hmm, i dunno whyye i'm feeling quite pissed at everything now

don't pardon me 'cause you might be the one i'm pissed at

i think i know why i am pissed laa, but it's too personal

but also, i don't think it's tt.

see - i'm contradicting myself again.

anyway, lets not talk about unhappy stuff and move on.

2005 is coming in less than a week

and i totally can't wait for watchnight service.

hohos.

i haven't wrote my resolutions

normally i don't

but sunday school or royal rangers make me do it

so, i don't have much of a choice.

now i'm feeling so skeptical and i'm being plain r-u-d-e

to specifically certain people. hoho

i'm mean.

louisa, you're so louisa

and i love you!

heehee.. monologue-ing again.

-smiles-

now i'm happier than ever

was playing pool with jamin just now

oh come on, we were that bored. hoho

i have no idea why shawn's dad is delaying the flight by 2 days

omg. he watched the whole tsunami thing

and he's not afraid. i am for him.

so sorry.

i'm sorry to everyone, whoever i pissed

or scolded or misunderstood

or slammed down.

i'm sorry

-lowers chin-