bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.bored.
*
am i being tested for patience here? goodness! so darn bored. i almost think it's written all over my face. there's no one home now except my maid [dunn count]. Sucky. Actually i can watch Home on the Range coz i got da dvd but sian larhh.. been online for like a million years man. listening to music noww. ughhy. last time didn't put finish the almost love lyrics so here it is.
-) > dis is a one eyed smileyy ahh, copyrightts mee!!!

almost love - billy gilman
What aimm I going to gett you girl
I wanna buy you the whole wide world
But all I got is a leather jacket and a mood ring
Sometimes I see you standingg in the hall
And I can't say a tyng at all
Deep inside I'm writingg you poetry
Yes I aimm
-
I almost love you
I can almost feel your kiss
I almost promised my heart
With a promise that's more like a wishh
I don't know what all this means
But gurll I can't get you out of my dreamms
Everytime that we get close
It's almost
-
Yesterday I saw you on the hood of a car
With an older guy he was playing his guitarr
And you gave him your smile I could have criedd
But I just froze
Should I standd up to him
Should I pick a fight
Should I get you to run away with me tonight
I don't know how to get there
Or where we'd go
Don't you knoe
-
Love
It's almost
The right stuff
It's almost
The flight of a pure white dove
It's almost
True love
-

`ever forever prayinn

Rotating Christmas Tree with white lights! Soo darnn nicee man! 

A lil background i made for my own desktop. HAHA. 

so darnn boredd manx. haiz. i blogged like a million times in a few minutes, literally. but anyways, holidays really suck. was supposed to go out today but decided not. tomorrow gort band. *reluctant yay* okay, it's nort really band practice. it's balloon hat. omg, and i hate the sound of balloons bursting. firstly, it's frightening and secondly, i feel like my eardrums just 'popped' which is also sorta scary so i hate balloons!! lol.

x.tWistt.liCkk.dunKk.x
aimm nort eatinn oreo cookies but eating Lay's bbq potato chips. heh
So full.... nearly finished halff the packet. wadd a pigg i am!
totallie carn't wait for youth camp. yumms.

yay! i changed a new skin. haha. i really hated the previous skin until my blood was practically boiling! so i spent about an hour looking for a skin i like. nowadays the skins at blogskins.com are getting uglier = basically more typical teen and more girly and more abt love n et cetera. = which aren't my type, ugh. this is one of the most ok ones = coz it's christmassyy = . Wow. i have celebrated christmas since infancy and this is one of my greatest christmases ever - preparation n all. - i thinkk it's gonna be so damn fun. i haven't bought presents for a lot of people still 'cause of my busy schedule n lack of financial support *haha! grinns* Feeling really happy now. Haha. As i will repeat, last night's show was g - r - e - a - t! Jonathan [muhh cousin!!!] wrote me a real sweet testi - haha! - in a brotherly way, dun worry. So sWeeTT!! Haha. We actually went to give him moral support for his little skit which was wonderful anyway n typical himm 'cause his friends weren't comin after so much proddin. Haha. My dad came back from Shanghai last night and bought dis little bouncy thingy tt when you hang on the ceiling, it'll bounce [duh] and bounce and it's 'windmills' will rotate and rotate. Kinda giddy after a while huh? haha. Okay. gtg noww.

Today was a great day spent on quite silly things and gd things lah. Okayy. I went church in the morning. It is RR's 10th Anniversary! Yay! Too bad I dun hav the uniform and too bad i didn't go for the camp. But after church - after cheryl changed n all the messy stuff - we took 145 to toa payoh mrt then took a train down to Admiralty then later took 913 to LightHouse Evangelism Church!! Woots! The youth service was great then we kinda made friends with da ppl there! They are so darnn friendly man!! Anyway, after the service we hung around til the rain stopped then went to koufu next door and ate - I didn't eat lah - . then later, candice - new friend, j1 - walked us to the 913 bus stop tt takes us to causeway point. Okay. SO we went Causeway pointt then watched The Incredibles with Jonathan and Cheryl. Jonathan already watched it but watched it a second time coz
~ we didn't watch it yet
~ he loved it so much
We bought stuff to eat - popcorn etc. It was so fun. My fav character is Violett..!!! Haha. Okay. So next week probs going to the youth service again... haha. Interesting!!!

`prayinn ever so hard

you know what?! i slept for like 14 & 1/2 hours straight! i slept at 5pm last night and woke up at 7.30am! Oh muhh goodness me! WahMms. So darn funny. Thk God my maidd woke up me up if not i would hav missed band! Today was quite fun but became tanner lah...- all thks to the chingay prac in the field [[with all the mudd!!!]] -and dirtier.. Jas's dad changed carr... haha. so funny. wow, i think i'm mad. i din go to the RR camp frm today to tomorrow coz I just came backk frm councillor camp and today got band. I'm so very tired anddd i gott no proper 'camp' clothing to wear [[camp clothing are my ughliest set of clothings to be specific.]] coz all bring to councillor camp lerhhs... Wah. Verryyyyy tired now. so see ya!
*
`prayinn fer yoo
*
lastt dayy

i'm back! councillor camp [[combined with psls]] was basically great!

Except for yesterday afternoon, they made us learn

drills [[haha, easy peasy for me! coz i'm in uniformed grp - Band]]. woww,

their drills suck to the core man. it was so gross! hmm, oh ya, happy birthday

Liyana mam [[Percussion SL]]! i bathed for 35 mins just now, one of

my longest. coshh i was so damn dirtyy. ugh. oh yeah, the camp - one night you

slept in the bunks[[tell u more abt it later]] on safari beds then one night in tents outside. thk god it did not rain at night last night. The bunk was previously the

Maritime Museum. ugh. there was dis two life-sizedd male figures looking

like they are goin to kill someone in there at the extreme left corner in the part

where there is no light! so friggin' freaky. zixin screamed when she saw it [[we were havin station games, were supposed to find tennis balls]] and i was behind her and

i also stopped in my tracks and gave a little shriek. it was quite ughhyy.. the bunks are spooky! they had a lot of space in the whole bunk (we only slept in three quarters of the rm [[all thks to the freaky figures - no la]]) Oh and the guys and girls slept in the same rm, jus separated by a white curtain .. lame right? dis morningg, we went 2 palawan beach [[the camp was at camp HA at Sentosa. yay!]] and then just watched the scenery while we ate our breakfastt there. yumm! i missed my bed and toilet so muchh while i was there. This camp is the best camp i've ever had [[the only one i enjoyed ya?]]. Urmm, listening to Celine Dion & Andrea Bocelli - The Prayer. hmmm, bored lahs - talking to jonathan (tan) now. MMmm... nothing much to sayy already.

`prayinn ferr yoo

billy gilman - what's forever for

I've been looking at people
And how they change with the times
And lately all I've been seeing are people
Throwing love away and losing their minds

Or maybe it's me that's gone crazy
'Cause I can't understand why
All these people keep hurting each other
When good love is so hard to come by

So what's the glory in living
Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore
And if love never lasts forever
Tell me what's forever for

I've been listening to people
And they say love is the key
And it's not my way to let them lead me astray
It's only that I want to believe

But I see love hungry people
Trying their best to survive
While in their hands is a dying romance
And they're not even trying to keep it alive

So what's the glory in living
Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore
And if love never lasts forever
Tell me what's forever for

And if love never lasts forever
Tell me what's forever for

almost love - billy gilman [excerpt only]

I almost love you

I can almost feel your kiss

I almost promised my heart

With a promise that's more like a wish

Oooh, I don't know what all this means

But girl I can't get you out of my dreams

Everytime that we get close

It's almost

Love

It's almost

The right stuff

It's almost

The flight of a pure white dove

It's almost True love

Today had band. woots! it wass soo fun! we hadd prac for chingay and then broke for sectional. hrmph! today was quite erm, exciting? jasmine, beiyu and I for the jap bell solo for convention(nort chingayy) all play different part. thenn queena subtly chided us. haha. today she was really nicee!! *all smiles* well, i was playing the right part and then jasmine gort really pissed 'cause she gort scolded. thenn later, during announcement i was sitting with sianying and jessie then beiyu was sitting next to jessie thenn later she go and change place! hmph. soo looking forward to youth camp, heard there r gonna be ppl frm sembawang a/g. woots! soo i dunno larhhs. i was very tired today 'cause slept at 1 last night/this morning. now listening to dreams by diana degarmo. boredd to bits man. oh yah. youth camp is gonna rock and councillor camp is gonna suck. haha, pity jasmine couldn't come (actually she is, but nortt quite sure but my sis doesn't need her participation anymorree anyway.. =)) SO as i was sayinn, woots. after band then had announcement then i hadd to see queena coz i was somee co-editor with 5 other ppl for the deyi band mag or something.. 25th anniversary iff i'm nort wrongg. *'somebody' gives jealous facee- sure wan.* i'm in formation comm. with beiyu. oh ughh. it's gonna suck man. stuck wiff her first tyng then *she probs readin my blogg now. haha!!!!* drawing silly formationnss - yuek! hmms, jas told me somethingg tt was so friggin amusing that me n doreen burst outta laughin immediately coz what she said was such a liee lorh. it's a quote frm someone else. haha. after band jas's dad dropped me off at compass point to meet my mom n my aunt and we went ikeaa!! so funn. I bought a gazillion decorativee stuff *bet tt 'somebody' has never been there* then later aft shoppin for 4 hrs pluss we went to the ikea restaurant n ate the usual.. - Swedish meattballssss!!!!!!! MY FAVOURITEEE! yay! okayys, after tt came back lorhhs.. do usual stuff... *makes face* okay. i'm so lazy right now n my neckk hurtts.... ughhh! byeeeeee... nightss.. cheryll, he's online horh!!!

~now i dunno whyy but i feel somebody's so nice to me, a bit odds. likee normallyy she wouldn't give a damm abt me and my teenage angstt but nowadays, she actually cares!

Today had band. woots! it wass soo fun! we hadd prac for chingay and then broke for sectional. hrmph! today was quite erm, exciting? jasmine, beiyu and I for the jap bell solo for convention(nort chingayy) all play different part. thenn queena subtly chided us. haha. today she was really nicee!! *all smiles* well, i was playing the right part and then jasmine gort really pissed 'cause she gort scolded. thenn later, during announcement i was sitting with sianying and jessie then beiyu was sitting next to jessie thenn later she go and change place! hmph. soo looking forward to youth camp, heard there r gonna be ppl frm sembawang a/g. woots! soo i dunno larhhs. i was very tired today 'cause slept at 1 last night/this morning. now listening to dreams by diana degarmo. boredd to bits man. oh yah. youth camp is gonna rock and councillor camp is gonna suck. haha, pity jasmine couldn't come (actually she is, but nortt quite sure but my sis doesn't need her participation anymorree anyway.. =)) SO as i was sayinn, woots. after band then had announcement then i hadd to see queena coz i was somee co-editor with 5 other ppl for the deyi band mag or something.. 25th anniversary iff i'm nort wrongg. *'somebody' gives jealous facee- sure wan.* i'm in formation comm. with beiyu. oh ughh. it's gonna suck man. stuck wiff her first tyng then *she probs readin my blogg now. haha!!!!* drawing silly formationnss - yuek! hmms, jas told me somethingg tt was so friggin amusing that me n doreen burst outta laughin immediately coz what she said was such a liee lorh. it's a quote frm someone else. haha. after band jas's dad dropped me off at compass point to meet my mom n my aunt and we went ikeaa!! so funn. I bought a gazillion decorativee stuff *bet tt 'somebody' has never been there* then later aft shoppin for 4 hrs pluss we went to the ikea restaurant n ate the usual.. - Swedish meattballssss!!!!!!! MY FAVOURITEEE! yay! okayys, after tt came back lorhhs.. do usual stuff... *makes face* okay. i'm so lazy right now n my neckk hurtts.... ughhh! byeeeeee... nightss.. cheryll, he's online horh!!!

~now i dunno whyy but i feel somebody's so nice to me, a bit odds. likee normallyy she wouldn't give a damm abt me and my teenage angstt but nowadays, she actually cares!

*woots uncontrollably*
hmm, today had band.. OOPS. I thought today had full band
but actually it's only half-day then I have Percussion workshop that is
by this guy that actually trains the drumline in the movie - DRUMLINE. WOOTs!!!
His strokes are supeerrrr!!! It was so great I bet most of us were
droolin our mouths outt!! Fast and he never hits the snare rimss. He gave us
3 exercises and split us into two grps.. my grp lost.. Yuck.. coz gort the two
'something wrong' peepx that cannot keep rhythm and blahsss, etc. Was feeling
so gd just now. He's a New Yorker called, erhmms, Benjamin Ironside. Haha.. Has an iron backside eh? Joking!! Nahxx. Okayys. I'm starting to talk and type just like jeralyn n jh, they're frightening me!! Ugh! Feeling reallie hyper altho I'm feeling tired 'cause I slept at one last night.. more like dis morning! Coz I was reading a really interesting book about a girl in the rock band. Cool. think cheryl will knoww the title eh? Hmms. So bored. Bei Yu was fine today, didn't scold any juniors for doing wrong things today. [[B.Y. is a junior and a sec one too.. Ironic right? *dun giv me hate msgs for dis, H.J. it's a darn fact.*]] Hrmms.. Not angry today. Woots. Actually I was quite scared to play marchin snare today. I mean, i usually play the marchin bell. Marching snare? Big diff manx. It was muchh much heavier than the belll.. i understand the pain of the new snare drummerrrss... [[reminds me of the christmas song 'The little drummer boy' *grins*]] Chatting with jerall// and jh// and melanie now. Nort melanie.. stopped talking to her just now. Hrms. Okays. gotta run dearies! Miss ya!! *makes spasticc faceee*

`lovin yoo-

Hmm. What shoulda say?
Mother's saying I never accomplish anything. Da usual.
Went out with cheryll again. We went ta Bugis then went
laming around haha, there were so many 'act cool' guys lorh. So gross! Cheryl and I watched the video of Edison again and again just now. Ugh. We saw Timothy L.M. hooting and jumping with laughter in the background.. Jokerrss!!! I love the part where this guy puts a empty sch bag over Eddie's head then he started screaming....!!! That's the funniest part!
Just watched Singapore Idol. Olinda out... Sad larhh.. I know
evrybody in Deyi loves Sylvester. But you imagine him
representing Singapore a bit yee... with his lousy diction. Don't worry. I have nothing against him larh. But must be more factual
a little. I don't hate himm lahh.. I bet someone will post on my
tagboard some hate msgs after reading it.. Grow up lah. Okayys. So Jonathan (not malau) just started like supporting Oli and she's out. What a joke for him... Must not aggravate the situation.. Actually Olinda looks like Ki'ern [[cousin's sibling who is a LIME writer. Hmphhs... Unbelievable rightas?]] Haha. Hmphh.. So bored today. I like watching Survivor Vanuatu but now must prepare for Band. Whoops. I haven't bathe yet. Da dirtyy gurll*// blehhs. *makes a face.* So boreddd to bits. Thank God have Band tomolo but full band.. and then, haiz, it's gonna be TIRING.. ugh. Then have to carry marching bell 'til back breakss *makes a 'grandma' face*. Ouchhiess!! You try larhh.. Marching bell is like 5 kg. Then Snare drum is like 8 kg... Tom, ha!, is like 10kg. Wanna dieee arhhs... Marching Percussion Ruless.. But all have back probleemmss... [Just supporting my verdict?]

Today woke up at 12pm. Actually woke up at 7.30am to go for councillor meeting but I was having such a bad headache.
Then went back to slp. Lazy pig me. Haha.
Ouch. Doesn't hurt now tho. Whoa! At 1 'o clock,
I was talking to *Jonathan(my cousin) and Jason in the
same convo on msn. So funny! But they dare say I
like George Puff from American Idol. [[George
Puff for amusement. Original name George Huff.]] We were talking
abt Fantasia Barrino and Diana Degarmo and they, the two hilarious bickering boys, were fighting over who is better? And I was supposedly
the side-taker. Currently waiting for Timothy Lee Misso [[Not Timothy Chow.
Misso - German surname]] and the video of Edison* to quickly finish transferring
to him. It is like 28000 kb. Such a big file. But it's a worthy wait. The video
was hilarious - of Edison and his sissy self. Haha. What a disgrace to the male race! Hey, I just remembered, Jeralyn is gonna be back now!!! Today to be specific.
Haha. Not being very specific. Must sms her. Yay! She's finallie BACK! Wonder if she bought anything for me. That giRL. Lol. I'm not lesbo, i say again.
Hmm, currently listening to "The Conventry Carol by the same girl.. Charlotte Church. Nice larhh. Cannot blame. Anyway, I dunno whether I should go
to michelle's church Matthew Care Grp thingy tomorrow. 28 Nov I have a
short church camp and I'm also going to my cousin's church, Lighthouse.
Ugh! I'm feeling so pressurized. I'm supposed to go to the Salvation Sunday
thingy at LightHouse so that to accompany Jon's friends. Ugh. They're nice people
tho. Hmm. I'm gonna watch Singapore Idol. Yay! Feeling So HAPPY!
I baked Shortcrust Pastry just now. Was wonderful. So GREAT.
The cookies were 'heavenly'... [[makes it sound so wonderful to eat. It was what.]]
Okayys. Gotta go now, literally.

Toodles.

*Names mentioned in between the two asterisks are all from Montfort. Except George Huff. Haha.

`lovinn yoo too-

Erhm. Hmm.
I shouldn't be here at this hour. Haha. Can't wait for dear
Jeralyn to come back. Haha. I was sms-ing Julia just now and we
were like disgusting ourselves at the stupidity of all the councillors, literally.
[[with their dumb forfeits and more. Ask Chern Ron or Bei Yu.
They'll understand]] She is from 1/8.
Quite nice people in my councillor grp. Too bad they change
grp again for the councillor camp.
They actually torture/humiliate you for their own entertainment. IDIOTS!
Omg. I can't believe it!! Councillor camp is 1 week away and
I'm totally not looking forward to it. Yuek! Oh no! I can't remember all the impt people in the student council. You're supposed to
memorize all their FULL names. How? I can't even remember anybody except Norimah who is the next president. Bei Yu doesn't like her.
Always telling me how much she hates Norimah and more.
Dunno why. Haha. Amusing. Jonathan (not malau) asked me go to his
church for Salvation Sunday. Hmms, I duno whether i should. If I'm going, then i
guarantee Cheryl is going too. DUH.
Okayys. Oh yarh. I just finished reading a book called 'Bish Bash Bosh'. Quite cute a bk. I read it in an hour! It's not as thin as our sec 1 lit texts lorhH! DUH!
Haha. I should be slping now. Coz got councillor meeting early in the morning tomorrow. Sigh. =)
Piex!

`lovinn yoo-

I'm feeling so happy!
Christmas is coming!
Yay! I'm so happy! Presents and more!
Meeting up with old friends.
I really pity those people who are brought up not celebrating Christmas!
Sincerely! Christmas is truly a time to love and more!
And my favourite holiday too!
So, you guys out there that don't celebrate Christmas can join me - my christmas party with all my family n friends. [[If you dare, haha, no larhhhs]]
*
LOVINN CHRISTMAS
*
`lovinn yoo too-

Have yourself a merry little christmas

Let your heart be light

From now on our troubles

will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little christmas

Make the yuletide gay

From now on our troubles

Will be far away

Here we are as in olden days

Happy golden days of yore

Faithful friends who are dear to us

Gather near to us once more

Through the years

We all will be together

If the fates allow

Hang a shining star upon the highest bough

And have yourself

A merry little christmas now

=) Have Yourself a Merry Christmas Midi (=

http://www.fortunecity.com/millenium/bankhead/79/yourself.mid

Today got Band. Quite fun actually. Jasmine and I had a nice, hearty chat on the phone last night. Until 12.30am! Ugh! I'm feeling so sleepy now.
Currently chatting with Jonathan (Tan) and Cheryl on Msn Messenger[[muh cousins!]].
Bored to bitss.
Hmm. Band was quite fun.
We were doing the opening block of Chingay and blah-dy blah.
The Sun was like baking us!!
It was so hot and we all stink now. *makes a mortified face*
My tagboard is SO inactive. I'm going to the class blog later to check out comments for the new skin. Haha. Okayys.
So BORED MAN. And tired. Blehhhsss..
Jeralyn is still nort back from Bangkok. *SIGH*
Stuck in Singapore with retarded CHERYL.
Cheryl so totally wants to go out everyday and I'm like her source of amusement.
I feel like smacking her face. Went with her Plaza Singapura yesterday and there was this helmet guy that we ran away from, literally. Gross!

Hahahahahahahahahahah
Jing Han is Sooo scolding me
Heck.
She is scolding me on Msn.
I'm so pissed.
Cheryl is at my house.
What am I talking about?
Hmph.
Yeps. I'm mad
Okayys.. I'm sick of my skin already.
That's it with geminis.
Not tt I believe in horoscopes but it's
pure coincidental. Urmms. Wdv.
Geminis change their minds super fast.
Yep.
That's me.
I'm mad.
Urmm
*Trying so hard to be annoying!!! No way.*
^bleaghx^

`lovinn yoo-

I am like SO PISSED OFF with my momma.
Like I said just now, she's sure to get me annoyed with her attitude.
She said just now that I had to go to the NDC wiff herr [[National Dental Centre, I'm getting my braces done, yeah! Okay, back to what I was saying--]] and I told her that I was going out with Cheryl to the library and she said, 'which is more impt, library can go anytime.' I was SO TOTALLY PISSED.

*Who cares one bit abt all this teenage angst of mine...*

She is like so, erhm!, beyond description! It is like so "I TOld You." I just said it in my prev post and there, it happened in the next. So, so pissed. Jerall is like so nort here to listen to this so i'm so sad. I miss herr lots... It's funny. Jerall is nort my school friend at all but she's my childhood cum church friend. And we've been like the best of friends since like, forever! Haha. Don't worry. I'm not a lesbo. But anyway, she's in Bangkok, probably having the time of her life! And I'm stuck here in sunny Singapore with the person-who-drives-me-nuts-and-to-the-edge-of-civilisation. UGH! Sod that larh. I hate my blogskin. I can't seem to find something nice. And Jerall is supposed to make me one. Custom-made, dearies! But as I said, she's havin the time of her liffeee in Bangkok and also as I was saying, I'm stuck in dear sunny singapore. Sad. My mother, aka the person who always drives me nuts, is so innocently being herself but that is what is getting me pissed off with her!! Ugh! Ugh! Ugh! I was reading a lot of ppl's blog and I was like rolling on the flr luffing when i read Jing Han's one. It was SO funny. Haha, about the Nature Walk at MacRitchie Reservoir organized by my church yesterday. She was carrying her soya milk and the other friends of ours were carrying loads of food with them and there was this load of monkeys in the trees and they p o u n c e d on heR! What a great joke! She'll kill me when she reads this but- heck- who cares... She is such a JOKER! Wahahaha. I'm practically on the flr already. Everytime I think of her since young, she has been amusing me since forever with her lameness and unfortunate-ness [[I know there is like, NO SUCH WORD. But Heck.]] Okay. Continue with my story about the monkey-pounce-on-jinghan thing. Then her friends, being smart, threw away their food. *Nort saying Jing Han was stoopid.* Wow! This is enough to make the headlines. I can just see it in the papers.

Monkey Pounces on Unsuspecting Girl.
Girl uninjured but shocked to death.

WAHAHAHA... laugh with me ppl. *Lame*

`lovinn yoo-

Okay. Morning ppl. =)
I'm feeling quite good today so decided to go
and change the blogskin and do some admin stuff for the class blog.
Wow! I feel great doing good deeds
[[very gd deeds meh? *bleaghx*]].
I'm so bored you know?! I'm going to the library with cheryll today!
Yippee! Not that I have the mood to read nowadays.
Tomorrow got band yay!
I love Wednesday band when they have
sectional or the short 4 hour practice. It's more 'entertaining'. I have
yet to convince my cousin that blogs are not lame.
It is if you write lame things and goof around on the net, but
you can do anything you want with your blog right? So he is such
a computer illiterate, that's why he finds it lame. *bleaghx*
Sick of arguing with him - heh!-
Currently listening to Charlotte Church -
Dream a Dream (Elysium)
So nice! I listen to the CD every Nov/Dec holiday.
I din regret buying it 'cause it's so nice.
Yip! I think I'm in a very gd mood today,
talking and laughing like a mad woman.
But my mother sure spoil my mood by being annoying.
She's at home! Not working today! What a horror!

`lovinn yoo too-

*Update for the class blog!*
#1. I have already put up the four class photos into the class blog's album
So check it out if you want to.
#2. New blogskin! It's quite comical looking [[like our class, heh]]
It actually says 'Life's a comic bk' at the top but the stupid blogger bar covered it
What am I to do? Haha. It's by David Schwartz by the way, quite nice.

Me, Michelle, Yu Ying, Amanda and Bei Yu at j8.. heh heh. Old pic larhhs 

Hmm, oh dear oh dear.
Today I wasted my day sleeping and lazing around.
Oh GOD. What a sinner I am. LOL
I woke up with a bad headache
and I felt like throwing up. Then I woke up from 10-11 am
Then I went back to sleep 'til abt 1 pm then woke up.
So lazy right. Gawd. Aimm listening to Draw Tua Bethlehem
by Charlotte Church. So nice.
I think my heart is already
preparing for Christmas! It is my favourite
festival or holiday in the year!!!
SmUacKs!
Plus, I get to see all my cousins and we'll get to
stay up late and more on Christmas Day. Cool!
Then you know make friends with my cousin's friends.
Ha.
*I'm feeling great now! I've just taken a Panadol. My
Headache's GONE! Yay!
I'm so happy! Yay! Julia* smsed just now [*my councillor friend in ma grp!!]
and asked abt councillor meeting. Darn. I think there is meeting
tomorrow. So DARN silly, and boring!!
I'm supposed to help Cheryl with her 'collection'. Darn. I bet
she hasn't started. UGH.

`lovinn yoo-...

Hmm, nice day today. I was just playing net reversi n backgammon just now. BORED TO bITs. HarHar, today got band. Doing self practice for Chingay. Then after that go to eat lunch with jasmine at the opposite coffeeshop. So BORED. Yay! Tomorrow go church, then see my gd fwens. Not Jing Han especially. She is so annoying, always thinking I love her or something. I don't!!! Argh! Now I dislike the 'smallness' of my font of the skin. Haha! I'm so choosy. Maybe I'll change it again. Haiz. So MA FAN. [[Oh yah, Bei Yu is happy today.**]]

**Private Joke between Me and Jas.

I LuFfE this song from Diana Degarmo.... Mmm.. Can hear it ringing like a nice little bell in my ears.

Diana Degarmo - Dreams
Dreams are just dreams
When it's stuck inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you
You know it's true
That dreams are for real
When you see what I see
And you feel it too
We took the longest road
Just to make it harder
Let's do it all again
It only makes us stronger

Dreams
I guess we’re just made of dreams
Nothing else matters
As long as we believe
I'm looking at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I dream of you

What do you see when you look inside your heart
A little thought can walk a thousand miles
And change your life when dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly in sight
Every step you take just brings it all together
You’ve got to keep the faith when all seems lost forever

Dreams
I guess we’re just made of dreams
Nothing else matters
As long as we believe
I'm looking at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I dream of you

You're the one
That keeps my hope alive
My vision clear
I'll spend my life with you
Conquer fear
We'll make it through

Dreams
I guess we’re just made of dreams
Nothing else matters
As long as we believe
I'm looking at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true

I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you

Woohoo! I love YOO so much! Hmm, in a gd mood today! Haha, I was just reading `qiUlinG's blog. She's so cute. Haha. No larh. I'm not a lesbian. This morning went to school for councillor meeting. They were doing cheers. I was afraid they'll ask us to do stupid things [[as usual?! Like humiliate the traineess]] I'm listening to Diana Degarmo's Dreams now. So nice. Jason sent it to me heh heh. He's such a great fan of Diana Degarmo so everything hers must download. Wahaha. So amusing. Now his msn no sound... become my problem. *bleaghx*

Hey, i'm dying, oh yet again. I practically feel tt a terrorist's van decided to stop round the corner and drop a bomb on my head. My head is throbbing and i'm in pain!!! What a horror. Although I'm recovering [[after a week i should be!]] Tomorrow i might be going out with -the same old same old- Jasmine! But dunno whether i can make it. I want to die already. I can't believe Jas bought the whole stack of like ten triple 5 notebks.. She can share it with the whole percussion haha. I think people like Bijay need it most. Most forgetful guy on Earth. Almost like he wakes up at the wrong side of the bed. Lol. I dunno why is Jin Rong going to work... Haha. He asked me whether i've found a job and I told him no and tt I'm not planning to. He's working in a Clementi COFFEE SHOP!!! Oh my goodness me! But I guess it's gd money. Needless to say, he cares a lot for his parents *Okay whatever louisa, stop being this stupid angel* Okay, POoF!

I'm back after a whole week of not blogging. I'm sick! Badly sick! I've never been sick for such a long time. I missed my grp meeting, my camp briefing and not to mention the band camp! Boo.... I'm not feeling too well here anywayy, I feel like dying at home. All i do is lie in bed and sleep n eat. That's so sick! Haha, I wanna change my skin. Sick of the two children running and the dumb rose picture. Hahaa....

*feeling s.i.c.k

Tired. Band today. Councillor Meeting today. Councillor Meeting on Wed. Band on Tues. Oh My God! I'm going to die of exhaustion!!!! Argh! Lazy to blog. Yesterday Band Performance [[Ervin called me a bittergourd because my face as emotionless!!]]. haha! Ms Lim gave us each a folder with a so called remarks piece of paper inside yesterday! Oh, i'm so tired!

Woo... today quite fun.. though every period also nothing to do, only during maths. Then miss chan teaching statistics. Very boring though. She was teaching all about the stem n leaf thing and I was busy drawing trees all over my maths text... [[I'm so sick right.. lol]] During english period, we watched 'my dog called skip'. Okayys, ms lim brought shrek n tt. But timothy loaded 'my dog called skip'. I mean, we weren't really watching it. We were like chatting among ourselves and sometimes take a peek at the projection screen. You know - so that's not exactly watching it right. Jasmine, Michelle and I were like haunting Ms Lim and we abducted her laptop too. Hwee En offered her CD from Eddy and then we were like looking at the pics. Then we attracted a crowd [[have you ever heard tt even small amts of ppl make a crowd? lol]]. Okay. Then we were portraying Bei Yu in a guy's eyes and in a girl's eyes and Ms Lim was trying to keep a poker face, trying not to laugh - heh heh - We were like so mean. Haiz. I'm so bored now. Currently listening to Maroon 5's She will be loved and chatting on msn with my cousin. *Bleaghx* Okay. After school got Band. Then so sick. Queena keep asking me play Timpani *also known to me as the stupid vibrating drum*. She just want to play bell herself.. Wad a selfish pig. Somemore say ppl.... Haiz.. I duno what to say larhhhs..... Okie. I think that's all for today. Ciao...

Hah! Today promotion day!!! HAHA! So free today.. But I'm feeling so bored currently. I tried changing my tagboard to doodleboard but I realize it was so groSs!! HAHA... I'm feeling quite mad now. Haha. All i'm doing now is laughing and laughing and laughing! :p Okayys... I've reallie got nothing to say now! Bored to bitsss --- smuaCKs

I would have done anything to freeze the moment forever.
It was so quiet & peaceful, so simple, so serene.
I turned to see Lucas looking at me.
His eyes shone with a savage sweet clarity that took my breath away.
+excerpt taken from Kevin Brooks - Lucas

Sorry about just now. Haha, accidentally hit a key on my keyboard and then the post was published. Stupid. Thankfully I didn't have to edit it ... HAHA... Today, I spent my day in church til about 2. Then I went with Cheryl to toa payoh library. So quiet. Then got this girl so annoying. Talking on the phone then talk so loud and dunno that she is talking soooo LOUD. She was probably scolding her boyfriend or something for ditching her and not going to the library too.. diaox.. So lame.. She's about 16 but act like a 10 year old boy.. What is the world coming to? After going library, cheryl and I like dun wanna go home so we were contemplating whether to go home, go AMK or serangoon gardens coffee bean. In the end we went Coffee Bean then eat one $2.50 muffin. Very NICE!.. Whoopee! Then later I went to her house and like wu liao a bit.. Then look at her sec 2 class pics.. then we were busy crapping around the house. HAHA... [[do you know she's my cousin?-)]] Then later her father sent me home. So funny. Justin was like beginning to cry but before that when he just woke up frm his nap, he was throwing a fit and was like smacking my cousin [[cheryl]] like mad and her father ... LOL.. so in the end, he tagged along and sit car ride.. Okayy! Whatever... LOL .. *happy pappy?*

Woo so happy!!! Argh!!! I showed my mamma the results tt are gonna be on my result slip.

I feel this song really speaks to me ... and I simply just adore songs from Simple Plan. Maybe this song actuallie explains some of my feelings... *having mixed feelings* -- smUacKS -)

Simple Plan
Welcome to my Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Just drank one can of A&W root beer. Oh my goodness me! I'm feeling so terribly full now! Argh. I think I'm gonna shit soon [[offensive language - haha]] Yay! Monday got no school 'cause got promotion day! I wish can go out but very lazy larhh... Tomorrow is ... hWeE.eN's birthday!!! All must wish her leh. LOL. Today got band - FULL DAY! [[8.45 am to 5.30pm.]] Today got no PT... but got all the NPCC people marching around - seniors.. Their marching is so horrid.. compared to band members.. lOL! Of Course! *braggs* Shikin mam and Jasmine were laughing all the way coz the inspector was quite pissed with his squad. Haha. It was so funny.. and the inspector = ha! = looked like such a dork I wanted to just jump up and cackle with laughter but we all have to keep quiet and stifle laughter. We learned Spanish Overture today, the song is SOO nice! I was playing bell.. Stephanie tagged along to play bell and Bei Yu played the xylo.. It was soo fun. They didn't do strokes today -thk god- .. STROKES is the most boring thing I've ever heard of. Formation Test coming up, Sec One camp coming up, strokes test coming up.. *sigh* There are a lotta tests going on in band! Argh! Scared!!! *currently feeling bored*

"I feel good ta da ta da ta da da" I seriously feel good today!!! I passed my Chinese at a mere 56 but at least it wasn't C6.. I got a C5! Whoopee! I'm elated... Oh, the results for the councillor thingy is out today. Michelle, Bei Yu, Li Yan and I got chosen. Okayys fine. But half of me doesn't want to 'cause I'm afraid that I can't cope with studies, Band and this darn councillor thingy. I want to change my skin... But I can't find a nice & suitable one. HaEH! Today after school Jasmine and I were eating sliced fish bee hoon [[yu pian mi fen]].. I think the way we ate was enough to make the people around us barf! And we were taking so long to eat. We spent half an hour eating and chatting about our families and blah-dy blah then later Jas's dad gave me a lift to my bus stop which is also on-the-way... She had piano lesson from 3-6 [[actually 3 hr intensive theory.. haha]] so couldn't go out with Bei Yu and I or something. Oh and after school, Bei Yu just disappeared 'poof!' from the class immediately after school... so we couldn't find herr... Anyway, piano theory is sooo boring... I finished the 5 year one.. not all the eight years but five years is the minimum and 8 is the maximum [[duh! there are only eight yrs in piano and I'm in my last one!*braggs* LOL.]]

Today results come out. But not really the exact one because haven't added those oral and extra stuff like term 3 and 4. Oh my goodness me! I passed my chinese at 55.5 but I think I'm gonna fail still if they're going to add term 3 or 4 or both... Sod that! Umm... Oh! Today got Councillor Interview. I felt it was a little weird. All the 1/6 nominees got [mdm?] Normila. She was quite funny actually and I was totally freaking out. I was wringing my hands like there was no tomorrow! Lols. She asked really weird qns like 'tell me about yourself.' That sorta thing and you couldn't say like so gross stuff if not they'll just think you're like totally bragging... and I hate those kind of people too. Hmm, I didn't know what to say. Anyway, Nurul and I are positive that Ervin has lost to us! Haha! Now he owes us a meal each.. But I think we have to scratch that out as well.. 'cause he'll probably borrow money from people.. then the people will start taunting him.. How LAME! Lol

A Grid Of Stars

Today your mother dropped by, gavesome of your things to us; staredwistful at our fashions and newsof university; clutching her coffee cupwith white, composed fingers;her calm unhinting voice talksof cupric blueness of Mediterranean, where they'd just returned from-pausing upon the inexorable.

Steam above coffee, rising,
the bright kitchen.
This gentle aftermath of closure.

Tonight I am bound for San Francisco.On the plane, pressing my face, palms to the glass.Takeoff is the moment of vulnerability,where everything seems to fallapart, a roar of lifting wheels and churning, changing air.I watch the forsaking city as neon andfluorescence beneath my leaving feet.Knowing with absolute convictionthat if I were God deciding a grid of stars,the first would never have to be elegy.

-Edlyn Ang-

I feel that everyone hates me. Really. This has nothing to do with Bei Yu and I just finished the Stargirl book. It is marvelous. It is truthfully a work of art and how a person called Stargirl is able to touch the school even though everyone thought she was an old fraud. A story of great bravery I shall say. I'm feeling kind of depressed suddenly as I read the book. I think the story kinda speaks to me in a more mutual way...It is just a very neutral way of talking to people about a guy called Leo Borlock who was the only person who appreciated her. LOL.

[i don't play games of deceit with myself. I play them with the world---]

MY FRIEND

My friend, I stand in judgment now
And feel that you're to blame somehow.
On earth I walked with you each day
And never did you point the way.

You knew the Lord in truth and glory
But never did you tell the story.
My knowledge then was very dim
You could have led me safe to HIM.

Though we lived together on the earth
You never told me of the second birth.
And now I stand this day condemned
Because you failed to mention HIM.

You taught me many things, that's true.
I called you friend and trusted you.
But I learn now that it's too late
You could have saved me from this FATE.

We walked by day and talked by night
And yet you showed me not the light.
You let me live and love and die
You knew that I'd never live on high.

Yes. I called you friend in life
And trusted you through joy and strife
And yet on coming to this end
I cannot now call you "My Friend".

"She was elusive.
She was today.
She was tomorrow.
She was the faintest scent of a cactus flower, the flitting shadow of an elf owl.
We did not know
what to make of her.
In our minds we tried to
pin her to a corkboard like a butterfly,
but the pin merely went through
and away she flew."
:excerpt taken from Jerry Spinelli's - Stargirl

I love this book so much! It is so nice. I haven't finished it but it's really nice! I recommend you read it. Anyway, I have made a website for 1/6 - 2/6 people. Who knows, maybe I won't promote.. _sux_ I think that I'm gonna fail history! Argh! Today so fun. Band. In the morning I nearly died tho. Omg, there is this stupid crow outside my house crowing away and it has been doing that since yesterday!!! what a horror... I mean normally people living in terrace houses don't open their windows.. But I dunno why my maid has been opening mine.. So what can i do? We and Jasmine were sharing a mini melts ice cream just now. Omg, it's so pathetic for 2 bucks.. Waste our money. First time band end so early. End at 12.... Hahaz... They preparing for Chingay 05 and Concert already.. LOLs... I'm stuck at the dumb Timpani.. Queena keep askin me play.. I don't mind playing for Malay Folk Tunes Medley but not for Without You and others.. Without You i play bell somemore.. Idiotic larhhs.. All thanks to Mrs Chee lorh. Anyway, I ditched the Timpani for Without You 'cause I was so sick of the vibration of the Timpani, I was getting a headache.. Hahas. So Karen Mam played.. Wakakaka, anyway Timpani players always get lost halfway and Karen didn't even tune the Timpani... Haiz.. Percussion is in such a mess 'cause there's a thousand ppl in here........Literally -)

This lyrcis was taken from Timbo one.. I kinda like this song.. quite cute haha - okayys..

Artist: Usher
Album: Confessions
Title: My Boo


feat. Alicia Keys

[Usher intro:]

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

[Alicia intro:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

[Usher Verse:]

Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Alicia Verse:]

Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed

I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia:]
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo

[Usher:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Alicia:]
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo

[Chorus:]
[Usher:]
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

[Alicia & Usher:]

I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock

the.long.way.home

reaching out to those i lost.

it's just a long way home
to where it's warm and bright
it's through many obstacles
to the right path
to where i call home

Haha, I saw this on a blogskin while browsing around for new blogskins for my blogg. I'm so bored to bits! Exams over ler. But aiyah don't count the stupid art and cme.. It's lame and stupid lorhhs.. What kind of sch got CME one.. SuckS! I think i'm gonna fail art coz my art reallie sucks and some people, a girl in our class to be exact keep saying that we will fail, hai, I wonder who is tt... That girl is such a b****... because of other reasons too larh..(".) Anyways, I like this little poem or thingy on hwee en's blog.. It's really meaningful and nice.. Lols.. okayys.. I'm mad!

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off her, am I right??
-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her because the sight of her makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.


Does your heart ache and breaks when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her pain, even when she's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do her eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her faults because it's a part of who she is?
-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love? Why is it all we search for in life? This pain, this agony? Why is it all we long for? This torture, this powerful death of self? Why?The answer is so simple 'cos it's... LOVE

hey guys.. am back after my long time of 'holidays'... Haha. Friday then exams finish... Omg.. Still haven't do art. Wah kao! I sure fail one.. It's soooo bad. Today exam test Geog and Home Ec... Home Ec was soooo difficult! Omg! I wanted to die lorh!!!! OMG OMG OMG! But cannot fail cause my desgn brief got a1 haha!

Percussionists at the Esplanade 

He who goes out weeping,

carrying seed to sow,

will return with songs of joy.

Psalm 126:6 [NIV]

Chinese Exam is over! I was so stressed the last few days. Thank God it's over! Suddenly the black cloud just whooshed away from me after the exam and I feel more carefree! Woo...... Finally back to blog. I've never been offline for so long [i'm online everyday so you get the point?] Yupps. Now back to blog for maybe today, tomorrow and Sunday, after that cannot come online lerrhs... not because mother dun allow but because of my guilt if I do come online... Hahaha. Exams suck! Got maths class at 2pm. Just now after Exam, Jasmine come my house do art... After that I tongpang [urm, help her do something when i'm faster or on the way???] her on my bike to the busstop.. wah lao.. she kept screaming like a mad woman... omg. Haha, feel so happy. Sitting with my favourite pink bear frm Miss Koh! YAY!

It is not how much we have,
but how much we enjoy,
that makes happiness.
-Charles Haddon Spurgeon

Today... went to church, couldn't quite pay attention 'cause I was quite tired. Haha, I actually am quite lazy to type out today's activities.. Bored out to bits.. I'm very very very scared for Chinese Exam on Fri, can't seem to get into the mood for studying. I just keep getting off-focus... It's nearly impossible for me to just study for the Chinese Exam. HOW? I'm DYING...

*Stacie Orrico
Strong Enough

As I rest against this cold hard wall will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war has just begun

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out
And start again?
Is He not brave enough
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

Will my weakness for an hour make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there any way to be made whole again?
If I'm healed, renewed and find forgiveness;
find the strength I’ve never had
Will my scars forever ruin all God’s plan?

Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out And start again?
Is He not brave enough
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?
He took my life into His hands and turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance its there I've finally found
That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out
And start again

That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh thank You for my chance to start again

[*love him ---]

Today was my greatest day... Haha, could say that larh... GOT english exam today... Wow, the paper was sooo difficult but the compo was easy as pie.. lol.. Serious. Don't know la, got a lot of inspiration ya? Haha... I'm going mad already... I feel that I'm changing weirdly tho.. Haha, today chat with PeiShan for quite a long time... actuallie chat with her quite enjoyable too... Haha... Hmmm, I guess I've got nth more to say ... Heehee.

*Excuse me, I'm becoming so damn 'cheeeNA'.. GAWD!

Today got art.. Wah, very very frightening man... It was like .. so weird. Mr Lim scolded the boys(we thot its everybody.. explain later) , [isn't that not surprising cause he scolds them evry week anyway...haha] okay, then later, he asked all the girls to stay back after his lesson then he say that just now he scold one is the boys lah, at tt time he really looked like a total pervert... haha, then later he nearly smacked Jasmine because she was being buai huay bai.. Haha.. So funny then all the girls laughing, he praised us somemore.. but actually Jas and I are at the same stage as the boys.... Unlucky!

Today was quite fun larh, never go school 'cause got dental appointment with the orthodontist. Heh heh... [for doing braces] The doc was called Dr. Lena Stevenberg , yup! She was quite friendly and she actually stuff a gazillion gross green goop into my mouth. Ohmigod! It was like Sooo gross.. She said it tasted a little like bubblegum and I already hate bubblegum... YucK! It was like soooooo gross for me to have those globs of greenish blue gunk in my mouth.. ooooohie, yuck!

I feel..
[some guys are the lamest because...]
- They are sooo insensitive
- They think they're cool just because they make fun of someone
- They act and act and act (you get it? bleahx**)
- They think they are so amusing when they make fun of you
- They try so very hard to get the teacher's attention
- They're asking for a slap frm people [eg. jinrong]

*the perfect pair fer me*
= Preferably english name [it kinda determines the social & family status]
= Must be average looking [don't look gross lah]
= Must be funny and able to hold my attention for long...
= Must be willing to do things for me
= No long hair or weird hair
= Try not to wear glasses [if wearing, must be some cool or unique glasses like mine... lol]
= Not the same age as me [you know tt boys mature slower]

Hmm, nothing to say lerhs... Haha. I'm so mad todayss.. muaCKies my dear friends! :)

Haha, i can die of laughter today! Mr Tay called Rebecca to read the Lit poem on 'Mother Loves me' due to 'majority demand' as he said so. Haha, when she was reading, Leonard was hooting with laughter like a mad guy, n he sounded like a cockatoo.. Hahaha, it was soooo funny! The whole class just simply finds Rebecca funny and weird. Lol. Haha.. see, I'm dying of laughter now.. Haha. HAHA. HAHA.

I'm as happy as a ... urm, er... oh forget it! I'm as happy as a ... urm, er cow? Wahahaha! Here I am acting retarded. Sigh! I'm like SOoooo happy because just now i was messaging my friend.. and 'it' is such a funny bunny! Oh god must wait so long before can talk on msn again.. Sian sia... haha, I'm so mad today.. Listening to F.I.R now, pls arh, the only chinese songs I listen to r by F.I.R okay, so don't force me listen to others.. haha! So long never blog ler... hHAHA exam comin lo, so you guys all must work hard, strive hard n we'll promote as a class! muaCKS! Haha, go liao.. :)

Today, haha, quite a nice day except just ten mins ago my stupid mother was like suaning me and I was so pissed off I played the piano damn loud so my maid cannot hear what is she telling her. She wasn't offended. I really hate those cookies (the mooncake festival always have one) , I think jonathan(cousin) likes it lah, but then she offer to me then later say oh, I don't appreciate things blah blah blah as if she is SOOOO appreciative, she ain't at all! Hah! She just spends her day spending loads of money and then when I say go Popular and buy me just ONE size 12 paintbrush, she says, at home got a lot, don't waste money.. EXCUSE ME! Yesterday I was soo pathetic I had to paint my drugs poster with a dried flower and a sponge. HELLO? What is this world coming to? I'm so pissed... Barnacles - she is so driving me to the limits.. she can even drive me to my grave... now that you mentioned, actually i don't mind!

Yet another eventful or maybe gross day - Today I quite bad to Jasmine in the morning, coz of what happened yesterday and Bei Yu never come today. This shows how much Jasmine like Bei Yu 'cause she was SO quiet (if you know her, she'll never be quiet unless she's dead.. XP). Then before assembly she also very quiet only mutter a few words to Heng Jie, I don't know, am I supposed to pity her? I'm quite upset today not because of anything to deal with friends but it's just this little sinking feeling. We had Geog Test on Population today thank GOD I studied in the morning - It was so easy!!! and the teacher said that it was a Normal Acad paper, was she trying to insult our intelligence? Haha, i think Ms Rachel is a very good geog teacher tho sometimes she scares me coz of her pointing at you to answer qns that you have no idea how to answer. Oh, as I was saying about why I'm upset, I told Jasmine about some private things kept between us and she got pretty offended, you could say, coz I was so called suaning her, you could say that! She still says I'm her best friend the last time I quarreled with her, oh please, forget it! I'm being frank here - You don't treat me like one. I'm not jealous of Bei Yu but if I'm your best friend, Bei Yu is your bestest bestest friend huh? Gee, I'm right! Oh, today after school I went to the library with Jasmine to study (do homework etc.) Safie (spellin?) came up n joined us and later disgusting Jin Rong came along and joined us, he said such a lame thing! "Ay, ni men ye zai zhe li, wo ye lai zhuo gong ke" (translation: "Ay, you guys are also here, I'm also here to do homework") He has a flu or nose flow or whatever but he was gross and came wiping mucus off his nose - then later he didn't even know a long string of mucus was hanging at the edge of his nose, he only realized it when Jasmine and I was pointing at it and Safie was saying disgusting all the way.. HAHA! What a joke! He can probably enter the Guiness Book of Records for the person which has the most mucus in one hour.. Yuck! After he finished using his tissue, he went to the toilet and got a whole string of toilet paper into the library.. GAWD! I was already dying of disgust! And he kept burping and burping til I nearly died of the stench. OH gawd, am I glad after he left.. ! [After he left, there was toilet paper scraps all over the table] Oh my god... It was the funniest thing ever... HAHA! We stayed in the library til the stupid librarion Nicholas Eng chased us out.. Diao * guffaws *

My family during christmas! 

Jasmine, Nurul, Beiyu and I, oh, am I sick of the three of us [minus nurul tho I'm sitting wif her now] 

Jeralyn[my bestest friend since birth?] and I living it up at Shaw Plaza [actuallie we're at church but Shaw Plaza is just next door so we went for lunch there and took this!] 

Ever imagined or wondered what my house looked like? This is the street outside my house! :) 

I don't know how to express my feelings, I'm so annoyed and pissed at the same time - Now, I'm in a total state of confusion I tell you! I feel so cheated and angry but the next minute I feel that what i feel is gonna make me happy in future thoughts - I'm already like a rubberband stretched to its limits and I feel that I'm going to blow up or burst, when I tell my 'school friends' [notice the ' '] about it, they brush it off or sweep it under the carpet saying that I will get over it and all that crap that is completely untrue, do you think you would get over something that happens everyday without fail in front of your eyes? You'll be glassy-eyed then! No one will understand my pain, even if I told you, you would just brush it off and just tell me try to accept it - I HAVE TRIED ACCEPTING IT FOR 6 MONTHS ALREADY, DO YOU THINK I CAN ANYMORE, IF YOU REALLIE FEEL WHAT I FEEL YOU WOULD HAVE BLOWN UP IN THE FIRST WEEK, NOT SIX MONTHS LATER! You guys know who am I trying to say? I hope you guys read this, the person who will definitely read this will not understand either but brush it off too like a common gesture everyone does , I'm feeling SICK!

Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

BRIDGE
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

Wahz, so long never blog liao.. A lotta special stuff happened this week, not entirely SPECIAL but at least FUNNY, no more band practices liao, close for eXam breAK.. Sianz.. but also quite happy. Yesterdays I made fried rice and fruit salad for home econs.. Oh my god. After that, i had Piano EXAM.. I so scared. I think I will fail. Haiz - Sad. After going home and lazing around, 8 pm my maid started asking me what was in the Home Ec containers she opened it and OH GOD, the fried rice stunk of this weird chickeny n foul smell.. Yuck.. I think it's worse than body odour

Tuesday!!! Today gots band. Quite fun, we practiced Malay folk tunes, was quite nice. I was surprised it actually had a Tmpani solo. Fun! Loved it.... It was so enjoyable. Tho a bit waste time coz we spent the whole practice learning the song.. ONE SONG! Lol, today got dinner until eleven plus... Grandma birthday, cannot miss wan.. sod

Today is so great, i made Apple Crumble for Home Econs, it was rather weird, when u take it out of the paper right the apple Crumble (liquid) will start flowing. My teacher said it was liddat.. DIAO.. haha. It was so fun. Today, the plan worked halfway - "Operation Changer." Wahaha

Yesterday was so mind-blowing! When we were the Esplanade performing, the crowd was great, silent and all, intently listening to us, tho I felt we were quite messed up esp the Percussion. I play quite okay for those songs that I was very sure of. But for the other songs, I sucked, seriously. It was bad and I think it's lack of practice but I study my scores everytime they give it to me. It was weird but fun. The two Timpani parts I played were great! I loved it.. Tho, I got a little lost at Highlights From Grease but it was okay, becoz I was dancing the stupid dance that caused me to lose count. Hehe, so nice. After go home liao, then take a long half hour bath and scrub my head like mad, because Jasmine mother help me tie bun then so tight and it's like stuck to my head. 10 pins were used! Today, Jasmine lent me Cinderella Story. I'm going to watch it! Yay! So happy. Wah biang, the stupid frenk ah at Beiyu blog. Maybe becoz I said on my blog about him/her, stupid go use my name... Haha, anyway, I know my conscience is clear, to frenk, want to use, use your own name. You'll never achieve it lorh, your english so lousy, still want to put my name.. You sure from 1/3 or something

"I wish silently
That he would call
On a so brightly lit evening
It's impossible
but is it wrong to have wishes?"
-Louisa
There's this person at Beiyu blog ah called frenk, go say her flirty and act queen. Haha, that frenk must be jealous. Haha! Well, I don't know what is up with me, but I don't feel offended... Maybe it's just unnatural - and I am a traitor.... Hate me for all I care.. It doesn't matter anymore does it. Haha *evil laughs* .... Wish me luck!

*I don't know why, I'm going mad. Suddenly, I'll feel all hateful n the next minute I feel like you know, something struck me on the head. Oh god today's Thursday! I shld be going to do my science assessment liao. Yay! Tomorrow no formation lecture... so go to school later lorhz.. Goodie! I'm so happy!

Emma Bunton - Maybe

Love isn't funny
When it is burning inside
When all you think of
Is how to get through the night
And when you want it
It's just a game that you play
And when you get it
They're gonna take it away

Maybe it's nothing
Maybe it's all just in my mind
Maybe I'm foolish
Maybe it's just a waste of time
But I don't think so
Maybe I definitely know
That maybe
Maybe I'm in love

So if you want it
You wanna come out to play
Then you can have it
Cos he's got plans for the day
And if I want it
There's no one out there for me
When you don't need it
There's plenty fish in the sea

Maybe it's nothing
Maybe it's all just in my mind
Maybe I'm foolish
Maybe it's just a waste of time
But I don't think so
Maybe I definitely know
Why do I keep fooling myself
Why can't I let go
This is not like me
But now I definitely see
That maybe
Maybe I'm in love

But I don't think so (but I don't think so)
Maybe I definitely know
Why do I keep fooling myself
Why can't I let go
This is not like me (this is not like me)
But now I definately see (definitely)
That maybe (oh-oh-oh-oh maybe)
Maybe I'm in love

Love isn't funny
When it is burning inside
When all you think of
Is how to get through the night
And when you want it
It's just a game that you play
And when you get it
They're gonna take it away
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe it's all just in my mind
Maybe I'm foolish
Maybe it's just a waste of time
But I don't think so
Maybe I definately know
Why do I keep fooling myself
Why can't I let go
This is not like meBut now I definitely see
That maybe
Maybe I'm in love

Got band practice today... Quite boring at the start 'cause doing strokes then later Bixia ask the Percussionists performin at Esplanade to think of the gimmick at the 'We go together' song of Highlights from Grease. It was so funny! Lucius was doing stupid gimmicks like acting retarded (tho he really looked like one) wahaha... It was really great. Then later we went into the Band Rm to combine the gimmicks with the other section. The Trumpeters were hilarious! They did this turn in 360 degrees thingy as fast as possible and in the end the Drum Major say don't do... lol, it was quite ridiculous but funny. Then after band, about 1.30pm, then Jasmine and I take 136 and chit chat about the weirdest things ever. I got piano lesson after I went home so left the house in the rush.. The teacher lorh, stay in Tampines. So far, take one n a half hours to get there! So leave the house at 2.35pm then reach there 3.55, can say just nice for my lesson at 4pm. Haha. After come home, my father say he bought troy n garfield vcd. This guy he buy from, quality very gd haha. I watched 1 disc of Garfield and it was perfect, without any like stupid 'ssh shaa' sounds like most pirated discs.. haha

HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! So great today, finally changed to Windows XP already! Hip Hip Huray!

Hey, didn't come to blog for a million years, you know I really like this song by Emma Bunton, I found it quite cute lah. Haha, later in the next post then publish it, haha! I'm so happy today! Lynette and I were busy insulting each other [friendly] and it was so funny, n we ended up laughing away. Woohoo! On Friday, I was so mad, I was so eager to get home after cleaning our tables with thinner and oh god after tt I felt as if I had some drug addict withdrawal symptom because of all tt thinner. After I got home then I was lazing around n on the computer but on Saturday, it was totally different. The moment I woke up, I brought my house organ chair into my room to do my work, sitting on my own bed, haha. So i finished doing three quarters of my homework on sat, I left the Lit Essay only... Sod that, coz I have nothing to do in the holidays, and even if i'm thinking of going out or something, I have to window shop! Oh god, that is so totally gross! Anyway, gtg now byez

ME and Beiyu 

Beiyu and I.. haha