I'm in a pretty good mood today! Momsy's at some wedding dinner so she can't bother me much. I was doorkeeper [aka usher] for saturday service today. It really rocked! Nwaha. I was in such a good mood that I was happily flashing my braces-ly smile at everybody and sticking out my hands to everybody. By the way, this is the first week I went to church with my braces on. Yepps. Although some of them had sweaty palms and wet hands [eeks!], the rest were okay and quite friendly. Yeah, one of them 'dao-ed' me when I stuck out my hand. Okay fine. Oh yeah, it was rude but oh nothing can spoil my ever-so-perfect day. Yeah right. The sermon was a little on the 'off' side. It was talking about husbands and wives and what they so called should and shouldn't do. Something like that. I'm currently listening to Evermore by Hillsong. Oh boy do I love that song. =) Oh, as I was saying, I am pretty annoyed now with a lot of people. Say I'm childish and petty, whatever. I mean, Jeralyn and I were so supposed to go out after service for just a little short while and like she so dumped me for her sister, literally. She promised me. Oh yeah, she told a lie and liars go to hell. [Proudly quoted from Jeralyn herself]. Michelle and Jinghan were SO totally eager to get rid of me, FINE. So I was stuck with Cheryl, not that it's bad but i mean, I was supposed to go out and all. I haven't went out in a gazillion years. I mean go out as in shop and look at MY stuff and not someone else's. I know my bad point is that when people ask me out or something, I will normally go, unless I've got something on. But it's so unfair that when I'm free and asks someone out, she will either reject or you know, make tons of excuses. So, you want me to be there for you, to accompany you here and there but when I want you to accompany me? What do you do? Disappear in some bush and don't ever come out. Fine. Such people actually exist. I'm not angry or anything. I'm just really really amazed that such people still do exist in this society of ours. I've been through this situation since forever. For example, I'm going out on Friday with person A. I make sure that my whole day has no other dates so that I can be polite and just accomodate and have unlimited time chatting with the person so that I don't ditch the person 'cause that's so MEAN. That is just normal so called etiquette that you don't go out and suddenly say you're off to your fairyland and just leave that person abandoned in some corner in Singapore. That's rude, ungentlemanly [if he's a guy] and projecting an image that you are either [if he's a guy] MCP or you think you're some big shot. Oh puh-lease. Quit the big shot thing. It irks people. Seriously, if you carry on doing that to nearly everybody, you're going to lose all your friends. Like just look at the amount of true friends you have. Your current friends are so superficial that if you died in a car accident today, life would just simply go on as per normal without you, not like they'll even mourn at all. Please. Find your true friends first before talking so much crap and thinking of having to find a bf/gf. I mean, if you already have so little friends and you want to have a bf/gf, chances are that you will have even lesser friends. Even now, if you have few friends, if they're really true friends, it's better than having a million friends and then only having less than a handful of really true friends. Who you think are your true friends may not be. Best friends are just a lie and most of the time they end up your downfall. The so called big shots have millions of friends but none of them really look under the skin 'cause they're all super superficial. Pfft.

I think you should just start taking care of your insecurities first.

The fact is, you're always insecure eh.

Me too.

But get over it

and get used to it.

Yeah. That's all I can say.

It's time I admit this.

Jeralyn has been droning this to me since forever

and I was ever so nice saying "Ya, kinda." only .. not getting into bitchy mode.

She is SOO evil. I don't know how we manage this.

But we always act really nice to this certain person &

this person gets bitched about later.

So watch out if we're extremely nice to you people.

Now I so agree with her that's he's MCP.

Oh yeah.

Life is so boring. I am SO bored. Yepps. I can finally eat some proper food besides porridge and macaroni! -cheers- Well, I wasn't supposed to but who cares? I literally starve to death everyday just eating macaroni and porridge. Ergg. They're so tasteless, I feel like I'm eating cardboard boxes or something inedible. Nwaha. I was checking out my friendster testimonials just now, and seriously, I wanted to delete some. But my other computer was lagging so badly, I couldn't bear to put myself through the wait. I realised I have had EXCESSIVE numbers of testimonials from little miss jinghan, who has so much spare time to write millions of testimonials for millions of people. Okay. Whoa. The weather has been sweltering hot these few days. My house is feeling so hot too all thanks to the stupid parquet floor. Oh darnit. I remember before the parquet floor was the whitey and cute tiles. I kinda liked that. It was cool and I loved lying on the floor then. Hmm, I went out today. To my mock dismay and horror, oh god, I can't bear to say anything. Oh forget it. I'm quite annoyed.

Later. x)

gossip 'til death do us part.

School was ubbaaaaa traumatizing for me. Yeah. I realise something, my language, everything is SO going crazy! Here I am, talking like them (not deyians, note) School so didn't rock today at all. I was quite annoyed at Mdm Normilah and some other people. She was busy checking our socks' height. Yeah, and of course, Miss Councillor has to pull up her socks and tuck in her shirt neatly and properly. Yeah, super troublesome. The things we do for vanity. Yeah. Ergg. Hmm, nowadays my blog is SO dead 'cause I don't post much interesting things worth attention - haha. Oh well, I went out on Tuesday. Yeah, pretty cool. I wanna go out tomorrow. After tonight, after doing my stupid art exam assignment, i'll be free to do whatever I want for the rest of the weekend til Friday. I've set aside some work for myself to do during the weekend [How disciplined! x)] Momsy's at some company function - chalet! Like wootifying! I can use the phone! I can do WHATEVER I WANT. Cool.

Later. x)

I'm so darn HAPPY. The end of the week is SO coming.

Church, shopping with Jeralyn, laughing with Jinghan & Michelle.

I look forward. Yeapps.

Fantasia Barrino ; Truth Is

Ran into an old friend yesterday

Caught me by surprise when he called my name

He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past

Talked for awhile, I smiled and then

Said that he was seeing somebody and

Told me this was gonna last

Showing me her photograph

And all the feelings I thought were gone

Came rushing back to me at once

Tried to smile and hide the way I felt

But I was thinking to myself

(Truth is) I never got over you

(Truth is) wish I was standing in her shoes

(Truth is) and when it's all said and done

Guess I'm still in love with you

(Truth is) I never should have let you go

(Truth is) and it's killing me cause now I know

(Truth is) and when it's all said and done

Guess I'm still I love with you

We reminisced on the way things used to be

Shared a couple laughs, shared some memories

Talked about the things that changed

Some for good and some for bad

Then he said goodbye and he paid for lunch

Promised that we'd always keep in touch

Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts

Walked away and that was that

Now the truth is, it hurts

But I know that the fault's mine

Cause I let him go

Tried to get over it,

but it's messing with my mind

(Because I know)

I just gotta be honest, I guess

I guess I'm still in love, in love, in love

Oh something to look forward to. There's labour day holiday on Monday. Yeah. I'm currently in stress mode. Like shuckers. What the heck am I doing online? I have like tons of stuff to do. ART!!!! .. is driving me nuts. I hate ART. I HATE my school's 'syllabus' for art. It's lame. My examination work is due this Friday and I'm so screwedly still in the middle of it. Oh like help!

Now, I still have maths tuition homework to do. She so like drowned me in homework. I mean, I told her I was quite free and like look at me! Ka-boom! All the homework comes crashing down onto me like some avalanche when I open Joel's Pigsty of a cupboard. Like oh goodness me. I'm so yawny tired. Tsk-tsk. Erm. Mr Jo was being a pig today. Yeah. Tomorrow. Tomorrow. Tomorrow.

I anticipate the weekends.

But I have to get past Thursday and Friday first. Yuughh.

Blog tomorrow. Yepps. x)

Pretty much in love.

I've realised that I've practically washed my hands of -- unknowingly. Oh well, they can go slog and survive on their own. They don't need me anyway. HAHA. They can always stick to low-class standards which amuses me. It will never ever change. -glaze

sometimes we really wonder how many personalities are in me?

laugh.

sarcasm is my forte

I don't know why some people have this amazing ability to always think they're so good or at least, better than others. So they're this BIG shot and we are like the despised, squatting at the bottom of the social pyramid, huh? You can say I'm the meanest ass on Earth. Yep. At least I'm not like you. I admit I'm wrong, yeah, I'm mean and all and just because of that, you take advantage of the chance to insult me. WOW. It's not like you're not mean, only the both of us tell you you are so darn mean, so you think we are telling lies and blah blah and that only we think like that 'cause we are prejudiced towards you. The other people have helpfully told us to tell you, then we seem like the bad guys instead 'cause we're the ones who like so called 'told you off''. Truthfully, I think you should go do some soul-searching and PLEASE, stop deceiving yourself man.

You also have another amazing ability - that is, blaming everything on me or someone else. Oh well, as long not on yourself right? Admit your mistakes. You're nearly the worst fault-admitter on Earth. I mean, it's natural of people to defend themselves at first, even then, they also apologize in the end. You don't. All you do is think you're right, you're right and you're always right. Tell you what. That's not always the case in this unfair world of ours. You, were so mean especially to me on that happy day of mine. I ignored all your little rude gestures and everything and when you said I was mean, I nearly blew everything off. I was trying to be nice and all and explaining to you why some people behave like that and why others like to be this and that. You know what, I shouldn't have wasted my precious time explaining to you and defending people okay? I really regretted it. You think you're unbeatable yeah? There's always someone better than you lah.

Piss off to your ugly world and where your ugly friends live and get off my planet.

Annoyed.

Oh screw it. My mouth looks weird. I've got everything in now and I look stupid. Oh god, my mouth's just a black hole, all thanks to them removing all my molars (okay, maybe not all). My smile is so destroyed. Erg. Black holes and more. I don't wanna talk about it. Yugh.

Mariah Carey ; We Belong Together

I didn't mean it

When I said I didn't love you, so

I should have held on tight

I never shoulda let you go

I didn't know nothing

I was stupid, I was foolish

I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever be without your love

Never imagined I'd be sitting here beside myself

Cause I didn't know you

Cause I didn't know me

But I thought I knew everything

I never felt the feeling that I'm feeling

Now that I don't hear your voice

Or have your touch and kiss your lips

Cause I don't have a choice

Oh, what I wouldn't give

To have you lying by my side

Right here, cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby, please

Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough

Who's gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up

Who's gonna take your place? There ain't nobody better

Oh, baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night

When you are on my mind

Bobby Womack's on the radio

Saying to me"If you think you're lonely now"

Wait a minute

This is too deep

I gotta change the station

So I turn the dial

Trying to catch a break

And then I hear Babyface

I only think of you

And it's breaking my heart

I'm trying to keep it together

But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element

I'm throwing things, crying

Trying to figure out

Where the hell I went wrong

The pain reflected in this song

It ain't even half of whatI'm feeling inside

I need you, need you back in my life, baby

i just ate Justin's red eggs. Yeeks. My fingers are awfully pink now. GROSS. I look and feel like I've just breathed in some carbon monoxide and my fingers are bright pink. [Well but if I've breathed in carbon monoxide I wouldn't be blogging. ] Haha. I hate the yolk now, especially now that I have a swollen lip and five ulcers joined into one. Oh yuck. The yellow swell outside my mouth wasn't an ulcer at first, it was make-your-lip-puff-up medication but oh well, it became a rather unpleasant looking ulcer. By the way, I have an ulcer on my cheek area 'cause I bit it. OH gwad. Like help me. School - tomorrow. Well, I'm only going for about two periods which is like LAME la. And then, there's health screening at 10-12pm which i so cannot go 'cause 10am's my dental appointment - tsk tsk. Oh like I'm going get brackets in tomorrow, I don't know how they're gonna do that with my monstrous ulcers staring right up at them. Erg. I'm in pain, my mouth is swollen.

Oh darnit.

I hate school, I don't wanna go school. AISH.

ersh! bugger ness boos ai laf choo ma boo!

okay, what rubbish am I talking about!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,

i think some of you will get it huh?

just repeat it over and over and you will.

Today's care group was fun. We were split into three groups. Of course, the three girls were separated into the three separated groups. -jeers at Sharon, haha-

Group One - Glenn, Chris, Louisa

Group Two - Jinghan, Tianle, Kai

Group Three - Michelle and DANIEL!!

My group has like one of the nicest people. I pitied Kai and Tianle, they were dying.. HOR? Haha. In the end, the groups rejoined 'cause Michelle and Daniel were weird la. We were supposed to be discussing three scenarios and the both of them weren't.

Group One - Glenn, Chris, Louisa & Michelle

Group Two - Jinghan, Tianle, Kai & Daniel

So Jinghan had all the boys to herself. Haha, WOW, i'm so jealous, I'm bursting with it! HAHA. NOT. Oh yeah and my care grp's guys are all superifically smart! Kai's from SJI, Tim's from SJI, Tianle is from RI, Daniel, I think he's from either Maris Stella/SJI, Chris's from Maris Stella. They're all relatively smart little boys. So adorable. Haha. Oh well. Erm, we discussed the three scenarios.

Case Study ONE

You are like rushing to finish an assignment and your mom keeps coming in to ask questions and irritate you.

What should you do?

Case Study TWO

Your good friend's party is today and you really want to go but your mom says No. What should you do? (Jinghan & Michelle kept insisting that it happened yesterday but it's only half true LA.)

Case Study THREE

You are happily watching the telly when your dad comes home, looking much stressed from work and all and asks you to switch off the telly and go do your work. You refuse. Then he raises his voice and asks you to go into your room. What should you do?

*

Seemed like Case Study TWO happened yesterday huhs? Although I didn't mind whether I went or not although I feel obligated to go 'cause I'm invited. Just that sorta feeling. Oh well, just got bored of blogging. Ciao!

Later. x)

`quote e:

-jumps off balcony-

I want to fly.

I want to fly.

I want to fly.

Blackout.

Haha, I didn't go Ernest's party, I didn't mind actually. I was pretty annoyed today but after the service I was fine, was even feeling quite hyped but still annoyed with my mom for her unreasonable whatevers throughout the day. I was happily listening to jazz pieces before I went to church, which was fun, 'cause I was listening to all the interesting instruments they used - like band instruments. Hmm. Justin's b'day party was quite fun and thank god Mr Itchy Fingers, Son of TV remote control guy and full of shit guy, Benjamin wasn't there. Mr Lame Arse Gerald wasn't there too. Good riddance. I mean, I don't mind Gerald though. See, all the my-age cousins are guys besides Cheryl. Let's see.

Ki'ern - Girl, 23?

Clarissa - Girl, 23.

Lynette - Girl, 20

Joel - Boy, 18

Jonathan - Boy, 16

Cheryl - Girl, 15

Louisa - Girl, turning 14 in a month

Gerald - Boy, turning 14 in 4 months

Benjamin - Boy, turning 14 in 7 months

Abigail - Girl, 10

Bernice - Girl, 10

I mean, like Ki'ern, Clar and Lyn hardly hang around with us at cardiff already. Oh well, it's time for them to get on with their lives. Abigail and Bernice -- how puerile. They're so small and childish, sometimes Bernice's rudeness and their plain gullibility gets on peoples' nerves. So Joel was taking pictures. Haha. Shoving his face into ours and saying "Hey, lets take a picture!" enthusiastically and I was complaining about my swollen lip and he like IGNORED me. Next, we were going through his mj annual. It was rather amusing and Jonathan was so criticizing all of Joel's friends. There was a William Hung and some other weird looking people and this guy who squatted down and his pants were so tight, you could see the shape of that thing. Oh gross. How tragic for my eyes! -screams- Hahaha. I'm feeling so tired. -yawn- Blog - tomorrow. Later. x)

Ahahas.

*

A and B said the other party was boring and there was no food.

Oh well, what do you expect out of a few 16 year olds having a party?

Lack of planning.

Poor things.

rubbish, rubbish, rubbish.

my family is full of rubbish.

my life is so full of rubbish.

I can't talk on the phone.

I can't use the computer.

I can't meet Jeralyn NOW.

I can't go Ernest's birthday party.

[but that's because of Justin's b'day party and MOTHERS!]

Aish. Like whatever.

I give up.

Tsk-tsk.

I'm supposed to hibernate at home and wait for thy kingdom come.

"Ha. Ha." Apparently I'm not laughing.

The piano solo + extra bongos + the jazz set + the saxophone + trumpets makes Jamie Cullum's Next year, Baby stuck in my head! It's so darn fascinating! =)

Pointless Nostalgic.

Ain't thinking 'bout love today

Lost in the sunlight

Walking down memory lane

Ain't thinking 'bout you today

People from the past that I knew

Are slowly slipping away

Seems so long ago

Since we were carefree

Photographs lost in time are all I see

A pointless nostalgic

That's me, that's me

Thoughts running round my head today

Times from the past popping up where they're from I don’t know

Reminiscing my cares away

Wishing I could go back and change the points that were low

Till I've realised what life's meant to be

It's all I’ll ever be

It's all I’ll ever be

Cause that's me

It’s all I’ll ever be

Cause that's me

This song's pretty. It's another stuck in my head.

Mcfly. All About You
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile
It’s all about you


Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to
Said you make my life worth while
It’s all about you


And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don’t know what I’d do


So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles it’s all about you


And I would answer all your wishes if you asked me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses don’t know what I’d do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do


Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worth while
So I told you with a smile


It’s all about you
It’s all about you, it’s all about you baby
It’s all about you, it’s all about you baby
It’s all about you, it’s all about you baby
It’s all about you, it’s all about you
It’s all about you.

I feel like I'm losing myself and becoming more like p and m.

I think that's quite okay with me but still, losing yourself is not a nice thing.

And copying others is not a nice thing too.

At least I know that.

SJO doesn't.

and couple 9 doesn't.

Jamin, read this!

AHAHAHAS.

Dillematics.

Yepp. Currently in a very, very unstable mood.

I haven't been myself lately.

I mean, I've been really weird and friendly in school

and yet sarcastic and plain odd at home. Eeyuuck.

Look at this.

When have I started saying Eeks! ?

The Louis in me? Nah.

More like the Louise in me.

She's alive.

x)

oh god.

what am I talking about again?

Louisa, Lois & Louise.

The split personalities.

Now what was I talking about again?

Bejeweled.

Sometimes have you ever had the feeling that you want to give up on everything and just simply let go of what you're holding on to? I agree it's not a very nice feeling and I can't let go of that very fact that I'm not able to be the her I wanted to be. Of course, there are other reasons to some things that can't be explained on the Internet, you know what I mean. Sometimes I really wish I was a boy. I mean, Louis sounds like a perfectly nice name to me and life for me is like life in a washing machine. I get twisted here and there. Later removed and wringed and hung on a bamboo. Yuagh, I can't imagine myself in that situation. Okay, maybe that sounds more like life as a piece of clothing. Oh well, works for me anyway. Clothes do get worn out and thrown away don't they? I might just be condemned for saying such things as God gave me the privilege to be a girl and blah blah. Maybe that is the reason why some people commit suicide. Is that the only form of escaping reality? Maybe. All these people, if I'm not wrong, just need a listening ear. But society doesn't permit such things. They despise people who have done wrong things. Like for example, taking drugs, their excessive addiction to alcohol, their addiction to the things of the world and et cetera and cannot bear to just be a listening ear to some of them as they find it embarrassing that they're talking to some.. you know. Sometimes I think those people who have committed suicide do regret when they see the ground rushing up to meet them. That period of a second or two could very well be the time that they actually regret jumping and want time to rewind a little. Oh well, enough of my philosophical talk. As someone always say I love getting all philosophical and all. Ay, I should just shut up and not say anything. Pfft.


Whaddahell am I talking about?

coincidences happen.
TWO birthday parties.
SAME time. SAME day.
Different situations for different parties.
One would be amusing.
One would be outcast-like.
One would be brimming.
One would be one roll-eyes situation.
One, if I go, will make Jeralyn the happiest [and flirtiest] person alive.
One, if I go, I will have a brimming sarcasm level.
One, if I go, my eyes will fall out from excessive rolling.
One, if I go, will bore me to death and make me feel regretful.
One, if I go, will make my good friends happy.
One, if I go, will make my friends happy.
Which one should I go? Or should I not go at all - which is impossible?
Choose.
I hate clashing birthday parties.
I've been through this situation twice already.





Unchosen.
Unmoved.
Unsatisfied.
Unable to decide.

Bus no. 74, horrifying experiences & more piles of obnoxious shit.

Nobody really understands how life can suck at some time. Life, -sigh- can be the most annoying thing on Earth, yet we have to live it. School sucks [I know this sounds ultra cliche but i can't help but say it!]

Okay, so I've learnt a rather valuable lesson yesterday, to never EVER take the non-airconditioned 74 to school. That, was one of the most horrifying experiences ever in my life. I was getting hotter and hotter by the minute, you can't exactly say I was sweating, but you know, that icky sticky feeling comes creeping on. Okay, but that wasn't all. The windows were shut where I was sitting, but the other windows were obnoxiously open, how nice can it be to have wind messing up your bangs/fringe on a nice little Monday morning. Yes, and unfortunately, on Monday, I didn't do up my fringe. I mean, I didn't put a hairband or something, I just pinned up extras and let the rest down. God, that is a mistake if you're planning to take Non-Airconditioned 74. Oh yes, and there was this freaking poser with all straight length hair and rebonded hair. Like that was so ancient. Her hair was short, as in shoulder length, I know she doesn't tie it up as usual so it's always like that. It was rebonded. Eeeks! And the worst part, it wasn't even layered. All her hair were of equal length - including the fringe. That is worst than my puffed up hair! LOL. So, to put it in a mean way, she had hideous hair and she looked like she was wearing a wig. [By the way, Pamela had something like that for a hairstyle for one period of time, but her hair was uniquely interesting, and she didn't look at all like a fashion (and hair!) victim.] Oh, since I'm already insulting that girl, why not insult more, since her uniform wasn't exactly complimenting.

Let me describe her: She was rather tall for a secondary one student, let's see, i think she's 164cm. Apparently, taller than me. Tsk-tsk. Oh well, she's worse off a bamboo pole than me. Her uniform was eeks! Shirt averagely tucked out. Skirt not exceptionally long but improportionate to the shirt [as she was tall]. See, that's why I say being tall is not a good thing unless you don't mind tucking out and getting caught by your dm. So, because of her height, her skirt looked too long. Oh! She was wearing ankle socks, with a friggin' sex band on her right ankle. Her shoes were Macdonalds'. You get my point? Oh god, extricate me.

Enough shit about that stupid fashion monstrosity.

Okay, so school starts off with a free period. As usual, Miss Rachael was nowhere to be seen - Absent/On Course. Pissifying shit. So everyone whipped out their discmans [those that brought, anyway] aanndd their geog workbks and started doing the assigned work. So, half the class couldn't hear what each other were saying, 'cause they either were busy changing discs, listening to rock music or their partners seem to talk excessively to them that they all have only one earpiece in their ears and the other out, thanks to their partners, they can't enjoy their music. Haha. Chinese was rather fun. As usual, we were trying ever so hard to trick the teacher into thinking our chinese spelling was tomorrow, which wasn't but we wanted to delay it. Dishonest pigs. HAHA. I'm one of 'em. Then he said that since all of us didn't study, he'll push it to tomorrow so that we can do better. Ahas. DENG LAO SHI rocks. [Pretend I didn't say that. Lols.]

Recess was horrisifying. Lower Sec NCOs had to clean up the ice cream freezer. [you know about us selling ice cream.] The upper sec NCOs are such meanies! The freezer had some greenish liquid at the bottom that was supposedly melted water, a little of expired milk and whatever shit. It STUNK man. It was super gross. Nobody could bear to take off the glass covers to the freezer [it was off, so everything melted and settled to the bottom. Yuck. But that was the point of it right.] Okay, so at first we were busy eating, when they opened the first door, everybody was gasping for breath and fleeing from the table, when I was going "Huh? I can't smell anything foul." Oh that was a big mistake. When they took off both lids, the entire area around the freezer STUNK. Okay. Interesting facts about the stupid freezer. Zhang Lin was the only noble one to go close to it and attempt to clean it up ad nauseam. You could smell the foulness of the milk. Oh gross, I really agree it was expired. I mean, for how long has that stupid thing been hibernating there. GROSS.

We were lamenting about how traumatized we were by the freezer and oh, let's go on to the next interesting part, our DM, lovely guy, used his detention book and poked me from the back while walking to the bball court. "Tuck in your shirt." I tucked in. "Fold down your skirt. Wha, councillor somemore! I don't wanna see this again." Mr Freddy Goh stalks off. Erg, so not good for my reputation. Ah, whatever, I'm not going to be some piece of shit stuck up people's asses like this councillor A which always gets ostracized by the student population 'cause he/she goes around scolding everybody and sending everyone to detention and also be a fashion disaster. I call that - Abuse of Authority. After that, had assembly - boring prize giving of dance members & going through of exam stuff. Hey! We didn't even get a certificate of commendation from the school during our syf year - UNFAIR! Okay, school sucked today. Watched lion king in music. Double Eng, Science, Maths. Mrs Yusoff's a pig. Chua Sai - always indescribable. Tsk-tsk.

Out.

Little Miss Insensitive & Mr Lonely.

They're one and the same person.

Hoobastank ; Let You Know

I just thought that I'd let you know that although I'm far

I'm close to you within and all the time spent by your side

Is taken deep in me, held for me to keep, to look upon when I'm feeling like

Everything and one is hurting me for something or other

It takes me to a better place where I'd rather go

Thought I'd let you know

Who you are, what you do

Makes me burn to be in you

Who you are and what you do

I'm burning to be in you

I just thought that I'd let you know

Being near you is a gift I only wish I could treasure

But for now I'll sit and wait

I'm still burning though

Thought I'd let you know

It Feels like I'm falling

I'm all on my own

Thought I'd let you know

It feels like I'm falling I'm all on my own

Thought I'd let you know

Sounds a little like a love song? Nahhs. Go listen to the album.