The Merger, and the Split Up.

Prepare yourself for a long post.

School was incredibly short, with 4 periods taken over with the leadership handover ceremony, it seemed so odd, like you question yourself "Didn't I just attend this ceremony?", and now a year has passed for the incoming to take over the outgoing.

It was a very dull ceremony, with muster parade via 'live telecast' (WHA SNAZZY NAME SIA) & the ceremony itself. I tell you, the live telecast idea is stupid. We had fun ignoring the emcee (at the muster parade) and making our own goo-goo-gaa-gaa imitations.

All I have to say. I am fully disagreeable to this - THE STUDENT COUNCIL MERGE WITH PSLs. But of course I congratulate Sean, Liyan and Mirliana most sincerely for snagging your CCAs' 1st or 2nd positions (aka President, Vice-President) AND the New "Student Leaders Council" Vice President position. Btw, I miss Liyan so much, and Beiyu and I are so proud of her! Everything, all these. Done by the work of her own hands. YES she ought to be admired.

Oh yes, I think Genevieve is super girl! (; Positively. I didn't even know she was in the executive chairperson council. Gee. Now she's President. I doubt she'll read this. But yes, congratulations to her.

***

Today is a strange day.

Went for piano lesson and at my house bus stop, I met a boy. A mad primary school boy. He was loitering around the bus stop like a little mini pervy, and then when I sat down, he walked around me countless times, he was talking to himself, making strange actions, and playing with his (I later found out in the bus) bookmark. Apparently he was talking to his school bag and his trusty bookmark, which he clutched oh-so-steadily in his hand.

Boy: -points @ schoolbag- Don't bluff! I don't believe you cannot see her. Come, shake her hand -shakes imaginary hand-

That's one eery conversation I overheard. Another cute adorable boy, his school mate, was also there, and he thought I was mad to sit next to him. Well I didn't know he was mad! I think he has imaginary friends, so yeah, and it's rude to ostracise him because he's, queer.

Got there. Crossed the road. In the middle of the road, (with the curb, not those painted on lines) I fell down. Strangely, I fell in push up position, and I have this weird feeling that I was pushed. I heard footsteps, running. My imagination was running wild (I was like, omg, is that person chasing after me?) and then, I fell. Then I stood up, and crossed the road. Then I looked back. Empty.

Result: I grazed my knee, damn.

The even stranger part. It didn't hurt that much as I expected it too. In fact, it didn't hurt at all. I was aware it had that very acid feeling like acids destroying your skin, but, no, no pain. I just took a tissue and blotted the secretion (It's like 15% blood, 5% skin, 80% yellow secretion). No blood! My god.

Well then, went for my lesson. On the way home, took a bus of horror. I sat in front of a undermatured long-pants boy, who talked, very much like Yong Liang x20. If you thought YL was quite disgusting, wait til you meet this guy.

He was blasting his 10000-decibel voice in my ear (the whole bus could hear his damn childish conversation). He was talking to this little soft-spoken boy from primary school, and I thought he was lower sec, HE WORE LONG PANTS. Ah, ah, ah, disgraceful uh.

Blasterboy: You know when you are my age you will know. It's very easy to get A1 and A2 but I got 56, don't know why though! ... ... I tell you when you get to lower secondary, everyone will get into Friendster and all these web programs and stuff ... ... My god, one day I woke up at about 8am, no, 7am, ah, normally I wake up at 8am then I used the computer and do like all the games + Friendster + I have a lot of friends on the net so I chat and then suddenly my mom came in and told me it's time to sleep. I was omg! I used the comp the whole day already. Now it's time to sleep?! AHHAHAHAHA (10000 decibels X5) -louisa dies- Oh yeah you know what is blogging? Oh it's like you know diaries right? Then it's like a diary you put on the website! Yeah. You know I got A2 for one of my subject la then the girl got like super bad and I'm gonna post on my blog and say I got A, MAYBE she'll read this then haha! She'll feel so horrible. Oh yeah those girls in my school ah. They pretend they like me, call me honey and dear and all that, but I told them "I have a girlfriend", "My girlfriend is my computer"

I was covering my face with mock horror and the rest of the people in the bus felt horrible too. It was RESOUNDING ah his voice. -.-

1. He acts like he's senior of the world - an old man! "When you are my age, you will know"
2. He talks about a lot of computer stuff and all the kinds of browsers, Firefox, IE, Opera... etc. WHATAGEEK.
3. He is knowledgeable but super annoying with it.
4. HE IS SUCH A LOSER.
5. He misunderstands females' flamboyant bimbo chatter.
6. HIS GIRLFRIEND IS A COMPUTER. Even when my sister says it about me (my boyfriend), I know it's such a loser statement. But he thinks he's so cool when he says it. Off!

***

For the strangest fridays of my life, isn't it 7th month tomorrow? (Or so I've heard from Lina)

***

What would you feel if Happy was stripped away from you?
What would you feel if your loved one was torn away from your heart?
What would you feel if your friend betrayed you more than once?What would you feel if you lost what you invested in?

You would not feel.

***

We are not happy about it.

GOOD LUCK TO THE BAND MEMBERS TAKING PART IN THE SYF GRAND FINALS of ALL SCHOOLS AND YOUR EFFORT IS KINDLY APPRECIATED. Well I know how much pain you've got to go through.

Even if your hope burned with time
You will be fine

1343 Deeper.

Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song
You go ahead, let your hair down
Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams
Just go ahead, let your hair down

Here's (from left) Jael, Michelle, Lou, Cheryl, Valencia and Rachel. (;

Emory, you've got me singing for you.

Pangs of neglect, with confused mind a whispering, "I feel you."

Then he sang for me,
"When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you'll do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
. . .
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your hands..."

Fiancee of lonesome Night

Thriller Madness.

Oh my god I'm going crazy. My mum is like imposing her stupid wills on me, which is really ridiculous. It's not that I don't want to honour my mom and all, but it's really lame. -.- I just got up at 7.30pm after a 3.5 hour nap and she forces me to go and sleep now. I think that's crazy. I mean, she'd rather want me to roll around in the bed for another hour than go read something.

Now I'm just playing hide-and-seek, switching off my screen/monitor whenever she comes by the room, or knocks wildly on my door. I locked my door, she questioned why it was locked.

Damn, this is worse than a thriller or hiding from Godzilla.

A toast to loving you.

A show of my love for what was closer to heart;
For a facade turning 9.

Feeling a tad bit accomplished, having learnt how to do Completing Perfect Square (Quad. Eqn.) all by myself following the examples on the handout. Heh, perhaps if I continue this, I'll do better. (Used to slack off ah :l)

I like school.

Picture: That's me when I was six. Not a googled image thank you.

All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now I'm set

Oh stomp on the Hichew.

Timetable's changed and the arrangement sucks.

Seating's changed, and I am still where I am always, The Corner.

Wow. My intimate corner, where my only friend is the white, clean, empty bookshelf.

Hello bookshelf, you know I love you.

How about I call you Chelsea?

Dear Chelsea,
Do you like sitting at the corner by yourself with no one but me to entertain? I sure do, you are the sweetest thing I've ever met. Always listening, always quiet, and you never interrupt! That makes my criteria of a good friend, really! Ah, over-chatty friends get on my nerves, so you're the best. Don't always signal to me to put my books on you, because that isn't something you would do to your best friend right? Yup, ah I'm so happy to be able to see you, every weekday, and I hope you always hope to see me too.

Well then, toodles dear Chelsea, and have a good night's sleep in school. (:

Love, Lou.

***

Spent a whopping long time of 3+ hours to clear out my huge cabinet just now (It's not that huge). Now it looks great, all neat, tidy and organised. I hope I don't mess it up again.

I want to be a racecar.

Vanity shoots.

School's in, all over again, and time to get the blues on.

Damn my ponytail's hard to manage. When was the last time I did my hair ponytail-style?

Well Bobo, it's time to get yourself some Frodo.

Eyes, so dead.

Having an honest conversation with a friend, where I'm acting all laughter & fine & dandy at the start (which I was) but after a while, well, reality kinda hits you like the Judge whamming her mallet following "Court Adjourned!".

Well, we were talking about the times we've had. How much we've drifted. This sounds so damn cliched, but that's what we talked about anyway.

In one year, I lost the ones I loved.

Everything seems so happy yet so sad. We're laughing yet we're hurting.

Hey there friend. Thanks for talking to me.

Post-note: This is really true, don't be a wuss and think that I'm trying to act emo. Please, I've got better things to do.

Negativity in Princess Cut.

Save me from gorging myself with Mamee, I'm not feeling quite myself today.

It's time to say goodbye to the last weekday of this June holiday. Crap. My weekends are packed, with a full-day cousin's wedding tomorrow (yes, I so anticipate the good food) and with church, piano lesson and gram's lame birthday party on Sunday.

Did I mention the birthday party was supposed to be on Saturday (YES, we were supposed to miss it) but they rescheduled because this time, it isn't celebrated in a restaurant, but in her house with cheap buffet dinner.

There's still homework too.

So much for being contented with what you have.

You know, holidays suck shit. Because, when it's time to go back to non-holiday status, you can't let go. Don't you agree with me?

Lose yourself.

It's Hard to Say

... a lot of things.

I thought about school and coincidentally I saw this picture of Mr Goh, my DM.


Hilarious, I'll say. Maybe going back to school ain't that bad after all.

Picture from Alvin.

Reality sucks, dunnit?

I'm enjoying the eat-sleep-splurge vicious cycle of a lifestyle and regretting it as well, actually. I have less than four days to fix my biological cycle back to it's original. Man, I forsee only difficulty. I know I'm quite a pessimist and a realist, but gee, this is really hard.

I woke up, disgusted at my pig-alikeness, at 2pm. I only slept at 2am! My god, it's really gonna be hard to push the alarm right back to 6am, or earlier. This holidays have been really badly wasted. I've really done nothing at all.

Lemme evaluate myself:
I did not read my Joy Luck Club lit text for the second semester.
I did not get a job and earn any money.
I did not do my homework until the last minute. (yes, now.)
I did not revise or catch up on any work.
I did not collect my report book. (until now, uhuh)

Damn! I kinda hate sec 3 life with all that work and prep for the O level, and it's almost over already, and then next year we can wail about how time's passing way too fast for it's own good. Hmm, does that make any sense?

Let's see how much homework I have finished:
English Comprehension
English 6 Journal Entries
English Essay
A Math Paper '02
A Math Paper '03
Chemistry Worksheets (Not collected)
Literature stuff (Accidentally passed up with my Lit file -.-)

Result: That is pathetic. damndamndamndamndamn

Complain Queen.

Piano lesson, fairytale night.

It didn't turn out as fairytale-like as expected, as usual. Haha, in fact we ended up casual and stuff, and those that brought stuff to change into didn't change into them. We started off with some games, Blow Wind Blow & Whacko. Man, I hate stressful games. I think if I'm older by a few more years I'll prolly get a heart attack and die at the event! Haha.

Renee was kinda the unofficial emcee and she made the stuff we were gonna do pretty silly-sounding heh, but oh well. It was fun, even though Jinghan was like cackling into my ears with her thousand-decibel-trademark-wahaha continuously. Eeeegh, I think I've lost my sense of hearing.

Did some skits, and my caregroup actually won! I was pretty surprised. Well, we tied with TP cell - haha they were hilarious, and Stacey was so funny with her fruit basket and pigtails! Heh. The other groups were funny too, with Yogi being zhu ba jien (that pig from Sun Wukong) and Benjamin (I can't remember what he was, shan zi?). The JR cell was funny too, with Nicholas acting super spastic at the pubbing scene and in the 'house'. Haha!

Had a load of fun there, and I realise Gie is Aggie! (;

Oh well, goodbye for now! I remember I've got homework to finish in four days. Eeegh.

Draw Lots.

It's time to 'rekindle' old friendships all over again.

***

Here's a funny conversation - I think I'm mad today.
Nick: Eh you know what happened on sun?
Nick: I was supposed to put the capo on for the 3rd song
Nick: And as it was difficult to press, I got stuck in the middle of 2 frets & I started playing hahaha. Then it made this croak croak sound. Damn funny.
Lou: Ha ha ha very funny ah you - you lousy! HAHAHA
Lou: Ok shall not be mean.
Nick: Ya lo, say me until like that. You know how much balls it take to start one song? Haha.
Lou: Two, no matter how difficult, still two. Unless you don't have any to begin with. Kua kua kua...
Nick: Evil...
Nick: ...
Nick: Nothing to say
Lou: That's because what I said is true. Haha!

Wicked.

Went out with Melissa today to catch a Movie: RV - Runaway Vacation. Interesting show, but not exactly fantastic. The starting part of the story, was so not hilarious - and too draggy. It makes my heart melt to see the kids and wife treat their daddy so mean! Lesson learnt: Don't put too much pressure on the bacon bringer aka daddy! I think I look absolutely ugly in the picture, by the way - my eyes were exceptionally puny. (I think I look a little like Sam!)

Walked her home after much walking around in Far East and stuff. We saw Kui Jien (the malaysian actor in Singapore, who used to do Gotcha! with Rui En) and Fiona Xie, and then I saw Jeremy at the Marriott Hotel area, and Xinyi at the school bus stop. Haha! I refused to go home, so I walked back to the MRT to take train to Toa Payoh to change bus! I know I'm so lame, but I was dragging time, and also looking at some stuff at Toa Payoh.

Sent her home at 6.30pm, reached home at 7.30pm. See it's dark - and yeah sat around and ate a sandwich - then I went out to meet my sister at gardens and went to eat carrot cake with sugar cane juice. Yum.

Well that's about all for today.

Tomorrow's Fairytale Night, and argh I have piano lesson before that. Ew.

Prison of Choices.

Don't give up, you're not thinking.
Don't give up, just keep seeking.

Our prison of choices. Can we run free, alone?

Right and wrong is black and white
The illusions of this world and there is hope again

Is there gonna be hope again?


Somehow hit by this tugging at my heart that I've made a wrong choice. Why finish off something so extra special to my heart months ago? Why do I always do that, finish off things that meant something to me months ago. When it's over, it's over... then I finish it off, quite satisfied.

There's a time for everything.

Is that mentality really right?

Breaking Free.

Hey there best friend...

Monday Chuckles

I spent all day slacking around the house, watching tv and not doing my homework. I feel like such a good-for-nothing cliched loafer man. Haha - I don't even think that makes sense. I'm sweating as I'm typing this! Argh, I miss Cameron Highlands, because it is a remedy for my sensitive nose! No Body Odour, no bad smells! Use Cameron Highlands! (That sounded very much like the dettol advertisement hoho)

Was pretty surprised just now when I opened the fridge, taking my 3-times-daily-dose of Magnolia Milk (don't I drink milk much like a male? haha!) and saw this:


I know it's a brand, but for a moment it scared me, my mom only buys HL milk, Magnolia milk and Daisy! What cowhead! Lol.

Well, the rest of the day was spent gorging myself on 'small tambun biscuits'. Boy do I love this stuff. Heh. Small Tambun biscuits sounds stupid haha. Like, "Hey small tambun biscuits totally rocks my socks lah!" and I can imagine the whole group of teenagers laughing at the person who said it. Hahahaha.

Oh and the reason for the sudden abundance of pictures is that I've got a camera by my side. My cam is always out of AA batteries and it kills me, so yeah, now I'm using my mum's spare Cybershot (which she still has no idea how to use) forever. I don't think I'm returning it, but hoho, nobody's gonna tell her, right?

She'll ask for it anyway.

By the way, check this out.


Unglamness to the extreme - all over again. That auntie never learns her lesson. Haha. Lyn says she looks so auntie with the hairband. Please...

Liposuction for teasers.

A very different image for my blog here, in fact a very ugly image. I didn't really have much time to do it up, and I'm also too lazy.

Today seems very different, and I don't know why. Went to church in the morning for Care group and we shared about how the camp was beneficial to us. Samuel and his candid way of phrasing his words made the entire sharing thing way more lively. Somehow, care group's becoming more and more mundane & boring because of the Bible Study we did since forever, and it's just so long that it becomes draggy. Yeah, it can get really dry at times.


Didn't go for rangers because I had Father's Day lunch to 'attend'. We did something different as well, with my eldest sister treating some interesting wanton mee at Joo Chiat Road, and then heading down to Frankel Avenue for interesting and super-scam-expensive dessert. Well, it wasn't that much a scam because it tasted expensive - you can feel all that expensive cheese and fatty ingredients. Ah, my first taste of this Raspberry Broffel (I totally forgot the name, so excuse me haha, I might be just guessing & embarrassing myself hoho) was like, 'Whoa, heaven!' and then you feel as though real lardy liquefied fats is trickling down your throat. Hahaha what a grosteque imitation but well, I did feel like that! Then we had interesting Apple Crumble which tasted just like the apple - not too sweet, with oats, and Bread & Butter pudding. All together the dessert was about twice the amount of the wanton mee, in addition, there were eight of us eating together.

Well, it's nice to spend time with the family, despite every single time we're out together we always argue, with the exception of today. With that, I'll wish all fathers out there a Happy Fathers' Day.

What's a Dad for, Dad?
Tell me why I'm here, Dad
Whisper in my ear
That I'm growing up to be a better man, Dad
Everything is fine, Dad
Proud that you are my Dad
Cause I know I'm growing up to be a better man

Father, I will always be
That same boy that stood by the sea
And watched you tower over me
Now I'm older, I want to be the same as you
Yellowcard
Life of a Salesman
Ocean Avenue

Pillow Problem.

I took another test, and it said I was either Asexual, or Bisexual. Asexual being, sexless and Bisexual, well you know it.

High Maintenance?

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Acts of Service
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Acts of Service:		12
Quality Time:		8
Receiving Gifts:		6
Physical Touch:		2
Words of Affirmation:		2

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