Car bang.

Oh yeah, Thomas that ass asked me this super anal question just now (Excuse the rudeness. It really is anal)

"Eh, is it true that any guy as long he's tall but
face look like kena car bang,
you are okay with him?"

I said yes. So? Looks are a bonus.

Well, decent-looking lah, not car bang please, if he's car bang, I'll get myself car banged dead.

***

On to sillier things,
Lou: I feel like killing you.
Blackbox!: You've been saying that since yesterday. Lol.
Lou: Haha, got miss me anot! Didn't bother about you today.
Blackbox!: Yayaya, alot!
Lou: Since when so open uh!
Blackbox!: Since meeting you lorrrrrr.

Hahaha, once again, I see the rewards of my changing you. Lol.

Salmon & Cuttle.

So I went down to town with Michelle by 162, my god, that is the slowest bus journey. I would pretty much favour the mrt anytime. Well, we lunched at Pastamania, and me being the boring-old-me, ate Creamy Chicken again. Haha, I like that you know! Mich bought a bag, then I left to meet Cheryl at Heeren, and WA-LA, HAHA! Cheryl did some funny pose outside HMV to signify that she was there. Lol, I nearly puked out blood. She was in her PE shirt, and school skirt. Unglamness to the extreme.

Walked around Heeren, went Far East, saw Phyllis (or is it Michelle, darn those twins) at KFC, went a lot of places (I really can't remember) then went down to Bugis, then went down to Dhoby Ghaut, and hahaha, I only bought a pair of shorts, slippers, and some other random stuff. I saw Cristal at PS!

Actually, I'm feeling quite grouchy now because I'm quite tired, but oh well, it's a good day, and tomorrow at 2pm in my house, something so awfully cool is gonna happen (or arrive). Yup, and none of you are going to find out, unless I decide to be nice and tell some of you.

You guys are gonna freak when you hear about it.

Until then, toodlys toodles!

X3

Went to watch X Men 3 with Jessica, Paul, Lyn, Thomas, Zhiwen & Ernest.

It was good, and Magneto still is wearing that stupid helmet (that is so corny looking) and Rogue still looks like an auntie. Lol, really. (Quoted off Mr Brown)

Jean Grey looks much better, less geeky, more sexy. Okay, that sounded a bit gay but never mind. A lot of deaths take place, and Jean Grey is scary. Lol.

Haha, don't I just sense you being overprotective, of what you have? Don't worry lah, fat blobs don't do no harm.

Japanese Laugh Show.

Watch this if you're feeling free & bored.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaKHahDs4bc&search=japanese%20laugh%20show
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjGoRNP6ry0&search=japanese%20laugh%20show
http://youtube.com/watch?v=VLODs3JfgjE&search=japanese%20laugh%20show

It's hilarious, I tell you! :D

1: Basically, these people are supposed to watch the video of this guy speaking English, and they're not supposed to laugh, and this guy who keeps laughing was so funny! 'Cause everytime you laugh, they spank you on the butt. Haha, sadistic, but hilarious.

2: Half-naked man dancing around in a G-string.

3: PE class with Ricky Martin look-alike.

Youtube really brings laughter & happiness to a lot of people.

The Adventure.

He puts the heart shape in my coffee cup.
"And I'll always 'look up' to you, honey."

Even if your hope has burned with time
Anything that is dead shall be re-grown
And your vicious pain, your warning sign
You will be fine

Hankerchief & Cuppycakes.

It's fun making fun of Lina's Masterchief. Lol :D She calls me evilness.

So I've softened up again, but this time you're not going anywhere, anyway, despite how I've 'softened up'. I'm never evil for so long, and most of the time I just give up, forget & forgive and carry on with my own life, with total ignorance of your complete existence. Or at least, 80% ignorance, since some people just don't get hints dropped like bombs on their head.

Hahahahahaha, never mind you lost the game already! HAHAHAHA, and somebody else won, so I don't have to worry about you anymore, annoying me and cheating your way and lying to me. :D Somehow I almost love you for pissing me off the other day. You made the victory much sweeter than it already is.

I want to play this game again, and I foresee it's coming, really soon. (It's a fun game, because I don't have to play it, I just have to watch, laugh and comment. You'll find it fun if you were to play it too, but only girls can play :D)

Yeah it's coming.

They have learnt.

I had an Old Chang Kee curry puff for breakfast.
I had Famous Amos cookies for breakfast.
I had Timeouts & Yupi Gummy Bears for snacks.
I had Hokkien Mee for lunch.


What a wonderful day, if I spend everyday like that, I'll be the happiest person alive, eating, drinking soft drinks and basically doing what a pig does. :D

Life is good, boring, but good.

Who wants to go out with me, I have no dates from Tuesday - Thursday because my friends are at St John's Island! I am supposed to go back to school to hand up a councillor form tomorrow? I didn't even know. Huh?!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUBY.
You are such a gem :D

That's when he knows he's lost the whole thing to another. Yeah, here's another reminder. You've lost, lost, lost! So stop trying yay.

Birthday Bash Baby!

It's gonna be over in 3 wowing minutes. Yippeedoodles. Finally, it's over, over, over! Heh :D

People like birthdays because of presents and it shows proof that they have friends, well I don't think I need all that, so I don't need to like birthdays! :D

Saccharine.

I'd like to keep my family quite anonymous.

Here's to all the wonderful people who have wished me a happy birthday :D
Thank you guys!
Jeralyn! (Girlfriend, we really need to meet up soon)
Song En! (For being absolutely sweet too!)
Jason (We haven't talked in a while! And thanks for wishing, I was surprised)
Christopher (Aha, I'll always remember you as the someone who makes me teach Math for free)
Cheryl (A Happy Birthday to me, A Happy O Level to you)
Meiyi (You pig, I see you wake up really late.)
Melissa (The last wish of the day)

Agnes (Heh, I was surprised)
Cynthia! (You remember! Oh nostalgia)
Peishan (Heh, ex classmate. I think I love you already!)
Ammy (You come to church then you'll get to see me much!)
Regina (Hey you, I'm not little! And you're sooooooo awesomely sweet)

You know what? I saw Adriano from Campus Superstar on Saturday at Junction 8, boy, is he ugly. He looks alright on screen, or maybe I caught him on a bad day. He was so oily, I think it makes a good Singapore natural resource. Sweet!

Bleached.

If I carry on doing this, I'm probably going to put on 15kg (What a significant number) and waddle around jiggling my new-found cellulite and lard.

The morning started out pretty fun. But I always feel awkward around places/people where I have to make choices and be the limelight. Well I survived. Hoho, so Jingting treated me & the CG to ice cream, not something to go ooh-aah about, we just walked across to NTUC and bought a whole tub for all of us to share. Haha, I chose Rocky Road, and I think Daniel & Samuel weren't much in favour of it, neither was Shawn. I like the marshmallows, and that's what they don't like.

I ate a sandwich for lunch, and finished Michelle's instant Laksa. Heh.

Rangers was pretty fun, there were only 10 people out of the usual 19. We played a funny game of Neckerchief/Neck-a-catching and table 'soccer' with air from the mouth. Lol. Then we had Spirit Challenge, and a good devotion by Jinghan. Be hospitable!

Went for piano lesson, my teacher forgot my birthday, so when she remembered she gave me one whole packet of Timeouts & Yupi Gummy bears. Haha, weird. After that, I went down to meet my sister at Novena for Fish & Co Birthday dinner! We went dutch though. ;D Then we walked around town and then went home.

I'm quite happy with my birthday money, and I particularly like Clarissa's present. Gift Certificates to nice places are good for the body, mind and soul! Much appreciation! :D

Oh well. I still don't like birthdays or birthday parties. Besides, I'm so embarrassed it's my birthday.

Rebirth.

I think I'm having a migraine, and I'm turning fifteen in four minutes. Not too excited.

Also, a Happy Birthday to Louisa & Michelle. (I know another Louisa who has the same birthday as me) Yeah, that's cool.

Anyway, thank you Erica & Darren for being so sweet! Besides that, thank you all who've wished me okay. I'm getting sick of the phrase "Happy Birthday", it's probably the only phrase that never gets overused. Thank you [according to who wished first], Nurul, HE TWIN, Clarence, Shafain, Xinyi, Timothy & Mirliana. (I only read the messages at 12.30am)

Perhaps it's time for a rebirth, a revolution & a new beginning.

"Hello my Loulou, it's your birthday already, finally."

This is the saddest birthday one can ever have.

It's really nice to die of cancer. Hello, my name is Obituary.

Windmill.

Earwax: Panic at the Disco - Time to Dance

I don't know what happened, and why did I only just wake up? I know I was tired, I lied down on my bed and just stared at the ceiling, and the next minute I wake up at 1am with my contact lenses still in my eyes, and it was all blur because of well, what do you call that in a nicer manner? Oh I can't think of it. Let's just stick with eyeshit. Haha.

And my mum, with all that vivid imagination & oversensitivity (yet insensitivity) thought that I was 'hiding' in my room because of bad results. What the- Please, your kids are not the kind to cry and hide in the room, we've never grown up that way. I just love my room. I just love to sleep, and I'm really happy after I take a nap, haha, this sounds like something He Twin smsed me a few days ago. Aw. Besides, I don't think my results are bad. I don't go around stressing myself like that, it's over already anyway.

Why I'm still online? Because I feel lost not blogging for a day. Lol. Perhaps maybe because I like staying home on weekdays, blogging seems to be my only way to keep my sanity, not that I'd go mad without blogging, it's just that it's better than reading a book or something, because reading a book is just so, well, loser, and you're gonna get labelled that anyway, since staying at home during weekdays are already loserish.

It's the last day of school, and I felt okay, tired and a variety of mixed feelings. I'm not happy at all. Holidays, what do we actually do that benefit us anyway? All we do is eat & sleep more, sleep in, and spend money. Besides, it really sucks when you've got nothing planned out for the day (and the many many others). Anyway, somehow I feel like I don't know what am I supposed to feel. What am I supposed to feel now?

Loserly, I feel like finishing my homework first. I've wrote 1 out of 6 journal entries, that's not the hardest. The essays, I think I'll begin tomorrow (today).

I know what I'm feeling now, I'm just feeling sore, both internally & externally. I'm feeling painful, both in & out. No, this can't be true. I'm always happy, cheerful & just living life like it is. So is this how we experience pain?

Maybe I really do miss you. Already?

Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?

Cheek Implant.

I see Friendster has decided to revamp themselves. Lol, it looks more professional now, but the layout is still bad, kinda hard to navigate around, but oh well.

Oh hahaha. Boy do I love He & She twin! Because I'm talking to both of them at the same time, and some other random people. Hahaha.

Today is a good day. I am sore throaty, after the whole fever thing. Ah, not exactly my type of 'birthday' feeling. Lol. I spent the time walking to school having the 'time of my life', stalking this idiot from another class who keeps laughing at me for no reason anytime he sees me. Aha! And he didn't like it, and I was happily sticking out my tongue at his back. Wasn't exactly stalking because I needed to walk the same route to school, couldn't exactly avoid him uh? I just walked really near to him, and he walked faster, and then he turns behind to find me hahaha, still very close to him. How's that, always laughing at me in school huh! When you don't even know me you fat swine.

Was crazy during Assembly, and I kept getting weird looks from people from the next class. Heck! And tomorrow's the last day of school =/ Heh.

Went through papers, and I'm really happy with my Lit paper results. They're hilariously, good. But the CA combined would be terrible lol.

Melissa was doing funny actions to Panic! At the Discooooooo. VE was spent with Lydia, Lina, Joyce and Melissa, hahaha, they were all acting lethargic and retarded. Hahahaha. Jokers.

Anyway, have YOU ever tried making people feel uncomfortable by talking about sensitive issues & asking rhetorical questions behind them? (walking behind them) Like "Oh, I know some people really don't like it. Walking behind them, making sarcastic comments & being annoying, they feel so weird they just wanna jump up and run for shelter in their class"

Take that, for making life difficult for me. You group of The Hideous Five.

Hurray for the birthday girl. Lol, now that was random.

Highly doubtful.

If a day well spent is defined by watching a movie on dvd in the morning while stuffing yourself with cheese snacks, talking to daddy and Lynette about music stuff, practicing your mediocre guitar skills and having the best time of your life with your best friend over the phone, then I've definitely spent today well.

I've just received a call that is quite interesting to receive.

Today's my lucky day, maybe.

Natasha Bedingfield
Unwritten
I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you cannot find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Birthday Groove.

Happy Birthday Mirliana, Fangrui & Celeste!

Let's dance.

Stains.

Mamee Cheese Rice Sticks are yummy, and my He twin fell asleep on me. Gah.

Flashback on more innocent days.

Shotgun Wedding.

I question, "Why? Why does she want to become me?" I look at her, and somehow I just despise her, for trying to be me. She doesn't do it badly, I admit. But it's really disgusting. Like stop it. You can photoshop yourself to become me as well, whatever. But you'd never be, I've got things you don't have, and these things are unattainable by you because it's all in the past. Claim you have the world, the hottest male twirled around your finger. Haha, and you'd think I would want to be you as well. Sorry. I'm still quite feminist. You're not, you're a flirt. Lol.

Copycats, we really never get enough of them don't we?

Give me envy, give me malice, give me your attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

Life, better then.

There is no school tomorrow :(
Give me a break

Champagne for my real friends.

Earwax: Fort Minor - Where'd You Go

Isabel: Haha, you're not short okay! Just average height! :D I heard Mel say you think you're short. Heh. Oh anyway, I love that song brat pack too!
Jamin: I'm really sick, I don't need to BUY a MC hahahaha.
Regina: Hey youu. You've changed a lot huh! :D Hahaha, and you're looking good! I'm doing okay! Heh
Andy: I don't know what you're talking about? -confused?
Linying: Aiya you, always see you! Hahaha.
Jinghan: Haha, I'm heck sure that I won't fall ill on my birthday. Hopefully ah. Hahaha.

I did this great thing today! :D Heh. I went to school despite my fever, haha, though the earlier hours of school was horrible. I went to school, slouched in my seat 'cause I felt like puking everytime I sat up, haha, and I was freezing to death. I walked to school and I was wrapping myself with my hands because I was sooooooo cold, not that that worked anyway. What good can hands do?

I wanted to go to school because
1. I was paying for a workshop by Wendy from Wand Inspiration.
2. I could see my friends (You know it's the last week of school and all) for the last time before a one-month break.

The workshop was a drag at the start, and we had breakfast! Roti prata with curry! I guess our edusave covered for that. Haha. Can you imagine paying for food with Edusave? Unfortunately we had no recess. Haha the cohort was split into 2 groups: Guys & Girls. Haha, then we did some funny exercise and then they were teaching us that what we think will affect us or something like that.

I think if that's really true I should be dead now. Haha.

Wendy kept picking on our group, comprising of Michelle, Mel and I. She kept making us share, and the other Eurasian dancer girl also came along to make us share about our feelings. Mel said it was weird because the school atmosphere is not somewhere you would share about your feelings, which is so true, and then Wendy said that yeah, school friends are superficial. Wendy looks like Gen. Lol.

Then we had a short, short recess (break) and then we had 'movie experience', haha they are obviously trying to captivate us to go to school and have an 'experience' of a lifetime! Blah, it was so dumb. We watched this 'movie' (short video) called Ana's first day of school. It was so retarded, I only can imagine sec ones watching it, not sec threes! Haha, what a disaster. The speech was choppy & retarded (after all it's ANA's first day at KINDERGARTEN) My god. I felt like an airhead after that.

Had a 'special assembly'. They thanked the SAC members, and it was so hilariously boring. Erica, Melissa and I were sharing racist jokes. Hahahaha. We're not racist don't worry. Haha. We were so programmed, heh. We commented that they had a timetable. For example:
12.40pm Clap and act interested.
12.50pm Say three cheers and act really happy & enthusiastic
Stupidly, I was laughing at the powerpoint, because it said "Heartfelt Appreciation from the staff & students" and I was, ha! Really... Call us ignorant, but we really don't feel heartfelt appreciation for the SAC. Aha!

I just received a card from the staff at my church. Haha quite cute card.

And you don't worry about me, I'm doing alright! Ironically, when I said "You make me turn green with disease" It really happened, and now I'm sick. You're such a jinx ah.

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
At least everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame