Have yourself a merry little christmas

Let your heart be light

From now on our troubles

will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little christmas

Make the yuletide gay

From now on our troubles

Will be far away

Here we are as in olden days

Happy golden days of yore

Faithful friends who are dear to us

Gather near to us once more

Through the years

We all will be together

If the fates allow

Hang a shining star upon the highest bough

And have yourself

A merry little christmas now

=) Have Yourself a Merry Christmas Midi (=

http://www.fortunecity.com/millenium/bankhead/79/yourself.mid

Today got Band. Quite fun actually. Jasmine and I had a nice, hearty chat on the phone last night. Until 12.30am! Ugh! I'm feeling so sleepy now.
Currently chatting with Jonathan (Tan) and Cheryl on Msn Messenger[[muh cousins!]].
Bored to bitss.
Hmm. Band was quite fun.
We were doing the opening block of Chingay and blah-dy blah.
The Sun was like baking us!!
It was so hot and we all stink now. *makes a mortified face*
My tagboard is SO inactive. I'm going to the class blog later to check out comments for the new skin. Haha. Okayys.
So BORED MAN. And tired. Blehhhsss..
Jeralyn is still nort back from Bangkok. *SIGH*
Stuck in Singapore with retarded CHERYL.
Cheryl so totally wants to go out everyday and I'm like her source of amusement.
I feel like smacking her face. Went with her Plaza Singapura yesterday and there was this helmet guy that we ran away from, literally. Gross!

Hahahahahahahahahahah
Jing Han is Sooo scolding me
Heck.
She is scolding me on Msn.
I'm so pissed.
Cheryl is at my house.
What am I talking about?
Hmph.
Yeps. I'm mad
Okayys.. I'm sick of my skin already.
That's it with geminis.
Not tt I believe in horoscopes but it's
pure coincidental. Urmms. Wdv.
Geminis change their minds super fast.
Yep.
That's me.
I'm mad.
Urmm
*Trying so hard to be annoying!!! No way.*
^bleaghx^

`lovinn yoo-

I am like SO PISSED OFF with my momma.
Like I said just now, she's sure to get me annoyed with her attitude.
She said just now that I had to go to the NDC wiff herr [[National Dental Centre, I'm getting my braces done, yeah! Okay, back to what I was saying--]] and I told her that I was going out with Cheryl to the library and she said, 'which is more impt, library can go anytime.' I was SO TOTALLY PISSED.

*Who cares one bit abt all this teenage angst of mine...*

She is like so, erhm!, beyond description! It is like so "I TOld You." I just said it in my prev post and there, it happened in the next. So, so pissed. Jerall is like so nort here to listen to this so i'm so sad. I miss herr lots... It's funny. Jerall is nort my school friend at all but she's my childhood cum church friend. And we've been like the best of friends since like, forever! Haha. Don't worry. I'm not a lesbo. But anyway, she's in Bangkok, probably having the time of her life! And I'm stuck here in sunny Singapore with the person-who-drives-me-nuts-and-to-the-edge-of-civilisation. UGH! Sod that larh. I hate my blogskin. I can't seem to find something nice. And Jerall is supposed to make me one. Custom-made, dearies! But as I said, she's havin the time of her liffeee in Bangkok and also as I was saying, I'm stuck in dear sunny singapore. Sad. My mother, aka the person who always drives me nuts, is so innocently being herself but that is what is getting me pissed off with her!! Ugh! Ugh! Ugh! I was reading a lot of ppl's blog and I was like rolling on the flr luffing when i read Jing Han's one. It was SO funny. Haha, about the Nature Walk at MacRitchie Reservoir organized by my church yesterday. She was carrying her soya milk and the other friends of ours were carrying loads of food with them and there was this load of monkeys in the trees and they p o u n c e d on heR! What a great joke! She'll kill me when she reads this but- heck- who cares... She is such a JOKER! Wahahaha. I'm practically on the flr already. Everytime I think of her since young, she has been amusing me since forever with her lameness and unfortunate-ness [[I know there is like, NO SUCH WORD. But Heck.]] Okay. Continue with my story about the monkey-pounce-on-jinghan thing. Then her friends, being smart, threw away their food. *Nort saying Jing Han was stoopid.* Wow! This is enough to make the headlines. I can just see it in the papers.

Monkey Pounces on Unsuspecting Girl.
Girl uninjured but shocked to death.

WAHAHAHA... laugh with me ppl. *Lame*

`lovinn yoo-

Okay. Morning ppl. =)
I'm feeling quite good today so decided to go
and change the blogskin and do some admin stuff for the class blog.
Wow! I feel great doing good deeds
[[very gd deeds meh? *bleaghx*]].
I'm so bored you know?! I'm going to the library with cheryll today!
Yippee! Not that I have the mood to read nowadays.
Tomorrow got band yay!
I love Wednesday band when they have
sectional or the short 4 hour practice. It's more 'entertaining'. I have
yet to convince my cousin that blogs are not lame.
It is if you write lame things and goof around on the net, but
you can do anything you want with your blog right? So he is such
a computer illiterate, that's why he finds it lame. *bleaghx*
Sick of arguing with him - heh!-
Currently listening to Charlotte Church -
Dream a Dream (Elysium)
So nice! I listen to the CD every Nov/Dec holiday.
I din regret buying it 'cause it's so nice.
Yip! I think I'm in a very gd mood today,
talking and laughing like a mad woman.
But my mother sure spoil my mood by being annoying.
She's at home! Not working today! What a horror!

`lovinn yoo too-

*Update for the class blog!*
#1. I have already put up the four class photos into the class blog's album
So check it out if you want to.
#2. New blogskin! It's quite comical looking [[like our class, heh]]
It actually says 'Life's a comic bk' at the top but the stupid blogger bar covered it
What am I to do? Haha. It's by David Schwartz by the way, quite nice.

Me, Michelle, Yu Ying, Amanda and Bei Yu at j8.. heh heh. Old pic larhhs 

Hmm, oh dear oh dear.
Today I wasted my day sleeping and lazing around.
Oh GOD. What a sinner I am. LOL
I woke up with a bad headache
and I felt like throwing up. Then I woke up from 10-11 am
Then I went back to sleep 'til abt 1 pm then woke up.
So lazy right. Gawd. Aimm listening to Draw Tua Bethlehem
by Charlotte Church. So nice.
I think my heart is already
preparing for Christmas! It is my favourite
festival or holiday in the year!!!
SmUacKs!
Plus, I get to see all my cousins and we'll get to
stay up late and more on Christmas Day. Cool!
Then you know make friends with my cousin's friends.
Ha.
*I'm feeling great now! I've just taken a Panadol. My
Headache's GONE! Yay!
I'm so happy! Yay! Julia* smsed just now [*my councillor friend in ma grp!!]
and asked abt councillor meeting. Darn. I think there is meeting
tomorrow. So DARN silly, and boring!!
I'm supposed to help Cheryl with her 'collection'. Darn. I bet
she hasn't started. UGH.

`lovinn yoo-...

Hmm, nice day today. I was just playing net reversi n backgammon just now. BORED TO bITs. HarHar, today got band. Doing self practice for Chingay. Then after that go to eat lunch with jasmine at the opposite coffeeshop. So BORED. Yay! Tomorrow go church, then see my gd fwens. Not Jing Han especially. She is so annoying, always thinking I love her or something. I don't!!! Argh! Now I dislike the 'smallness' of my font of the skin. Haha! I'm so choosy. Maybe I'll change it again. Haiz. So MA FAN. [[Oh yah, Bei Yu is happy today.**]]

**Private Joke between Me and Jas.

I LuFfE this song from Diana Degarmo.... Mmm.. Can hear it ringing like a nice little bell in my ears.

Diana Degarmo - Dreams
Dreams are just dreams
When it's stuck inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you
You know it's true
That dreams are for real
When you see what I see
And you feel it too
We took the longest road
Just to make it harder
Let's do it all again
It only makes us stronger

Dreams
I guess we’re just made of dreams
Nothing else matters
As long as we believe
I'm looking at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I dream of you

What do you see when you look inside your heart
A little thought can walk a thousand miles
And change your life when dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly in sight
Every step you take just brings it all together
You’ve got to keep the faith when all seems lost forever

Dreams
I guess we’re just made of dreams
Nothing else matters
As long as we believe
I'm looking at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I dream of you

You're the one
That keeps my hope alive
My vision clear
I'll spend my life with you
Conquer fear
We'll make it through

Dreams
I guess we’re just made of dreams
Nothing else matters
As long as we believe
I'm looking at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true

I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you

Woohoo! I love YOO so much! Hmm, in a gd mood today! Haha, I was just reading `qiUlinG's blog. She's so cute. Haha. No larh. I'm not a lesbian. This morning went to school for councillor meeting. They were doing cheers. I was afraid they'll ask us to do stupid things [[as usual?! Like humiliate the traineess]] I'm listening to Diana Degarmo's Dreams now. So nice. Jason sent it to me heh heh. He's such a great fan of Diana Degarmo so everything hers must download. Wahaha. So amusing. Now his msn no sound... become my problem. *bleaghx*

Hey, i'm dying, oh yet again. I practically feel tt a terrorist's van decided to stop round the corner and drop a bomb on my head. My head is throbbing and i'm in pain!!! What a horror. Although I'm recovering [[after a week i should be!]] Tomorrow i might be going out with -the same old same old- Jasmine! But dunno whether i can make it. I want to die already. I can't believe Jas bought the whole stack of like ten triple 5 notebks.. She can share it with the whole percussion haha. I think people like Bijay need it most. Most forgetful guy on Earth. Almost like he wakes up at the wrong side of the bed. Lol. I dunno why is Jin Rong going to work... Haha. He asked me whether i've found a job and I told him no and tt I'm not planning to. He's working in a Clementi COFFEE SHOP!!! Oh my goodness me! But I guess it's gd money. Needless to say, he cares a lot for his parents *Okay whatever louisa, stop being this stupid angel* Okay, POoF!

I'm back after a whole week of not blogging. I'm sick! Badly sick! I've never been sick for such a long time. I missed my grp meeting, my camp briefing and not to mention the band camp! Boo.... I'm not feeling too well here anywayy, I feel like dying at home. All i do is lie in bed and sleep n eat. That's so sick! Haha, I wanna change my skin. Sick of the two children running and the dumb rose picture. Hahaa....

*feeling s.i.c.k

Tired. Band today. Councillor Meeting today. Councillor Meeting on Wed. Band on Tues. Oh My God! I'm going to die of exhaustion!!!! Argh! Lazy to blog. Yesterday Band Performance [[Ervin called me a bittergourd because my face as emotionless!!]]. haha! Ms Lim gave us each a folder with a so called remarks piece of paper inside yesterday! Oh, i'm so tired!

Woo... today quite fun.. though every period also nothing to do, only during maths. Then miss chan teaching statistics. Very boring though. She was teaching all about the stem n leaf thing and I was busy drawing trees all over my maths text... [[I'm so sick right.. lol]] During english period, we watched 'my dog called skip'. Okayys, ms lim brought shrek n tt. But timothy loaded 'my dog called skip'. I mean, we weren't really watching it. We were like chatting among ourselves and sometimes take a peek at the projection screen. You know - so that's not exactly watching it right. Jasmine, Michelle and I were like haunting Ms Lim and we abducted her laptop too. Hwee En offered her CD from Eddy and then we were like looking at the pics. Then we attracted a crowd [[have you ever heard tt even small amts of ppl make a crowd? lol]]. Okay. Then we were portraying Bei Yu in a guy's eyes and in a girl's eyes and Ms Lim was trying to keep a poker face, trying not to laugh - heh heh - We were like so mean. Haiz. I'm so bored now. Currently listening to Maroon 5's She will be loved and chatting on msn with my cousin. *Bleaghx* Okay. After school got Band. Then so sick. Queena keep asking me play Timpani *also known to me as the stupid vibrating drum*. She just want to play bell herself.. Wad a selfish pig. Somemore say ppl.... Haiz.. I duno what to say larhhhs..... Okie. I think that's all for today. Ciao...

Hah! Today promotion day!!! HAHA! So free today.. But I'm feeling so bored currently. I tried changing my tagboard to doodleboard but I realize it was so groSs!! HAHA... I'm feeling quite mad now. Haha. All i'm doing now is laughing and laughing and laughing! :p Okayys... I've reallie got nothing to say now! Bored to bitsss --- smuaCKs

I would have done anything to freeze the moment forever.
It was so quiet & peaceful, so simple, so serene.
I turned to see Lucas looking at me.
His eyes shone with a savage sweet clarity that took my breath away.
+excerpt taken from Kevin Brooks - Lucas

Sorry about just now. Haha, accidentally hit a key on my keyboard and then the post was published. Stupid. Thankfully I didn't have to edit it ... HAHA... Today, I spent my day in church til about 2. Then I went with Cheryl to toa payoh library. So quiet. Then got this girl so annoying. Talking on the phone then talk so loud and dunno that she is talking soooo LOUD. She was probably scolding her boyfriend or something for ditching her and not going to the library too.. diaox.. So lame.. She's about 16 but act like a 10 year old boy.. What is the world coming to? After going library, cheryl and I like dun wanna go home so we were contemplating whether to go home, go AMK or serangoon gardens coffee bean. In the end we went Coffee Bean then eat one $2.50 muffin. Very NICE!.. Whoopee! Then later I went to her house and like wu liao a bit.. Then look at her sec 2 class pics.. then we were busy crapping around the house. HAHA... [[do you know she's my cousin?-)]] Then later her father sent me home. So funny. Justin was like beginning to cry but before that when he just woke up frm his nap, he was throwing a fit and was like smacking my cousin [[cheryl]] like mad and her father ... LOL.. so in the end, he tagged along and sit car ride.. Okayy! Whatever... LOL .. *happy pappy?*

Woo so happy!!! Argh!!! I showed my mamma the results tt are gonna be on my result slip.

I feel this song really speaks to me ... and I simply just adore songs from Simple Plan. Maybe this song actuallie explains some of my feelings... *having mixed feelings* -- smUacKS -)

Simple Plan
Welcome to my Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Just drank one can of A&W root beer. Oh my goodness me! I'm feeling so terribly full now! Argh. I think I'm gonna shit soon [[offensive language - haha]] Yay! Monday got no school 'cause got promotion day! I wish can go out but very lazy larhh... Tomorrow is ... hWeE.eN's birthday!!! All must wish her leh. LOL. Today got band - FULL DAY! [[8.45 am to 5.30pm.]] Today got no PT... but got all the NPCC people marching around - seniors.. Their marching is so horrid.. compared to band members.. lOL! Of Course! *braggs* Shikin mam and Jasmine were laughing all the way coz the inspector was quite pissed with his squad. Haha. It was so funny.. and the inspector = ha! = looked like such a dork I wanted to just jump up and cackle with laughter but we all have to keep quiet and stifle laughter. We learned Spanish Overture today, the song is SOO nice! I was playing bell.. Stephanie tagged along to play bell and Bei Yu played the xylo.. It was soo fun. They didn't do strokes today -thk god- .. STROKES is the most boring thing I've ever heard of. Formation Test coming up, Sec One camp coming up, strokes test coming up.. *sigh* There are a lotta tests going on in band! Argh! Scared!!! *currently feeling bored*

"I feel good ta da ta da ta da da" I seriously feel good today!!! I passed my Chinese at a mere 56 but at least it wasn't C6.. I got a C5! Whoopee! I'm elated... Oh, the results for the councillor thingy is out today. Michelle, Bei Yu, Li Yan and I got chosen. Okayys fine. But half of me doesn't want to 'cause I'm afraid that I can't cope with studies, Band and this darn councillor thingy. I want to change my skin... But I can't find a nice & suitable one. HaEH! Today after school Jasmine and I were eating sliced fish bee hoon [[yu pian mi fen]].. I think the way we ate was enough to make the people around us barf! And we were taking so long to eat. We spent half an hour eating and chatting about our families and blah-dy blah then later Jas's dad gave me a lift to my bus stop which is also on-the-way... She had piano lesson from 3-6 [[actually 3 hr intensive theory.. haha]] so couldn't go out with Bei Yu and I or something. Oh and after school, Bei Yu just disappeared 'poof!' from the class immediately after school... so we couldn't find herr... Anyway, piano theory is sooo boring... I finished the 5 year one.. not all the eight years but five years is the minimum and 8 is the maximum [[duh! there are only eight yrs in piano and I'm in my last one!*braggs* LOL.]]