I feel that everyone hates me. Really. This has nothing to do with Bei Yu and I just finished the Stargirl book. It is marvelous. It is truthfully a work of art and how a person called Stargirl is able to touch the school even though everyone thought she was an old fraud. A story of great bravery I shall say. I'm feeling kind of depressed suddenly as I read the book. I think the story kinda speaks to me in a more mutual way...It is just a very neutral way of talking to people about a guy called Leo Borlock who was the only person who appreciated her. LOL.

[i don't play games of deceit with myself. I play them with the world---]