lazy to blog about chingay.
but all i have to say it's so FUN!
i mean, although my shoulders were dying
from the weight of my bell and all.
we had to wave and smile at everyone
ugh. but i really felt ultimate happiness at that point of time.
it is just the feeling of sheer freedom.
like i said.
ultimate strangulation & ultimate pain. but also.
ultimate satisfaction and accomplishment.
i love myself.
i love chingay.
i love my perseverance.
it's so unbelievable.
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am i going to give up everything i've just received
away, to somebody i don't want to give it to?
for my happiness, i have to.
for my pride of my school
i have to.
do i?