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THIS IS MY 722ND POST.
MY BLOG IS ABOUT 1 and a half years old already.
And some history, I had a 'blog' or 'weblog' on a 'website' previously from Primary Four.
Haha, I WAS a computer genius for a young girl. (:

walking turd!

I think Derrick Hoh Wei Jian sucks. My cousin looks exactly like him, has the same mannerisms and everything else, but he has a better voice, and sings English songs, so Mr Derrick is nothing of a big thing to me, anyway he's just a walking turd as commented by The Retard Patrol.

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OFF to CHURCH!

I am so bored. :(

Bleagh.

I need some music, I'm addicted to Copeland already.

ARGH.

I'm so proud of this picture, it was taken in the sunlight coming from my window, and those are my fingers and the mini cornetto! 

Seven friends nobody needs.

Read this pretty funny article on MSN Women, read it here.

1. The Whiner
2. The Leech
3. The Busy Bee
4. The Yakker
5. The Adviser
6. The Dumper
7. The Bragger

I've got all of these types of friends except the bragger, which is in black. One colour means one person, the red person, aye, maybe I should really dump him/her. Hawhawhaw. I can't stand him/her anyway although he/she's retty close. Heh.

I'm feeling GOOD! Heh. Cheryl's blog is funny. Hahaha!

Yeah and ignorance IS the best way to hurt a person.

I realise that I've been cutting my posts shorter and shorter, be back when I'm less busy! (: Heh, nothing much to blog anyway

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Oh and my parents love me
Oh and my boygirlfriend loves me
Oh they keep photos love me
Oh that's enough love for me
Oh

Copeland
Kite


I hid myself from failure and fear
O my dear you're a threat to the bad in us all
They tell themselves that each word from your lips
Or the grace in your eyes overcomes any fall

Over the twilight you're listening for me
Darling, go to sleep
Cradled by moonlight, I'm dreaming we'll be
Loved so deep
Floating and fighting, like a kite on a string
Till you cut through my tether and changed everything

From the sky you looked small, but I loved you the same
So I darted back quickly to spell out your name
And when they say that I'm just a terrible kite
You'll tell them you're proud of my marvelous flight

Don't hide yourself inside till I'm old
O my dear you're a threat to the bad we all see
I'm beside myself for the touch of your lips
Or the grace of your eyes that can see good in me

From the sky you looked small, but I loved you the same
So I darted back quickly to spell out your name
And when they say that I'm just a terrible kite
You'll tell them you're proud of my marvelous flight

SF

SONICFEST WAS GREAT!

Went to meet Michelle first, walked around Plaza Singapura, then went to have Long John's for early dinner, heh. Met Jeralyn, Cristal, Christabel etc. Went there, walked the mile long staircases up to FCG, yep, then had some bag check and stuffs, went in, sat on the grass, Jeralyn and I were feeling so funny 'cause we were wearing skirt, but in the end, who cares?

Started off with a bunch of half-cheap bands, I was pretty irritated because I wanted to see Planetshakers and not all the funny bands, they didn't even follow the schedule, had all the extra bands filling up the wrong time slots! Ugh!

Hmm, bought the sonicfest tee. Heh, it's 15 bucks okay! And Jeralyn owes me 5 bucks. Rarr. (:

SonicFest TEE

Sonic Fest ticket

TODAY'S EVENTS are I think, more fun! HEH. (:

Church later, whoopeedoos.

Sonicflood
Lord Of The Dance

You're the Lord of the dance
You're the dancing Lord

Everybody dance now
In the Holy Spirit
Everybody love the One, love the One
Love the One, the One you love the most now
Can't nobody stop me now
Gonna give it all I got
Gonna run to You, run to You
Run to You, just like a child

It's just this love I have inside
(yeah, I want it)
I need Your presence in my heart
(yeah, I need it)
I want You love more each day
( more and more, Lord)
and when I dance before You, Lord
I'm gonna dance with all my might

Copeland

No One Really Wins

Welcome love, I have made a place for you here
And I know every word they say
I don't want it want to make you change

Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I can love you as you are
I didn't mean to make you want to leave
In the fight between my heart and mind
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time

If you don't find a love you want
If I have acted ungracefully
I don't want to see you go
I never meant to make you want to leave

Go if you want
Make your way straight to the door
I hope that you will pack before you go
Cause grace always packs before it starts to leave

Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I will love you as you are
I didn't mean to make you want to leave

It's a fight between my heart and mind
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time

tsefcinos

SONICFEST! (:

I'm eating my lunch, yum, PRATA, but I found a very short strand of hair on it, gross.

SCHOOL-ED.

FINALLY DECIDED TO GO SONICFEST MYSELF without miss play-out Jeralyn YESS. RAR.

LATER!

HA. HA. HA.

I finished my whole project without two of my very useless group members.

Great, they are genuinely awweesome.

So sorry people, but I'm pissed.

THE ONE THING ABOUT MIXED SCHOOLS PEOPLE IS TRUE.

They have NO originality.

They copy each other.

They have NO MIND OF THEIR OWN.

Why is this in point form? 'Cause I don't want to end up shooting the whole of my school by elaborating. My friends would probably shoot me for saying this, but I can't stand it, it's been two years and one year of shutting up already.

Being Miss Friendly Day!

SCHOOL-ED.

Compasspoint-ed. Saw Elaine and Renee. Talked to her just now, and she's so cute lah! (: AND short too, in a cute way! Elaine's 154cm, and she can't stand it! HAHAHA. SO FUNNY.

Now I'm talking to Christopher, he's SO CUTE! (: HAHA.

Heh heh. I end with :

Good Charlotte
S.O.S

Is anybody listening?
Can they hear me when I call?
I'm shooting signals in the air
'Cause I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening
Listening

I've been stranded here and I'm miles away
Making signals hoping they'd save me
I lock myself inside these walls
'Cause out there I'm always wrong
I don't think I'm gonna make it
So while I'm sitting here
On the eve of my defeat
I'll write this letter and hope it saves me

I'm stuck in my own head and
I'm oceans away
Would anybody notice if I chose to stay?
I'll send an SOS tonight
Wonder if I will survive
How in the hell did I get so far away this time
So now I'm sitting here
The time of my departure's near
I say a prayer
Please someone save me

I'm lost here
I can't make it on my own
I don't wanna die alone
I'm so scared
Drowning now
Reaching out
Holding on to everything I love
Crying out
Dying now
Need some help

Hmm, I was off to observing ugly or 'interesting' people in the bus, which was pretty fun, besides the point that the bus was packed because I was five minutes late in leaving the house. See what five minutes can do? I happen to always try to get the earlier buses so that I don't have to squeeze with a thousand and one sweaty and stinky people.

Miss Patriotic:
Let's call her Sally.
Miss Sally was sitting at the seat right at the door, the one facing the staircase in the 74 double decker bus. I was standing at the staircase [hey, it was so crowded I couldn't get in more so I was stuck at the door] So you could say that I was being pervertic as I was observing her. She had a pretty mismatched combination of clothings, which was sending sniggers out of my throat as who goes laughing in a bus? Right.

She was wearing a knee-length khaki skirt, a red and white horizontal stripey three quarter sleeved top, a very old-fashioned gold chain, and white pumps which looked awfully too teenage-ly or young for her. Hurhur. Oh yeah, she had shoulder length hair, PERMED, it was so funny 'cause it was neither short nor long and it just looked funny, like it's not an afro, neither is it nice and long permed hair. By the way, it looked like a wig anyway, so the shape's pretty good for a wig already. HAHA. After much scrutiny, I realised that she was wearing red and white! Silly, but she genuinely looked like she was very supportive of Singapore, and I could just imagine her during National Day at the National Stadium screaming her lungs out and waving those cute but dumb thingamagigs they give in those goodie bags of theirs. Yeah, and by the end of the whole parade and stuff, she has a heart attack after screaming too much [Too excited lah]. But that's my imagination. Let's just sit here and hope that doesn't happen on National Day. But anyhows, we should just watch out for the headlines on 10 or 11th August. Heh.
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There were tons of smelly people coming up the bus, I was infuriated! Some guy who wanted to come down the bus was like pushing and shoving everyone, and he was holding those metal bars above everybody's heads, it was already sickening that he was pushing everybody, and oh my god, his armpit stunk of duh, body odour, yeah, and he was literally shoving his armpits at my face. Ew.

And some FAT Peirce girl was being irritating 'cause che didn't want to move in, and if you're fat, you're gonna be blocking and taking up a lot of space so you better move in right? [But I don't know how she's gonna alight though. Heh.] I was standing behind her, fine, she blocked all my oxygen AND emitted a very asinine smell. Yuck, when everyone piled up the bus, she just stood there, occasionally glancing behind to see if people hit her fat ass. And I behind, was being squashed to death by the oncoming traffic, I couldn't move in 'cause there was no space, but everybody was attempting to squeeze their fats past me to get upstairs, and I was pretty positive that the upper deck was full, but anyway, I THANK GOD I'M SKINNIER THAN AVERAGE, if not one fat girl and one average sized girl would have blocked the whole entrance. Haha!
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Anyway, enough of disgusting people, I'm too traumatised to describe anymore, but basically today's bus journey was filled with lots of nice smelling people [!]. Yeah.

Mrs Lim is on one week MC, gosh, I miss her Lit lessons, Mr Nicholas Tay is such a bossy MCP. Chee.

Had Chinese Spelling today, haha, I can't believe we still have it, but anyway, I've got Chinese test tomorrow! And I don't know how am I going to remember anything, seriously.

Had Year Head 2 Assembly, all Sec Twos went to the Hall during the one hour PC period to learn their batch song which is unfortunately not Gabrielle's Sunshine, but fat Hilary Duff's Fly! Yuck! Spare me the horror, Councillors, PSLs, Choir members, M&D members were called up to the stage to help in singing, which was pretty lame 'cause it didn't make a difference. Michelle was saying to Rachel that Rachel, herself and me were safe because we were cca-less, but they called councillors then! All thanks to Michelle's rather BIG MOUTH. Hahaha!

Enough about the silly stuff. I've gotta mug for Chinese. EEERRGHH.

Later!

I tried to get in my taxi

A man in a tracksuit attacked me

He said that he saw it before me

Wants to get things a bit gory

Girls run around with no clothes on

To borrow a pound for a condom

If it wasn't for chip fat, well they'd be frozen

They're not very sensible

I AM SO BROKE.

My Favourite Song. Heh.

Gavin Degraw
Chariot

Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I Said to myself we all lost touch
Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
And seedless watermelon ohhhh
Nothing from the ground is good enough
Body rise
Look whats over me

Oh Chariot your golden waves
Are walking down upon this face
Oh Chariot I’m singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your strength

Remember seeking moons rebirth
Rains made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy
If there is a living promise land
Even over fields of sand
Seasons fill my body
Cover me
Bringing back
More than a memory

You'll be my vacation away from this place
You know what I want
Holding that cup,
Its Pouring over the sides
Make me wanna spread my arms and fly

Oh Chariot your golden waves
Are walking down upon this face
Oh Chariot I’m singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your strength

Give it to me (Chariot)
Give it to me (Chariot)
Give it to me (Chariot)
Give me your strength oh Chariot

ERNEST ANG J Y!

You are so dead.

Haha.

Firstly, I'm not hooked on Copeland.

Secondly, my font's not microscopic. Settle your Internet Explorer Text Size!

Thirdly, I did not vote for myself.

Haha, and No, I wouldn't want to pledge allegiance to manhood.

Hey, my friend happened to have her camera in the toilet when my other friend was posing.

Since when was I hitting on RI/SJI boys? If you're talking about Joel, he's my cousin!

And he's not from there anyway. Hahaha!

Anyway, the only people I know from RI/SJI are from my care group, so byes!

Hurhur.

Okay, I was just kidding,

and you've tagged enough.

(:

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If anybody is wondering why I'm on the computer so early, it's because I woke up too early today, at a whopping 0530. Yup.

Out.

THB.

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SOMETHING interesting. Joel & I are next to each other on THB rankings.

Haha, I think it's an insult to him as he's a much better writer.

Heh.

Close to tears?

Some people irk me not to go to school.

They irk me beyond irk-ness, if there's even such a word.

They're jealous, they're envious, they hate.

They call people names, wah-lao the whole world.

This just demonstrates my whole point.

GOD, I need a transfer.

What a very dreary day. I start off with School again, had double Maths, then Bio/Phy/Chem practical lesson, but Mrs Yusoff wasn't around so we got down to the lab to do some experiments. Yeap, it was pretty fun, just that my stupid lab partner was fooling around with all the chemicals. Rar.

Recess! I didn't eat! Haha, to save money as I'm broke, and also because I wasn't really hungry?

Double Bio/Chem lesson. Kinda rocked? We managed to get Mr Wong to reschedule the Science Test on the transport systems and we started off a new chapter today - Sexual Reproduction in Human Beings. Of course being in a mixed school sparks off silly noises and a lot of excitement in the guys. Yeah, it was so obvious. Mr Wong spent half an hour trying to calm the class down, then showed us a pretty mentally disturbing video about the private parts of both sexes [of course it's not real people stupid.] Yeah, and basically the guys were making a very big hullabaloo out of it because aye, they're just plainly so immature. Boys!

Lit & History. Mrs Lim didn't come to school, I think she was sick again, and after all the whooping that she didn't come, we realised that Mr Nicholas Tay, the very annoying new relief teacher who taught us Lit last year as well, would be teaching in her absence. He's back after screwing Mrs Rauf [the best Lit Teacher!!] Rar. We were infuriated with him the last time, anyway, we were being plain rude today and he was being plain bossy! Heya, you're just here for another 8 weeks bodoh! Annoying pig.

Double English, reading period! We read our papers for about 20 minutes, then moved out to our week's assignment, some crossword puzzle thing that is due on Friday. Aah, my group consists of Michelle, Wen Theng, Jasmine and I. (:

Sec twos were forced to go to the hall after school for a briefing [they kept saying repeatedly that it will last for only 5-10 minutes, and it lasted 45 minutes!] It was about the Secondary Two Entrepreneur Fair. It was so terribly long, not to mention General Managers of the groups for the Digital Art program and all the councillors and PSLs were supposed to stay back, I was GM & Councillor, so I couldn't escape at all. Chee.

Went to Jubilee with Michelle to meet her mom. Heartland mall-ed with Michelle & ate pizza hut again. Gosh, I feel like a sinner. Walked around to look for Pei Shan's birthday present and then, HOME.

I was gonna play a prank on my sister but then someone called me up and ruined it all. Rar! Haha, never mind, there's still wednesday. I'M going out tomorrow! Yippeedoohs. I haven't secured someone to go out with on Wednesday though. Thursday's Jasmine. That is, if she doesn't run off for some other band activity/science fair. By the way, I backed out of the Science Elementz competition, 'cause I was so embarrassed of my own product, plus I was sick the day they did the presentation to the teachers, so I don't know a single thing about my own dumb product! [My group members are gonna kill me seeing this. Hurhur.]

Okay. Erhm, took a really late nap. Yeap, woke up a while ago.

Music.

Copeland

She Changes Your Mind

She changes your mind
When you see the joy in her eyes
It makes you feel
It makes you feel

She draws your eyes from all the things
That have made you numb
And makes you feel
And makes you feel

And I'll sing songs to help me stay up all night long
'Cause I don't want to go to sleep
And I'll sing songs and hope you're listening carefully
And know exactly what I mean
You know exactly what I mean
(When I say)

If I could open up my heart
And let her out
I would never have to sing her name aloud
It was your "hello" that kept me hanging on every word
And your "goodbye" that keeps me listening
For your voice around each corner
It keeps me listening
For your voice around each corner

It's the song you must seek out
When your night has just begun
In the distance you can find the lips
From which was sung a melody

"Aah. Romantic-ness. Such guys don't exist anymore, I tell you. They've all become assy posers with skateboards and guitars. Chee."
-Joey
www.livejournal.com/~glossymauve

Sunday best. Bleagh.

Had care group in the morning. Had combined lesson with the Sec 3s and 4s again. Yeap, we did Revelations 4/5 and watched a 15-year-old video by Ps. Nolin & translations done by Jamin's dad into Cantonese. Hmm, interesting, but we couldn't catch Nolin's slang, not to mention the tape was so lousy, making all sorts of very zappy and irritating noises.

Hung around Macdonalds' with Jinghan, Michelle and Cheryl. Cheryl was reading her seventeen magazine and ogling at all the stuff there, while I was criticizing Rui En in the National Day so-called MTV [not because I don't like her, but during my time in Macs, I watched the National Day video more than 10 times! Therefore leading me to go find more amusement.] Michelle and Jinghan then joined in, because they were just as bored with all the dancing and "reach for the stars"-ing. Hahaha! [We couldn't hear the lyrics and we could only hear reach for the stars]

Went back to Church to sit there and while away time. Was playing with my new-found niece, Jamie! She's Michelle's cousin, which is equivalent to her being my niece. Haha! SHE IS SO ADORABLE & FRIENDLY. She's seven, but pretty small-built. Hmm.

Had my piano lesson. Ran through my pieces, and Miss Koh nearly killed me making me go through my scales and the third and sixths apart. I nearly died. The sixths apart harmonic minors were killing my fingers, not to mention my head was drooping lower and lower with every key pressed down.

Went to my aunt's house, my dad chatted with her & her husband and stuff. Ate and drank some interesting stuffs. Yeah, and I realised that my grams wants to marry me off quickly, I thought my dad was joking when he translated that part. AH!

HOME.

Dad's birthday Dinner at Pow Sing. No pictures unfortunately. (: Lyn and I walked there lah!

Oh gosh, I don't want to go back to school. :(

SATURDAY.

I went to school, did my duties, I happened to be appointed to be at the Normal Technical Registration Table and I was half stabbing myself with Liyan, Kushini & Nurimah. Beiyu & Julia popped by later, but got chased away by the President [Nurimah, mind you!]. So we marked attendance, gave the Feedback forms and programme sheets out.

The NT people were so infuriating, in a morbid & silly way. They were terrorizing us, thank god they came earlier, so we wouldn't have to be stuck with them too long because Mr Goh chased them into the I-Space, so okay. Nurimah, Kushini & Liyan went in to help with the Q&A session, while I sat outside at the registration table myself, waiting for latecomers, one girl came along, haha! I didn't know Idayah's outta school. Aww, she was sucha sweet girl last time, irritating but really nice. I think she probably quit school to work. Hmm. Hayati's mum is super cute! (:

Went back to the hall and attended my own streaming briefing. Yeah, my mom was being so irritating. Ugh, Raba'ah and Eveline was sitting in front of me, and they found my mum pretty funny. Hurhur, okay. The 2/6 guys came late. Haha.

Cabbed to church, was fifteen minutes early. Lydia tickled me! RAR. =p

OKAY, had service, spent one hour deciding where to eat, wanted to town but Jeralyn and I were complaining that we were so broke. Yup, and waited so long for 145, about twenty-five minutes to thirty minutes and it never came, so we took 21 to Novena and ate there. Messed up the table. Cheryl ate like a PIG!

I ate U mian while they ate some hot n spicy mifen and watermelon and honeydew sago. Michelle and I played a prank on Cheryl, running off leaving her stuff and went up to the Novena Office Towers. HAHA. Cheryl was so silly la, being such an auntie chasing after us.

HOME. Had a nice chat with Cheryl, as usual.

I'm running outta things to write. Yeah.

Gotta run!

My maid woke me up, for don't know what reason, but I couldn't go back to sleep because my eldest sister was arguing with my mother, aah, my mother can be such a - sometimes.

My mom was talking to herself the whole time, complaining how - her life is. Blah, blah, blah. I was so terribly sickened that I resigned myself to using the computer to shut out her nonsense, but the worst thing is, she would probably storm right in to lecture me on why I haven't eaten my breakfast. Thank god she didn't.

When she left the house, Lyn sighed in relief and when she opened the door my maid sighed even louder, haha! Lyn kept exclaiming that Mom was schizo. Hurhur. Yeah, behaving just like Fyn from the 7pm show. Hohoho! (:

Anyways, I've got duties in school later!

SO, later!

She's got tattoos and piercings
She likes Minor Threat, she likes Social Distortion
My girl's a hot girl
A hood rat who needs an attitude adjustment

Christina wouldn't wanna meet her
She hates you Britney so you better run for cover
My girl's a hot girl
A riot girl and she's angry at the world

Emergency call 911,
She's pissed off at everyone
Police, Rescue, FBI she wants a riot, she wants a riot

Jasmine and I are Minute Maid's New endorsers! ((: 

WHO said we don't treasure school toilet paper? 

ANTI -- 

We and our best friend - MISS SANITARY BIN > Gosh, she's smelly. 

Ooh, the indian dancers! 

Jasmine and the Sanitary Bin 

pictures.

I WAS SQUASHED.

HMM.
COUNCILLORS!
Note that she has NO BADGE 'cause she lost it.

HEY I'm slouching 'cause I wasn't prepared. Rah.

spinningTenaciousDWonderboy

[Haha, I don't know why I'm really listening to this Ern.]

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C is acting just like B Licker.

No wonder they were previously a couple.

Hur hur.

I see the resemblance.

Green Day

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends

RACIAL HARMONY DAY. --

spinningGreenDayWakemeupwhenseptemberends

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD !

Had double Phy/Chem. Was so horribly boring. Gosh, we had the test on Sound, and it was relatively simple since I had a very detailed mindmap. [We had 'open book' test] Yeah.

Happy Racial Harmony Day. Bleagh.

Had a little fun after 11.15am, when the tours began. The school planned some walking around the entire school and it was pretty boring at first as you know, they forced us to study about the Chinese Wedding and stuff like that, and everybody was lamenting that it was so lame.

TOOK PICTURES. LOTS OF SILLY PICTURES, ESP THOSE WITH THE SANITARY BIN. RAHHAS! Post later.

Lunchtime concert, ran off and didn't go for it. Hurhur. Town-ed with Michelle, then Plaza Sing-ed.

Then bus-ed back with Cheryl and hung around circus to chit-chat.

FUN.

SILLY QUIZ.

1. What is your middlename?: Don't have one.
3. What are you listening to right now?: Green Day - Wake me Up when September Ends
4. What are the last two digits of your phone number?: 45.
5. What was the last thing you ate?: Dinner
7. How is the weather right now?: Cool
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: Cheryl.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: Hair.
10. Favorite type of food?: Hmm food!, I eat anything.
11. Do you drink?: Nah uh.
12. Do you smoke?: No.
13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did?: Nay.
14. Hair color?: Brown.
15. Eye Color?: Dark brown.
16. Do you wear contacts?: Yes. Sort of.
17. Tan or Casper?: I'm... in the middle.
18. Favorite Month?: May.
20. Last Movie you Watched?: EE. Miss Congeniality 2. [that's a VCD okay]
21. Last kiss?: Hurhur, my birthday.
22. Are you too shy to ask somene out?: Nah.
24. Hugs or Kisses?: Hmm.
26. Favorite place?: Where I am now.
27. The name of your last boyfriend/girlfriend or current: Hah.
28. What do you want to be when you grow up?: Many, many things. Nothing mundane.
31. Favorite Movie?: ... Mean Girls. I see the resemblance in Jeralyn and I.
35. AIM/MSN SN?: -
36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?: ALL!
37. Dogs or cats?: Dogs..
41. What's on your desk?: Lots of stuff.
42. Rock concert or symphony?: Both
43. Play or Opera?: Depends
44. Have you ever fired a gun?: Nay!
45. Do you like to travel by plane?: Doesn't matter. As long I get to where I want to be.
48. How many pillows do you sleep with?: A whopping FIVE.
49. Are you missing someone?: Nay
50. Did you like this survey?: Helps to pass the time so, of course.
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lots more. Too lazy to edit.

LOVE IS BLIND 2 Coming up.

On ...

STUPID WIMPY GIRLS THAT CRY OVER EVERYTHING AND THE
STUPID GUYS THAT FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM
OR AT LEAST, INFATUATE.

Teenage girls : Problem's root.

Adolescence. The period of time when girls are hard to handle with hands. This is the time when girls are pissed so easily, God knows why. I have nothing against females nor am I a sexist, but sluts and bitches are born and mutated in this stage when they are given the wrong idea about life and love. Love purely does not only mean relationships between females and males. I seriously hope little girls out there to stop crying and jumping all over mother earth, stomping the hell out of everyone and bitch about how guys are jerks when they had a bad puppy love. Jerk is not a word to describe moronic males, but an offensive term to describe somebody who is regarded as behaving foolishly. Get the meaning right and apply it on the mirror, jerks.Life sucks, a common phrase among little children these days. I would love to tell everyone one out there who are always grumbling about how life is so sucky that YOU MADE LIFE SUCKY, dungs! Now to make things a little better, GET OUT OF THE WAY KIDS!

Kick childishness out of life.

WITH YOU AROUND, LIFE

REALLY SUCKS.

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quoted from Mugen

I don't think it only applies to girls, as boys' childishness are at every stage of their life, so it seems okay that they're like that, whereas girls only have it at a certain age, whether earlier or later.

Teenage girls : problem

hctib.

Ashlee Simpson
Love Me For Me

It's been three days
You come around here like you know me
Your stuff at my place
Next thing you know, you'll be using my toothpaste
Step up, sit down Get ready, let me tell you who's the boss now
Stay here, get out
Everytime i turn around you're in my face
Don't care where you think you've been, and how you're getting over
If you think you've got me down
Just wait it gets much colder

Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around, I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me

Shut up, come back
No I didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through
My head is spinnin'
But my heart is in the right place
Sometimes it has to have it's self a little earthquake

I've been waiting all my life
To finally find you
Just so i can push you away
And when you're crawlin over broken glass to get to me
That's when i'll let you stay

Whoa, here I am
As perfect as I'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me

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Hate me because I'm different.

I'll hate all of you for being the same.

Non-puffy eyes.

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Never seen a girl cry?

Hohoho, I'm pretty happy! (: School was fun. Ting Fong was as usual playing with the retarded Blu-Tack along with Jasmine. Hurhur. There's CME Project due in two weeks! Aah.

Nothing to blog - Later!

Double periods day!

COUNCILLOR MEETING IN THE MORNING.

Confirmed Sec Two duties on Saturday. Dang, I have to go to school at 1.15pm when I'm only supposed to be there at 3pm. I don't want to do duty, but it's counted in your testimonial, oh god, like save me.

School-ed. Had fun!

Ting Fong and Jasmine were playing with the blu tack, making weird curry puffs and private parts. Hurhur. (:

Haven't signed my CCA form. EEE.
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Shopped with b2. Bought my roxy wallet and two of my 'wanted' slippers. Yippeedoos. I'm so broke for the rest of the next one and a half weeks. Who wants to treat me? Heh.

I'm tired.

I'm gonna sleep uber early tonight.

Catch ya tomorrow!

School, school & school.

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SCHOOL WAS GREAT! (:

Started off with one period of Art, she discussed the subject of Leonardo Da Vinci, The Da Vinci Code [which she says it's fictional, I don't know though], Michael Angelo and actually the main topic was some artist called Claude Monte.

Had Geog next, Miss Rachael was torturing us by shoving all the workbook answers at the visualizer for us to copy and do our corrections, and she was being very annoying by asking us to copy but her fingers were sitting on the answers, so how were we supposed to copy! Next, she kept moving the workbook around and kept moving the visualizer. We all sighed loudly at her, I think she doesn't really know how to work the visualizer?

Dance! ((:*

I'm starting to enjoy Dance! Gee. We spent forty minutes on stretching and stuffs. We did High level to Low level today, and it was pretty silly as we had to roll all over the floor. Haha, the girls found it a little obscene though, or at least I did. Nurul and I and probably most of the girls were all freezing to death. Mr Zaman had us take off our socks in the Dance Studio and we had cold toes, fingers and whatever else! But, fun anyhows.

Triple D&T. Ahahaha, I'm the fastest! Jiayun and I were snatching the strip heater, Mr Lim used hers as the tryout and I was standing there whining, but it's okay 'cause he drilled a hole for me out of five holes. One thing about Mr Lim, he lets us do everything ourselves, he doesn't really start sticking his head in on everything until you ask him, which is good, but sometimes he gives really sickeningly vague answers which totally don't answer your question. Then you'll be rolling your eyes and frowning on your way back to your seat. I'm finished with drilling and Acrylic bending! Gosh, I feel so accomplished. Not to mention the strip heater is SO fun, just that be careful if your Acrylic gets 'burned'. Vivegan alerted me, thank god! And Jiayun's one gave off a spark as she had an itty bit of paper still stuck there I suppose. Haha, that scared me, but mine was alright. Got a few blisters [on the acrylic mind you] though. Hmm.

CME/History - Mrs Lim was absent. Set some work on History stuff. Okay.

Had English. Miss Chan came in awfully late and by that time, Sarah came and asked all councillors to go to the hall for assembly preparation. Beiyu, Liyan and I were stumped for words, then we just looked at each other. Haha, held placards. I had 1/8 and they were so late. They made me look stupid lah.! After all the classes arrived, we thought we could go back to our classes to sit, but ended up we had to sit in the aisle beside the classes' placards we were holding. Horrible! It looked more like we were being ostracized. Thank goodness Liyan was sitting behind me. (: and Pei Ching next to me. Haha, Pei Ching was being mad - as usual. Gee.

Stayed back for a while 'cause Mr Goh said we were supposed to gather, but ended up - No gathering! Rar. Liyan rushed off to Badminton and I went back to class. It was raining and Pei Shan had already left - without me, so I had no umbrella. Thanks ah PS, okay, but I must let her make up with Erica. Heh, I'm a nice soul. Well she better had walked with Erica if not I wasted getting wet myself. Called up my sister and whined [she wasn't at home...] then Zhang Lin asked me whether I was talking to my boyfriend =.=" Okaye.

Ended up walking in the rain, when the rain lightened a little. Hrmms.

I need to choose a CCA by Friday. People! Advertise your CCAs to me. I don't want Leo Club, Ideas Club and basically all the clubs 'cause they're like pretty loser lah. Then only got M&D, Netball & Track. Argh, but I don't know anyone from Track, so let's scratch that out. Track. Netball seems to be the best, 'cause I've been in Netball before. Hmm, but I don't know much people there! ): But at least there's Angeline, Cheuk Ni, Wanru, Erica, Peishan & Linhui. That's not good enough right? [I don't know anybody from M&D too. Troublesome me] I feel so pathetic, for once. Gosh.

Home, canceled tuition. YEAH! Napped and ate dinner. Nice.

Later!

I LOVE ALICIA KEYS.

The Click Five

Just The Girl

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool at our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams,
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret for more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

The way she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my head

She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening.

#1 Love IS blind / Desperadoes

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Hmm, how do I start this post?

Well, while I was pondering over what's on my to-do list, suddenly this topic flashed like a neon sign in my mind - Desperadoes. I don't know why, so don't ask. =B

Okay, so everyone might say that they always see me scoffing at all these people. Yes, I agree that I always scoff so loudly at these people but inside, I'm not that mean a person okay? Somehow I don't know why, but my heart somehow aches for them, I mean, sometimes there is a genuine reason that they are like that. Flirtatious, flamboyant, a tad too friendly that it becomes annoying and stuff like that.

Some of them basically feel that they don't receive enough love from their family members or friends and therefore turn to other alternatives like boys/girls which is one of the easiest methods especially for those in co-ed schools.

While those in/from single-sex schools are, I'm so sorry to say, very obviously desperate. It is a cruel, what do you call that? Yes, you are in a good environment, but there is no 'the-opposite-sex' and because of that, leads to you thinking that every guy/girl you make friends with will be your soon-to-come boyfriend/girlfriend. Unfortunately, that's not the case, and then you've got your ever-so-fragile heart broken, once again. Vicious cycle - yes.

My opinion of single-sex schools brought up kids are that they may be really hard and cold on the outside, but when they finally decide that they like you and stuff like that, they warm up and open up their ice block heart, but once their heart is shattered by that loved one, they close up tighter than before and soon enough if they're still in single-sex schools, they'd go for their own sexes, if not become some sexist cow. *

Of course, me being part-feminist has nothing to do with the asterisk-ed sentence, okay, I'm an honest blogger, so I'll say that I think it has something to do with it lah? I grew up watching and seeing guys and girls breaking up, girls sobbing away [if you notice, girls always lose & I don't like that], guys treating girls like shit, girls suffering in silence, girls sacrificing time and effort for guys, guys bochap-ing. Not to mention I also watched girls cheat on guys [which I think is good punishment anyway.] I suppose such things actually lead you to think that guys are all MCPs and totally ungentlemanly [except for special cases.] Yeap.

Well, Love IS blind.

Girls are silly & naive and boys are immature & ungentlemanly. [Boys, guys and men have three different definitions.]

* I will continue with Love IS blind 2 soon enough.

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By the way, I don't even know what song is this.. haha, nor do I understand a word of it, I just know that it's awfully sad and about ... r/ships. Aagh, how predictable. -.-"

tomorrow's family portrait day! (:

gee.

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Ryan's Cabrera's True is playing on 98.7FM now.

Stop playing.

I don't wanna think back about how I'd wasted so much of my time.

171 days of feigned friendship, 40 days of blithe ignorance

& 16 precious unforgettable days.

You reignite stronger feminism

and strengthened my heart

thank you.

I'm happy.

spinningElectricorunaway

School was great today! Had four free wonderful & crappy periods!

Oh my god. On the way to school, I took the bus and it was non-conditioned. Gosh was it hot and it messed up my hair til it was unfixable. Blargh. Sat next to this pervertic old git, who kept sticking his face in front of my face and sticking his hands in his pants touching his dick & balls. GROSS! Then he kept zipping up and down his pants. EW! I was so traumatised. Then he took off his slipper and crossed his leg hawker-centre way. Gross man, did he think his feet were really nice. It was like almost shoved at my skirt, not to mention I was sitting on the edge of the seat, about to fall off, while he was seated comfortably on 3 quarters of the seat. Wa lao! Kill me lah!

Started off with Double Maths, which was incredibly head-wrecking. We were doing this revision worksheet and tons of people didn't know how to do. We were doing Simultaneous Equations, and most of us didn't know the difference between the Elimination Method and the Substituition Method. Haha. Anyway finished up the leftover and submitted it. Yeap.

Next we had Mrs Yusoff & Mr Wong's combined Chem lesson. We went to the lab and learned about the lab instruments and all the funny looking apparatus. Pretty boring. Aaagh.

After recess, we had Double Chemistry, and we went to the lab and did 2 experiments! It was so fun, although my stupid lab partner was so lazy and wasn't doing anything except playing with "stolen" Visking tubings. Sigh, they're such naughty and dishonest kids - hurhur. Did some potato osmosis experiment and Sugar solution stuff, man my hand was so sticky and the rag was so smelly. Ew.

Mrs Lim didn't come. Miss Chan didn't come. Therefore, after that we had free period all the way till School's OUT! (:

Peishan talked to me about tons of stuff, yeah, she said she was pretty frustrated and all, and I was being Miss Nice, listening to her and telling her that it doesn't matter that much. Yeah, Peishan, it'll be over soon, just wait. Smile girl. (: You've got S.Y.F anyway, HAWHAWHAW.

Crapped a lot with Nurul, Peishan, Wen Theng and Michelle while Jasmine took a very long nap. Wen Theng and Michelle were mollifying me with the number of photos they were taking of me. HAHA, they were flashing their handphone cameras around, and snapping pictures of Nurul, Peishan and I. Oh, how victimised we were! =p But I was exposing my true self, being really silly and bhb.

Ate with Michelle at Pizza Hut in Toa Payoh. Yum yum. I feel like sucha sinner. Cheryl went there to eat too, after I left and she got her food an hour later. Oh my, talk about Pizza Hut and their bad service.

Home.

I end with :

Good Charlotte

I Just Wanna Live

I need an alarm system in my house

So I know when people are

Creeping about

These people are

Freaking me out (these days)

It's getting hectic everywhere that I go

They won't leave me alone

There's things they all wanna know

I'm paranoid of all the people I meet

Why are they talking to me?

And why can't anyone see

I just wanna live

Don't really care about the things that they say

Don't really care about what happens to me

I just wanna live

Stop your messin' around boy

Better think of your future

Better make some good plans boy

Said everyone of my teachers

Lookout

You better play it safe

You never know what hard times will come your way

We say

Where we’re coming from

We've already seen

The wealth that this life can bring

Now we're expected everywhere that we go

All the things that they say

Yeah we already know

I just wanna live

spinningStacieOrricoipromise

Nice number ---- One thousand, one hundred and eleven visitors. (:

I just rushed out my Math assignment. Gosh, I totally forgot about it! Aah, Math makes me mad! I'm going to sleep soon although I know that I won't really sleep 'cause I'm not tired but I've got to force myself. ): Ayee, am talking on the phone with Jasmine, hawhaw, we're not going Serangoon Market to eat tomorrow. Booboos! p: Ayee, next week then.

spinningNickelbackfly

I am so mad with myself. I'm still in my own morbid dreamworld thinking that it's only 7 pm. I am sucha sinner. Man! I've wasted my whole day's worth of time on the computer, my template and stuffs like that. I've only gotten not even half of my Math tuition homework done, and this time, my teacher is so gonna whomp my butt 'cause the previous time I didn't finish my holiday homework [there was a lot okay! But I only did 10 questions out of sixty over? Oops.] Oh I'm having such a crappy MSN chat with Shawn. Hawhaw! Well, I'm gonna bathe soon. Later, or tomorrow! (:

Stacie Orrico

I Promise

Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

Will I take tender care of you?
Take your darkest night and make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on?
When this world has turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will

And I love you more every day
And nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I promise I'll be there for you (there for you)
I promise

Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
And I promise (and I promise)
I promise (oh I promise you)
I will be there when you call me (when you call me)
I promise (I promise)
I promise I will

Love Yourself

Do you know anyone who gets you down when you talk to him? It seems I’m always at the receiving end of people who need to vent their lack of self worth and self confidence. The most common phrases are “I hate myself”, “Nobody loves me”, “I’m so worthless”, bla bla bla.

It’s annoying because in the time they spend moaning about , they’re wasting life away man! If you think you could look better, go for cosmetic surgery, if you think you’re fat, go and exercise, if you think nobody loves you, then ask yourself why! There must be some negative aura shite you’re exuding which repels people from you.

Next are the people who are pining for someone. I have had my fair share of heartache, but I never let it get me down. Yes, you’ve heard the cliche a billion times, but there are plenty of fish in the sea. Really! I whine that I’m single and can’t find a boyfriend, but it’s not true! I can bloody well get me a boyfriend if I want to. I think. As people put it, I’m picky. Why is that so? Because I have self confidence, I love myself, and truthfully, I know I can do better than the pricks I usually meet.

I’m not fat, I can be thinner, so I’m exercising. I was born with what I have today and despite wishing I had a higher nose, bigger eyes and smaller hips, I don’t wallow in self pity. I make the most of my looks, like opening my eyes big big when I want to give the impression that I have big eyes, I wear low slung jeans which don’t emphasise my big hips and I’ve learnt to love my bridgeless nose. So there you go! You can do it too!

Everybody has their good points and bad, you just have to capitalise on your good points, have more confidence in yourself, love yourself more and life will be rosy once again.

I do wonder though, what makes these people feel they’re worthless? Upbringing? Not enough love from their parents? Heartbreak? Lack of friends?

Now, does anyone have any advice on how a person can gain confidence and self esteem?

The Inspirational Feline

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-written by Finicky Feline.

I just rearranged my template and added a new column, gosh, I didn't realise that it looked so much like Joel's blog. Aah, I'm not no copycat alright. He's a much better writer anyway.

Comment and tag!

I can be free
I can be free from this place
Beautiful Healer
Beautiful Friend
Help me to see
Everything fall into place
Wake me from dreaming
No more deceiving
Break these chains

Had caregroup. I woke up really, really early. Got ready in half an hour, and I only left the house forty-five minutes later. =.=" Fine.

Care-grouped. Did about one and half chapters of Revelation for B.S today, and man was it mind overload. It was so complicated! All about Jezebel, Jehu, Ahab and Ahaziah, and how they died yada [Ahab didn't die together with the curse]. Oh my Jezebel was so gross la.

Lunch-ed with Jeralyn, Cheryl and Jinghan, Cheryl was fasting. Had Loy Kee chicken rice, I hurried the lady and surprisingly, it came not even five minutes after we placed the order. Great! Jinghan then rushed off home and Cheryl to Rangers [one hour early, hurhur] and then Jeralyn and I sat around while she made up her mind. She wanted to go out with her mom, in the end her mom had meeting. HAHAHA. Then she asked for money and her mom scolded her, hahahahaha again. I was so bitter lah, next time she ask me go out, I shan't! See how she likes it.

My dad drove me home and gave Jeralyn a lift to TP. Yepps. Home.

Gotta do my tuition homework. Aaagh.

My dad is angry with the rabbit and he wants to throw it away. Yippee.

Rejection lines and what the girl really means

From Mrbrown from Charlotte's Web

Not familiar with rejection lines? Here's what we really mean. So get a hint, ok, guys? Seesh.

10. I think of you as a brother. (You remind me of that fricking pest. And I'm not into incest either.)

9. There's a slight difference in our ages. (You are one jurassic geezer.)

8. I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way. (You are the ugliest freak I've ever laid eyes upon.)

7. My life is too complicated right now. (I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing.)

6. I've got a boyfriend (He's my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's).

5. I don't date men where I work. (Actually, I wouldn't even date you if you were in the same 'solar system', much less the same building.)

4. It's not you, it's me. (It's not me, it's you.)

3. I'm concentrating on my career. (Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.)

2. I'm celibate. (I've sworn off only the men like you.)

1. Let's be friends. (I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I meet and have fun with. It's that male perspective thing)

I've got over a thousand readers! Whoopee!

Saturday blues.

My mom had been collecting those alphabets from the papers everyday, in hope of winning a car worth over $85000 and we got the answer last evening, and my dad was very confident we would win. However Lyn and I were so, so skeptical but we were chided for negatism when we voiced our opinions.

Firstly, I begin with how annoyed I was when I was dragged out of my ever-so-peaceful sleep by Lyn at 8.10am, who kept going "whey, go leh" and "walao, I slept at 3am". Next, to my horror, my dad came in and gave me a whole talk about stupid lame stuff and I sat up angrily and argued with him, I mean he didn't even have the courtesy to tell me or Lynette that it was our 'duty' to accompany our mom.

I couldn't stand the noise, the rain and the crowd.

Yep, I saw Domenica from my school and some of her friends or her parents. Interesting. I think she was also dragged there by her parents. Haha, oh well. Pathetic me.

Now I'm watching the sea while writing this, of course I feel fine but anyway there are birds walking around me in a very freakish and I don't exactly enjoy it.

Had a couple fondling each other in front of me when waiting for the draw to commence. Ew gross.
[draft written on paper & pen at East Coast Park]
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We didn't win the car or any consolation prize. End of story. Haha.
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So after that we lunch-ed at some kebab station, it was really really nice. Ambience-wise and food-wise, but it didn't come cheap anyway, so it'd better be good. Cabbed home = $11.70 cab fare from East Coast Park.

Church-ed. The sermon was really good, although I kept slipping off to dreamland with my eyes open. Gosh.

Cabbed to Abigail's house for her b'day party. Benjamin was being a total gentleman, first time not insulting me. Rah. I was being so cheeky all night, playing with the old ladies and poking fun at Justin and laughing like I've never laughed before. Truthfully, I've never been so happy and laughable before. Justin and this 4 yr old girl - Oh my god, he molested her! Aaagh. He kept clinging on to her hand, and dragging her across the room, his dad also said so matter-of-fact-ly "Justin, don't molest girls", "My son is a molester". Haha, Justin was trying to get at the birthday cake the whole time, much to our amusement, and Uncle David again said so matter-of-fact-ly "Aiyah, childcare everyday have birthday one" HAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay, shan't elaborate more. I am SO tired.

[ Spinning - Nichole Nordeman - Wide Eyed ]

I wanna change my template, but I'll only start on it tomorrow. I guess I'm far too lazy right now. My ever-so-nice dad bought me a bar of milkybar for me, without me telling him myself! Great! I guess my dad's learning how to be my personal chocolate supplier! [It was Michelle previously]

Just read a friend's friend's blog, and I tell you, she's an interesting girl. (:

I made a blog account for my mom, after much pestering from her and ohmigoodness, after reading her first post, I just laughed right out, very loudly. She sounded so silly and contradictingly young, even for her old age. Well, we all know that my mom is a little of a sick woman [not as in mentally] as her jokes can be quite 'off', but she's a funny woman, and a childish prat at times! [My whole family's pratty eh?]

I've got Abigail's birthday party to go to after church service tomorrow. However reluctant I am, it is my duty to go. Well, looking at the good side, there's free food for me to eat, as much as I can [since most of them are the neighbours' kids and kids and they can't eat that much, can they?] If I decided to go to Michelle's ESS earlier, I could've escaped her birthday party. YES, not to mention their house is a frickin sauna! All they have is one sick portable fan which it's air can't be felt from 2 metres away and four windows to supply the whole living room with fresh air. The house is elongated, which means the inner area doesn't get any air at all! Oh ma gad! I think Joel, Jon, Cheryl, Lyn and I will confine ourselves to Ben and Abigail's room, which is first at all and most importantly, free from those meddling kids, since they would be playing those silly puerile games Auntie Shirley organized. Gosh, let's just hope that they don't get involved with the room, if not like last year, we had to sit in the living room and watch the small kids try to chew an apple dangling on a string and I was forced to play that too, because Gerald and Ben refused even though they were the youngest, not to mention Ben's her irritating brother! Eeeagh. They better not get me to participate in any of their roll-eyes games, especially with all the people I don't know. Like small kids I can't even see from my eye's view and they like to look at you with a weird look like you're Goliath or something, and that happens exceptionally with Joel. You'll understand why soon enough.

Church tomorrow is gonna be quiet. Jeralyn is not coming, which actually I don't really mind since it doesn't really matter to me now and I agree that she isn't what you call, all that spiritual. She's a naughty girl who went for CIP last week [which I still until now, don't believe her, but shh.] and tomorrow she's going for a band concert. Can you believe her?! She could've just missed it! But anyway, I have no power to say such things, she is a temperamental girl only I can stand, besides her schoolmates [which she is absolutely nice to, I don't know why.] You should understand that nobody dares to talk back to her when she starts her whiny nonsense, and I for one, hate girls always indulging in either, soap operas or plain complaining, whining and frowny faces. And when she's in a bad mood, she expects you to be nice to her and pardon her for her attitude problem like it's a natural protocol. I'm so sorry, but I don't do such things. -

Enough about the PMSing, I doubt I am, but say whatever you like, she can't read blogs anyway. [Ha, ha, ha!] I am so mean, but I know some people agree with me but they just keep quiet because they don't want to offend the great-and-mighty Jeralyn. Gee, I haven't seen or talked to her for three whole weeks. Amazing. So are you finally convinced I'm not lesbian, whether with Jeralyn or with some other girl? I guess not.

TESTIMONIALS.
Cheryl;
Darling ole Cheryl, with all her blurness, is not actually that blur, I don't know how do you put it, but she's not all that she portrays herself to be. Well, she is another meanass, but I shan't expose her ever-so-innocent front! HAHAHA! Gee.

Jinghan;
Talkative, the terrible rub-in-the-facts person! Rah! But an awfully nice person I shall say, even for her unstoppable mouth. (: No offence dar.

Michelle T;
One word to say, GAY! She's getting prettier and prettier y'know and guys have come up to ask her for her number [like twice], even I don't get that, hahahahaha, but I don't mind 'cause I don't wanna be put in the position of disgustedness-yet-act polite-ness. Well, I got that thrice, but twice was because they wanted Jeralyn's number but they said "Can we have both your numbers?" then after they got Jer's one, they just skip off happily. Okaye, haha, it never fails to amuse me though, I mean, I know that they don't want my number at all, but hey, don't lie through your teeth alright? In the first place you ask 'us' but you're only looking at and concentrating on one of 'em. Gee, guys are so dumb at times, oh yeah and they're lousy liars too!

Moral of the story: Girls are good liars, and we know it.
Okay maybe not all girls, maybe only ME. Hahahaha. =p

Peishan;
Cute, blur, sweet, funny and silly! She loves to argue with me over silly stuff though. Haha, what a cow! =p

Nurul;
Oh how we love to antagonize people and complain about the whole school's choice of music they listen to : Chinese songs. Hahahaha! Love ya.

Erica;
Hahahaha, this one makes me laugh. I love watching her eat because she eats so funnily! HAHAHA, I shan't write it here, it's far too embarrassing, and by the way, I am not eccentric! I only watch her eat when I happen not to be eating.

Jasmine A;
The childish and silly pig, who is my wife, how unfortunate! [Proof's the blog address! Hawhaw.]

Wentheng;
Happy and silly! Love your phone! Queen of funny faces. !
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Okay lah. I end here. Smoochyas!

Sugar and Spice, and all things nice...

Okay that was how my rather indulgent father explained to me why I, by my virtue of being a girl was so special as a child, and I think for very long I believed it too! :) (I must confess that’s what I believe even today, most of the times! I forget what boys were, but it wasn’t half as nice!)

And then you grew up and someone said, ‘Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus’ and thus was born a best seller and associated stereotypes. Now, I have somehow not got around to reading this book, its not because my intellectual sensibilities (I don’t have all such qualms) holler, it somehow never happened. Like they say when the intent is lacking then the universe doesn’t conspire after all, as a reverse Alchemist thought. (And I shudder to think I am quoting the Alchemist!)

Okay, before I get into this messy loop of trying to explain things, let me get back to the original thought. I am these days encountering the phrase a little too often from some of my male friends which go, ‘All you women, na…’ Not to be fooled for a bit, those hanging three dots suspended in mid air communicate a wealth of meaning, or intended to at least.

Now, like someone who believes in some healthy male bashing (I mean they do say that there is no, ‘Smoke without fire’, so god knows all of this bashing is in fact justified even! And please it’s so cathartic, and besides it makes no difference to the men anyway), I am also equally generous with women who perpetuate the myth of women as complex, convoluted creatures… I don’t subscribe to discriminatory form of hatred you see.

But wait, I don’t think we women are complex. No sir, not at all. At least we are not complex in the way men think that we are… Complex is defined as – “having so interconnected parts that make it perplexing.” Now, this notion of made of many parts is all very nice, goes very well with the I am a complete multi-dimensional personality. But perplexing? Who we?

Hmmm, now as an average type woman I am more than happy if men think of me as somewhat enigmatic, you know an almost ethereal type persona. I can live with that sort of thing you know. That type of complex is okay.

But perplexing? Incomprehensible? Convoluted? No, no!

In fact, I would stick my neck out and say that we are actually very simple, nice people. Some of us have some happy type quirks, but surely that can’t make us complex....

I do think there are some women who are ‘not very nice people’, but then there are perhaps an equal (if not many many more) number of men, who are worse. Bad people are just bad, that doesn’t make them complex. By calling them complex we are being nice to them. Bad as a notion in fact is the simplest to understand, goodness on the other hand can be complex. I mean being bad can result in material/ emotional type gains, being good sadly seem like naiveté or such like stuff!

...Some women play games, but that’s only because some man let them have the power to do that. You know little little things:
1. Oh I shall not let you hold my hands, but sulk if you actually don’t – that’s the, ‘You make the move and I shall make you feel like a rapist. And you don’t make the move then I shall decide that you don’t care Game'

2. Hey thanks for asking me out for coffee, but you know, lets see, I will SMS you, that’s the, ‘You-don’t-call-me-I-will-call-you-game’

3. Oh I would like us to remain friends even though I abhor you as a boyfriend. That’s the, ‘Having-my-cake-and-eating-it-too-game’. A variant of it could also be, ‘The-wait-and-watch-if-I-can-do-better-game’ or ‘The-let-him-down-gently-game’

And of course there are many more. Surely, playing a sport can’t make us complex. In fact, sports of all form ought to be encouraged. In much the same way that men play golf and watch F1, some women choose to be sporty and play some games....Men will say that women never give straight answers, or that there is more than one interpretation to what they are saying, and hence they are complex. Not true, in fact there is only ONE meaning for everything that we say. Just that some men choose not to understand, or that they give too much credit to women!

Sample conversation
Man: Hey, want to catch a movie this weekend?
Woman: Not sure. It actually depends. I mean I would love to, but I need to check with SRT about the writer’s club meet. And I need to do the laundry. Oh, and what happened to your girlfriend, not in town? Oh, but I so want to see the movie.
Man: So, not this weekend, eh?!
Woman: Why you don’t want to see the movie with me after all?
Man: *Gosh, these women, so complex!*

Now, feel pity for poor woman – she of course wants to make it for the movie but there is moron SRT to be taken care of, there is potential guilt about being potential other woman. And may be she doesn’t want to. And may be the guy she ‘really’ likes will ask her out over the weekend. And didn’t that self-help book tell you that always let the man chase? May be she will do a girl’s weekend out, such endless possibilities. All questions can’t have either a “yes” or “no” for an answer right? I mean who says life is B&W; it’s all about 70 mm colour, with myriad hues and emotions

…And so I come back to the original question: Are men from Mars?Are women from Venus?

If they are, then I have some further questions:
...So why are we all on Earth?
...How soon before we get sent back to our planets?
...Who will send us back?
...What will be our mode of transportation?
...What happens to the ones who don’t want to go back? Can there be an alternative planet for them?
...What happens to all the wealth and resources in planet earth? Do the Martians and Venusians wage a war over it?
...Is it some kind of male conspiracy that one keeps hearing of all these Mars expeditions happen and nobody goes to check out Venus?

Nobody it seems has any kind of plan… Worrying it all is.

And then there is the classic paradox of, ‘Causes much too grief BUT can’t do without’, and hence the necessary evil of our co-existence in this planet. So, we shall all be loving, caring, share our lives with each other types. And on the way, we will just stick to stereotypes, sweeping generalizations, plans to nuke the other half and other such simple pleasures.

Believing something or somebody as being complex it would seem, is the simplest explanation for most things. On that note and feeling minorly militant feminist like and celebrating womanhood type I shall quote a few lines from, ‘Phenomenal Women – Maya Angelou’

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump abou
tOr have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

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quoted from primalsoup - www.bonniebluebutler.blogspot.com

PEISHAN - extreme left
DAD - extreme left
TIMOTHY - extreme right
MICHELLE LOOKS GAY.

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SO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLINGS.

over & out.

School was definitely considered fun today although all the teachers were so PMS-ing. Elaborate about that later.

We had double Science with Mrs Yusoff for the first two periods. We were going to the lab, but the lab was occupied by some stupid sec four class, so we had to sit outside so pathetically waiting for them to move their asses out of the Physics lab. Okay, most of us were chatting outside [whilst standing] and Jonathan was being plain irritating for arguing about the locker door and the exposure of our locker lock number to Shengwen. So I replied as anyone would. "The method of turning left and right is all the same for all lockers."

Then suddenly mad and PMSing Mrs Yusoff stormed down to my area and exclaimed at me sarcastically, "Didn't you hear me say for all of you to keep quiet?" I closed my mouth and it ended with a frown, you would think, okay, scolding's finished. "Don't you give me that look okay!" then she walked off and there I stood with my mouth gaping open. Then I laughed. Okay. She is such a bitch. What with psychological warfare everytime. Bleagh.

Mrs Foo, Miss PMS two, MUSIC! It was so stupid man. I was like shuffling around and complaining as the pieces were so easy! I mean, one note, two note, three note. Don't say I'm proud, but god, my pieces was all 8 keys in a scale over a few octaves! =
Blah.

Hmm, art lesson was fun!

I WILL GO TO ANY EXTENT TO AVOID PEOPLE I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO, ASSOCIATE WITH OR BE SEEN WITH. THANK YOU, END OF BLOGPOST.

us.

my silly ole family.

Hwee En - Grandfather
Rachel - Grandma

Erica - Daughter if GM and GD

Pei Shan - Erica's Husband

Erica & PS's daughter - Jasmine

Louisa - Jasmine's husband [!!!]

Bei Yu - Rachel's boyfriend [ha! cheating on Hwee En. =p]
Wen Theng - BY and Rachel's daughter!

Struck on the head.

Tell you what, I'm not even close to finishing my Maths Project because I haven't even started. Oh my god. Mr Jo is gonna whomp my butt, but anyway, oh I'm gonna be all heavenly-ly angelic and explain to him that I don't understand the project stuff I'm supposed to do, and unfortunately too, it is an individual project.

Aaagh. Spare me the horror.

Hmm, I shall go date someone tomorrow! (: or somebody can date me. HAHAHA. Okay, I was just kidding, I don't exactly go out with people who date me unless it's my good friends. Yep yep. Teeheehee.

Wen Theng just complimented me, oh do I love her to bits.

Stephanie, Erica, Pei Shan, Jasmine & Wen Theng. -my ever-so-new buds. (:
Why waste time on the old?

[ mood - sickened ]

Projects, tests, projects, tests etc. etc. etc. When can I finally heave a huge sigh of relief and say "I'm free and I don't have to study for a long, long time til...yada"? That'll be in 2 years, and is not worth talking about because, 2 YEARS IS EQUIVALENT TO HUNDREDS OF BLOGPOSTS FOR ME, that is if I don't close down my blog. But anyway, yup, my point is, 2 years and that huge sigh of relief is still a long way to go, so I can continue sitting here and dreaming whether I'll be going to a JC, poly, NAFA or Laselle.

But before I start dreaming that, I think I'd probably end up stabbing myself with my fist after the 'O's and regretting that I didn't study well. Ain't that so cliche? Dang.

I've got lots of tests coming up, and my Chinese teacher is not making it easier by rushing our syllabus from one week a chapter to one day a chapter, piling us with workbook homework, essays and stuff like that. Argh!

By the way,
Happy Birthday Michelle - 11th July
Happy Birthday Timothy - 16 July
Happy Birthday Dad - 22 July
Happy Birthday Peishan - 26 July

I am gonna be so broke buying presents for all these people! Gosh, not to mention Michelle's b'day's already over but I haven't given her her present! Anyhows, I'm gonna have my dinner now. Ciao!

This post reeks of Ah Lians!

School, school, school-ed. I sure laughed alot! Gee.

I am so disgusted with Michelle Wong! Like oh my god. She is so obsessed with Derrick from PS. OH urgghs and she thinks her boyfriend is Derrick [Wei Jian]. Oh my god.

Let me tell you first - She IS not pretty. Ew.

I am having a headache, so I shan't be posting alot. -faint.

Due to my almost boring school life [or life, that is], all i can write about is school, school, school. Dang. It's not that I have no life in school but it's just that I've been too busy to meet anybody after school this week. Not to mention I am so B-R-O-K-E. In fact, I think Cheryl has more money than me! [You see, Cheryl has always been seen with only coins.] Anyhow, I think I have more life after school or on weekends! So actually I don't really mind having no life in school. Great.

For the first time in my life, I am thankful for my phone ringing and for my maid calling me up every morning like mad [I really mean mad.].I woke up to find my History project work sitting neatly stacked on the table with my pile of unwatched VCDs placed on top, holding it down. Believe me when I say this, I screamed. I completely forgotten about it last night. I was supposed to burn it at the sides and corners so as to have the very 'historic' effect. Anyhows, I did it, in half an hour. I woke up very early, half an hour earlier than necessary, gosh, thank god I did, if not, I would have gotten whomped by Mrs Lim, Erica, Jasmine, Raba'ah and Pei Shan, even better [worse], we stay back for detention. Oh you don't know what Mrs Lim FML is capable of.

Fortunately, I didn't see Botak Boy this morning although I saw the less-annoying or almost not annoying version, which was a friend of Botak Boy [Well, Botak Boy's friend has a very constipated face due to his constipated facial features. Oops]
Oh the interesting palm-sized butterfly was flying around this morning while I was emptying my locker of my stuff.

School-ed. Amazingly, I managed to stay awake throughout all the lessons. Well, I think it's because of the amount of sleep I had last night. I slept at a frickin' early 10pm. Man, I was beat y'know. We did Pythagoras' Theorem in Math and a stupid new WS on Lit, all about names and Benedict's name which meant "Blessed" in Red Sky In The Morning. The Irony -- The whole book is about how Benedict was born until the time after he died and Jacqueline came in yada yada. It totally has nothing to do with the title "Red Sky In The Morning". Gosh! We had to write our names there with the meaning, I refused to write it down because my meaning sounds pretty cheesy. Like Louisa = Warrior Princess/Goddess. That's lame right? Pfft. But anyway I still like my name.

Marked Vivegan's English Reported Speech WS, ha ha ha.

PCCG lesson was fun alright! Did some group activity with Wen Theng, Jasmine and Eveline. We shot an indirect personal attack at WD, really mean. Gosh, but who cares?

Headed home, oh my god! I took the same bus as Botak Boy and brother, and Botak Boy's friend Constipated Snotface. Aaah. Botak Boy told me to get off the bus jokingly. Ha ha, not funny.

WHY AM I NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG? RAR.

I'm going to watch another VCD later. (:

Incubus - I Miss You

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if i said
I miss you

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away.

I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And, I miss You.
(I miss you)

[ mood - crushed ]
[ music - Good Charlotte - Hold On ]

This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go thru

Hold on
If you feel like letting go
Hold on
It gets better than you know

Your days you say they're way too long
And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)
And you're not sure what you're waiting for
But you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on
If you feel like letting go
Hold on
It gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?

As I'm writing this post, I am happily sipping Soupy Snax from my spoon like it's the finest wine. Yum. Okay, that's silly, so I'll carry on with my day's events.

School was a darn waste of time. I should've just stayed at home and e-learned, I bet I would have benefitted ten times more than what I got at school. I untied my tie last night to adjust the length but unfortunately, I didn't know how to tie it back to its suitable length for me so I was stuck with an untied tie. Fine. You see, my school's councillors' tie is one of the longest ties I've ever seen, and since it's so long, most councillors shorter than me or those with shorter torsos than me are pinning up the back of their ties because it hangs so low, it seems almost offensive and Mr Johari and Mdm Normilah has forbid us from having "offensive-looking" ties because we are supposed to 'set good examples'. Ha.

Spent a very long time attempting to tie it back before the school bell, but to no avail. I got Beiyu, Nurul, Michelle and Shengwen but they all sucked at it too. Haha, the only one which was closest to perfect was Shengwen's tying, but whatever he tied seemed so short! So I proceeded to tie the tie myself this time, and I succeeded! [Boy was I proud of myself.] -heaves sigh of relief- By the time I got it tied to the almost correct length, when I went down for PA duties, Beiyu had already plugged in the mic so I just plopped myself in the office while she was using her phone [Councillor leh!!] messaging away to her darling lah.

Well, so I watched the rest of the councillors shoving their arms into this Candy bottle which was about the height of three-quarts of my whole arm, and stealing candies from don't-know-who while Beiyu and Cheryl were choosing their candies from the bottle for Ye Sheng to retrieve it from the unretrievable top. In the end, they got their candies anyway. Oh cheapskate freaks, haha. -grins sheepishly-

Went back to class, without plugging out the mic and without turning off the amp. Urghh, I didn't know where Larry, Beiyu and the rest went! I think there was councillor meeting at the foyer [oops!].
Art and Geog were killers! My eyes were so badly closing on their own that I had to manually use my fingers to open them up! Mrs Ong showed the difference between Acrylic Paint paintings and water-coloured pencil shading 'paintings' and the difference in vibrancy. Her drawings of the trees were prettaye. Miss Rachael related to us her freak experience at Orchard Boulevard on Friday morning [She freaking lives in District 10, 5 minutes away from Borders!], how she fell and it was obviously some 'thing' which I kinda agree because her landlord saw her fall and it seemed like the most unusual way of falling since she was walking so steathily.

Anyhows, had dance education lesson #2 today. Fun, fun, fun.
Started practicals in D&T and I'm making a car, [or a boat?] I don't know. Okay.

Gosh, I have no mood to blog. I'm gonna watch Mean Girls now. Ayee. Later alright?