Muggers.

Listening: Planetshakers - Shake The Planet

An elder must be blameless, the husband of but one wife, a man whose children believe and are not open to the charge of being wild and disobedient. Since an overseer is entrusted with God's work, he must be blameless -- not overbearing, not quick-tempered, not given to drunkenness, not violent, not pursuing dishonest gain. Rather he must be hospitable, one who loves what is good, who is self-controlled, upright, holy and disciplined. He must hold firmly to the trustworthy message as it has been taught, so that he can encourage others by sound doctrine and refute those who oppose it.
Titus 1:6-9

To the pure, all things are pure, but to those who are corrupted and do not believe, nothing is pure. In fact, both their minds and consciences are corrupted. They claim to know God, but by their actions they deny him. They are detestable, disobedient and unfir for doing anything good.
Titus 1:15-16

I find these two verses really powerful, I think it would be good for me to share it instead of keeping it to myself. (:
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On to my day's events:

• English Paper
• Got back Chi Paper, just passed! YIPPEE.
• Got caught in the rain
• Lunched with Shuwen, Meiyi and Michelle at KFC
• Home
• Bathed & napped
• Studied at Coffee Bean
• Home
• Dinner-ed

My mum is so annoying, argumentative, kiasu, sucha control freak. -.- Pfft, no comment. Boosomes.

When we think.

Something I saw on Zeslene's blog was rather, you don't call it moving, but let's say realistic, pretty much very realistic and just reminds me of times when I do think of certain things and reflect pretty negatively about myself and my friends.

Read: I think.

Amazingly true, but sometimes we just think too much. Heh. :D
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• Yay for Mrs Lim will be back, tomorrow!
• Happy Birthday Meiyi! (1st October, -in case you don't see it on the first)
• English examination tomorrow! Pray for me!

I brought sandwiches to school today, call me poor but I'm saving up for something, therefore the diet in school yet the binging after school (at home). HAHA. As we all know I eat like a pig, as I have a big appetite and I WANT TO GROW TALLER! Perhaps by a few more centimetres, but our wants are never really satisfied huh? So maybe I was 'fated' to stand at a pretty average 162 centimetres.

We had our Chinese test today, with the new format implemented where you have a choose-from-four-words Comprehension Cloze, two MCQ Comprehensions and one 8-questions Comprehension. Like what the- It was helluva difficult, considering the fact that I couldn't even finish it, I had three questions which I was totally ?? when I had 15 minutes left, so in the end I simply just wrote whatever I could that somehow answered the question.

Math was pretty fun, with Liyan, Shuwen and I chatting during the entire lesson complaining and moaning about how we did not understand anything at all. We were all sitting in the sequence of our index numbers, so everything was pretty confined to your own table (tables separated ma x) We moved about our tables during Math, and oh sucky! the first six numbers of the class is sitting at the last row nearest to the door next to the window, unfortunately there are no fans there and the windows are only useful when there's wind blowing in (duh right) so it's pretty useless most of the time!

Went home early today (as usual) and did my routine stuff until two-thirty then I took a nap, I set my mobile's alarm to wake me up at three-thirty. Sure, it did its part and woke me up but I fell asleep until five o' clock (oh I always OVER-sleep, not oversleep), and you know what? My Math tuition was scheduled at 5pm! I jumped out of bed, went to the bathroom and got my stuff ready and leapt out when she just came into the house. PHEW.

Well I argued with my annoying mum again (okay, I'm going to say this again, AS USUAL). I literally quarrel with her every single non-working day of hers. ERRGHH. Teenage angst, yada yada and menopause doesn't make a good pair AT ALL. In fact, it sucks! Boosomes! (Not bosom please!) HAHAHA.

My English paper's tomorrow. Stressed. Don't stress yourself people!

My God is big
So strong, so mighty
My God's plan for me
Goes beyond my wildest dreams
My God is good
He's so good to me

He's my God and He is my refuge
He's the rock on which I stand
He's my fortress
God, He is my life
He holds the oceans in His hand

There's nothing my God cannot do
-Big, Planetshakers

Brainfreeze.

Here to something to share about the ever-so-almost-evil-blogosphere :
http://dailybacktrack.com/index.php?/archives/439-In-the-style-of-Donne-A-Rant-about-things-that-dont-matter.html Click!

School, stress is brimming as fast as waterfalls, I don't feel like wasting my energy to talk about it.

After school, I went home for a short while to eat my lunch, bathe and go and meet my sister. I actually messaged my mom to get my some food and sweets, but she hasn't bought any of what I stated at all, until now. -scowl

Lyn and I studied at Mos Burger, I was there half hour late, but half hour earlier than her and we stayed there, studying from 4.30pm-8.45pm. Hmm, it was great! Not too cold, not too hot. The only thing that was pretty bad was that I kept buying food!

Thinking about splurging on food is pretty bad, considering that it'll all become the same mass of brown stuff no matter how cheap or expensive it is right?

I'm currently eating a McChicken burger, which I finished about three-quarters but the rest looks pretty stale although my dad just bought it.

Aye, my brain is totally fried. Chinese test tomorrow!

Hillsong : Let Creation Sing

The whole earth
Overflowing
With Your Power
And Your Glory
There is no one like You God
There is no one like You God

Mountains bow
Nations tremble
At You feet we cry Holy
There is no one like You God
There is no one like You God

Let creation sing of the risen King
Let the universe resound
With a shout of love
We will give to You
All the highest praise

Let Your light
Shine upon us
Let Your light
Shine upon us
For the Glory of Your name
Will be over all the earth

Forever
Forever I'll sing
Forever
Forever I'll sing

Sweet.

Listening : Jesse Maccartney - Take Your Sweet Time

This song has lyrics so sweet, probably only one of the 'lovey-dovey', 'I'll be here for you, blah blah' kind of song. Heh.

I am doing my Art exam coursework now, I think I'm like two weeks behind time, considering the fact that I did Richness (Heritage & Culture) first, then I couldn't find anything to research besides all the museums and Google so I changed my topic again, after two weeks, to Distorted. Now I'm racking my brains to think of stuff to add to my 'Distorted' mindmap. I actually spent half an hour of my precious studying time doing what? Colouring and designing my demented 'Distorted' title on the A3 Art Block, plus two words that branched out of the mindmap. Pathetic, I'll say. Not to mention, the design of the word is fine, but the colouring sucks, I couldn't find my black markers (I like doing things simple - Black and White) so I had to use my multicoloured coloured pencils and to create the 'distorted' effect, I coloured the worst colours together, those that didn't even contrast or match with each other. Haha, now it genuinely looks... DISTORTED.

Hmm, school was fine. I was pretty amused throughout the day though. Heh, Meiyi cabbed home, like asdfkjhev?! (No vulgarities here, just speechlessness) Some things are just better left unsaid eh? Haha.

I was just reading a not-close-at-all friend's blog and I was laughing at every single sentence, it's pretty funny, not that it was really funny funny, but stupid/silly funny. That sort of thing haha.

I think the Google start page with the cakes below the Google word is pretty cute, makes me crave pastries! (Not J.Keck okay! Definitely notnotnot.)

Man, I think I'm leading a double life with split personalities.

The enemy has been defeated
And death couldn't hold You down
We're gonna lift our voice in victory
We're gonna make Your praises loud

Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
Shout unto God with a voice of praise
Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
We lift Your name up
We lift Your name up
-Shout Unto God, Hillsong

Listening: Live Version of Gavin Degraw's Chariot (ack!)

Hello! I haven't written a decent post for a long, long time. I've been busy studying & playing Sims 2 (Say I'm outdated but I just like being a control freak. Lol)

So school was pretty okay today, with funny scenes of Ervin and Timothy arguing over a chair and then both of them ended up sitting on each other laps, hahaha. Boys will always remain boys. Yep, plus four free periods, the exams are coming, yet the teachers are all disappearing for their self-improvement courses. It's pretty annoying especially when the teachers are teaching pretty important subs like Lit, History and Maths. (Mind you, he hasn't finish the frickin' syllabus and the exam is on the second week of Oct)

My dad bought me an mp3 player, I'm thankful for that, nothing spectacular, but at least I'm not using a discman like what Meiyi said. Hahaha. I didn't specify what I wanted, so he got me some thing.

Man, Michelle is sure getting better and better at her English after British Council, I still don't know why she went for BC in the first place when it's the twits that need the BC lessons. Sure, the new blog address and new makeover of the entire blog thing sure did something, it made her seem more matured. Yes, I think she has actually grown up a little just that her tags are still silly. HA. xD Oh well, her maturity is due now!

Yeah, and she's blogging pretty good, for a that-kind-of-school person. Haha, I won't state because we ARE in the same plight. Uh huh. It sucks and we sympathise with each other.

Aye, I'll end with something simple : My exam timetable.

30 Sept English
6 Oct Chinese

7 Oct Maths P1 and History

10 Oct Geog and D&T

11 Oct Maths P2 and Literature

12 Oct Science

13 Oct Visual Arts

Church yesterday and today were GOOD. (:

I went to church this morning, yes, and I was 5 minutes late for CG, and Thomas had to be irritating and had to keep saying "Yes, the Louisa who is always late for CG" everytime he talks to me. We did the Parable of the Renters, it was pretty confusing, considering the fact that Thomas kept getting OUT OF POINT halfway. We shared about stuff then Jinghan left straight after CG to go to her 'nai nai' house. Aye, so Michelle accompanied me til about 12 plus when service ended.

After that, I was like what, abandoned in church myself, Glenn went off with his family, Michelle went shopping with her parents, and best of all, Jeralyn didn't even come! Cheryl, hmm, I didn't see her ALL DAY.

So I went for lunch with Nicholas, who had politely disrupted my changing time by asking me on msn to go for lunch, ha, when I WAS CHANGING! All thanks to Lyn using my account to send stuff to her on her laptop. Pooey. So he occupied my time til I went for my 201 makeup lesson with Jessica! Ah, I look forward to lessons actually, fortunately (and unfortunately) this is my last lesson with her. The lesson was pretty funny, what with us having lesson in Pastor Ong's office, then he came in and did his work, so we had to accomodate him yet treat him like he was invisible. Then when Jess said some 'wrong' things, then she'd correct herself, 'cause Ps Ong was just sitting there. Hoho.

Chatted with her about my school (btw, was also her Secondary School) and stuff like that and some problems faced until about three, when she had to leave for a meeting with Ps. Alvin. Hmm, so I went to buy some food then I walked to the bus stop, called my dad and he offered to fetch. Dang, he took 45 mins to get there, wasting like 45 precious minutes of my life making me sit in the church foyer like a dummy. So he reached at FOUR o' clock. Harrumph.

Oh well, END. (:

I am supposed to be studying for my Science Test, but I just couldn't get my eyes off the computer screen. I did a little bit of my revision worksheets, but still, nothing from that dumb electricity chapter can actually stay in my brain for more than 24 hours. In fact, I think what I studied within the time span of 7.30 - 8.30pm (with constant turnings to the computer screen) will probably be lost after my few hours of sleep later in the night when I will finally resemble an ugly old auntie with her ponytail tied real low and her eyes swelled up like shit.

I realised that Mrs Yusoff's (a.k.a Mrs tell-grandmother-stories-til-class-falls-asleep) little photocopies of assesment book notes and papers are just from my own assessment which I bought myself at the start of the year, thinking that I would suck at Secondary Two Science. Much to my happiness, I got A1/A2s for them in Sec Two, so oh well, that assessment book can be chucked there. Anyway, my friends used to make fun of me saying who at this age uses assessment books. Ha, at least my grades are better than them (with or without the books). Heh.

Oh well, back to studying mode for Science! Eeerggh. I shall be turning off my computer so that I wouldn't get distracted (like the past two hours) and go do something else totally irrelevant and pointless (like blogging, haha.)

I LOVE MOT.

Went for my piano exam, I screwed up most of the components. Pfft, Miss Koh, I'll be back next year! (Some people upon reading this will probably fall from their chair in laughter or just plain happiness, hmm, at least I'm honest.) The examiner was such a bitch anyway - Christina Thomas. HAHAHA. It's Lyn's two good friends' names put together!

On a lighter note, here are some pictures which I took yesterday and today.
(Refer to pictures)

Anyone heard of Charmee Pad?
WUAHAHAHA.
I doubt I'd dare to use Fried Mee Pad.
-snigger

Left: Christina Aguilera in her Skechers ad. Right: Unknown Filipino girl advertising for CreamSilk Shampoo. Firstly, both pictures were put together because they both looked absolutely GHASTLY. Xtina looks like an old hag, while the other ad is just lame, (don't you see a resemblance to the daredevil poster?) Hmph. 

This pictures were advertising in a philipino mag, if I'm not wrong, and oh gosh, I think she was supposed to be a superhero in a TV show, and yikes, she looks... stunning? HA. 

Jesus, because of you I'm free.
-Hillsongs, Free

This song brings back a lot of memories, and tears.

I ain't no strong lady no more.

I feel like killing so many people.

• Jason, for calling me a man
• Jeralyn, for not coming to church
• Jonathan, for being irritating (Shh, it's a secret. =p)
• Ahem, Tracy, for being an idiot (OH YES inclusive of not replying my smses. (!) -insulted)
• Michelle Qua YP, for saying something that made me want to argue with her
• J, E, M, MY for not replying my smses, therefore wasting my smses, because there was no reply. -scowl. I HATE that.
• Don't-know-who for not calling me to tell me that my -- has been approved
• MY MOM, for stressing me like shit

ERGH, I've still got my entire Art process for Exams to do. YEERGGHH.

Hey, my good friends / close lame friends / fav cousins /bitching victims have names starting with J.

- Jeralyn (the ultimate FEMALE bitching/shopping partner)
- Jason (the ultimate MALE bitching partner, nfbro)
- Joel (the cute and fat and subtle bitch)
- Jonathan (oh the definite himbo/bitch)
- Jasmine (probably WAS the only sane one in my sch from IJ-OLN)
- Jamin (Haha, another fat and cute kid)
- JEREMY KECK (OH PASTRY FACE, OH PASTRY FACE)

Oh my, I am such a bitch.

____________
You're my obsession*

Hmm, I went to church early early early today, to the point that nobody was at the annex at all, the only person who was there was that Samuel, who was stranded there knowing no one really well except for acquaintances like my care group and Jamin's care group. Hmm, Jamin and Shawn were missing, much to my surprise.

So I went to gorge myself, as usual, and then Mr Samuel had to ask me where his CG room was. -.- And I told him I didn't know, which is an actual fact! Well, in the end he joined our CG because the 15-16 CG was like nowhere, Cheryl, Jamin, Shawn (he didn't come) and et cetera were missing. He felt awkward and said "Hey I think I'll go for the service, all the Sec Twos here" It wasn't literally the Sec Twos only okay. Because anyway, the Sec twos are made up of ALL FEMALES (LA FEMINISTs! =p) and the Sec Ones are made up of ALL MALES. Heh, I don't know whether you count Glenn as a proper functional male. He seems, gay. Oops.

We did the Parable of the two sons today, interesting!

My 201 lesson got cancelled because I didn't bring my lesson booklet. Oops.

Macs & Prata-ed with JH and Dia, HEH. Dia and I had stomachaches la! -whine

Hmm. I'm pretty lazy to blog now that I'm talking to WF.

I miss CHIJ - OLGC.
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I was clearing my table and I found a lot of things that reminded me of OLGC and you know, those silly times. Like you see the cards that your best friend sent you every year for Christmas, and then the things that your friends give you, then autograph books (childish, but memorable you know). Yeah, it's just so, tear-triggering. Aye, I MISS ALL OF THEM. :(

I still hate my Secondary School, don't think I've grown to love/LIKE it yet. Pfft.

I'm talking to three Js now in the same conversation.

• Jason
• Joel
• Jonathan

ALL my sarcastic girlfriends. HAHAHAHA.

This is such a dumb conversation. 

Listening: Ashlee Simpson - Love Me For Me

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEL! is it your birthday ah? haha.

By the way, people, please add me at my new email (MSN) : girl.issues@hotmail.com I'm pretty sick of looking at that burping email, it sounds so lame and puerile. Haha, so remember to add me okay? Thanks!

My mood has hit a real low. Ah, PMS. Being female is totally alright with me, with exception of that blood-shedding every month and all that PMS crap.

I have changed my skin. Finally, BlogSkins got their server up.

I am going church later, ah, for the moment I don't wanna leave the house and move around but I have to go church so ah, yes, I know it's wrong, but I can't help it at times. My mom has just left for some parenting workshop at my school. (Ahem, who actually goes to these dumb workshops anyway and turn out okay?)

I guess Meiyi isn't meeting me later. I was actually looking forward to leaving the house, but not after she messaged me to cancel because she just quarreled with her dad and parents, knowing that they can use their authority to spoil kids' days, said she couldn't go out. Like what the-. Fine.

I'm going to Cheryl's place after church, because of some dumb mooncake festival celebration there. Gee, after all I think Mooncake Festival/Mid Autumn Festival is LAME, I don't even give a damn about the stupid woman in the moon and yada yada. They always make her sound so heroic! Pfft. Not to mention, it's such a china legend la.

Aiya, freak la.

Now your emotions are drained.

Hillsong United
Emmanuel

Holy Holy
I will bow before
My Lord and King
Hallelujah
You have come to us
You make all things new

Emmanuel
Jesus Christ
You'll never let me go
My Shepherd King
You'll never let me go
My Shepherd King
You're watching over me
Emmanuel

So amazing
You have named the stars
Of the deepest night
Still You love me
You have called my name
I will follow You

Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You
Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You

Fat is good, skinny is good.

I happened to check out my cousin, Joel's blog and I read this about Anju, the Villa Wellness girl. Well, it's really funny. You should read it too, it's not bitching, in fact it's about how fats will be forever! How cute. (:

Read:

The Fat Endeavour Is Forever

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Being stick-thin sucks, because no matter how hard you try to just put on that itty bit of fat,
it gets lost halfway. Therefore, putting on weight is far more difficult than losing weight for skinny people and for fat, you should know, losing weight is equivalent to putting on weight. Really.

Bitter.

I'm super, duper, uber, frickin pissed with that stupid name.

Talk about stupidity added with more stupidity.

Some people just don't use their frickin brains la.

Freak.

Irrational thinking, illogical ideas, what more can I say?

*
He IS stupid.

Sorry for my straightforwardness,
but he has been annoying me

ALL WEEK.

Meiyi, Louisa and Michelle (My eyes are freakin' swollen from some stuff!) 

Birthday boy! (Don't you think he looks like a freaking MONKAYY?) Taken with Michelle, Hwee En, Jasmine and Peishan (P.S's the spastic one at the right corner. HAHAHA) 

I like this picture 'cause I took it. Mei Yi is actually doing her chinese or is it geog? 

SILENCE. We stole this from the AVA room. (:  

Jonathan's phone! (It is definitely not Michelle's) 

Birthday cum banana bash.

[ Delirious - My Glorious ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARISSA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!
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The er, Hwee En, Erica etc etc. gang gave Jonathan some stuff and a bunch of bananas. Haha, because of his very unfortunate and uncanny resemblance to a monkey/gorilla. Heh. Well. Happy birthday!

The bunch of bananas.Mei Yi: Jonathan, are you tempted?
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School was FUN today, I rushed home for tuition (after cursing her in class for about three times for her to cancel my lesson because she is sick) and she cancelled it when I was walking home. Haha! Talk about coincidental, I'm getting really freaked sometimes. A lot of things I've said somehow just come true, oh well, coincidence.

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Replies to Cbox posts:

Woonie: Haha, yeah, it's troublesome right? I think Chinese is alright, just when Ah Lians and Ah Bengs start using Chinese in their own modified way of lingo, it's gross. No! Even if I study or not, I happen to fail anyway. -.- BAH!

Anonymous: You forgot SPO in spoilt. I've already said if you don't like reading my blog or find me a spoilt brat, you can choose not to read, but if you choose to read and get irritated/offended then I can't help nor stop you. And anyway, posting anonymous tags are so childish. Leave your name, trust me, I doubt I'd be offended anyway.
Joey: Thanks Joey! I love ya so much! I hate this skin, it's some lousy default skin. Haha. YOU CAN ACTUALLY CLIMB OVER YOUR GATE, hmm actually that's pretty much possible since you're small sized and super agile eh? Don't you have your gate number? Hahaha. Maybe you were younger then. You're not flooding! Love ya! <3

Jamin: Can I kick your face? Rar. I think I'm dropping to Chinese B anyway. (:

Mug, mug, mugger!

[ Ben Moody ft. Anastacia - Everything Burns ]

School was pretty boring today, I was being totally passive today, and I didn't really talk much until RachelF thought that I was really tired. Haha, I wasn't really tired lah.

After school, I was happily going home and when I reached home, I realised that I forgot to bring my keys and my maid and my mom were in Orchard getting door gifts for some church event. So, guess what? I got locked out of my own home for an hour! Gah, so I just sat outside and read one of those magazines dumped on the marble table.

So I had to cancel my tuition because anyway I didn't have any table to have tuition, not to mention I was in my school uniform and the weather was whoppingly hot.

I masked my face and took a nap, then I went out with Lynette to The Coffee Bean at my place and we stayed there to study, I was eating and drinking like a pig, and of course studying my Geog and doing my Lit Project stuff. It was effin COLD. I kept getting out to visit NTUC and the bakeries over there just to warm myself up. I shouldn't have worn FBTs, but they were so comfortable anyway, so heck!

Home-d. I FEEL SO, SO accomplished now! Yeah, but the stress of the coming exams are freaking me out anyway. BAH, tomorrow, tomorrow.

There's tuition TOMORROW. EEERGH.

Nuts.

[ Christina Aguilera - The Voice Within ]

Woonie actually raised her hand and wanted to get me annoyed. Pooey, it was a rhetorical question Rachel! Haha.

We had 4 free periods today! Mr Zaman didn't come, so we had 1 hour worth of PE off to do our own stuff (mugging/idle chat). Bah, I kinda wasted a lot of time there, just chatting. I wish I'd remained at home. Boo.

I just feel like I'm walking on a tightrope and I want to just relax for once. There is a chalet this weekend, and I doubt I'm going because I'm like pretty stressed with exam cramming and my piano exam (Tuesday). Feeling really speechless right now.

I'm not done with my Literature project. Yet again, my eyes are about to pop out so I'm not going to do anymore, not to mention I finished one roll of double sided tape and my other roll is missing, so I've got no adhesives to stick the stuff. Haha. Excuses!

Anyway, this post was just a short and sweet post about my day, nothing much into it. Perhaps I'll write an interesting post closer to the weekend. I'm straight beat.

Bleary-eyed.

[ Johnny Rzeznik - I'm Still Here ]

I have been rushing out my Literature project since 9.45pm. I actually had a pretty nice and eventful day, but now I'm just feeling really sour that my group leader is slacking off. You know how annoying that can get? I am going to whine to Mrs Lim, two projects and you slack off. It's darn irritating. Childish to whine to a teacher, but to such people, I think I should condescend. Pfft.

My eyes are gonna pop out soon and my eyes keep blurring. I think there's something wrong with my eyes. Gah, I'm so awfully stressed with my piano exam coming up next Mon (which I AM positive I am going to fail) and the streaming exams and all these stupid tests and stuff. Bah.

I'm off now, and I'm really peeved. So who wants to annoy me further? Raise your hands and take your turn.

-.-'

Before we fade away...

I'm not afraid to start over
It's just a feeling that we shared
They can't take that away
I'm not afraid to be lonely
It's just a question of how long, how long I have to wait

So one more last kiss like two prisoners
One more last kiss to hold on to
One more last kiss just to remember you
Before we fade away, before we fade away

I'm not here making excuses
But no apologies could change the way this all will end
We're only just what we're made of
I'm only sorry that we can't have this chance again.

Ivy, One More Last Kiss -

Memories so, so sweet.

HAIR.

A few sections of my hair are damaged.

Freak, I just feel like yanking all my hair out.

No, but that's gonna cause me more horror.

HAIR!

Life today unelaborated. I'm just too busy.

[ Howie Day - Collide ]

I went for my piano practice session at the Music School which is where my piano Examination will be held. Much to my dismay and elatedness, they are using a Yamaha piano! I'm afraid that piano they might be using is not the exam model, ABRSM hardly uses Yamaha for Piano Examinations, well at least not in my last seven years of piano-playing. =p They use Kawai, Cristofori or some weird brand I never ever hear of. But I suppose this Yamaha's a baby grand (it looks exactly like my piano teacher's piano). Interesting. I AM a big fan of Yamaha pianos. (:

I was in the Recital Room with Jeralyn, and it was awfully claustrophobic in there, so far, the biggest one I've been in is still Serangoon Central's Cristofori. That place's PUNY, but the rooms are BIG. Hahaha. Ironic though, their so called waiting lounge and reception area is so darn small that if you were to have 5 parents with at least a kid each, the reception area would resemble a can with packed sardines. Pfft. But oh well, it's the pianists that get to rever in the luxurious recital rooms. (Did I tell you they have a stage in there and enough space for some captains' ball game?)

Okay enough shit about pianos, I guess you are getting bored. Heh, well, I town-ed today. Jeralyn was terribly gian to buy anything she saw, and I was just being the disciplined girl rationalizing about how unuseful that thing I wanted to buy would soon become. Haha. I stashed 100 bucks into a safe, so that I couldn't touch it. GAH. I'm so disciplined, but it causes me dementation to be unable to buy more clothes!

I'm drinking Iced Tea now (as in tay-ping) and then I'm going on to do my holiday homework. Gee.

I'm so dead. There's too much homework.

Replies to my cbox posts.

Pei Shan: Yes, I can see that you have tagged. (: Thank You.
Vanessa: VANESSA! Thanks for the tip. Thank you, and you too do take care alright!
Another Louisa Chen: We have such nice names don't we? Gee. =p Yeah, it's bizarre.
Shawn: Shawn, are you jealous? HAHA, well, it's his birthday coming, not yours. Not to mention I'm broke, so I care about the birthdays that are coming soon, not years later. Something like that?
Annoymous (anonymous): Thank You!
Nurul: Thank You!
Cannie: Nothing happened Cannie, I just changed it!
Jasmine Ang: HELLO I LOVE JASMINE TOO, feel what in my soul? -stumped

Signs of Boredom.

[ James Blunt - Tears And Rain ]

Let me show you how I am going/have spent my time tonight: CHANNEL SURFING.

I'll be sleeping in Mom's room tonight. OH HEAVENS I've got the whole queen to myself!

I was channel surfing, and I landed up watching Friends on Ch 18.

5 seconds later: Happy Tree Friends On MTV Ch 20.

10 Seconds later: Rugrats on Ch 32

Then some AXN show, 2 seconds later. I don't really like baby shows. Tsk.

Okay, FOOTBALL in FOCUS? On Channel Five. Ack.

Gosh I really hate the White Stripes My Doorbell video. ERGG. So I ended up watching a little of that video over ROCK IT! on Mtv. Pathetic.

Ever heard of spastic food?

[ Black Eyed Peas - Let's Get It Started ]

My sister bought it from NTUC and we never stopped laughing at it. HAHAHA.
It's by Twisties called CHICKADEES! And the flavour is called Cheeky Chicken. HA!
Not to mention, behind they wrote this caption thingy "Hi, I'm Charlie Chickadee."
Like oh my god. Spasm.

To my Jerlin darling.

Ooh. I don't know why, I just don't feel annoyed by that post on my cbox. But I've got to get some things cleared up.

• Some idiotic people are using my comments area as advertisement space.
• Jerlin is accusing me of being 'jeslous' of Mr derrickhohweijian. And that I 'sucks ten mor beta sia'.

Dear Jerlin,
Firstly, I know that you are rather upset that Derrick got kicked out before he even got to the top four and that is pretty sad for his fans despite his very 'handsome' (pretty I mean) looks and so-so voice. I fully understand the pain and anger a fan (of a so-so guy) feels. Secondly, you should go take English lessons from that British Council place. I'm sure it'll brush up on your engsinglish and then you'll be able to put across your points more clearly. Thirdly, I don't understand your ah lian slang because I'm not an ah lian, so would you mind seriously considering going for English lessons at the British Council. Like what is "aiyo tink u sucks ten mor beta sia"? How about, "I donchh noee wat euu aree talkiing aboutt larhhs?" Pahaha.

Blogreaders, this is what Jerlin says on my cbox. (I've decided to type it here because he/she might attempt to really flood my board later with her other chinapok friends, not knowing that cbox archives everything.)

Jerlin: who says tat derrick sucks...it tink is tat u jeslous bout him la u......aiyo tink u sucks ten mor beta sia la...

This, sounds like a typical ah lian! I shouldn't stereotype but it really sounds like leh! I think what she was trying to say is that : Who says that Derrick sucks? I think you are jealous of him la, AIYO, I think you suck ten times worse.

I was having a fun time cackling to myself about the 'you sucks ten mor beta sia' because I suck TEN times more BETTER! How oxymoronic! (Go check up the dictionary mopface)

By the way, Jerlin, I'm not sure whether you're male or female. I suppose you are female lah 'cause males just don't do such stuff. I doubt Derrick knows about your oh-so-heroic act of defending him at all does he? Well, he has to come to terms about such things. When you're famous, not everyone has to like you, different people have differing opinions so there you have it, I don't like Derrick and you can't make me.

And maybe you think I suck ten times better, but since different people have differing opinions, YOU might suck a hundred times more than me to other people.

To end this, aren't you Secondary Four already? I'm Secondary Two and I'm far more rational than you. Talk about stupid people just don't use their liquid brains to think. You should be studying for your N level/O level/EOY exams and not wasting time on the computer.

Jerlin: jerlin_88@hotmail.com

Coincidences.

NDC made me pay $4.90 for this demented 'braces toothbrush'.
It looks just like an ordinary one to me leh.
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The last time I bought the toothbrush, I had a green one (I was having green for my braces colour) and now I'd got orange when I got orange for my braces colour. Coincidental?
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This song is quite nice, but I picked out some ironic parts. Haha.

James Blunt
Tears And Rain

I wish I could surrender my soul
Shed the clothes that become my skin (Doesn't this remind of his "You're Beautiful" MTV?)
See a liar that burns within my needing
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold
How I wish I'd screamed out loud
Instead I've found no meaning

I guess it's time I run far, far away, find comfort in pain, (A Private Joke)
All pleasure's the same it just keeps me from trouble
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain

I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind
Hold memory close at hand
Help me understand the years
I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell
I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

Far, far away find comfort in pain
All pleasures the same, it just keeps me from trouble
Its more than just words; its just tears and rain (Water, you mean. Bah)
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In all James Blunt's songs, I've noticed something. He makes himself sound pathetic which is actually quite good because people are just sick and tired of listening to Kelly Clarkson and other artists/artistes singing about how they've gotten over someone/start blaming somebody for their tragedy and they're oh-so-strong (different perceptions of Strong).
Let me name a few "I got over you" songs:

• Britney Spears - Stronger
• Kelly Clarkson - Since You've Been Gone
• Kelly Clarkson - Because of You
• Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

See what I mean now? But James Blunt sure makes himself sound like a loser who gets 'ditched' by girls all the time. Lmao.

Revelation?

[ Bo Bice - Inside Your Heaven ]

I'm back with a so called 'new skin'. I've been trying to get on Blogskins.com and apparently the server is completely down when I desperately want to change my skin. Then I decided there is always the last resort of Blogspot's own skins. Boring looking, but oh well. I kinda prefer the simple look. Ah. I'm not very picky about skins (actually if you see me pick, I am), I just have such general 'rules' like the font size should be quite small but not too puny my eyes fall out from over straining. The colours should be blending and not jumping out individually, to harm my eyes yet again. Haha, my eyes are so badly 'damaged' that I feel really bad about them.

This new change of skin is probably responsible for my newly-probed inspiration. =p

I went for my Dental appointment at the NDC to get my monthly checkup on my braces. Yes! I have changed my colour! It is not that ohmigoodness Mudd and Mina green. I'm awfully glad, although I picked another radical colour (sort of, comparing to white, red, purple, pink). It's ORANGE.

On the NEL train to and fro NDC, I was so terribly bored. (Exclaims, "I NEED AN MP3 PLAYER SOON.") I couldn't listen to the radio through my phone because you don't get signal/reception (whatever it is) underground. Ah, so I was just sitting at the corner of the seat reading The Da Vinci Code. Hmm, how obedient. Pfft.

On the way back from Serangoon MRT, I was on 317 and this bunch of kids were in it with me with a Mother. Man, I don't know what were they doing but what? A field trip to Serangoon Garden Circus? I thought, puzzled. Apparently I think that was what that Momma did. She brought them to SGC, with their caps all shoved on their head (all ready for the oncoming 'adventure' I suppose), some equipped with gameboys, and all just with their little kiddy haversacks. The sight was cute, no, really. Haha.
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How can a control freak get married to a 'fatherly figure' (Sarcasm intended)?

My mom is a GENUINE control freak, and my dad treats everyone he knows like a one-year-old kid. Peewheet. I admire those two.

Oh happiness! I killed 11 ants and a cockroach with a pencil. (Okay the cockroach was with Shieldtox, haha) I have a sick fetish with killing insects.

It's not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do
To make it real then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me cause I'd already know

China-illiterate.

My mother was having such a hard time just pronouncing "Zhong Qiu Jie". Ha, guess how she pronounced it?

Chuong Chsiu Jie!

BAHAHAHA.

*Emphasis on the letters in bold.

You see, how can my mom actually say I suck at Chinese. She sucks at it too! -howls with laughter!-

Lazy lazy.

My day was slightly more eventful than the other days during the (pathetic) one week holidays.

Was slacking off at home, when I saw Jeralyn online. Then I asked her out la! (: We went out to study at Toa Payoh, she was darn late, but never mind about that.

Hmm, we walked to Mos Burger, then I saw Christina! HAHA! Then she left her stuff in Mos, so we joined her, there was this annoying couple there, but heck. This group of sec one kids cleared out of the table next to Chris, and we sat there. MAN IT WAS FREEZING THERE, no wonder every person who sat there moved out. According to Chris, we lasted the longest (woohoo! lmao).

Lyn went to meet her to study there. Haha, and Jer and I pigged like mad la! (: Shall not elaborate. I actually took a pic with my mobile. Haha, all our rubbishh.

Ah, I'm lazy. BYE

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Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

(:

I AM THE ABSOLUTE ANNOYING.

I'm feeling HOT. lmao.

[ Gavin Degraw - Chariot ]

This is terrible. I was supposed to go out with Michelle T and then she kept saying that she was very lazy blah blah. So I end up stuck at home. How pathetic la.

FYI, I'm down with a fever at 37.8 degrees. Gah, I felt it last night when my throat was feeling shitty. Man, I'm like almost considered bedridden already and I can't breathe when I'm lying down. Thank God that I'm not feeling so bad, 'cause if I am, I'd be very immobilized and will be ordering my whole house around.

I'm using Lyn's laptop now, and it sucks 'cause she ain't got no music on this. BAH.

Well I'll be off to la la land. (I'm actually gonna waste my day away SLEEPING.) Sucks.

Pray for me! (Actually I'm gonna be blogsurfing first.) (: HEH.

No monday blues. Yay.

[ Bon Jovi - Have A Nice Day ]

It's the holidays! But it's time to mug. :(

Hmm. I'm pretty much beat from every day's lack of sleep. Man, it really sucks to lack sleep. I've always heard my sister complaining about her lack of sleep and yada yada, and I just tell her to do what she's supposed to do and go to sleep, well, when you're in that situation, you just feel like stoning and not doing anything. Well, it's a known fact that your mind doesn't function well when you're exhausted. Heh.

Bleagh, but I can't sleep now, it's far too odd a time for me to sleep although Lyn says that I sleep every minute of the day (but that's not true because I spend the other times of the day eating. Heh.)

Last night, I finished watching White Chicks, what an amusing show! Hahaha. The actors kept singing Vanessa Carlton's A Thousand Miles, it was pretty silly. Heh, well, I think the two 'white chicks' guys are darn good, they produced the show, acted in the show and did everything. Amazing.

I was just done with Math Tuition, was doing Motion Geometry - Reflection & Translation. All that drawing on graph paper is giving me a headache. Pfft.

So, what am I going to do today? Stay home and finish my holiday homework. Pathetic. AND practise my piano. Oh my god. My piano exam is in, er, fifteen days. AH. I'm scared.

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Simon Webbe
Lay Your Hands

Sometimes life can be a burden
Tryna stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each time
I'm standing out on the edge
And my hopes have all deserted me
Like they washed away in the sand
And it's hurting my pride
Tryna survive
But i know i stand a chance

When you lay your hands
Oh yeah
'Cause it's the only thing I have that still makes sense

(Oh baby, when I'm calling out)
Give me love and affection,
Keep telling me, show me the way.
(Oh, if you see me falling down)
Lift me up from the shadows
Will you take me away to a better place?
(And when I'm in my darkest hour)
You're by my side, to turn the tide,
Until the suffering fades.
When life is getting me down,
getting me down, i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.

Feel this road is getting longer now
And I'm too far away from home
Still I gotta keep on moving on
But I can't do it on my own
Baby keep my head above water
Help me swim for my life
'Coz the game is getting harder
The strain is gettin stronger
And I can only face the fight

'Til I'm healed again,
Rediscovered my strengths,
Those bitter blues are gone
Oh, gone

Come and lay your hands on me.

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

SECONDARY TWO SPECIAL PROGRAMME

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A Summary:

• Mrs FML refused to return our report books (not that we mind anyway)
• Brought our neccessary stuff to the hall
• Winning Attitudes workshop - BAH.
• AMAZING RACE (in the rain mind you)
• SHAGGED OUT! --- Back to school. Dispatched for baths & dinner.
• Night activities
• Slept at 11.30pm
• Woken up by whistle at 12.45am
• Dragged to watch Shutter
• Night walk (which I 'chickened' out, I was far too giddy/tired and bored)
• Dragged back after the whole thing
• Couldn't sleep due to other groups screaming away during the night walk -.-"
• Screaming stopped at 5
• Woke up at 5.30am
• Realised beginning time postponed to 7 instead of 6
• PT cancelled (whoopeedoo)
• Wasted time chatting idly with Meiyi, Michelle, Nurul & Shuwen.
• Napped for a short while for 10 mins
• HALL-ed
• Workshop-ped
• Prize presentation
• Break camp
• AREA CLEANING (sucks!)
• Report books given out

Yeah, that's all for the 2D1N camp. Ah, I'm too tired to type anymore, so excuse the bad English, or whatever that's wrong. Hey, I slept for only 2 and a half hours okay!

Towning never made me more angry with Cheryl.

THURSDAY.

Why do I have to meet/see so many people in town?

• Rebecca
• Ariel
• Julia & gang
• Agnes & gang
• Loraine
• Keefe & gang
• Jeremy
• Selena & friends (not with Jeremy)

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Singapore's far too small.

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By the way, Cheryl dragged me all over town RUNNING AWAY FROM KCPians. Puh-lease --- GROWWUPP.

That quick post.

One quick post before I leave civilisation. Ha.

Well today's my sec two camp, and how I dread going. Yeah amazing race = fun fun fun! But that's what they always make us believe, only to get pumped one million times. Bah.

I want the camp tee! That's why I'm going - hurhur.

Well I'm not actually really leaving civilisation. It's just that we've got to give our phones & wallets to our teachers, which sucks and I'm not gonna do that. Instead I'm gonna put my phone & stuff in Liyan's locker. Aha! (:

Alrightie. I'll be back on Saturday morning.