BEEP.

Every boy's the same, since I’ve been in seventh grade
They been tryin’ to get with me, tryin’ to (hahaha hahaha)
They always got a plan, to be my one ‘n’ only man
Wanna hold me with their hands, wanna (hahaha hahaha)

I keep turnin’ them down, but they always come around
Askin’ me to go around, that’s not the way it’s goin’ down
‘Cos they only want, only want, my (nahaha nahaha)
Only want what they want, but (nahaha nahaha)

Freaking obscene but cute sounding song! ;D

Black spiders on the piano.

Are you greeen with envy?

St Nick's Fiesta! ;DDDDD All smiles!

Mel and I met early this morning and went to St Nicholas's. Man, I really explored the school today (I can't really run around exploring if I'm having M.E.P right?), it's really huge and all. I love their stadium and the giant chess area - adorable!

I had Henna done. ;D and black nails. Omg, so effin goth la. -_- But if you think it's goth, wait till you see Hyacinth! So unlike me, but whatever. Let's try new stuff for the march holidays! You see, I just wanna have fun this week. I've never really went all out to have fun during the hols 'cause I'm like laden with work and you know, band three tiems a week, but this week - I'm so wee-wee free! 'Cause I finished all my homework, cept for reading of the whole chinese supp book and macbeth & quit band last year (: . Freedom feels good, smells good and rocks! Macbeth is interesting - easy peasy, it's in English anyway - Chinese? Oh who cares la, just guess the stuff in the story test on Monday! Yeah.

My whole family will freak if they see my dirty black nails. (They're not dirty la, just because it's black)

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Haha, after the St Nick's thingy, Mel and I went to Mos and slacked for a while (there's where I think I saw Jason. Hawhawhaw, I know I look scary with black nails and all, if you saw) yup, then we went to the bus stop, saw A LOT of school people. But we ignored them. ;D Lol.

Decided to go home instead of go church earlier because I was soooo tired. You know, my sister woke up early to go for the Keep Fit for Jesus games day thingy with my church people, and she woke me up too with her noise, and the light on. Ah, sometimes sharing rooms sucks.

Slept for a while, then took a bath and went to church in Aaron's car, but with Clar driving though.

CHURCH! We had a special speaker, the worship was good and all, yeah. Went to United Sq for dinner, and saw Jamin, Val, Clark, Daniel, Huifen and a couple more people there too for dinner from church. Was supposed to go Jinghan's place to sleepover, but I was lazy and decided to go home and go with Cheryl to tampines tomorrow. Ah, have to go meet the rangers there! Argh.

Nooo, I'm feeling so lazy again.

Pulau Ubin tomorrow! All day. Ah, I want to go to the library to borrow a book. Bored.

There was this flying cockroach that couldn't die flying around my room 10 minutes ago. And my sister whacked it like mad and sprayed it with pesticide like mad. Even with its body broken up in two, it was still trying to get up and fly la! Gross. Until my sister had to SQUISH it to stop it from even attempting to resurrect! Lol!

I'm so tired. Tomorrow then.

I'm so lazy to moooove.


The Clique ; Jinghan, Michelle, Louisa & Jeralyn
Doing the "Superman, Spasticman and whatever man." Haha.

Jeralyn and I
Oh she's gonna shoot you with the banana!

Charlie's Angels at your service.

Take a queue number

Lenses, running and apollians.

Birthday wishes:
Happy Birthday to ...
March 8 - Cathy
March 13 - Kevin
March 14 - Glenn
March 14 - Meixuan
March 18 - Andy
March 21 - Nurul
March 21 - Grace
March 22 - Michelle
March 23 - Desmond
March 26 - Jason

Huihui, Lou, James.
In train.
"Eh stop putting your arms on someone taller than you!
Pick on someone your own size."

Huihui, Lou & James.
In train.

Huihui and Louisa!
I look so old!
@ City Hall MRT

Geraldine the Cam-whore.
@ Assembly Area

Geraldine and I - haha, I look like I'm playing hide and seek.

Yeah la, the picture is pathetic. They're of the two dragonboats.

Hui hui, Lou and Michelle
@ Macs for dinner.

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School was fun. House meeting in the morning, and Lydia and I were trying to escape Mrs Hogan, Alanna and Zhenru didn't come at all, to school and UDC, so they didn't have trouble escaping. Mirliana was so cute during the cheer thing, but she couldn't go in the afternoon 'cause she had Crime Prevention project to present at somewhere. Haha, forgot where! Had a pathetic 40 minutes english lesson, and Miss Chan went through this Vocab worksheet that I didn't bring. Hahaha.

Went to Mel's house to get money, then went to my house with Mel to get my money, then we went thomson plaza just to eat giant churros! ;D $2.80! Super expensive, but heck it's super nice, and then we had meiji milk too. Yum. That was my lunch! =(

Went to meet Huihui and Michelle at AMK station, then met James too, so hung around for a while to wait for them to top up their cards and get standard tickets, then headed to Lavender, we reached at 1308 - super early when we're not even dragonboaters. Later on, some of Apollo's dragonboaters came at like 1420 when they are supposed to report at the assembly area at 1330! Hahaha, latecomers.

Slacked around, watched cheer teams, were banned off the railings. The teachers were so afraid we'd fall into the water and die. -_- So we couldn't really watch the whole dragonboat race in peace, besides I had to go for the 2km run, which I walked all the way, and missed the Upper Sec dragonboat races. I wanted to watch the Upper Sec one 'cause the Lower Secs were so weak and slow la. -_- Not fun to watch!

Saw the Upper Sec guys after they finished. So poor thing la. Some fainted or nearly died, some vomited. I was like "What is the school doing?!" And those lousy SJAB people were quite lost at what to do with Agnes, who had an asthma attack or something and got sent to the hospital later.

My skin is feeling itchy - I've got sunburns, on the face and arms, damn. Ah, tomorrow I'm going with Mel and Sam to St Nick's funfair. Coolness ;D ! I heard Huihui and her primary school friend are going too ;D Yeah, prepare for more camwhoreness. Hahahahahahaha. I love the camera's lens. Hahahaha. Yeah, sound super bimbo. Whatever! (:(: Just so happy.

Yup, that's about all, my contact lenses are annoying me 'cause they keep blurring up, so toodles, I shall go wash them.

Laughter.

At first I thought this picture was just Clark grinning at something/sombody, then I looked on (You see, I was clearing pictures so I'll scrutinize the pictures).


Do you see Kevin yawning? And Jael grinning at the ceiling.

A camera is an object of entertainment, don't you agree with me? By the way, these were taken by Nicholas so go kill him. Lol!

Haha, take that Kevin! You like to laugh at people hor? ;D

Be without you.

Too strong, for too long
And I can't be without you baby
And I'll be waitin' up untill you get home
Cause I can't sleep without you baby
Anybody who's ever loved you knows just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, Nothin' can replace it
Call the radio, If you just can't be without your baby

Hey love! Grr maid.

My super paralyzed maid put my handphone in the drawers of my table, and I was calling and calling, and then wth?! Why's the sound so soft and coming from the floor? -_-

Maids!

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I'm so freaking mad that I wanna say this!

Ooh.
LOVE JOYCE.
LOVE LYDIA.
LOVE LINA.
LOVE MELISSA.
LOVE ERICA.
LOVE SHAFAIN.
LOVE CINDY.
LOVE DACIA.
LOVE EINITAR.
LOVE GLANDE.

Love, like, see, to live.

Ah, I've done up a shopping list for the month of March and April, and man, it's estimated cost for all the items on 'the list' is $250. I hope this disciplines me to save, save, save (mother zui bang! oh that was so lame! lol. )

School was fun, although my eyebags were showing so badly this morning - I looked so pale and on the verge of fainting. Slept quite late last night. Haha, although I was pretty awake. I'm not going to take an afternoon nap forevermore, so that I won't be so lazy and in want to sleep every single minute of the day.

Haha, for once, during assembly 3/8 or the usual classes didn't get to stay back (because they were last class) after school. Today it was 4/8! Because of three girlayes. Pei Ching and I don't know the rest. Hahaha, I'm not singling her out la.

3/8 played a prank on Mrs Rajah today, superifically horribile! Yeah man, and she found out she got scammed half hour later. Go find out from the 3/8ers yourself! History was fun!

Ah Lit tomorrow, we've started on Macbeth already. It's pretty stressful to read that old english book, it's pretty interesting after I've read the first section twice. Yeah, I've read up to Act 1 Scene 5, haha okay la, I'm slow! But I bet there are many others in my class who hasn't even started on reading. For example, definitely Zihui!

J8ed with Melissa after school today. We just went over there to have lunch, I was supposed to go out with Cheryl, but I cancelled on her, then wanted to go again, but she said she wanted to go home :( Well, my fault!

Clarence wrote such a sweet testimonial! I like! ;D Lol.

Keep having to accompany Mella to the third floor to put her stuff in her lockerr. That troublesome carebear, landed up bumping into people I didn't want to 'bump' into. Yuck!

Hmm, I think I'm going town tomorrow with Melissa, not with our school uniforms yeah! Stalk us theree.

I'm suddenly so eager to do all my homework and keep myself away from homework for the rest of the March holidays, I've finished my English Compre hw which is due on Friday and am gonna start on the holiday compre homework although it's due the week after the holidays. Yeah! I still got the freaking book reiew to do (due 3rd Jan) which was last holiday's assignment. Heh heh.

Well I'm feeling pretty sticky right now, so it's time to bathe! Ah, the weather's so hot nowadays.

It's different yet exactly the same.

Play - Us Against The World

There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothing better than to talk to you
If you have a problem, I'll be here for you.
'Cause girl you'll always know that it's us against the world

I met someone the other night
Someone I really started to like
How will I know if he's right for me?
I wonder if we are meant to be

Don't start to like him too much, too soon

You know that guy I started to see
He thinks he can have it all for free
I wonder if he's still one for me?
I try to talk to myself and to see

Don't start to like him too much, too soon.

Whenever you're near there is no fear
It feels like there's nothing I can't do
You make me feel strong cause it's here with you that I belong

There is no one else that I can say this to
And there is nothing better than to talk to you (there's nothing better)
If you have a problem I'll be here for you (for you)
Cause girl you always know that
There ain't nobody else but you
That makes me feel the way that I do
There ain't nobody else but you
It's us against the world.

Michelle Q sent me this song, sounds cute! ;D But totally girl band-ish. Lol.

Lesbian Tendencies ;D

Elmo's whores.

We are, but elmo's whores,

with the letter 'a' to our tails,

we are so, so similar, aren't we?

I've been thinking about a lot of silly things in the bathroom, and now I can't remember them. Ah, I don't want to run for UDC. -_- But I'm in too much trouble to even think of ponning the entire thing including school in the morning. Bleagh.

I'm kinda looking forward to Monday; Erica and Melissa!

Monday blues, Sunday sleepless.

Got quite a shock when I went to school this morning, there was a crowd (you see, three's already a crowd, haha) at the back of the class, where I sit, and I was immediately asked if I'd done my Social Studies essay by Joyce. Haha. Apparently, most of us were rushing our essays in the morning, and Jonathan happily said he wasn't going to do it at all, but in the end he did it together with Yichao at Shafain's table. Haha, liarrr.

School was okay, I was so, so tired! And I only slept at 12am. My my my, I'm really a swine. Putting on weight like a fatso, and sleeping all day, all night. Hahaha. Nurul slept at 2.30am and she wasn't really tired - therefore I'm like such a swine. A Math period was the worst, my eyes were struggling to stay open and I think Hiew saw that I was going to fall asleep. I couldn't even get the new topic he just started, ah. I got a C6 for A Math :( and an A2 for E Math, well, I think it sucks. Erica got both As! She was happily bragging too and I was trying to shut her up.

Mella got the prize for the Total Defence Day reflections. Ah, and we wrote the same stuff. Lol.

Hiew was so nice to rob us of another $4.70 by buying for us a 'O' Level assessment book without even informing us. Great, now I just get broker and broker.

Had Buzzbits meeting, yeah, and we've got to write an article before the school holidays end if I'm not wrong, 'cause the first issue of Buzzbits have to come out before the end of March. So we got to see the other Buzzbitters from other classes. Ah, it was pretty obvious who was who, besides Meixuan and Liyen. Genevieve & Angelina are in Buzzbits too, together with Melissa and I. ;D Coolness.

Had House meeting, checked out the room, and decided not to go, because it was all sec ones?! Besides, only Jiaxin and Serene went, while Alanna, Zhenru and Lydia ponned. Naughty girlayes. Yeah, so I didn't go as well.

My name is going to get read out tomorrow for CCA detention, damn! I forgot to find some teacher after school today to get my name into the CCA records. Oh, embarrassment and more dirt on my clean slate. Well, it's not clean anymore anyway. :(

Haha, I was just making fun of Chervonne on MSN, they've got their PSL Investiture tomorrow, and it's time for the councillors to laugh! Nah, just kidding, we're awfully nice people y'know. The only difference is that the senior PSLs are doing a dance, with chairs. I hope none of them fall off the chairs, after watching their rehearsals, some look quite prone.

Michelle is being so annoying! Coming up with new nicknames which are actually variations of our names. Gah, and she wants to call me Lactosa & Lataxsa. Sounds like lactose & laksa right? Ah, that woman is always thinking about food, after all lactose has gotta do with dairy products = cheese! Am I right? Ha, I'm not quite sure myself.

My ears are currently blocked now. Ah, I'm trying to get that ringing sound out of my ear, it's driving me crazy. Am talking to Lemuel on Msn now. Aha, I knew somebody was getting a wrong idea all this while.

Poor guy.

I feel so utterly accomplished! I've tidied up my Lit file, both Math files, although I trust that I'm quite organized in filing, I've got 2 missing worksheets, darn, I shall question Hiew tomorrow, and my English file. Boy, is that English file old! I've been using it since Sec One for English you know? Amazing. I'm good at keeping my stuff new, yeah, such a freak for new stuff and wrapping my books. In fact, my Secondary ONE History textbook is still in such a pretty state. Wanna see? Perhaps I'll get some pictures taken then, my digicam's batt's flat. Lol.

I'd learnt something today, about myself. I've known I've got a really sensitive nose, but I really abhor and hate guys who have body odour (and not after PE that kind of sweatiness, that I can understand). Stinkbombs! and their total lack of knowledge that they DO have B.O. Although I know some still live in self-denial. I hate smelly things, girls and guys alike, with B.O I cannot stand, thanks to my ultra-sensitive nose. Yikes.

Aye, Erica asked me to go for the 2/6 class outing on Monday, and she says that I can ask Melissa along. Ha, I doubt Mella wants to go, and neither will I if I don't have someone to accompany me, namely Miss Mella. Haha, I'm not broke, but I don't want to spend money to see animals in their 'natural habitat', besides, it's the zoo, yikes, nice atmosphere and all, but I don't like the sound of cow manure. Lol. Mel and I are saving money. Whatever man MichelleQ, I never said anybody was forcing me. -_- Erica is pretty nice now, with all that cold war, it's as though like she transformed back to her secondary one version. Coolness?

I like the neutrals : Joyce, Glande and Dacia. (:

Time to bathe! ;D

Bloomskies.

It feels good, going to church, hanging around and doing stuff with the church people, it feels different, it feels unjudged, it feels pure. It's as if we don't feel controlled and every single bit of hyena laughter is genuine, we don't have to fake stuff. Realism. I like people to be real, honest, genuine. It feels nice, and the time we spend together is more enjoyable than the time spent with people pretending to like you.

I mean, in school/work/outside-friends-activities, no matter how much we presume people like us, and how good their acting skills are to act like they do like is, there is always this watchful behaviour and we're always on our toes, we are afraid of what people think of us, our classmates, friends and other acquaintances. Whereas in church, nobody judges each other, whether we're smart, not-so-smart, in a junior college, in a top secondary school, in a neighbourhood school, rich, poor, whatsoever. The feeling is like liberation of the Jews after Hitler, something like that (: Okay, that's like so exaggerated, but you get the gist. Haha.

Yeah, so caregroup was good, we did bible study, as usual. Before that, Constance was thinning Cheryl's hair! Cool. (: Then we finished off at 12 and rushed to get into our rangers uniforms, Jinghan was missing her skirt, and Michelle couldn't find her skirt. Uh, we had a problem there. Then everyone later had their skirts/bolo ties and stuff they needed. Yeah, and when I asked for a bolo tie, Jamin offered me a pair of headphones to put on my neck. -_- Geez! Hahaha, such lame humour - it cripples me!

Rangers was good with worship and all. Gui Hong is like so open with all of us, quite amazing. I'm just curious to know why he's attending Sec 1/2's caregroup instead of the Sec 3/4's one when he's sixteen! Hahahaha. I always thought he was 14 until today he introduced himself to the rangers and also his age (the previous time, he did not intro his age) haha, and Mark, Yogi and Aggie exposed their ages to us! Hahahaha. ;D

Daddy fetched me to piano lesson. Great!

Kinda looking forward to going back to school tomorrow, 'cept for the fact that I have to finish my homework. Yeah.

Going Pulau Ubin next Sunday for cycling and activities! Who wants to come along with me? ;D It's from 11am - 6pm... Yeap, I anticipate funnn.

You know, I'm a changed person. I like the new-improved. No more the cynic! I hope. =D

Things to do tonight:

1. Social Studies Essay on Merger
2. A Math Indices, Surds & Logarithms work
3. Read at least Act One of Macbeth

Calendar call!

10th March - UDC
10-11 March - Sleepoverrr!
11th March - Keep Fit For Jesus!

11th March - JTC Briefing

12th March - Pulau Ubin Cycling!

15-18 March - JTC

I kinda like the fact that I'm gonna be quite busy. ;D
Oh my god, Apollo house cheer team.

Cam-whoring night.

I started off shy. So I had my wallet as my face.

Michelle, Jolene & ME!
Michelle's fringe is like swept to the left,
while mine is to the right, cute!

We're little missies @ Pastamania!.

Oh chilli, pepper & Tabasco sauce.
My, look at Cheryl's expression!

Michelle I get the point that your eyes are big and
that you're enjoying MY lemon tea.

My warm milk with marshmallows @ McCafe.
Smile!

Me, Jolene and Cheryl @ McCafe

Oh so -.-

Watch out for those lips!
We know who they wanna kiss. Hahaha.

A view from the bottom.
My tongue is spastic.

We had the whole of Genki Sushi staring at us when they did this.
Michelle apparently forced them to imitate the Oompha Lumphas in Willy Wonka's
Charlie and The Chocolate Factory.
Thank goodness I refused to pose and volunteered to take the photo. Haha.

Almost 90% of girls/guys take a photo of their reflection on the MRT glass.
Don't you agree? So we shall be annoying and be part of this cliched trend. ;D

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I had a wonderful night with them! Although we had two of us missing; namely Jeralyn and Jinghan, it was still nice! Yeahhh. Camwhoring rocks, esp with your good friends.
I LOVE THE ELEPHANT, Michelle.
I LOVE THE MONKEY, Jolene - Miss Jolly.
I LOVE THE COW, Cheryl.
And last of all, I LOVE THE PEACOCK - Myself!

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Michelle: I think your head is too big.
MEL: you tagged me for four minutes consecutively. You must really miss me. Please don't log in once a month, it's like being just like him la. -_- Lameeee. Miss ya.

Stick-thin Mannequins.

Nurul: I'm not sure! Hahaha. Hope not, but weren't Greek Gods kinda like warriors too? Lol. They probably fought amongst themselves.
Thet: Haha, but it's a cool name, compared to like 'Hercules', 'Zeus' or 'APOLLO' ?! Still am speechless that you're in dragon boat with so many other girls!
Jason: Honestly I think Xena and Zelda would sound nicer anytime.
Dacia: I doubt our class will split apart so easily. After all, we're soooo united! Lol. ;D

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School was alright, despite the fact that we had house meeting first period of the day, and oh, do I absolutely dread house meetings. I know they're few and all, but still, every single one or two house meetings in a year drive me half out of my mind already, what more a whole week next week?! (Ahem, I have a phobia of house meetings since Jan, because on the first house meeting, Mr Zaman sabotaged Angelina and I, just because we were wearing ties, you know we didn't pay the school to be councillors, so it's not our fault, bleagh, so we're Sec three reps) Read on to find out - When I went for the house comm meeting yesterday + PSLs and Councillors, they said that those 3o girlayes in the cheer team have to stay back everyday of the week for the next week for about half an hour to an hour after school, and man! I forgot about it and Zhenru, Alanna, Peishan, Lydia, Mirliana, Rachel and Michelle(?) went to put down our names for the cheer team. We were forced to, so we didn't have much of a choice anyway and we had to stay back today, but I had yayness, music lesson so I didn't go. Yeah but I think Mrs Yusoff will nag at me.

So many girls from my class are going for the dragonboat race. Coolness. ;D

Had such a short period of Social Studies after the house meeting. It was like, less than 15 minutes, yeah and within that time Rafi gave us an assignment for the weekend, for once we don't have a chinese essay to write! Haha, maybe that's the bright side of having a trainee teacher for Chinese. Things are so beginning to look up eh?

Triple English - I used to love English lessons, because they were slightly more fun than other subjects, but now, they just bore me stupid. Half the time I fall asleep during the lesson, or have absolutely no interest in doing some exposition essay because I'm lazy to write or just have no inspiration to write some interesting essay, so my essays all come out, sounding bored. Really, it's quite obvious I'm being obnoxious and basically just writing some crap there.

! I forgot to hand up my english assignment which Miss Chan returned to us for corrections - curses. Oh joined Buzz bits.

Break! Had a great time bitching with XY and Mel. Lol. Mean!

Double A Math, learnt about Exponential Equations and Hiew went through the previous day's homework, gah, I need to buck up on my E and A Math, in fact, I don't even know what how to differenciate E and A Math sometimes. Lol.

Went off to piano lesson.

Dacia is so funny ; do you think I have large pupils (black area) and smaller white area? Weird.

I miss MJLC, and JH isn't coming tomorrow, J is probs gonna be late, I'm sure M and C are coming though, but M is not coming for our Moral Choices workshop. Booooo.

Well, I need to start saving money again, just saved $20, and just spent $42 yesterday. So, that's like a loss and not a profit. Oh this sucks.

Ha, but next week's coming, so that means allowance too! Aye, need to sew my patches onto my rangers uniform. Egh, home econs put to use. -_-

Ah, lots of homework to do, need to study too.

Lanyard you!
Can you decode 32-182/3-17<3?

Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both sixteen and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both eighteen and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now, things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

Shopping Queen.

Oh my god. My house name is like Apollo. Like ajsjgirwejfwheouhtgnkn !!! -no vulgarities there-

Extreme grossness.

Aye, house meeting tomorrow, gonna have to embarrass myself doing cheers in front of the whole house. Geez.

Wth, Angelina, Joonwei and I were saying that it's a biscuit brand, while others said it was a sweet brand. Like gosh. Angelina says that we should use an Apollo biscuit as our mascot. Sheeeesh! ;D

Like yucks!

______________________

School was fun, had loads of laughter, ah, love my class! They're such cheerful and humourous people.

After school, hung around for a while, then was forced by Angelina to go for house meeting! Went to meet Mrs Yusoff and discussed some cheers, then Angelina, Joonwei and I left earlier, leaving one retarded sec two, and another normal sec two there with the vice house captain, ah, Cherish was busy with some debate thing.

Rushed home, then went out with my sister. We saw Jingting - working! LOL.

Spent a total of $42. Mm, quite satisfied with my buy, but I still need to get more stuff, the essentials I mean. (Oh fashion, trends, clothes!) Okay, I'm not that obnoxiously spoilt to follow trends.

Hmm, yeap that's all for today.

Don't trip yourself over me

Ashlee Simpson - Shadow.

I was six years old
When my parents went away
I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door
Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me

Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

Friedster. So darn fried.

You know, I always make this typo error, from friendster.com to friedster.com. Imagine how would it be like we all had fried friends for friends. Lol, okay, that's like so paralyzed.

School was okay. I was glad not to hear my name again - to get detention. The whole idea of it makes me queasy. Melissa didn't come to school today! Aw man.

School ends late on Wednesday, instead of one-thirty, it ends at two. -_- And the last two periods are Chemistry, which is so freaking boring. Blech. Don't know why, but 3/5 and 3/6 end at 1.30pm but 3/7, 3/8, 3/9 end at 2, I'm not sure about the sec fours, but it's so unfair, especially if you have to spend the extra time with freckleface. I just thank God that she isn't my form teacher, unlike ke lian (pathetic/poor thing) 3/6, who has gotten her as form teacher. Egh.

Hiew populated our notebooks with math homework during double A Math, I don't like the thought of Indices, Surds and Logarithms. I think I'm gonna suck at it. Shit, got back my common test, and I failed by half a mark! Geez, still feeling quite peeved with myself, I made a lame mistake on the first question! All it needed was "simultaneous equation" method, and I went to do something else.

Double Chinese and English were so boring. Erica again came to sit with me during Chinese and we crapped and ate lollipops during the teacher's lesson outrightly, but Erica got caught by the teacher while I didn't, and she was making sore faces at me. Lol. She's a good sport. Crosby and Jonathan were damn funny throughout the Chinese lesson (Crosby threw our rubbish like, out of the window), then English, we had to do a summary, to be counted in our CA marks. Boring!

Then Math again, then History, then Chem.

After History, Crosby, Andy, Nurul, Jiayun and I were going to pon as much of Chemistry as we could, by walking around the school, going down to the third level, loitering around and walking one round before going back to class, and all the effort went down the drain, because that lame-o didn't even come to the class before we came back. She came 5 minutes later, but we had to rush back also because Mrs Cheam was questioning Wei Jie (3/8 people wanted to pon their chem tests) Lol.

FF was soooo annoyed with us. Freaking fun!

Lit presentation to be done tomorrow, Melissa better not disappear and not come like today! Ah, miss her!

Sec Three is so full of tests!

I got a funeral service to go to tonight, ah, was supposed to go out with my sister, but she's napping now (She didn't sleep at all last night, preparing her assignments and such) My closest cousin's (CHERYL!) maternal grandma passed away. Last night, I was just thinking, "how is she ah" to myself, and the next day I hear she's dead. She passed away yesterday morning, sorry for sounding rude.

Well, got a load of A Math to do, but I'm not going to do them because I have absolutely no idea how to do it! Geez.

Prominently you, let's watch the hill from afar! Oh basketballs and ankle socks. Let's see what else comes to my mind on the hill? Rulebreaker, you ponner.

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I was surprised they've started work on the wall already, so soon. Einitar and I were saying that the wall was nice (the four diamonds) and we were saying that we should just leave it be, as I knew that Alanna and et cetera had spent the entire afternoon yesterday drawing and pasting the masking tape. Yeah, and it's kinda painful to see it just get painted over. I'm also shocked at how quickly Erica can get the job done her way. Mm.

Yeah, and Alanna was quite pissed and upset at the same time. I know, the painful feeling of all your efforts running down the drain, but it's okay guys! (Cindy, Xinyi, Joyce, Lydia, Alanna and whoever who had a part in that diamond-ed wall ;D) I'm sure you guys will get a chance to do it up your way on another wall. Lol.

Einitar commented that Erica was being selfish. Ah, I think both designs are nice la! ;D Although I find the entire notice board, like er, painted purple seems odd.

Guys, it's okay okay? I know you guys think that I'm on Erica's side, but I don't want to take sides, because I think you guys really took the effort to do up the wall, and it's selfish of Erica to want it her way, but since I've known her since Sec One, I think it's her character to be more of a perfectionist and to want her way. I've never gotten around it either ha. We'll just accept each other then?

Extension cord.

I've been trying to reach you,
But my extension cord wouldn't reach that far
Now you've lost your chance

I've been patiently waiting

The indicator light is flashing on

Now you've lost your chance

___________
Saosin

I've Been Dying To Reach You

Percentages and how annoying you are.

There is A Math common test tomorrow and a Lit open-book test tomorrow on analysis of poems, and then there's probably assembly too.

Let me tell you a secret (that's not going to be a secret after I've written it out here and exposed myself silly, hahaha)
3% of the times I say I'm annoyed is when I'm really irritated. 97% is just plain wordplay, in a way. Just momentarily annoyed (less than 2 mins and I'll not be annoyed anymore), that's why I think I'm quite quick-tempered. Bad.

Whereas...
10% of the times I say you're annoying is when I really think you're annoying. While the other 90% is shun-kou (easy for me to say), but that doesn't mean you're not annoying, it's just not annoying to the point of me ignoring you. Lol.

Why am I blogging so much today?

Cousins, lians and such.

I think you guys saw this picture already, but I wanna post it again. 'Cause I wanna say I totally love Joel's current room, which used to be Ching's room. Superficial coolness. ;p I love the plain army green wall with three plain wood-coloured Ikea frames with abstract pictures of flowers, wilting or not. Artistic! I love the action figures of Justice League, quite cute in a way. Although I'm not a big fan of collecting and displaying action figures 'cause they tend to collect dust and leave my nose itchy if I happen to touch them.

Being close to your cousins are cool! ;D
You know, if you were to click the picture, Gerald (the one in maroon, holding the kid Justin) is so freaking acting cute! Hahahahaha. I really hope he doesn't read this, but anyway, he wouldn't start stoning me even if he does. I never noticed it, but today I was going through my pictures folder to get rid of old pictures that are really useless. Yeah, and I realise he's giving that ah lian face. Lol, which seems to be a hot topic between all of us; not him making the face, it's the lians.

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Actually some lians are pretty nice people, and I'm okay with the nice ones, just not the ones who push you in the queue, and you 'tsk' them and they say "Wha, wan fight siah, go void deck settle siahh!" Don't you think that is pretty unlady-like? I have no intention of fighting with them, verbal or physical and I don't think they should just start yelling and ask me to go to the void deck to settle. That's lame. Besides it's like more than 12 to 1 = not fair. But, life is unfair, and reality bites.

Yeah, so instead, just find humour in their mindless threats and laugh, perhaps they might become a new source of entertainment for you, and we all can be happy, cheerful people. Haha.

Don't really believe in generalising lians into this category "Mean, Unrational and Lame" 'cause not all of them make that criteria. Chuckle.

For clarity's sake, I don't hate the person. I either hate the character, dress sense, language lingo or some other stuff. Not the person. And these are changeable traits. Yesss.

One down, Six to go!

Everything's hot!

Music: N sync - Cry Me A River

Double Physics! YES. Physics test was cancelled! We were elated la! But his lesson was so boring, going through worksheets, worksheets and notes. -_- Not much entertainment.

Double A Math, I was so happy! I finished my homework and the answers were correct so I didn't have to listen to him for the whole hour, instead I copied my x3 correction (I failed my test, so I had to copy my corrections 3 times per question.) -_- In addition, I had 7 out of 8 wrong. Hurray.

Went for break with Xinyi, Melissa and Huihui, Huihui is like super funny and cheery. Makes me feel cheery too!

Home! The weather is so hot.

HOT FOOD. ;D

GEN IS LIKE SUPER SWEET. LOL

WATCH THIS: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewkYZnzwxd8
Featuring Lindsay Lohan impersonating Hermione.

Matchbox Romance - Promise

What would you say if i asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go

And the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?
These memories can't replace,
These wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
Take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,
You're not making this easy
I never thought i'd be the one to say
Please don't, please don't leave me
I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know,

You're not making this easy
You're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)

Take my hand and never let me go,
Take my hand and never let me go,
Promise me
You'll never let go

Make this last forever
I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
Left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy

So fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you
__________________________

This song is so sweet! All thanks to Zeslene for sending it to mua!

Schoooool's coming, hoooolidays coming and I see happiness ahead.

Okay, in the end I decided not to get a new pair of glasses but go shopping instead. Went for Caregroup in the morning, and it was pretty mundane, maybe because the fan was blowing on maximum and minimum speed -_- (unadjustable) and it was so strong! We couldn't even hear ourselves think! I was feeling quite deaf then.

After caregroup, went to get AGM lunch from church. Yeap, which means my parents paid for it, yeah! Free fooood, literally. So rushed off to Toa Payoh with Michelle and Cheryl, looked around some spectacles there (although I do mine at Suntec) and then I bought a navy blue jacket. Yup, I still need to shop more, hopefully I can go out after school tomorrow, not in my school u of course. Yupyup. ;D Oh wonderful retail therapyy.

I am controlling myself from eating too much! Gah, I'm putting on weight! Not dieting though. I had a waffle after lunch and then Cheryl and Michelle were stuffing themselves with bread - carbo queens. Lol. Then slacked off a while, then went to Popular and coincidentally met my dad, so he gave me a lift home, together with Cheryl, and yes, I earned a lift from him to piano class. Yessss, went home myself though - geez, slept like a pig in the bus.

Home!

I just finished printing out my lit scrapbook materials, you know what I just reminded Mel an hour ago, and we're feeling so stressed now, it's due tomorrow, and 2 marks will be deducted for every day late. -_- I hate it when teachers instill that rule and put it into action, but it undeniably works for us slackers.

You know, I really don't like the fact that people in my class take different subs. Like some take pure literature, some take accounts, some take geog and some take history. It's almost like we are so divided in a way, taking different subs. And if you happen to take geog and accounts, and Mr Apple (for example) takes pure Lit and History, both of them might not even get to work together for two whopping long years = not close friendship. Bleagh, that's what I don't like about this subject combi thing.

This is Meiyi and I, and boy, this was how I looked like with spectacles & with swollen eyes. I don't know how that came about, but there was this period of time that I kept having swollen eyes, somehow there was this eye infection. Geez. My hair is so messy and my eyes are barely-existent. Lol.

Grin. I'm so happy.

School tomorrow - shopping after!

I FEEL LIKE CAM-WHORING. =p

Specky.

Woke up pretty late this morning, I overslept and was super bushed, slept all the way until 11.30am, which is unusual for me on a Saturday morning. Haha, so, er, I didn't go for the Bishan Park old folks' funday thingy. Lol.

I'm such a slacker.

Did a bit of my A Math homework - Oh my! For once I'm like being so goody-two-shoe-y. Heh heh. Normally I don't do my work until Sunday night, when I'm feeling stressed that I haven't done my homework.

Had church. Ha, now I'm really lazy, wearing not-so-glamourous Giordano tees more often than usual on weekends (normally I hardly do on Sats) Yeah, sooooo lazy and sian. One comfort is that I don't look so fierce and intimidating - in a way. Gee.

Ate at United Square. Nice food! But now I feel like a fat pig. Spent $5.50 on dinner - Chicken chop, Spaghetti and Mashed potato in one set. And the quantities were pretty big, unlike those scammer shops which give absolutely pathetic amounts of each ingredient. Bleah. Saw Lydia and Mavis at United Square, and we were going mad talking about the stupid purple hippo who couldn't close its mouth (it's a human) hahahahaha. Madness.

Home!

I'm still so tired!

I realise I've got the Lit scrapbook to do with Melissa. Aye. Slacker, slacker, slackerrss.

I feel like making a new pair of spectacles for myself, now when I wear my old specs, I get super dizzy. Geez, should I? If I am, I'm paying for it myself though...

Heighty Mighty.

Einitar and I met this guy on the way to school, on separate occasions and we both said he was a pervert. Hahaha, not funny.

Ah, debate was pretty fun. Got to school really early @ 4, and then met up with Einitar in school and went to the canteen, and then to the Multi-Purpose Room for a one hour briefing. Geez, the guy was so naggy, but the debate championships went on well, without any screwys here and there.

I'm so bushed now! Most of my friends got their parents to pick them up, whereas my dad was like in Jurong, so I decided not to trouble him and go home myself, my house is relatively near to school anyway.

Omgoodnessly took bus with shortie. -_- What a mistake.

All of the councillors and PSLs were so sticky the whole time, so gross.

Elaborate tomorrow.

His height is cuter than his face. Haha, oh my obsession with heights. Pervert.

Munshymushoomushroom.

Hello! I'm here writing a short post, I just got home from lunch at Thomson. Yup, I went for lunch with Em there, gee, she was like super lame. I ate the Bandito meal, hmm, wanted to eat BK but Ems didn't want to. Both of us silly girlayes are like so mushroom-swiss crazy. Hahaha.

I'm going to leave the house in about half an hour. -_- It's so annoying that I'm on duty! And it's only a selected 10, oh how unlucky of all of us! Egh, besides I have to stay for all 3 debate sessions until 9.30pm, and wake up at 6 plus tomorrow for the old folks' programme at Bishan Park, perhaps you people should pop by there! Rah. My whole group is not going la, pretty sad. Lol. Cindy, Erica, Wanyi, Dacia and I - I think all are not going except maybe for Wanyi. Errr.

Yeah.

Laters. I'm pretty tired eh. Stupid. There's only one comfort in staying for all sessions. Go figure.

;D you're my wonderwall.

Hahahahahahahahaha.

Music: Oasis - Wonderwall

You know, this song sounds a little like Green Day at the beginning. -above-

Everytime a skinny person complains that she is fat, it is an insult to a fat person. Lol. Don't you think so?

Aye, school was alright today. Started off with a test - what a bad start. We had to write a book review, something like that in a form of a letter to an overseas friend (the story was so absolutely cliche-d and lame about a girl knowing ang-moh guy, got pregnant, aborted baby, then transfer school, then happily ever after.) Haha. Ahem, all these in Chinese. Argh! Lin Qiang and Johnson were sitting together, and they didn't even have the book to refer to, man, they were like writing from what they can remember from Junhua's very detailed summary of the story (we all did that, 'cause we didn't read the story - slackers) Haha. I'm beginning to love my class - oh, what combination of noisy, boisterous ladies and quiet girls. Quite amazing. Besides, our class has so many girls who wear FBTs to PE, class unity? Lol.

Replies.

NURA: HEY! =)
ZHENRU: Eh, you're super funny too! Hahaha.
HWEE EN: Got leh! =p
JASON: I'm not a peggy! I'm more than 5kg underweight kay. I just have broad shoulders you insensitive prick.
LINHUI: Of course you will see me lah. So you have to do it! HAHAHA.

Test. Test. Test. Tested.

School was dreadful today. I was so dead tired, despite the fact that I slept at 9.45pm. I know, that's like super piggish and early, but my sleep got interrupted because my dad woke me up to give me money, and I'm not the kind of person who can wake up and sleep back and not be affected. Yeah, it'll make me more tired.

Duncan didn't come! Hahahahahaha. Tomorrow too! He went for a sec 2 NCC camp. Cool! We got to slack for an hour. Got back my E Math Common Test, and I did, Good (that was what the chop said). Junhua got 21/20! Because she got one mark from the bonus question and she got full marks - no fair! I didn't know why Joyce was complaining about her marks, I thought it was okay, still A1 leh!

Mm.

Got Lit project to do, -_-.

Melissa, Zhenru, Cindy, Einitar, Dacia, Xinyi, Alanna, Joyce, Louisa and Lydia.

Yikes, why am I so WHITE, seems like I'm some ghost that's not supposed to be there. Gee.

V day present.

What do you think this means? Hahaha.

Made out of styrofoam, toothpicks and wires. Uh huh.

Chi choo. Dating at 15 and 30, and blah.

Ah, I woke up at 8.30am today. I was pretty surprised actually, considering the fact that I slept at 3am. Yup. Slacked around all morning, and had many many pieces of bak kua for 'breakfast' heh.

I haven't done my homework, laziness is so bad.

Went for CE class about moral choices, it was quite fun, and I was the silly 'choice' person. Hahaha, had to think of a dilemma and let my group discuss. And I was being 'suaned' the entire time! Sheesh.

Service! Ah my eyes were so dry during the entire service, was squinting away.

Headed to Novena for dinner. I banged into a glass wall while viewing the handphones. Darn, Mella was just telling me about her banging into a glass wall on Friday and here I am, banging into one.

Aye, home. Happen to take the same bus as Kevin (and Cheryl duh). Haha.

Okie doks. I'm waiting for my hair to dry.

You're too wicked to love? Please.

I just finished reading this book, which is really quite a cute story, about an old spinster, and a totally-hot duke who was a flirt and slept with many women, a bit sexual, but if you're matured enough, I think you wouldn't be creasing your foreheads over those portions but on the actual plot. It seems a little fairytale-like though, not my type of book. In fact, I wouldn't be caught with a romance novel anytime, since it ends with a happy ending, which I think is brutally unrealistic and giving false hope to people who keep clinging on to their old crushes who have long forgotten them. Really! Aye, I was bored and picked up this book from my sister's variety of books. Yup, and read it!

Honestly, I would rather be in my bedroom reading an interesting book than going out to socialise and make friends. Less effort eh?

Haha, okay. Enough of this.

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Mum "Eh, don't eat in the room"
Louisa -stuffs bakkua into her mouth- "Also never drop on the floor."
Mum "You know cockroaches are smart, they smell it"
Louisa -bored- "Gee." -remembers the previous night when she squished a baby roach with tissue paper.

Oh yeah, I suppose they do smell food in the room.

Superficial.

This is just for ranting. Hahahahaha. I don't want to get scolded for being materialistic, greedy and whatsoever.

And I want to buy one of these shirts with nice, plain graphics, but they're pretty expensive for quite average quality. Yup.

I think the adidas watch is so pretty lah! Have been eyeing it for like pretty long. I like the white and green one. Jolene has the green one! Cool, I shall poke at it tomorrow. Hahaha.

Although almost all the netballers in my school have it, which makes you look like a poser/copycat. At least that's what I think they'll say. Geez, everyone's hard to please.

TGIF.

It's Friday, yet again although I particularly don't like the weekends now. Seems so stressful. There's all that essays to hand up and stuff. The feeling sucks.

I've got English Compre to hand up and 2 stupid Chinese essays to hand up. Crap la, I want to town and eat Pepper Lunch.

Moo. School was alright today, had ACEs and we swopped our activites, so now the sec 3 cohort is doing ACEs with Mr Wilson Lee. Damn. He's nice and all, but super strict. I remember Mel and Darren getting caught on Thurs for some uniform 'disorder', bleagh. Ever heard of giving chances? Discipline-wise I'd prefer Freddy Goh anytime. We were playing the medicine ball game and Hiew was really nice not to rat on us because we were like cheating la, rolling the ball the way to the front, and Choco Chip was a pig la, she kept muttering "cheaters always win what, see my class never cheat then lose la"She sounds like a sore loser, come on la, we saw that her class cheated as well. Buyousness. Bleagh. Mr LLT kept ratting on his own class ... and made them get punished = 20 pushups.

SS Test. Chem Test. E Math Common Test.

Surprise surprise. I thought E Math CT was like super easy! For the first time! It's the two easiest topics - duh.

Triple English was so boring. Shahfain, Andy and I went to run errands for Ms Chan, and she wanted to see her crush, so I helped her and went with her - I'm so nice. Then Andy was wondering why we were walking on the third floor pass the NA classes and 4/5, 4/6 when we went up from the general office (different sides of the building). Felt a little lame after that. Hahaha.

Stayed back until 2, to supposedly do my Lit Proj with Melissa, then Michelle came along and distracted us, so we ate lunch and was playing with this freaky guy from 1/4 together with his freako friend. So insulted him for a while then chased him away to Gen's (+many other class people) table. Yup.

Home!

Swine.

Ashlee Simpson - L.O.V.E

All my girls stand in a circle and clap your hands
This is for you
Ups and downs, highs and lows
And no matter what you see me through
My boyfriend, he don't answer on the telephone
I don't even know where the hell he goes
But all my girls
We're in a circle and nobody's gonna break through

L.O, L.O, L.O, L.O.V.E.
L.O, L.O, L.O (Oh, did you hear me say)
L.O, L.O, L.O, L.O.V.E.
L.O, L.O, L.O (Oh, did you hear me say)
L.O, L.O, L.O, L.O.V.E.
L.O, L.O, L.O (I'm talking about)
L.O, L.O, L.O, L.O.V.E.
L.O, L.O, L.O (I'm talking about love)

Say you'll be my girls for life
Girls for life

Oh, hold up, I need another one
I think you, you do too
Grab my bag, got my own money
Don't need any man in this room
My boyfriend, he'll be calling me now anytime
I need all my girls to keep him off my mind
So hold up, we need another one
What we got is all good

Love is an energy
Love is a mystery
Love is meant to be true
Love is a part of me
Love is the heart of me
Love is the best thing we do

I'm talking about love

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I think this song is cute.

Yellowcard - Lights and Sounds

Hello, you, how was the rest?
You made it through, but nevertheless
I got you out on a wire
You be love and I'll be a liar

Tell it all and fill up the air,
But make a loud cause nobody's there
And nobody's there
And nobody's there

Stop, turn, take a look around
At all the lights and sounds.
Let them bring you in.
Slow burn, let it all fade out,
Pull the curtain down.
I wonder where you've been?

Make it new, but stay in the lines.
Just let go, but keep it inside.
Smile big for everyone,
Even when you know what they've done.
They gave you the end but not where to start;
Not how to build, how to tear it apart.

I've got a way to work this out,
I've got a way and you know how.

Randomness.

Aha, this looks like french braids without the braids. Heh, I was trying to keep my hair off my face in the neatest way possible without pokey pins in my head (I need 7 pins to keep my hair off my face if I just tie a ponytail, so here's the alternative. Try it yourself. Tie four small ponytails in a straight line, it really works. Haha, and you'll look real sweet as well. Hahahahahahaha.

Women.

This is so damn fun.

Women are nuisances. Now that manly trait of mine has emerged.

That girl in the conversation is gonna kill me big time, but I'm a guy, and guys are irritating.

Get the gist. Hahahahaha.

Just The Girl.

Music: Ashlee Simpson - L.O.V.E

I like Yellowcard which has a violinist part of their band. Coolness.

Currently multitasking at amazing speed doing amazing stuff. Okay, that was such an exaggeration. Blah.

School started off with double Chinese, which was super boring. Yup, we had a chinese essay writing test and we didn't even know about it.

Double Lit was fun, we did Comedy, Humour and Puns, which is way more fun than the previous topic on Imagery and Sound. Ugh, we have our Lit project due on Tuesday/Thursday and have to start reading Macbeth - it's so boringg. =

E Math - Coolness! I actually understand the lesson since he was doing this, I shall daringly say, easy peasy topic on Linear Inequalities. Although I think when it goes to Quadratic Inequalities, it's gonna get difficult. Bleagh. Maths is so un-understandable.

Physics. Robot got angry with us! Hoooooray. My class seems to exist to anger Robot and Chocolate Chip. Yup, it's so amazingly rude.

Lame VE - waste of time. Hiew collected the 2nd collection of the donation card and I didn't bring it and had $0 anyway. I'm such a slackerrr.

Got some much stuff to do today. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO MY A MATH COORDINATE GEOMETRY STUFF. THERE'S E MATH COMMON TEST ON COORDINATE GEOMETRY TOMORROW - SHUCKS. AND THERE'S SOCIAL STUDIES TEST TOO ON MERGER. BLEAGHS!

"The Fat Black Woman goes Shopping" HAHAHAHA.

I'm doing my Lit Project now.

I got you out on a wire.
You be love and I’ll be a liar.

Wordplay.

I've been all around the world
I've been a new sensation
But it doesn't really matter in this g-generation
The sophomore slump is an uphill battle
And someone said that aint my scene
Cause they need the new song
Like a new religion
Music for the television
I can't do the long division
Someone do the math
For the record label puts me on the shelf
Up in the freezer
Gotta find another way to live the life of leisure
So I drop my top
Mix and I mingle
Is everybody ready for the single, and it goes

Ah la la la la
Now listen closely to the verse I lay
Ah la la la la
It's all about the wordplay
Ah la la la love
The wonderful thing it does because
Because I am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa la la's
Yeah the Mr. A-Z
They say I'm all about the Wordplay

Total Defence.

School was quite fun today, a little on the tarty side, but well, bearable. Heh heh heh.

Was quite energetic throughout the day, bouncing around, bullying a lower sec boy and et cetera. Damn fun la.

Had A Math period, which we just slacked and did our exercises, then double English, which was super boring. Then Chinese - which was so totally boring too. Haha.

Then recess, boy, I was with Sha and the other 2/7 girls. I tell you those girls are so freaking friendly! Hahaha, such nice people. Melody waved at me. Weini took a picture with me, haha, and I don't know both of them at all. Hahahaha. Friendly girls. Heh.

Talked with Meiyi during recess, was bitching away. Then with Mel and Xinyi. Heh, still on about the rebonded armpit hair thing. LOL.

Okay, I'm like blabbing, but heck!

Had music lesson after sch, but got cancelled, so Normila is so gonna kill me tomorrow.

Went Macs with Mel and did our A and E Math work plus the total defence reflection thing. I've got 288 words so far, and I'm not done. Yeah yeah.

Yeap, that's my day for me.

Macs with Mel was super funnaye. Besides I saw Cathy, Judith & Phyllis. They're so cute la. =D

Primary school mates.

Ring-a-ling, hear them ring.

I never noticed this heart shaped blogger logo. Haha, they changed this for V day, yups, it's normally the square with rounded edges! Haha. Fascinating although it looks weird.

By the way;

Happy Birthday to...

18th Feb - Melanie /15

24th Feb - Cordelia /15
26th Feb - Lucius / 17

27th Feb - Noelle /15

27th Feb - Emmelyn /16

Overrated baby!

"I think spending all that money giving each other expensive presents is just overrated. I rather have a hand-made card, it's the thought that counts right? ;D" -Einitar

I agree with the first point.

Valentines' Day Valentina.

School was fun today! The morning was interestingly energetic, not as usual when everyone is like slacking/sleeping on the table or displaying super lethargic faces. The Lit students were borrowing lit work to copy and the rest were like giving their little V day gifts. It was a cute morning with everyone high in spirits.

Got a lot of candy from the girls in my class and some from other classes. Ah, gonna get fat. Joyce gave quite a few chocs, which I haven't finished eating. Hahaha. Doritty was passing around this box of cny goodies cum gummies for most of her ex-classmates & current classmates.

Ahuh, had Chinese, which was terrible. Then triple Lit, which was fun in a way - We did Imagery and Sound, and Sound was like super boring. We were learning about similes and metaphors and stuff. So funny lah, and Liyen had a spasm attack which made everyone laugh so, so hard. And my lit assignment was suckily done with only one foolscap, as compared to Melissa's one, which was a full 3-foolscap thingy.

Had double PE, we had volleyball basics and the sun was really scorching man. We could feel ourselves frying up. Seriously. Ms Lee even told us "The Sun is hot at this time, but never THIS hot" ... Yeah, rub it in, rub it in. She was saying our movement is slow and the girls are so un-positive in attitude. Gah, and Mel says we're always getting picked on for everything. We paired up and whacked the ball everywhere, my ball kept hitting Nurul's butt (and only there) and rebounded off Lina's head nearly twice HAHAHA. Lydia was like super funny, and Mel hit a ball until it hit Song En's butt (the guys were at the other side of the court) ... Hahahaha.

Recess was great. With Xinyi & Huihui sitting with us. So we had Xinyi, Melissa, Huihui, Shafain, Nurul, and a few other other-class people from my ex-class. Yup and XY was saying silly things which were so funny la, she was suaning people who were super close by. Hahahaha and we just laughed and laughed. Oh ironed hair. Oh rebonded armpit hair. LOL.

Double E Math, got back our tests. I failed.

Chem, that chocolate chip is so annoying! Egh! Glande and Nurul left class early 'cause they were emcees for today's assembly.

Assembly- Had the Hollaback Crew from 98.7FM over. And they were advertising their shows and also the hollaback crew, blah blah and about the competition. Yup. It was quite entertaining. Then they had this local rock band (the one who sang 'Black Maria'), they didn't even tell us the name la. -_- They performed like 3 songs and it was so boriiingg. Geez. They were so emo and weird in a way, and their lead singer is an albino, not that I have any problem with that, but I'm just stating what I observed, yeah and I'm not that evil to despise albinos okay. Some other band performed another 3-4 songs and dragged school to end one hour later. Xinyi, Erica, Melissa and I were so peeved-ly bored we left la, then following us, practically the whole sec 3 cohort was leaving. Hahaha. Had to rush off 'cause of Mella la, late to meet her friends and stuff, while I was going home. Yeah - Home.

Yup. What a day.

The weather is so, so hot.

Talking to quite a few people on MSN now; Cindy, Angelina, Christopher, Ernest, Rainer, Michelle Leong (she's talking about the conversation between Joshua Ang and her. Gah, what an affair from primary sch) & Zeslene (the b'day girl) HAHAHAHA. I had a fun time suaning her.

For the singles and couples out there. Have a fun-filled V Day!

Being Single doesn't mean you can't have fun right? (there are really people who are quite disappointed with being single and boyfriend-less/girlfriend-less.) Tell you what, it doesn't really matter! =D

And thanks Einitar, Dacia, Julia, Cindy, Melissa, Erica, Joyce and other girls for giving me stuff to make my day more memorable than the rest of the school days. (: Cheese.

Haircut - you made me laugh out loud.

Do you matter? No.

"Happy Valentines' Day. Will YOU be my Valentina?" -Einitar & Dacia.

Pokerface.

School was fine today, boring in fact with unstoppable yawns all day. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

I'm stuffing myself with Maoam Pinballs. Egh.

Physics was crap, Junhua, Sha and I didn't bring our files and worksheets. Thankfully we didn't get called up.

Yeap. I'm tired & piled up with Lit work. It's so difficult, drats. Stayed in school for councillor stuff, was indeed a waste of my time, but aye, obligations and such. -_- Not too happy about it though. And Beiyu was shouting at Yiping the whole time.

I need help!

Oh my, my music teacher has been calling me a premature grandmother since I was Primary Four, and I really think I am, always being grouchy and grumpy when I'm told to play scales and arpeggios or something like that. Yeah I'm like that, grouchy and grumpy when I'm told to do something I absolutely dread.

Great, another bad character trait to add to my long, long list.

The LEO club has decided to do something totally cheesy yet again. Selling little gifts and v day stuff at the canteen and put up millions of posters of love and blah blah. Hey, not very nice for the singles eh? Hahahaha. I'm not being bitter here, just being realistic okay! The posters are really... quite sickening. I read a few, out of boredom and some weren't even related to love/v day but NARCISSISM. Bleagh. What choice of quotes.

I cannot stand 'Robot' and 'Chocolate Chip'. (What intimate nicknames for teachers)

Haha, okay, I'm not in too good a mood as you can detect from my highly boring-fying post. Yeah, catch you guys tomorrow.

Nostalgic!

This nostalgic feeling has come over me, I'm listening to jazz pieces & sweet non-clangy or noisy guitar orientated music right now and chatting with Michelle Leong on MSN, yeah, and Michelle is my primary school friend.

Feels so nice, with background guitar pluckings and what, comfort in sound.

Aye, I love this reminiscence. So sweet uh.

*and Michelle doesn't have a boyfriend. CHAY.

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of

When madness gets to your soul.

I've been doing absolutely ghastly things to entertain myself since five, and nothing seems to be really engrossing for me. I played net games on some websites, read some blogs I haven't popped by in a while, thought of what to write in this post.

I think I've just died, in the mind.

Braindead? Geddit? Geddit!

Okay, sorry, but I'm just slipping into this madness which has infested my soul (yes, and Einitar and Shafain and et cetera's souls) Don't know, but maybe we've all been deprived of humour and then we all just start laughing for no reason, for hours about either nothing, or everything.

Hey, what do you get when you are confined to rooms of silence for hours? Madness lah!

Whatever, so much crap is brimming in my mind.

*

School was so boring today, and Sha and I regretted going and I should've just stayed home because I was pale as a sheet today, sick, with lips not even tinged with a lil bit of pink.

The Sec Fours were having career thingy, and many came in formal clothes and stuff.
And many random stuff popped straight into my mind:
1. If you wanna be in the limelight (positively), dress trendy & formal and behave in a demure/manly manner.
2. If you wanna be in the limelight (negatively), dress trendily casual and like a slut and behave like a gangster in a mini mini skirt.
3. If you wanna look like a man trapped in a skirt, clobber around and kick your legs around in your higher-than-3-inch-heels.
4. If you wanna stay out of the limelight, wear the school uniform.
5. If you wanna stay out of the limelight and also don't have clothes to wear, refer to point #4.
6. If you're really trendy and such, go on, wear it, strut it, but please, don't split your skirts or pants. Please. You'll be doing many a favour.

There's actually more, but I think I'll just write out the major mistakes of dressing. Mel missed it, she would've laughed herself silly. Well, I was laughing myself silly.
Some stuff observed was:
1. Some guys looked bloody gay.
2. Some guys looked awfully casual while the girls were overdressed.
3. Some girls thought they were going for a airplane flight and dressed like air stewardesses.
4. Aha, some tripped in their heels.
5. Four girls took it as a outing, and brought their cameras to cam-whore. [and they were wearing halters, bare-backs and such indecent clothing. I mean, you're going to school after all.]

Okay enough bitching, bitch.

I even thought they would get raped - Oh what false concern.

*

Had FPS today. The whole day. With Mr Freddy Goh.

Was sick, dying and also bothered by Cedric, Jonathan and er, I don't know how to spell the rest of their names.

Barf.

Going to school was a huge mistake. But the school was so peaceful and quiet. With only the left-behind sec 3s in school and the sec fours (which were equivalent to non-existent because none of them were seen after 7.40am) The immature brats (sec ones) had an outing. Cooool. The school has never been, so, so peaceful.

I feel like going cycling. Mmm.

=D

Daddy just got momsy, Lyn and I Mizuno polos. Cool.

Birthday song.

I just realised it's Jonathan (Tan) 's birthday! Yeap, Cousin Jon!

Happy Birthday!

Along with him, I'll wish Josslyn, er, Melanie and Zeslene, oh that cute fellow with her birthday on V Day. (:

The Old Woman.

An excerpt from Hejin's blog;

"School's celebrating Valentine's' Day under the guise of "Friendship Day". Cheesy, if you ask me. Teddy bears, chocolates, flowers and other paraphernalia associated with February 14th will be sold in the canteen that day. You can dedicate songs to people too. Meh. Valentine's Day is so commercialised. If you sincerely believe that you need to buy gifts for your partner because it's Valentine's Day, then I say you are a gullible little twit that needs to be educated immediately.

It's just an excuse for stupid stores to injure your finances big-time, dimwits! You don't need a designated day to show your love to your partner! Why do you buy roses for a girl on Valentine's Day when you can get it for half the price another time of the year? Why do you succumb to marketing tactics, huh, huh?! So you boys can prove that you've got dates, and you girls can show off your huge bouquets of flowers that you can barely wrap your arms around?

And I detest those metallic heart-shaped helium-filled balloons. Get that overpriced crap out of my way.

What else I do not like: Giggly girls. Pieces of fabric stuffed with polyester(read: soft toys). Single stalks of wilting flowers. They look so dismal. Over-enthusiastic friendly people handing out little packages of "sweet" hand-made parcels stuffed with pieces of candy or other miscellanous edibles.

You make me feel bad. Just a little bit, mind you.I'm not being sour-grapey! *hollers for all to hear*"

Full post here.

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She's one funny girl (the writer @ this blog add above). Hahaha. (Despite her being mean to me, yeah yeah, but I'm not gonna be so lame as in hate her just because of that one thing she did. It's dumb.) And the fact that she actually made me laugh today, hmm, I'm just shocked at myself. Read on.

I'm actually sick, really sick. I don't know, just everywhere I suppose.

I've got cramps, everywhere. I've got a sore throat (and this time, it really has got to do with my tonsils that I was forced to drink some gross herbal tea and my mom put in lots of lime & honey.) Ahuh.

I don't feel like talking, or moving or anything. In fact, I feel like sulking and just groaning on the bed like some old folk awaiting death.

Well enough about my old woman crap. I'll just write something here to satisfy myself, after all, this doesn't need me to open my mouth at all.

*

School was fine, slightly more boring than yesterday, but it was okay. Melissa came, and our class had quite a huge amount of kids that didn't go for the camp (Okay, why did I term all of us as 'kids'?) with Shandy, Zihui, Kennard, Zhenru, Melissa, Einitar, Shafain, Wanyi and I. =D They're quite funny people, really.

We started with PE, again, yeah, with 6 laps, again and Einitar got pumped for not tucking in her shirt. Poor her. But we didn't have PT today, no push-ups, crunches anything and Mella sat out 'cause she had an MC, that pig. Lol. Okay la, she's injured at the knee.

Had some dumb science quiz, and we were being treated like what, refugees or something. Super terrible. We were sent to the hall after PE, and then the sec fours were there, and Mr Johari rudely said "get out" and then we were sent to our own classrooms, then again sent to the sec two classes on the first floor (our classes are on the 4th floor! Darn!) to do the quiz. Then after a hour or so, we were chased out of the sec two classes, because yay yay yay, the sec fours were coming down to use the classrooms for their career I-don't-know-what camp. Mind you, those three yay words are so gay 'cause they were meant to be sarcastic. Lol. So we had early recess, bleagh, and surprise surprise, 80% of the canteen tables were put outside the hall, so there were few tables in the canteen. Like what the - .

Movie time, we were forced to watch some movie like 'Life is Beautiful' or something, which was about the Jewish treatment by the Germans in the mid-1800s? I'm not quite sure, kinda forgot my History stuff. Quite a sad show in a way, but we didn't finish watching, 'cause the stupid computer decided to hibernate and the teacher didn't know the password & etc. So end of movie, end of school = Didn't finish watching the show. Yeah, yeah.

Shafain, Einitar and I were so retarded today, laughing at everything. The atmosphere of the classrooms during Science quiz was really retarded, we were really, really mad. If you had seen us, you'd probably think we just escaped right out of the mental hospital, seriously. The madness continued until after school when we bus-ed home together. Yeah, freakshow man.

Home after that. Yeap.

That's my day for you, how's yours?

FPL not equal to FPN?

FPL, yes yes, the record number of times again. Yayness ;D

FPN, is so irritating, everything fell into place today, and I'm so peevedly grossed out. Still a turnoff, yes, FPN is a turnoff.

And, FPL ≠ FPN!

Hahaha, and tell you a secret, my maid is going out to buy stuff, and I, Miss Louisa (am going to be childish, because she is so darn lazy and piggish) and RAT ON HER.

Camp, camp. I'm so glad I could see FPL.

Today is the beginning of the Secondary Three Adventure Camp at Kota Tinggi, and I, Louisa Chen, am not there! Together with a bunch of classmates, namely Zhenru, Einitar, Shafain, Shandy, Wanyi and Zihui, and in the cohort, 80+ students didn't go altogether.

School was freaking fun despite our absence at the camp, due to medical reasons, passport problamos and some overprotective parents. Hahaha. Which anyway, we don't really mind considering the fun we had in school.

I saw FPL for a record number of times. Yayness. ;D

We started off with one-hour PE, which is normal and we just had to run 6 laps around the field and a couple of push-ups & crunches (I don't know how you spell it!) then we were done! So we went over to the hall where we had our supposed 'maths quiz' which was actually a couple of retarded worksheets about cubic stuff and et cetera. Sean, Shafain, Einitar and I ended up playing UNO, occasionally covering the cards with the stacks of worksheets loaded onto us, when a teacher walks past to check up on us. Tuck Wai, Cedric and gang were like being absolutely ridiculous and being rowdy- but they were actually quite funny, sticking chairs really close to this guy, Alvin. Haha, I really don't wanna talk about it. Sounds crude.

Recess! It is one of the most amazing recesses I've ever had! Hardly any queues, fewer people (yes at least 280 for sec threes removed). Hurray! See how happy I sound?

After that we were split into two groups and had to go to the respective computer rooms to watch the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory movie. Ah, I watched that before but watched it anyway, Einitar was like sleeping like a pig on my bag. Tuck Wai was playing with the movie thingy, forwarding it to the end of the movie like twice, so we had to watch the beginning part when the main starrings are shown and in the background with the chocolate factory in motion FOUR blasting times. Lol. And it started out in Chinese because of the blurdo IT teacher. -_-

AngSB: Hey! Who go and forward it?!
TW: -looks around- who? who!
AngSB: You tell me who did it.
TW: aiyah cannot lah, later I tell then I kena saboed.
AngSB: -_-

It was actually TW all along. Ha-ha-ha! That made Shafain laugh like shit lah.

Pooey, then I couldn't sleep because my eyes were so dry with the air-con threatening to make my lenses fall right out of my eyes.

Then home! Wow, time really flies.

Well, I really had fun, can't wait for tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow! Heh heh heh heh.

*

My window grilles are vibrating really vigorously now, because a plane just flew past - awfully loud.

*

Yikes, I think I have to wear FBTs tomorrow again, 'cause I don't have any more school shorts. -_-

One's gone MISSING (because I lent it to somebody who didn't return me during sec 2 camp), One's got a hole (all thanks to Meiyi whom I lent it to in sec 2 camp too) and I've got ONE left, and it's in the wash! Bleagh.

FBTs, here I come?

Imperfections.

I am so sadistic at times.

Kaci Brown; Unbelievable

I wish you didnt love me
I wish you'd make this easy
It was love that caught me
Now it's fear that keeps me, with you
I wanna be by your side
So i can close my eyes
To the growing emptiness inside
That kills me, when I'm, with you

You try break me, try to hate me
So you can fall out of love
You wanna make me
Believe that im crazy that im nothing without you

It's unbelieveable but i believed you
It's unforgivable but i forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
Irreplacable but I replaced you
Now im standing on my own
Alone

I feel you in my shadow
My heart feels cold and hollow
No matter where I run I see
Your eyes always follow me
You try to hold me try to own me
Keeping somthing thats not yours
You wanna make me believe that im crazy
Make me think that you're the cure

You're still haunting me in my sleep
You're all i see but i cant go back
Cuz i know its wrong for us to go on
And I'm growing strong to confront my fears

Tonsiled.

I'm having a fever. Haha, awfully coincidental that everytime I get a fever is before a camp.

Haha.

Well my head is boiling, which isn't a really nice feeling especially if your body is oscillating between hot and cold, hot and cold.

I think something happened to my tonsils because of the water desperation part. Swallowing stuff hurts eh.

Water desperation.

I haven't drunk a little bit of water since 6.30am and now I feel horrible. Just came back from school after finishing my detention duty and I tell you, it sucks!

School was fine today with Social Studies test and Physics test. Yeap.

I did my english exposition during detention duty. Anyway, doing detention duty is like doing detention without the copying of the dumb student handbook. Bleagh.

I'm so tired right now, think I'm gonna take a nap.

"Why don't you come by my class anymore?"

Fugly. :(

Love profusion.

I'm beginning to feel sickly and queasy and it's a really bad omen that I'm probably gonna get sick soon. My throat feels dry and prickly, I've got an ulcer on my cheek caused by my braces hooking onto the 'skin' there, I look kinda pale and my mood has been going down, down, down to the dumps because of the queasy feeling.

Yesterday had church, and had to rush home after that with Thomas and Lyn to be early for my house function. My daddy's side came over and they were really nice and funny. Besides, Nicola, Joanna, Weiting & Weihertz were so adorable with funny styles of laughter. Haha. They don't even laugh with 'ha-ha-ha' but with prolonged throaty crescendo-ing 'hhwerrrrrrrrrr's. Ha! Not to mention, we didn't know why they were so happy and fascinated with themselves, they were just running from my second hall to the backyard and back for the entire night and it just struck me that we all were once so easily contented with just running around the house. Now, it seems to me that everyone wants more of everything, wants something new when they just got one new want and basically don't really appreciate what we have now with all these materialistic greed. I myself am guilty of that, but I've stopped shopping for quite a long while 'cause I'm saving up!

It's so terrible that I can save for weeks and then just splurge it in one day at Orchard/Chinatown or something. It's so scary! And it can be JUST on jewelry, accessories or just one or two tops. Ah, the stuff out there are getting so darn expensive, everything burns a hole in my pocket. And I'm not rich either, so that's even worse.

Okay enough of that. Had CG this morning and Cheryl and I shared devotion, I admit I did quite a lame job today 'cause what I had planned to say, she said, so I think it kinda seemed to Constance that I didn't really do my job because I did it like at 12am - 1am last night and I was sooooo exhausted and braindead during CG. Bad, bad, bad.

After that had lunch at macs, and I just ate a Medium fries. Hahahaha, the whole packet with lots of garlic chilli. Nice! And I realise that Mella can't eat chilli! Hahaha. So we're not that twin-y. Haha. Ah, but she can learn how to eat chilli. =D

Rangers. We had quite a good start to it with overview of 2006 and stuff. Mark was quite funny and then after the whole thing we played a game. All about throwing a ball to someone, guessing whether he or she was female/male and then if you guessed correctly you feel the person's hand and identify the person. Ha! I kena-ed twice or thrice but they didn't guess correctly hahahaha. Jamin thought I was Rachel (he said she had fat fingers, so he's trying to say I've got fat fingers. Rah) and then Cheryl thought I was, eh, Audrey (whom Jamin thought was Rachel also which means he's trying to say I've got fat fingers.) Double bummer!!!

I do not have fat fingers. In fact, my fingers are long, skinny and wiry. Hahahahahahaha.

Okay I just came back from my piano lesson. Still gotta do my exposition essay on teenagers being fashion victims. Ah, enough with crapping lou!

Ciao!

"She is with her favourite friend lah, the computer." -Lynette, about me! Hahaha.

Studman.

I would say none the one was quite the stud as he.

?

Surprise, surprise.

After school, I took down all the lanterns on the 3rd level together with Melissa, while Liyen was on the fourth floor, and Johnson was nowhere in sight. Oh my, I cut one of the raffia strings and didn't catch the lantern, and ohmygodnessly, the lantern fell from the 3rd floor to the ground floor. Eeks, and some teacher was looking at Mel and I from the 4th floor and guys from 3NA were booing and jeering away. -_-

So after that, dumped all the lanterns in the Tamil Language Room and headed off to Bishan with Melissa. We were talking rubbish and stuff. Ate Long John's Clam Chowder at the basement carpark (yes yes we had nowhere to sit and we didn't mind sitting there). Saw Zhenru and Wanru twice. It was quite funny, she was like waving away at us. Then Mel bought her guava juice, her Mrs Fields' cookie and her long-wanted Billabong bag. She spent like 55 bucks altogether! Madness man. Melissa is a pig. Hahahahahaha.

Slacked and I ate LJS and then we both went home.

Yup, I'm going Bishan again later.. -_- My sister needs to buy her stuff. Bleagh.

Let's intimidate the world.

I've got A Maths common test tomorrow and I still have to go to my aunt's place to celebrate her birthday later. It was so last minute, I only heard about it today. Fine. Don't know if Cheryl is going, she's got netball if I'm not wrong.

I like tall guys.

They're nice to look at.

While short guys are meant to be trampled on

by the tall guys.

Hahaha. Lessons were fun. Lit was fun, but I don't like the grey lit files, purple cover page and green content pages. Ew, the colour combination sucks. Heh.

Louisa. Do. Not. Speak. (if not I'm gonna rattle on about how hot guys must be tall and lanky!)

Yeah and as if I haven't said this sentence enough: I hate stunted things - including people, clothes that make you look stunted and short fatsos.