like these:

I am proud to be a Deyian - Strongly Disagree
I am comfortable talking to my school leaders (ie. Principal, VP) - Disagree

Bah! We rejoined the class in the hall after the survey and watched this episode of Phua Chu Kang - Omigoodness, much to my horror! I thought it was some important assembly, ended up they just watched this lame episode about Civil Defence (I think, we missed the first part you know) where King Kong has his IPT test and then he's too fat he gets stuck in the cupboard under the sink. Then during the IPT training with Chu Beng, he collapses, and PCK and PCB set up a free Tau Huay stall. Pretty corny, hahaha. But I'm laughing anyway, so how lame could it get?

Singaporean jokes are pretty silly.

After assembly and the whole PCK show thingy, we had our sec two camp briefing. I'm actually pretty hyped up. We'll be grouped in our classes (Odd and Even) - Yeap. I'd like that. That means Nurul's in my group, with Jasmine and WT. YESS. But thinking about sleeping in the hall's weird. Not because I'm scared of ghosts or something (almost everybody in my school is uber superstitious, hmm lemme learn some freaky ghost stories to scare the hell outta them LMAO), but because the hall is so giantgantic (gigantic) that it feels odd and SUPER 'open'. YEAH, so NOT cosy.

Took 25 home, much to my disgust and horror, there was this MAD INDIAN MAN in the bus! At first, everybody just thought he was a bit on the odd side, but he kept 'talking' without words coming out and moving his hands about. Yeah, really mad people are in a world of their own. -shudder- I wouldn't like to be like that next time. Mad people really traumatise me. When I pressed the bell, he turned back (I thought that his neck was gonna break off) so alertly to see who pressed it, and I was freaked la, duh right. Quickly exited the bus then! Haha.

I mean last time, there was this mad man. Definitely mad. I was about to go down the overhead bridge and at the same time he was reaching the top from the bottom, he couldn't control his whole body of nerves and stuff (I suppose) and his head was twisting here and there in a very, very strange way and his hands were like imitating door knobs. His whole body was twisting about individually - freaky! And you know you only have one straight route to get down right, so I had to get past him, when I walked past, he freaking moved towards me la! FREEAAKKK.

Man, I'm going mad already. SPARE ME ALL YE MAD PEOPLE. Oh the trauma.

When the world gets in my face.

If there's one thing I hang onto
It gets me through the night
I aint gonna do what I don't want to
I'm gonna live my life
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice
Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly
When the world gets in my face, I say,
Have A Nice Day
Have A Nice Day

Felines.

As I left the house this morning - Man, all I could hear was some damned cat and its scandalous partner mating in my neighbour's house, the annoying part was that my neighbours don't keep cats, they keep dogs and these stray cats are actually using their grass patchs (in their houses) as mating grounds.

It doesn't really matter to me if they mate or whatever, I mean, yeah, they've got to multiply to keep their species alive, yada yada right? But gosh, when they do, the whole street can hear it! Ugh, guess there are more down sides than up sides in living in a terrace house.

Yeah and I really, really, really, REALLY wouldn't mind if they did their little almost-nightly mating activities within the 1am - 5.30am range. Instead of mating WAY later like at 6.30am - 7am or in broad daylight when humans are actually up and moving around or like me, leaving the house to go to school.

Harrumph, enough about cats, I don't like them. Ha.
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Let's go on to the topic of lizards, crows and crickets! Don't you see the similarity between all these animals/insects? They all make a lot of noise when they move around!

• Crows CAW (and stalk me when I'm carrying food -scowl)
• Lizards click (or whatever you call that "jek jqek" sound)
• Crickets echo (I admit I'm bad at describing animal sounds - Lmao)

Gah, can't I just go to school in peace?
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8.35pm
Well, school was GREAT for me! How was yours?

Most of us were just crapping around and being oh-so-relaxed today. We started off school with some serious 'studying' on the easier topics on Math like Translations & Reflections.

School was crap, we anticipated our report books, but we're only getting it on Friday, during our Sec Two camp! What a scam! They want to force us to go for the camp. =.= I mean, Amazing Race at Chinatown? Oh geddalife! Pah. But I'd prefer that then run away in my school camp tee in Orchard Road - Man, how embarrassing.

The last two periods were hilarious! Erica, Jasmine, Pei Shan, Mei Yi, Wen Theng and I, with occasional appearances by Ting Fong were bitching about the Girl. Bahaha, I haven't had such fun for a long time! It was so darn funny. Then we started talking in dialect, especially in Cantonese, which is our majority dialect. Well, I'm Hainanese, but my mom's Canto, so I therefore know how to speak that itty bit? Most of the time I'm learning the numbers in Canto from Pei Shan. Haha, so we weren't really conversing but being annoying by all speaking our different dialects and dumbily decoding all of them.

God, the weather has been HOT.

Home! (:

I LOVE ERICA
I LOVE PEISHAN
I LOVE JASMINE
I LOVE WENTHENG
I LOVE RACHEL
I LOVE MEIYI (exceptionally lol)
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Sweet.

Guitars.

[ Black Eyed Peas - Don't Lie ]

Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you have to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
F- with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author I forged my signature
And now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you

Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you kno know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about
Nonono baby, nononono don't lie
Yeah you kno you kno you kno you kno you know you gotta try

She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
It's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things

And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie

And now our emotions are drained

Cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie

And now your emotions are drained

Yo, I'm lying to my girl
Even though I love her
And she all in my world I
give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I lie to my girl, I do it

And I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why, (and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am)

Thank Yous and thank yous

I visited my own blog and saw this! Man, I achieved my goal. Haha, I aimed for 3000 by the end of the week! (: Haha. Well, thanks for the support. -grins stupidly-

Dull.

School was pretty alright, I started off with rushing out my chinese letter-writing assignment, and I actually exceeded one page! Ha, that's totally amazing for me. Heh. So I went for PA duties, which were a bore, with Mrs Remesh popping in and out of the Office being annoying:

Mrs Remesh: Hey ya, normally when the National Anthem is playing, you two should stand up, just for respect. (Louisa looks at Mr Goh, the DM in one 'cubicle' talking to the OM and rolls her eyes)

Louisa: Okkayy. -stands up
Bei Yu: MM. -stands up
Mrs Remesh: I don't mean that you two have to face the cupboard lah! Ah but never mind.
Louisa: -rolls eyes-
Bei Yu: -looks down in ignorance-
-Mr Goh, seeing that we were all standing at attention stood at attention guiltily.-

Farrizzzz Tahat Serdia!

Mrs Remesh: Psst!, take your pledge.
Bei Yu and Louisa: -takes their pledge resigned-ly.

Pfft, what an idiot!
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Started off school badly, my class went down last, and was retained outside the staff room. Ha! It wasn't even the PA's fault! But thankfully by the time we went down, the DM sent them up so woohoohoo, we were safe. Surprisingly, the subject of class detention didn't come up.

Double Physics, we did some resistance tests, pretty lame.

English was fun, and quiet. Three quarts of the class were at the 206 stall doing stuff, and most of the guys were just there because they wanted to pon class, not to mention eat free kacang puteh. Ah! Talk about CHEAPSKATE.

MUSIC.

CHINA - Got back my test paper, god, I flunked so badly. LMAO - expected anyway.

SCHOOL ENDED AT 11.15am! (: Oh do I love Mrs Chua!
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I waited for Nurul in class with Liyan, Jiayun, Meiyi, Shuwen, Rachel and Jinrong. Man, somebody started crying and it was really shocking. Well it was Jinrong :/ Amazing right. NURUL MADE ME WAIT 45 MINUTES FOR HER. I helped Rachel with her art, erm, a bit lah huh? Haha.

Nurul and I headed for Toa Payoh's Banquet Foodcourt 'cause she wanted to go there before her medical checkup. Ha, I ate fish and chips - MAN i'm piggish. It was $5.50 and my drink cost $1.20 - I feel like a sinner. Oh god, now that I think about it, I sound more and more like Cheryl! Ah!

Slacked around, complained. Bus-ed back. Yeap. That's all.

/My blogposts are getting more uninspiration-ed. Sucky - Be back with more next time when I feel the inspiration. Well - Soon?

Hah, this post is timed at 8.54pm and I only just started blogging (Current Time: 10.12pm). Heh. Well, I'll start off with my post now! (:

School was basically alright, today was the Enterprise Fair, Day One unfortunately. We still've got one more torturous day. Sales was bad, (like I expected) but the main "committee" (they weren't official, haha, the official ones were kicked out by them) were so upset with the sales and how slowly their products were moving. We were selling some candles (compulsory, it's a class product). Apparently we didn't design candles, but calendars, but because it's already almost the end of the year, how can you sell 2005 calendars? Impossible right. Ha. Danny Chiew's price was horrendous highly-priced! The demented candles were going at $2.50 each, $25 for 10. And we can't change the price because it's set by the teacher-in-charge, well only for that dumb product anyway. Not to mention, those lame little light-producing candles were not even scented! Talk about daylight robbery!

Missed a few lessons 'cause most of us hung around at the stall. Hey, lessons were boring. Ah, I passed my Math file to Mr Lim (you know that really nice, soft-spoken and lamer new teacher, hahaha!) to pass to Mr Jo, I didn't really ask him, he offered anyway. Hohoho. Talk about such a nice teacher! Some teachers just totally ignore you when you're standing outside the staff room looking like a lamer looking for a teacher (my stupid school does not allow us to go into the staff room, instead you have to use the intercom to invite the dear teacher out -- the irony is that the lame intercom is SPOILT! Bah!)

So we had to present our CME projects today, uh, it was a miraculous success. We presented with half our information on hard copy, the rest were basically random rantings from our brains. As usual, Jasmine will be the joker talking nonsense, and Wen Theng just grinning away. Michelle talking a lot to cover up that we have a lack of facts, and me? Standing there, just smiling. HEY, I gave answers to the questions that required brains. Just told 'em to Michelle, so Michelle isn't that intellectual after all. So praise me! (: Hahaha.

Harrumph, Science test cancelled. We had great fun during-----

I think the chocolates' pretty. :) 

This was yummy. (: LOVE.  

First tray of chocs - Not finished by me okay! 

I happen to like a little chocolates for lunch. (:  

CHOCOLATE : Some brand I found in my refrigerator. -BINGE 

Some VCDS I've been watching during the last week. 

Randoms during the previous 1 or two weeks : A Certificate for completing a Digital Art & Design course. Yay. 

Enterprise fair and its waste.

Hah, this post is timed at 8.54pm and I only just started blogging (Current Time: 10.12pm). Heh. Well, I'll start off with my post now! (:

School was basically alright, today was the Enterprise Fair, Day One unfortunately. We still've got one more torturous day. Sales was bad, (like I expected) but the main "committee" (they weren't official, haha, the official ones were kicked out by them) were so upset with the sales and how slowly their products were moving. We were selling some candles (compulsory, it's a class product). Apparently we didn't design candles, but calendars, but because it's already almost the end of the year, how can you sell 2005 calendars? Impossible right. Ha. Danny Chiew's price was horrendous highly-priced! The demented candles were going at $2.50 each, $25 for 10. And we can't change the price because it's set by the teacher-in-charge, well only for that dumb product anyway. Not to mention, those lame little light-producing candles were not even scented! Talk about daylight robbery!

Missed a few lessons 'cause most of us hung around at the stall. Hey, lessons were boring. Ah, I passed my Math file to Mr Lim (you know that really nice, soft-spoken and lamer new teacher, hahaha!) to pass to Mr Jo, I didn't really ask him, he offered anyway. Hohoho. Talk about such a nice teacher! Some teachers just totally ignore you when you're standing outside the staff room looking like a lamer looking for a teacher (my stupid school does not allow us to go into the staff room, instead you have to use the intercom to invite the dear teacher out -- the irony is that the lame intercom is SPOILT! Bah!)

So we had to present our CME projects today, uh, it was a miraculous success. We presented with half our information on hard copy, the rest were basically random rantings from our brains. As usual, Jasmine will be the joker talking nonsense, and Wen Theng just grinning away. Michelle talking a lot to cover up that we have a lack of facts, and me? Standing there, just smiling. HEY, I gave answers to the questions that required brains. Just told 'em to Michelle, so Michelle isn't that intellectual after all. So praise me! (: Hahaha.

Harrumph, Science test cancelled. We had great fun during the last period. HOHO! All of us were lamely criticizing and kidding around with Mr Wong. Wohoho! He is so funny, I was asking him about whether he wears dentures, 'cause his teeth totally look like they are those plastic moulds in dental clinics which dentists use to demonstrate how to brush your teeth. Hahaha. Then he said everything on him was natural. HA!

Oh I haven't bathed yet.

I just finished my kNOw drugs poster just now, it is so hideous! I wasn't thinking of putting any effort in it since I'm so tired anyway. Ha. I just took some acrylic paint, some newspapers, and proceeded to flick paint all over my paper, well literally. Haha, I shall post a picture of it, laugh at my art! HA! (:

Tomorrow!

"When I think about the mooncake chocolate cookies, I feel like dying. HAHAHAHA!" -Louisa

Loansharks.

I just read JH's blog and she was talking about birthday presents.

Then I realised that - ERNEST OWES ME MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT.

-scowl

Yeah, FYI, he kept asking me what I wanted since his birthday. GAH!

Oh yeah - and you owe me 2 dollars.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. (:

Blank.

[ Ivy - One More Last Kiss ]

I have no inspiration at all. Spent half an hour staring at this wide expanse of white space in front of me. Haha.

School was good, had our Chinese test, which I totally think I'm gonna flunk anyway whether U study or not. Man, I feel so horrible everytime I think about china. I wish I could be like Shawn and just drop Chinese. -sigh

Everything was pretty fun, but sucky. You know the feeling when everything's nice, fun and good, but you still feel like everything's so dull and dreary and sucky. Aye.

Enterprise fair tomorrow. Gah.

I'm not afraid to start over

It's just a feeling that we shared

They can't take that away

I'm not afraid to be lonely

It's just a question of how long, how long I have to wait

So one more last kiss like two prisoners

One more last kiss to hold on to

One more last kiss just to remember you

Before we fade away, before we fade away

I'm not here making excuses

But no apologies could change the way this all will end

We're only just what we're made of

I'm only sorry that we can't have this chance again.